I don't know what I'm thinking, randomly deciding to change my blogskin in the middle of the night, now its almost morning and i need to be working in a few hours' time. There are still so many things i wanna change, and i'm cold and tired and hungry.. talk about bad judgment, what was i thinking?!

anyways, i just got tired of the previous skin, hope this one works well, its already making me a bit impatience cos of the 9 navigations squares, kinda forcing me to have 9 different things to feature, against my will! =P i never really liked navigation type blog skins, i don't know what impulse i went with. i reactivated my cbox and twitter already cos of it.. and i'm too tired to care now that the bloody cbox is not working properly. and i still have on more box(navigation) to fill.

oh no, please not you now headache.

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i have other things i wanna talk about, but i'm tired.. shall try to go and sleep and resist the temptation to start letting words flow. i'm just glad i got through yet another emo monster period with minimal damage. it might have something to do with me wearing my charlie chaplin shirt =D

and les ballet trockadero de monte carlo was awesome. i was damn pissed, but the show was awesome and hilarious. i'll tell you another time.

i just finish reading red riding hood. i miss reading.

i wish there's a sausage mcmuffin for me now to eat while i lie down trying to sleep. i wish i would instantly fall asleep after i finished the mcmuffin so i won't waste time 'trying to fall asleep'. okay, maybe a warm milo before the fall asleep part. hahahahaha..

okay enough of my rubbish. =D

puii-  last day for woodpecker.


4:35 AM

Woke up late, and had a weird dream of me shouting the name of micheal buble and there were cartoon skull faced zombies....what?!

Anyways the point is.. I'm late and on a cab to work. Bummer :(

Puii- need a haircut


8:40 AM

Haha i realize nobody blog anymore, maybe they don't need any form of verbal relief? =P


1:16 PM

Saw a post on Facebook about the execution of two gay guys in some country that i don't remember.. Its just terrible, (I would say almost criminal if it wont get me in trouble!) I don't believe anyone should die just for being themselves; who they choose to be. You can disagree with their choices, but to take away their lives just for that is just barbaric :( feel so sad to see that.. How I wish and wish it won't happen to anyone anymore. but the world is so.. ...so sad.

 So.. I officially missed Wicked, despite it's long residency in MBS theatre.. Let's hope I won't miss Trockadero! :)

 On another note: Thanks baby! For bringing for curry rice just because I want to, when I know you won't have much choice as to what to eat.. Thanks for making me feel special, and that I'm your priority. Thanks for bearing with the hungry mongster within me :) thanks for all the love tonight :) I love you mian~

 Haven't felt this tired in a long time; the fatigue is so strangely familiar and alluring :) let's have a good rest and kick start into a brand new week, 5am in the morning!! Nighty night world!

 Puii- I wanna spread love, and butter! :)


10:52 PM

Weee!! The pouch/wallet/handphone holder i've been eyeing have available stocks again! I got excited and ordered two, hahaha.. oh no online shopping makes it too easy to spend money! =P can't browse for too long or i'll keep seeing nice things i wanna get! =P Hahahaha..

Which reminds me.. i raelly gotta get down to getting rid of clothes that i dun wear.. its taking up the space of what could be new clothes. HAHAHA!

ANYWAYS, just a short post on that.. gotta go to work already, but i havent eaten anything yet today (not a meal at least.. just two biscuits and one mouth of chocs =( ...) Tata~

puii- life's good when i dun have mood swings =)


3:25 PM

I would like to think of myself as an adventurous foodie, and yes i would like to try food as exotic as i can take.. and YAY to my first balut today! It was really really quite nice, a very full egg yolk taste that still lingers in my mouth a bit, its just the thought and look of it that you really must get pass haha.. my fav part was prolly the juice/soup you had to suck out before eating the egg. quite nice! like instant broth!

can't wait till my next food adventure. man! singapore food is too boring! =P

(and i can't wait till my first tarantula and mini scorpion, deep fried please!)

which leads to the next thing, i wanna travel somewhere! =P

okay, not really a next thing.. since there's really nothing much to say about that.. Okay, shall enjoy remains of my little adrenaline rush and excitement, and go about the rest of my off day~

puii- the balut made me hungry now =P


3:26 PM

Hate it when things get complicated, hate it when everything feels fake and awkward, hate it when i wish there's an "unfriend" button in real life =P (sound so mean), hate it when i can't always be comfortable with people i hang around..

hate it when i get kick in the face by my own "friendliness" =P

bad energies, bad feelings, bad attitudes: go far far far away from me pleasessssss~~~~~

GOSH.

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I suddenly really feel like taking a break and going somewhere.. just me and baby, somewhere nice and peaceful =) i miss that..

Haha and i suddenly rem what ivonn said.. oh no, really not 潇洒 anymore! =P

i miss my flowers.. i hope there'll be a xjh soon.. maybe if i can go away for a while i can go hk with vonn hahahahaha.. (haiya fat hopes) FIRST THING i'd do is take a picture =)))) Hehehe!!

and i miss the girls at work =) they always makes me laugh and feel comfortable.. and ya, laughing at each other too.. Hahahaha.. (Powerpuff and Mojo Jojo??) =P

Eeeee! why the entry suddenly become so clingy and needy and missing everyone? HAHAHAHA!! But i really do! People appear in front of me soon! All of you! =) Chase away all the bad energies!! =P

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i suddenly feel like eating curry chicken noodle again! again!!!

work later, gotta eat something soon.. HMMMMM... =P

kay bye! ttyl~

puii-


2:13 PM

Scumbag comment from le acquaintance spoil my self expression on Facebook.. Pissed off and deleted the post.

