the flesh and blood of love

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Pui man is very tired physically; she only slept 1 and a half hours last night. But she had a great time in the Lord so she's not going to complain =))

Pui man is going to complain about muscle aches tomorrow, cos there's gonna be rehearsals again! She is going to chiong there first thing to book tickets for cg members! scared later no more cos got limited seats per show =(

Pui man is very touched today. She is very loved. She is unique. She is the only original Pui man. She takes her value on God's value of her. She is made for greatness. God loves her very much, and she loves God very much too.

Pui man did alot of "burning" and "killing" on the altar today. She is nothing now; and she is everything, because Christ is in her. With God, she can overcome the world. She can become a giant!

Pui man love Jesus today more than she did yesterday.

Pui man is a poem.

Pui man is very happy today.

Pui man is going to be very happy tomorrow.

Pui man is excited about many things; "Possibilities" show, Mike Connell, RP gig, and hopefully, mission trip! =)))

Pui man really want to go for mission trip with DN1111111111; she wants to serve with her "cow strength" and her camera.

Pui man is praying for a nod from daddy, and for God to tell mummy its going to be okay, later when she prays! =)

Pui man found love in podcasts =)

Pui man feels empowered!

Pui man is craving for root beer float. She wants alot alot alot of root beer float right NOW!

Pui man has been craving for chips with salsa for a VERY long time.

Pui man's got music in her belly; she just can't stop smiling inside =)

Pui man says "I love Pui man"

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If you're wondering why i'm blogging like that, i just thought it'd be fun (and irritating) to blog with a touch of facebook style! =P hahahhahaaahahaha..

Serious, today was a great day. Today = day of the Lord.

puii- Pui man is feeling very good about herself. She is not going to let this feeling go.

10:42 PM

BIG SORRY TO JASMINE LIM SHU FEN! hahahahaha.. cos ended up i didnt meet her alreadyyyy. stayed home to wait for something from the net!

I think its the weather. Its making my head feel puffyyyy, like its a marshmellow over the fire. Not the most comfortable feeling. Arghh.. lets not talk about that.

i'm excited about the RP gig! cos it feels so fun now! =)

i'm still stress, but yea! =P it sounds fun!

oh oh! and i'm excited about Melissa's show coming weekend too!! =) like so exciting pls! though i am totally stressed over that double duet section, which is always such a killer for me! =P

父啊!给我力量!!

Hahahahha..

YES i finally finished discussion!! Head for bed now now now so i can get up tomorrow for service! =))))) Woohoooo! i cant wait! =)

NIGHTSSSSS!

puii- how much is that doggy in the window! =P

1:17 AM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Today was a surprisingly busy day! Despite the fact that i get to "rest" at home whole day. i was busy settling many stuffs the whole day!! it was freaky.

okay its 7 plus now at night. i'm supposed to go and meet Jasmine Lim Shu Fen later after her prayer meeting, and we havent decide where to go yet!! =P

i'll probably tell her i'll meet her at AMK or something. easier for her to get home. hahahaha.. =)

One of the things i was busy over at home today was the computer!!! i spent like HOURS trying to uninstall and reinstall things, JUST SO that i can once again type chinese with my computer. and YESSSS! i did it!! i'm not that much of a computer idiot afterall! tho i did run into ALOT of problems.

ALL EM NONSENSE JARGONS!

well, point is, i am very proud of myself! for not busting the whole computer to the point of no return. woohoooo!! =) 胜利!!!

Okayyyy! so i should be preparing to go out soon. and yes, sms her first. hahahahhaah..

puii- puiman is allergic to responsibilities. HAHAHAHAHA!!

7:19 PM

OKAY!!! Overdued post on daddy's day. sorry.. soooo overdued!! =P

Daddy day was AWESOME! =) Service was really dope, and dang that story that pst Kong told made me cry =( and i felt dang lousy. but, ahaha! it wasnt as bad as mummy's day tho so, =) But still service was o-some! =)

After that the whole cellgroup dispersed after lunch to go spend time with our daddy! hahahaha =)

So here's the pictures for the day! =)


The paper thingy i pasted on my dad's door early morning, cos i was going off to church already. But i took it off before he could see it! =P cos i thought, if he knew that i knew it was Fathers' Day, then there will be no more surprise!! =P hahahahaah..

Pweeetty paste!

Mighty prawn!!



Liang teh in STYLE!! with the big big big ribbon that i promised =))) hahahahhahaha my dad's face was like 0_0 when he saw the ribbon. =P HAHA!


