the flesh and blood of love

Friday, January 20, 2012

:)

Argh! Hate this blog app. Accidentally exit only everything's gone. Dun even remember what I typed just now. Stupid! :( hai.. Shall try all over again.. Next break next break.. Haha!!

Decided to post something happen after that string of angsty entries.. I dunno why my blog is so full of ups and downs. Prolly cos the middle stuffs always never quite make it here :p haha..

Went partyworld with baby the other day, and it's the most fun I've had in AGES. From seriously-trying-to-sound-good songs to outrageously-hilarious, totally-for-the-laughs songs.. :))) so fun so fun. Love it! :) Love such times together :) hehehe..

FOUND KAPIBARA POKER CARDS! So awesomely CUTEEEEEE!!! I really really really giggled and jump around like a little girl after getting it.. It's so adorable!! And every card have different designs! SO CUTE!!!!!! :))

Me and my unexplainable love and attraction for the weird animal. Haha!!

Gotta go on set again.. Bye blog! :P

puii-

3:49 PM

Monday, January 09, 2012

>:(

Have no idea why I'm so angry today.. I dun even feel like explaining because I dun wanna remember it after today. Let's just hope the rest of the night turns out well.

I wish I'll be in a good place soon, all this rage (and the lack of aircon in the bloody train) is giving me a headache.

I mean seriously, with all the increased Fares you can't even provide decent amount of ventilation and a little cool fresh air?

Okay, no more venting.. Else I'll lose hope in man kind. (sorta)

Puii-

6:44 PM

Monday, January 02, 2012

:(

Hate it when its just me and my thoughts, feel so suffocated and depressed.

Hate it when there's nothing I can do to lift my spirits.. No appetite, nothing to buy, no mood to do anything special for myself to make me a little happier..

Hate it when it's so sunny outside but for me it's just raining inside, freezing cold rain drops..

Hate it, that this post is just making me sadder and sadder..

I should stop, before this depressing feeling engulf and swallow me whole, before I start feeling like I'll never be happy again.

11:44 AM