the flesh and blood of love

Sunday, November 30, 2008

i love alison la. she is so cute. hahahahahahaha.. =)

went to help daddy at his store just now. so glad i went, cos the crowd was crazy.. so many people that they had to wait more than half an hour la. hahahah crazy patience. tho there's one guy that left cos he didnt wanna wait anymore, and didnt even tell us. hahahaha lucky there's an order for the same dish so we could serve it fast. if not, have to keep it till store closes and that'll prob be our dinner. =P

serious crazy busy la just now.. didnt stop at all from when i reached around 6 plus lidat all the way till 9 plus. must be the saturday eat out craze. hahahah =PP

daddy was too tired to cook dinner after that, so we packed up earlier to go eat somewhere else. hahahaha eat zi char again la, after seeing all the zi char food for so long.. hahahahah ate ridiculous amount of chicken. crazy one. the guy la, say its kampong chicken, which is traditionally rather small, so we think should be no kick la. end up it wasnt a kampong chicken, and he served us like what, a whole normal chicken?? cooked in two ways la, but still....

i dun wanna eat chicken tmr =P hahahahhahaah...

Recital full dress rehearsal tmr! =) a part of me cant wait, and another cant imagine myself wearing costume for ryan's piece. =PPPPP gonna be soooooooo fat la omggg O_O

anyways. i think it'll be fine. love ryan and fredy's pieces la =)) mummy and daddy's going watch! hahahaha i think its gonna be the first time my dad see me dance la. hahahaha so just nice the perf falls on monday =))) yayyy~!

i just scared they bored la =PP hopefully sin man goes, and keep them company =PP hahaha..

okay okay.. gotta go rest earl(ier) =) byebyebye~



puii- still..

1:31 AM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

i wish........

*

've been slacking at home these two days, thinking about collab next year and some other stuffS. =P been sleeping and eating alot. danggggg i dun wanna wear that costume for ryan's piece in recital. NOOOOOOooooo~~~ =PPP

i'm gonna look dangg fat. jia lat..

good thing is, there's nothing left at home to eat, unless i cook or prepare. so if i feel lazy, i wont overeat (i hope) hahahahahahaha.. but aiya.. when i sit around with nothing to do.. mouth will feel itchy la. =PP

i needa find something to do soonnnnn.. =P

actually.. i dunno why i blog anymore, cos there's basically nothing to write about. hai~ i'm such a no-lifer la.. no school, no dance = nothing to do. HAHAHA! =P so sad! i've been watching tons of mythbusters tho. but.. hai ya i've watched it all before already so.. siannnnn..

OKAY i figured i should be good and go be someone useful. off to daddy's store then =PP heh heh heh~

puii- nah it doesnt matter what i wish....

4:18 PM

Friday, November 28, 2008

if my brains were overworked any time in this year, its probably now. hahaahahaha..

and i think its really dumb la, how i can go back to the same place i wanted to get out of, making that big step out through my choreo. dangg i'm still holding em balloons. i think i'll never figure how to burst them.

i think i really just cant talk, or say anything. maybe thats bad, but.. ahhh i dun care =P haha..

meeting mabel penguin for lunch in 10. gotta run =P hehehhehehe~~

puii- a-ily

12:57 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

my eyes are very dry =( must be that stupid contact lens.. hahahahaha there must be something that i must do about it.. but then again, what can i do la. so.. i might just go blind soon la =P hahahaha..


no, i cant wear specs out with this hair. Big NOOOOOOOO... =PPP especially this fringe. no freakin wayyy =P hehehehehehehehe~

havent been blogging, till i forgot what i had wanted to write all together. hahahahaha..

oh oh!! baby sophie is the cutest cutest CUTEST thing ever!! =)) i havent seen a three day old baby so up close before, and man, how can we not see it as a miracle la! you know how tiny she is right now?? and yet, she is whole, and she is so beautiful, and she look soo sooo much like Serina! =))) Cutest cutest thing =)

Angel's cute too!! =)) As always!! Hahahahha its so cute how Angel's so much like Kenny, and Sophie's so much like Serina! =))

Was at the bus stop near Kenny and Serina's place, and randomly saw ALOT of saga seeds on the floor la!! i was quite surprised cos i didnt expect to see so many. hahahahha was super tempted to be unglam and go pick them up, but the rain was HORRIBLY big and the saga seeds look more like they are in a swimming pool or something so.. ahhh~ next time when i go there la =P hahahahahah..

