the flesh and blood of love

Friday, August 26, 2011

Argh!!

Damn angry yesterday. Was on a bus sitting, relaxing, enjoying a little me time with my music and my thoughts.. Saw this guy sitting in front of me held up his phone quite high, obviously trying to 自拍, so I was thinking: hmmm maybe he wanna use as Facebook profile pic, better not be in it later spoil.. So I siam, I shifted so I would be blocked by him and out of the camera's shot. When he is done I shifted back, thinking everything is okay and I can go back to my own world..

Nooooooooo..... That was just the beginning.. Because of height of seats and angle everything I could see the content of his phone, and I looked over after that shot, idiot was TRYING to get me into the shot! His face was at the edge of the picture and if I haven't siam I'd be in the middle of the shot! Okay, NOT trying to sound like a I'm-prettier-than-everyone kinda diva here (well, you know how I think of myself..), but hello? Sneak shot?? For what!! Seriously!!

Nvm.. I saw that he failed to get his shot, then I also happy, crazy, take my photo dunno what he wanna do.. THEN.. He tried again! This time the cam was aimed STRAIGHT at me! He never even bother being discreet! Lucky the phone's got no front camera for him to check and aim so he can't really see me when trying to aim the cam and get the shot. I literally bend 90 degrees at the waist and lie on the next seat to get out of the shot. (hehe lucky no one) Few times he did that, few times!! He keep looking over his shoulder AT me, again discreet is thrown out the window, as if to check what's wrong with his aim, and to check if I'm there for him to take photo of. I was so pissed and worried and confused all at the same time. I dunno why my comfort on the bus must be compromised because of the dumb ass who tried to do stupid things like that! I stared him down every time he turned back (because he will definitely be able to see it even without peripheral vision.. He was that non-discreet..) but he still never give up. Still keep taking. Bahhhhhh :(((

After few times, I think he know photos fail, so I THINK he switched to video, cos he held up the damn thing for a very long time.. Either that or multiple shots, hoping one of it could get me when I look over to check or what. I was so upset, I'm like thinking anyone can help me get rid of this psycho??!! Luckily he got up and left after that last attempt, alighted the bus..

BUT before that he had to make my blood boil. Stupid idiot stood up and walked down the aisle to exit the bus, on the way, turned around few times to STARE at me with hateful eyes, like it's all my fault that he didn't get what he want! Omg I diao him he still stare at me with hatred! I dunno want to be angry or scared! He looked so psychotic I almost kinda feared for my life haha! I mean, I dun even know why the hell he'd wanna take MY pictures in the first place..(plenty of better picks everywhere) and what's with the obviousness of everything!! Hello, discreet mister! If you wanna 偷拍 please 偷偷 can? And dun bloody give me hateful looks, I knew what you did so you should be ashamed more than anything! Gee! What's with this world!! Where did that sense of righteousness came from that justifies that dirty hateful look you threw at me?!

Hope this is the first and last of such ordeals.. Felt so tired and uptight after siam-ing all his shots and everything, no more relaxing bus ride for me :( damn...

puii- and this is real angry! not diva talking! GAHHH! stupid..

3:26 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

LOVE! X1000


Hahaha the "surprise in two days time" was our 1000th day together. Haha just another random reason to celebrate being together. Well the surprise kinda failed tho sadly.. i planned to make this big poster thing and decorate his room and everything before he came home to surprise him.. mushy letter and balloons streamers and all those things.. but i fell asleep after step one of the process; pasting the picture to a mounting board.. he came back and see me sleeping, AND he saw the picture AND nothing else and... no surprise no nothing. Hahahahaha i was damn angry with myself.. GAHHHHHH!!!!

Sorry baby the surprise didnt turn out too well, tho i know you didnt expect anything in the first place. hahahaha.. Just thought we'd celebrate another milestone together.. =D dinner was great tho. i love that duck confit =D

I love you baby! Many more 1000s to come =D it's been quite awhile since we've been together, you tolerate me, you really really tolerate me! =D

Me love you long time, you're my favourite mian~~ =D Pom pom pom!!

Puii-


12:29 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2011

1000...

1000 days with you baby! Dunno wanna say it's been so long or so fast, but it's really been like a casual walk down the beach with you. Some nice moments, some rain and storm. But we keep holding hands and keep walking :) 1000 days of lovin'.. Many more to come :)

I love you my mian~

 Puii-

12:30 AM

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Weeee!

Donating blood at the bloodbank now.. Random decision that I woke up with. I think my blood pressure got problem my bag is filling up very fast! Hahaha..

I better eat later.. Hope they have Milo for reception with the coupon they gave me. Haha.. Kay la I'm just bored squeezing the stress ball.
Milo Milo Milo~~

Puii-

1:59 PM

Friday, August 19, 2011

I love you baby!

Hi baby!

Three years ago today we first met. And it was such a funny day :) I think it really was chance meeting at work and yes, I'm glad we fall (head over heel) in love. Fall and never gotten up. Haha..

I'm loving every single moment with you, yes even those bad ones, but I've decided to love them anyways cos that's how I know you and you know me. And hopefully those moments will go less and less and the happy days count will keep on rising.

I know I always win in arguments because you let me. I know you'll always be there for me. I know you care even tho sometimes I don't acknowledge. I know your heart loves me, even when your mouth don't say it. I know I'm a pain most of the times, but I also know I love you more than anyone.

And I love you baby, so look forward, more happiness coming your way in two days~

Puii- :))

8:45 PM