It's one of those days again.. just feel so ugly and fat and everything bad, and I just feel so... awful..

Nothing's helping.. I dun even feel like smiling really :( that's really bad...

And I see you how your life is still very complete and fulfilled without me, and I feel so dispensable.... Like you can be without me, my company, our memories, my hands to hold and my eyes to look into, my hugs and kisses, my care and concerns..

Maybe I'm just being whiny and needy again... Hate that.

It's gonna be another long emo night.. I can feel it.. I just hope.......

Puii- :(