and they are super red kind la! not those brown ones. hahahahah..

saga seeds love =) hahaha..

i got a pimple!! suddenly!! this morning!!! =(((

gotta go school later for some nonsense thingy, dunno for what la, sian =P hahaahaha.. but i'm glad anyway, cos we get to have 小聚会 =) cant wait cant wait!! =)

i'm serious getting fatter laaaa. like very very fat. i think whatever i lost during this semester is all coming back. hahahaha i better get back to some exercises and dancing la. =P

and to think of it, i havent been dancing as much as i should la. =P i didnt really think about dance either since holiday started. well, i mean, except recital trainings la.. which is so so so fun and so so so exciting! =) two more weeks and we have Oschool's second recital! =) been so much fun dancing with my lyrical and street jazz mates =)) love them la, they da best =)) hehehehehhehe~ fun bunch fun bunch, with big loves for oschool. hahahaha..

cant wait for 8th to come man seriously. =P keep 8th Dec free!!

Singapore Poly Convention Centre
8th December 2008
7.30 PM
$15, $20 (at the door)

=))))

met up with those stupid ladies the other day =PPP hahahhahah.. been forever since we last had our catch up/la teh sessions. =P and yesss i'm sooooo not looking forward to 10th dec =PPPPP hehehehehehehehe~ been forever since i went HY's house, been forever since i last saw lucky! ben forever since i just spend nonsense time with her and bel and just talk about random nothings.

hahahahahah it feels good to have 10 year old friendships =P

puii-

11:23 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

You killed every emo bug that might come. You de-emo me at the end of everyday.

*

Did i talk about comtemp exam yet?

Hahahahhahahahahaahaahahahhaah.. it was screwed.

I think its serious retribution la.. cos of something MEAN that i did.. i kinda injured myself JUST the night before contemp exam. i like, pulled my right hip ligament quite bad that it affected my lower back too la. too late to tell Melissa or who too, so.. sad la =P hahahahahaha actually i cant even lift up the dead weight of my legs without pain la serious, but still gotta do all those kicks and all stuffs. crazy pain la throughout the exam, i cant even think about anything la.. keep forgetting steps.. keep doing wrong.. distracting every single one around me. i think i was being such a distraction for them when i stood right in front and i never do the exercise properly la..

class, forgive me k? =P hehehehehehehe~


so, basically the whole thing was screwed la. the exam.. hahahahahaaha crazily bad performance that day. sian.

Anyways...


went class outing again! =)) we took the longest time to prepare and leave the studio la.. and it just have to rain when we were leaving. hahahaha..

pizza hut trip was cool la =) ate back whatever we lost from exams. and kinda just slack there for the longest time. hahahaaha.. had fun with the girls, took crazy amount of photos.

okay. not that crazy. hahahahahahhaha..


anyways, its officially holidays la. just left perf theory stuffs to submit that i can be free from school for one and a half =))) hehehehehehehe~ serious cant wait la!

puii- skipper toy! =)

5:31 AM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

why the sudden..

i just don't know why.. today was like a really bad day..

i dont know what i was doing half the time.

but.. i hope i knew la. hahahahahaha..

i got you a lil something..

心乱如麻 。。。

give me a chance to say.

i cant sleep.

and thats because.. imy

never mind.. imy

puii- stupid emo buggg.

1:33 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

I really just don't have the guts to ask.. but i hope you'll tell me..

*

COLLAB IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i tell you... i was SERIOUS so stressed on thursday la.. man, crazy stressed, worrying about collab, my piece, Jess' piece, An's piece.. and then perf theory, worrying about getting everything done on time, worrying about my concept..

but i'm just totally glad its over la.. like i'm so over this thing already..

but now we gotta start working on next year collab ALREADY. and i'm soooo totally not excited about it.

SOOOOO TOTALLY NOT EXCITED.

sorry. but i think its totally gonna..........

collab showing was fine la basically... for me everything's pretty okayy.. just my piece la, the stupid lighting. lidat also can screw up. dang pro man these people. hahahahaahahahahahahahahah =PP

but without them it'll be worse, so i should stop complaining =PP

I LOVE MY DANCERS LA! =))) They are the dope can =))) wouldnt have been able to do anyanything without them. Serious owe it to them. Holiday i ask yall out for a meal k! =) my treat!! serious must ah! =)) thanks for your hard work, putting up with my weird ideas of having yall do nonsense poses and laughing when you totally dun feel like it =)))

Jess! thanks for always being so willing to help me try new ideas, and also so helpful in sharing ideas and all =)) you're one sweet sweet sweet girl la =)) love you!!!!