Launch! Project Surprise!! =P
That mushy letter!! hahahahahaha.. i wrote 1 Cor 13 down, but i didnt tell him! =P hahahahahahah "secret plan" to get to him read a bit of the bible. HAHAHAHAHA! okay, nonsense idea =P hahaha..


Target ahead!!!






Happy daddddy! =))) LOVES!




We finished everything..
Success!! =)


This was taken back at home, where everyone loves everyone. i really love this shot, cos i havent seen my dad smile so nicely for a very long time!! =)))

It's so overwhelming to see how efforts was paid off by happy smiles and cheerful hearts. i love going the extra mile to see the extra smiles! its really wonderful, making all the aching legs and tired minds seem really really small =)

Its really people that really matter. and i love loving people in a special way! =)

i love seeing daddy and mummy's smiles =)

So we had a happy fathers' day. =)

puii- LOVE!

1:30 PM

About the tickets to the show on next weekend, you can either call that number to reserve a ticket, or can tell me, then i reserve for you. =) will pay at door.

i wanted to blog, but i'm v sleepy now, so... tmr!

Thank God for RESTTTTT for this tired body! =P

puii-

2:42 AM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Pray for me pray for me! pray for this nasty flu to go away =(( its taking away all my strength, but not my appetite!! hahahahahahah.. part of the reason why i'm hating it so much.

thus i'm eating just as much, or even more, but i totally got no strength!! =( its so not fair cos its just three days and i already FEEL fatter.

Okay, that aside, i pray for recovery! i pray for strength tomorrow to nail that lift!!! =)

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Found a lil treasure in my email. Pst Phil's leadership files are really such a blessing.. =)

UNFINISHED BUSINESS

Quote - 'You can't always get what you want' - Mick Jagger

You're going to love this;


We don't live in a perfect world.

Learn to live with imperfect situations, unresolved issues and unfulfilled expectations without
losing your great spirit.

There's always something that isn't the way you want it.

Get happy in spite of this.

As you deal with it, stay happy, not upset.

If the unresolved problem gets you, then it's won.

Stay on top even when it's trying to get you down, and you'll win.

This is Christianity at its best.

Staying up in a down situation.

That's leadership.

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I live for You
All that I am
All that I do

My heart beats with You
And each day I wake
I think of You

You are why I sing
You are why I live
Everything of me
I place at Your feet

You are why I love
You are why I give
Everything of me
Belongs to You

I live for You
You are my God
You are the Truth

You're all that I need
My soul it longs
For more of You

puii- U.R.Y

6:50 PM

12:46 AM

I think the nasty flu bug chose such a bad time to attack me, or rather, good timing for it..

i look at the schedule for the coming two weeks and i go HURRAAAAYYYYYYYY to muscles aches!! =))))

But i'm really excited about the show la =) its gonna be good. =) Who cares if there's tons of rehearsals!! =))

I think i'm already bothering people with all the emails and facebooks stuffs i'm sending, but i think i'm gonna just leave something here too =))

IF YOU'RE FREE ON FIRST WEEKEND OF JULY, THEN YOU BETTER COMEEEE =P

Its a bit ex tho.... BUT COME =P hahahahahaha..

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Possibilities: 2 Roads Out of a Fishbowl

Photography by mintio
Dancer Hazel Tng

Possibilities: 2 Roads out of a Fishbowl explores the idea of thinking outside the box, or rather trying to break out of it, as an expression of the performers' lives in choosing the road less taken. Incorporating live mixing of atmospheric sounds and the spoken word to evoke everyday images, Possibilities seeks to tickle the imagination.

Dates: July 4, 5, 6
Start Time: 8pm
Estimated Length 50 mins
Venue: Attitude Performing arts Studio
Bukit Timah Plaza 01-15
1 Jalan Anak Bukit
Singapore 588996

Ticket price: $25 (inclusive of a drink)
*Can be bought at the venue or call 6467 9738*
Choreography by Melissa Quek
Dancers: Chan Sze Wei, Phua Sze Ping, Melissa Quek, Hazel Tng and Yeung Pui Man
Music by: Joel Ong

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Not sure how though, but i think mayb i can get tickets to yall through me. i'll ask tmr when i go for rehearsals.

ACTUALLY, i really got a lot of things to post since many many days ago, but i think it just gotta wait a while more still!! =((

Okay.. SLEEP. Dance tmr morning. Mannnnnnnnn..

ARGH!! Where's the music for that RP thing!!! =(((

okay. SLEEP.

puii- mary's prayer.

