Hate it when its just me and my thoughts, feel so suffocated and depressed.

Hate it when there's nothing I can do to lift my spirits.. No appetite, nothing to buy, no mood to do anything special for myself to make me a little happier..

Hate it when it's so sunny outside but for me it's just raining inside, freezing cold rain drops..

Hate it, that this post is just making me sadder and sadder..

I should stop, before this depressing feeling engulf and swallow me whole, before I start feeling like I'll never be happy again.