Zuyou!! Really thanks for dancing for me ah.. know its rather hard for you, but you really try your best for it man =) thanks thanks thanks!!! =) 509!!! =))

and Ivonn! thanks for conquering your fear for balloons for me too! appreciate it man =))) and of cos.. your back.. i'm still feeling very bad about it.. please go rest up during the holidays can? raelly thanks man.. loves!

Couldnt have done it without yall!! =))

They helped me pulled through for the ending when the lighting had error. if not i dunno how my piece is going to end la. =PP hahaha.. super scary moment, but all of them helped me finish the piece even with the lights lidat la. MANY MANY THANKSSS! =))

and my music collaborator Aaron! =) wa if he fades out the music when the lights go off ah.. hahahaha i think the people will start clapping already =PP thanks for the music too man! love it la =) hahahah tho you were serious quite "pushed over" =P always had to change stuffs for the music. hahaha.. thanks man! you rock ah!

hahah okay.. so much for collab.

BALLET EXAM this morning!! was sooooo freaky can... hahahahaha it was really scary scary i tell you.. but i guess it was pretty okay la.. of cos got mistakes here and there la.. and i get nervous, so the things that i normally dun perform well, is even worse. hhahahahaha.. but its okay. i guess it was okayyyyyy =P

i just hate to tie my hair alllll up la. with a peanut size bun somemore. so UGLY ah (said in the Alison way). hahahahahahaha...

but it was serious ugly la =P

i managed to nail my double pirouettes lately =) and i'm really glad cos i havent been able to turn properly one la.. the feeling's quite shiok when the double just came =))) hahahahahah..

but i think i needa be alot alot more stable la.. like jessica. =) hahahaha..

Mutts!

Singapore is kinda sad la.. theres really nowhere to go past midnight. not even movies. haha..

attack of the emo bug.

my parents' is gonna SERIOUS nag at me =P hahahaha jia lat..

puii- i wish you'd.

5:13 AM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

I'm so relieved that i'm finally done with perf theory presentation. but i'm totally worried about collab showing tmr. cos we dont even get to try the space one more time, the dancers totally cant get used to it what.. and whats with all the technical areas.. changes.. problems..

baaaahhhh.. i'm so over this now, i just hope it finishes like nownownow. hahahahahahaha.. =P

so, as you'd have guessed. tech run today was dflskatjldrjksljfldkasr..

but whatever la.. i'm so tired to think about all these stuffs. and i'm so tired. =P i just wanted to leave that place la. hahhahahah.. gonna spend tmr there againnnn.. till evening..

sian.

wahhh i'm so full right now. =P i think on this rate i'm eating ah.. i wont be able to dance soon. hahahahahaha.. tummy go away tummy go away! =P

i dont even know why i blog these few days. cos its just a few lines of what-happened-today kinda stuffs... but aiya, who cares right? =P heheheheehehehhe..

CHOCOLATES! =) hahahahaha.. =P

puii- collab, ballet and contemp exams!

2:53 AM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i forgot about the chocs for my mum =PP haha i'll get them tmr la. =P

acting class was soooooo nonsense today. like i had to catfight Ivonn, over Zuyou, just cos i'm acting as his girlfriend, and Ivonn's like the evil woman who snatched him away. hahahahaha.. crazy idea la.. quite dumb too. dunno why i was allocated that role. sian =P

ministry prac was cool =) finished the opening parade item already la. yay for that =)

performance theory presentation tmrrrrr!!! how how! =PPP hahahaha.. jia lat =P dang stressed over it now la. scared wont work.

i love how a very emo day can still end off pretty good =)) at least i'm not emo anymore. and.. yea.

de-emoing works la huh.. =P hahahahaha..

puii- one more moment,

1:40 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

i guess its just one of those days where you feel like the dumbest thing ever on earth, and everything that normally wont go wrong are all going. i feel so stupid now i feel like crying. hahahaha..=P

but serious. i think today was so stupid. aiya i just hate such days la.. =( and such days make me question myself. and such days make me think alot. and such days are probably there to make me realise just how dumb i really am. =P and such days make me realise what i really should be doing.

i don't know what i'm doing now. it must be womanhood's fault.

i better get chocs for my mummy later =P

puii- dang.