Not even that close to you for you to start commenting on my wall like that. Thanks for ruining my style.

Geez!! Some people really...

Puii- I would say "no offense", but i feel offended so too bad for you


2:10 PM

Burn like a good bonfire, burn with a little more passion, burn with a bit more heat and fire within, burn a slow long burn, at least, start to light it up now...


1:34 AM

Hmmm.. This has become a ranting ground, where I keep all my frustrations. Why don't I wanna share joy anymore, but just bad monents in life? Hmmm.. It's like a dear diary thing.. Only dear diary have the patience and "ears" to hear all my naggy nag nag nag.....

I am happy. In life I am. Right now maybe not very much, but in life, I think I am happy. But life sure knows how to throw shit at us to bring us down, we all have our moments.. it just sucks that I can't get out of mine, thus all the angsty posts.. It just appear out of nowhere, Haha..

"guess you still keep hate in your heart. I don't feel any better, but I don't want to hate, not anymore.. My heart is too tired for that, and for (memories of) you(r doings) and your hate.. Just don't hate, just be happy, everyone.. Okay?"

Maybe in learning to put things down, I'll never learn anything.. The rocks I thought I put down, they actually just hid themselves somewhere deeper, I just couldn't see them..

Yeah, life sucks like that.. all our lives..

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That's that. On a brighter note, I wanna watch wicked before it closes, and trockadero when they come. Like REALLY want to :) and I'm hungry now, at like 1 plus in the morning haha.. And yay!! Baby to save the day with trip to fridge! :D

But baby... Why Harry potter become GR-55?

Puii-


1:39 AM

So, what do we do with feelings no one will understand? No one to hear your story, no one to confide, no one there to speak comforting words. What do we do with feelings that doesn't go away? Bad feelings; that kind that eats you away slowly on the inside...

What CAN I do about it?

Sometimes, I hate this sad bubble I put myself into, trapping myself from the outside(happy) world... when can I truly (and finally) get these thorns out of my heart?

I hate it when I'm not happy.

So cliche but.. Really wish I could turn back time.. I would have done everything differently; better.

Puii-


12:41 AM

LES BALLET TROCKADERO DE MONTE CARLO IS COMING TO SINGAPOREEEEE!! =D

sorry. bit excited. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

puii-


11:33 PM

Argh! Hate this blog app. Accidentally exit only everything's gone. Dun even remember what I typed just now. Stupid! :( hai.. Shall try all over again.. Next break next break.. Haha!!

Decided to post something happen after that string of angsty entries.. I dunno why my blog is so full of ups and downs. Prolly cos the middle stuffs always never quite make it here :p haha..

Went partyworld with baby the other day, and it's the most fun I've had in AGES. From seriously-trying-to-sound-good songs to outrageously-hilarious, totally-for-the-laughs songs.. :))) so fun so fun. Love it! :) Love such times together :) hehehe..

FOUND KAPIBARA POKER CARDS! So awesomely CUTEEEEEE!!! I really really really giggled and jump around like a little girl after getting it.. It's so adorable!! And every card have different designs! SO CUTE!!!!!! :))

Me and my unexplainable love and attraction for the weird animal. Haha!!

Gotta go on set again.. Bye blog! :P

puii-


3:49 PM

Have no idea why I'm so angry today.. I dun even feel like explaining because I dun wanna remember it after today. Let's just hope the rest of the night turns out well.

I wish I'll be in a good place soon, all this rage (and the lack of aircon in the bloody train) is giving me a headache.

I mean seriously, with all the increased Fares you can't even provide decent amount of ventilation and a little cool fresh air?

Okay, no more venting.. Else I'll lose hope in man kind. (sorta)

Puii-


6:44 PM

Hate it when its just me and my thoughts, feel so suffocated and depressed.

Hate it when there's nothing I can do to lift my spirits.. No appetite, nothing to buy, no mood to do anything special for myself to make me a little happier..

Hate it when it's so sunny outside but for me it's just raining inside, freezing cold rain drops..

Hate it, that this post is just making me sadder and sadder..

I should stop, before this depressing feeling engulf and swallow me whole, before I start feeling like I'll never be happy again.


11:44 AM

i have many things i hold dear to my heart: love, food, dance, human relations, expression and freedom. and there're many things that lifts me up: good food, a good read, good company, a good hug, a good laugh. i am strong but delicate, at least, i like to think it that way. i can take a lot, but it doesn't take a lot to break me. i love to love, and love to be loved, next lesson i need to learn is 'forgive and forget', for every every thing that gets me down every now and then. i try to be the best person i can be, while staying true to who i am. and this point in life i'm still searching for myself, and learning to be the best me i can be.


in search of me
with dreams, with dance
with love

puiman.

i feel like exploring some place that i've never been to before.

i feel like packing some bread, cheese and butter for a picnic.

i feel like holding a rabbit again!

i feel like shouting 'woohoooo!' at the top of my voice while running around.

i feel like sitting by the beach; hot sand, cool breeze.

i feel like running under a light drizzle.

i feel like sitting at a nice cafe, with a good book in my hands.

i feel like swinging on a swing.

i feel like dancing again. i feel like dancing randomly, anywhere.

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