12:16 PM

Lamb - One
Josh Groban - So She Dances

Stuck in my head. =P hahahahahha..

Last week last week!! i cant stop telling myself that. =P

i'm lazy to think of perf theory actually.. its like the.. ahh nevermind =PP

i'm very sleepy now, but i dont feel like sleeping. =PP

i suddenly feel like eating baguette and butter =P

puii- youyouyou make me happy.

3:32 AM

Monday, November 10, 2008

Last week last week last week of school!!!

Its a whole week too long.. but it doesnt matter =) i'm just happy holidays' coming!! =))

thank God dun have informal showing this semester. got so much on hand.. cant possibly fit it in la. i think we are all so dang busy with everything.. hahaha one week will be like.. ehh gone? =P hahahaha..

i got my dose of silly-ness today on tv from madagascar 1! hahahahaha love the penguin squad la serious =))) cutest thingys every =P

hai~ not prof enough in dance. gotta up it.

stupid people, will always always do stupid things. we should try hard in life, to try and excel. but theres always people that try too hard, and appear stupid, dont you agree?
hai.. i'm not gonna bother..

puii - Miloooooooooo =)))))

12:26 AM

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Don't take too long to say
"I love you" to the ones you love,
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
Out on a clear blue sky,
When lighting strikes on a sunny day,
Just take me in and keep me from the rain,

And the words that seem so hard to say,
Come out when you've gone away,
Just stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side,
For just one more moment,
For just one more moment,with you

Turn around to say goodbye,
With each and every word that passes by,
Like a distant memory,
And time keeps slipping away,
And time will turn to grey,
And time will be the one who holds you down,

And the words that seem so hard to say,
Come out when you've gone away,
Just stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side,
For just one more moment,
For just one more moment,
And I want you by my side,
And I need you here tonight,
For just one more moment,
For just one more moment,
With you

Sometimes time will treat you bad,
Before you even know what's wrong,
And in the end it hits you hard,
Please tell me you'll be strong

*

i suddenly misses all my older relatives.. my aunts and uncles all. and my grandparents. the grandparents i never saw before..

i suddenly miss my dad and mum too.

i'm like.. missing you you you, you and you.youyouyou..

i wanna tell all of them i love them =)

*

go away, emo bug.

puii-Don't take too long to say "I love you" to the ones you love

2:43 AM

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Madagascar 2 was dope la!! =)) Typical cute cartoon. Love the penguins! =) Serious, nothing can beat them la =P hahahahaha.. they like, beat up the DreamWorks fishing boy at the start la.. hahahahah so fuunnyyyy =PP

Thanks for flying with Air Penguin~ Hahahahahhaha.. =PP

And i still dont geddit. how can the guy sitting behind actually fall asleep, and snore la! Weird people.. haha..

Anywaysss.. i'm trying to finish up all the perf theory assignments now. and it'd totally help if i could understand anything at all from that dang book. hahahahahhaaha =PP still gotta think of something for presentation next week man... =((( tho i've decided on a space i still dunno what to do yet~ and what theory to show la! =P jia lat.. hahahahaha..

but.. it'll be okay =))

Collab Showing Next Week!!

So, if you're free coming thursday afternoon time, come to LaSalle and watch our choreography exam! =P think it starts at 2.30 pm ah. show's called Grey Matters i think. hahahhaah =P my piece is like.. the last piece la. hahahahahhaa.. must gan jiong allllll the way through. dangg =P if it'd finish first or what i can let down my gan jiongness sooner. =P hahahaha..

cant wait to perform Albert's piece. so we dun have to rehearse it anymore. hahahahahaha so freaking tiring la his rehearsals. cos when people do wrong we must do all over again.. like those tiny mistake stuffs. and not like the whole thing is slack la.

crazy slimming session. hahaha =P

kinda scared about technique exams =PP one more week to chiong =P

one more week one more week!! =))))

puii- escape 2 africa~

11:34 AM

Thursday, November 06, 2008

puiman is feeling badddd.. =(

*

today was like accident-prone day la!!! i got more bruises and moments of pain in one day then the entire semester.. or something like that. =P hahahaaha.. crazy alot..

for one, the worst one is on my knuckles, where i like just punched june in her hipbone with my knuckle.. and it immediately swelled up la! hahaha crazy painful la that one..

and then another.. i already had a purple bruise on my right knee from one of the rolls quite early in the rehearsal.. then there was this pull pull thing la and me and june hit each other on the knee, both at our injured parts =PP wahhhh the feeling is quite ulitmate.. i was like so tired of trying to keep myself safe from injury la. =P

but it was dang funny too =PPP hahah..

bruise count : 18. thats gotta be a record man =P haha..

oh oh rehearsal today was so gan jiong la.. like i was totally rushing for time.. and (almost) all the studios had theatre students taking class inside!! haha lucky G201 was free. anyways, i think my dancers are quite slack in my reh la.. cos i dunno how to be so chiongster like alison =PP hahaha.. they were like chatting~ and playing piano all. hahahah so cute la they =)))

loving yaling's ballet class la. shes so cute. and for once i am so sure of movements.. just that i cant execute properly, especially all the technical stuffs like turns and all. turns la.. i cant turn for nuts. =((

ala seconde turn!! O_O

i'm still quite behind in terms of work stuffs.. even tho its like week 14 already.. hahahaha still trying to chiong everything man.. aiya.. hope i had a laptop so i didnt have to wait till i get home before i can start working on stuffs =P haha..

wahhh i'm actually REALLY tired today. i feel like sleeping now but, feel like doing some work too at the same time..

haha and i feel like watching mythbusters.

and i feel like continuing my crisis core.

which reminds me.. i couldnt kill genesis boss at first go. danggg same as that angeal boss the other time =P prob will take me alot of missions to get there =P ahahahhaha..

i feel like drinking milo now =PP

puii- sorry.

11:16 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

seriously, some people just have the nerves that i dont have. they are so happy in their own little world, and i cant be like them!

i dont know how they can live in their own world
i dont know how they have courage
i dont know how they have the confidence

i dont know where to find the face that they find.
i dont know how to face people like they do.


mind you, not like i want to.

*

so, what does this mean? what are you saying? what'd joo gonna do?

what can you do? would you? should you?

i don't know what do you want. can you just go away.

*

i'm getting very stressed up now, nearing the end of the semester.. its like.. alot of work piling up. and still got other things to worry about. hai~ sooo stressed laaaaaa..

heh~ saw perf theory assessement by the first four girls in class today. soooo cute la they all =)) quite good la their works. especially jessica!!!! for one it was totally totally soooo funny!! but it was also very clear what she wanted to portray, so thumbs up!! definitely in the deep-impression folder. =)))

technique was... cui.. okay mostly contemp, cos i dun really know the exercises.. ballet's still fine surprisingly. not that i dance well or anything like that. just that i can rem most of the things =PP hahahahaha..

actually. i'm growing to quite like ballet again. like really like it. i think ballet's pretty cool. but i still love contemp and stuffs more =) hehehehehe~

oh. i still don't like pointe work =P

i'm very very very tired actually. but.. must chiong now till the end of semester. one and a half more weekss! dang it seem like forever.

actually.. i shouldn't be blogging now, right?! =PP

puii- laughing gas. hahahahaha..

11:47 PM

Sunday, November 02, 2008

i'm bored with school work. so i came here to rant =P

been up since very early, and has been rushing work since. all the nonsense journals and essays to write. debate to research about. perf theory to read on and think of ideas for showing. collab to worry about. crazy schedules to follow. preparing for technique exams. hoping a miracle will happen..

hahaha i'm doing collab journal and danceculture essay now at the same time =PP found this cool book in the school library the other day =)) hopefully will be able to use it for DC essay la =P

hai~ hoping holiday will come soon soon soon. Asia conference. Oschool Recital. =)) that spells love =)

sis made me hashbrown =)

i played crisis core for like 10 minutes =))

i'm craving for unhealthy food. hahahahahahaaha.. =P

i just loaded random photos up on facebook.

i'm worried about debate tmr.

i dunno what else to do with my choreo.

i hope next two weeks pass by soon.

i need a new hairstyle. i needa cut it or dye it or something.. it feels so sian now. =PP hahahahahaha..

i'm talking random. cos i'm bored.

i miss hanging out with that stupid old penguin, amazingly. aiya, i just miss la teh sessions la.. danggggg =((

pour que tu m'aimes encore~

i dunno if my dancers costuming will work with red balloons not =PP black and white.. can la huh~~ =P heee~

i miss alot alot of people. =(

actually i'm totally not in the mood, but.. okayyyy back to work.

puii- 你是我心中一句惊叹

6:14 PM

Saturday, November 01, 2008

i'm upset about school..
about schedules..
about decisions..
about workload..
about showings..
about expectations..
about responsibilities..

about so many many many things.

i really love dancing.. and choreographing.. and doing all these stuffs. but, there are always things that rob me of that joy. now, you made "dance" just something i must fulfill and achieve. something that is due by when. something that can only be your way. something that cannot be what you cannot accept. something that i dont love anymore.

mind you, i still love dance alot. just not what you made me see them as.

i'm still very very upset about the arrangement for next year's collab. so much so that i dun feel like choreoing anymore =((((

its quite sad, the fact that we write more than we dance. hahahahaha.. quite la huh? =P

hai~ emo bug.. i guess it'll be here for the rest of the semester. sooo.. dun hate me k, if i show you my angry face these few weeks. =P i think i've been offending people with my bad attitudes past few weeks. hahahahaha.. =P

I'M SOWWYY!! =P

*

soooo tired today helping out at dad's store. there was like, crazy amount of people. and then this aunty that's suppose to come everyday to wash the dishes all never come! so we had to do all the washing before we can go home. hahaha but daddy let me off earlier so i came home alone first ah. =P

i watched alot of mythbusters today =))) for that, i'm very happy =))

i've been craving for chocolates. but i'm not eating them cos i feel danggg fat =PP

i think.. i feel so tired mentally.. i gave up thinking already. just.. whatevr la okay. =P

its times like these that reminds me why i choreoed to such a theme in the first place. hai~~ i guess it'll never help, cos dance is a language, and it can only talk the talk... right?

actually.. i dun agree but.. i'm lazy to think. so, =P

i'm gonna go bathe, and go sleep. and wake up early tmr morning to chiong my homework stuffs. =(( hopefully i can finish in time.

recital vetting tmr!!! =PPP and i havent practice yet!! dangggg i think i forget all the routine already!! =PP hahahaahahaha..

Stay. Keeps Getting Better. Your Lies. and Love Games.

hahahaha jia lat la.. i think i really forget already =PP

puii- who can i talk to?

11:38 PM

i just like.. woke up randomly from one of the accidently dozed off in front of tv kinda thing =PP but its a friday night (or saturday morning) so its okayyyy =PP hahaha..

actually.. i was really really upset yesterday. with tiny things but, i'm just very upset.

i'm sorry i'm not as friendly as i'm suppose to be, but collaboration next year with Aaron Then is.................. the news threw a heavy blanket of depression around me.. sorry, but,

i

am

so

sad.

i really really am. i mean, anyone would want to graduate with............. okay lets not go there.

sorry for being mean, but i would totally jump at a second option.

danggggg.. collab class will no longer be love. =(((((

and then, some nonsense people had to go and make everyone feel like not dancing anymore. hahahahahahahaha.. life's just not fair. lets all just go and talk the talk la huh. lets all go to school everyday, stand in the middle of the studio and bark.

maybe that'll be good.

i'm sorry i'm being irritating these few days, that i'm not funny and nice-y nice-y to everything; cant help it~ i guess womanhood's round the corner. yet it might just be stress, like alison. hahahaha..

but i'm upset, so, who cares~

*

I feel like picking back up on my crisis core game =P

its sooooo freaking cold now cos of the sudden downpour.

its going morning, i better sleep back =PP haahhahahaha..

thank Jenny!! for the present you gave =))) heee~~ so cute of you la. definitely will wear it to school =) hahaha..

i need 10 bars of chocolate.. for the sugar, and for the high. i serious kinda wish i had laughing gas now =PP hahahaha..

i've been eating alot of 鱼片米粉 this whole week. =PPP all from the same store. hahahhahaah.. =PP

i borrowed a thick book of Mutts today!! =)) but cos all the books available in the library just now i've all read already so i just borrowed the thick one la.. hahaha a bigger dose of Mutts cuteness =)))

i'm tired.. i'll go sleep the rest of the night(morning) away =PP

puii- in the arms of an angel.

5:30 AM