12:39 AM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Standing in awe of Your grace
Setting my feet in Your ways
Entering into Your presence
To behold You face to face

God of all heaven and earth
Holding me in Your embrace
Unfailing love that surrounds me
Oh... God I stand amazed

My Jesus, my Lord
You're the Love of my life
Wherever You go
Wanna be by Your side
No longer I
But Christ living in me
Serving You for all eternity

My eyes set on You
In this race that I run
No longer my ways
Let Your will be done
Make me a servant
My heart's ever true
Clinging to the cross
I'll follow You

I'll follow You..

puii- 我 的 天 父, 你 是 我 全 部

10:37 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

i got back my results! i passed everything! =)))

puii- happyyyyy!

5:04 PM

Happy fathers' day!! =)))

I'm really excited, because i'm gonna cook something for my daddy and bring it to his store later, and wish him happy fathers day =) hahaahahha..

yes, i'm gonna cook for a cook. haha stress.. thank God for mummy!! =) cos she's gonna help me =))) hahahahahaha.. i secretly bought her a box of cookies to thank her =)) hope she'll like la.

hee i'm really excited, cos i cant wait to see his face when he eats! =) i'm gonna go do the card and ribbon-on-liang-cha now. hahahahahaha! tell yall how was it after that =)))

*let there be flowers meeting tmr!!! =) cos i cant wait to see them again again again!!!*

i serious miss June and Ivonn ah.. haha! =)

gonna meet val too for movie!! =) so exciting =) many pictures! =))

toh hui yu. better be free soon if not i kope your present away and you dun have =))) hhahahahahahaaha.. i already give that stupid penguin her present already! =P

and mabel ng.. i know you love me. so better be auto next time and treat me teh C. hahahahahaha..

Jasmine ah gal!! when you free?! =P our overdue date! hahahahaha..

okay.. i shall go and busy my stuffs now =))

puii- i never knew deciding what to cook at a supermarket could be that stressful. =P

4:39 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

i hate cough syrups with a passion. i really hate them. its probably the worst thing ever.

i'd rather take the cough. just don't give me that guwwy liquid and try to tell me its nice and sweet.

ITS NOT.

and for whatever reasons, i can never find cough pills in the pharmacies out there. mayb i just never check enough. its weird how cough cures are always in that thick-ish, coloured, and awfully tasting liquid.

its like they NEVER want you to feel better.


hahahahahahahha...

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that aside. day 2 of staying home sick and sleepy. much better today though =))) i felt good enough to disturb my mum and the rabbits. i felt good enough to find food to eat. i felt good enough to search for more mythbusters episodes to watch =))

i'm fine. really!! =)

(grant imahara is the cutest geek ever! =))

day 1 of sick-at-home went by REAL fast cos i was REALLY sleepign that whole time. only awake for like 4-5 hours for meals and stuff? hahahaha..

by tmr, i think, i should be well. =) yes i MUST be well, to escape that horrible cough syrup thing. it is just nasty.

its thursday already!! how fast the week passes when you're not feeling well!! =((

random loves:

i love chewie
i love plankie
i love thessy poo
i love geraldine liu mei jun
i love valerie sweetie
i love mabel ng
i love ivonn yip
i love june lau
i love jacqq dai dai
i love nicole claire
i love iris
i love xing
i love jezz
i love eunice yeung sin man
i love jennifer
i love hazel aunty
i love jessica christina


i love you you you you all of youuuu!! =)

i think i'll probably miss somebody, and that person's probably boiling right now, and is deciding whether to hate me with the same passion as i hate cough syrup. please, dont ah~ i love you you you you all okay! =))

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OKAY!!! one last thing before i head off. someone, PLEASE force me to go to some ballet class SOONNNNNN!! =((((( drag me there, torture me, tie me up. just get me into my ballet shoes and into a ballet class soon soon soon okay? =P THANKS!! HAHAHAHA!! =P

puii- and what can this world offer, when all i desire is You?

10:22 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

You changed my world
When You came to me
You drove a passion
In my soul down deep

Lord, to follow You in everything

I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me
without You is a lie

And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to
be where You are

So I don't want to go


So come whatever
I'll stick with You
I'll walk, You'll lead me
Call me crazy or a fool
For forever I promise you that...

I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me
without You is a lie

And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to
be where You are

So I don't want to go

Without Your touch
Without Your love

Filling me like an ocean
For Your grace is enough
Enough for me
To never want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there

I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me
without You is a lie

And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to
right where You are

So I don't wanna go


(I don't wanna go somewhere)
(If I know that You're not there)
(I don't wanna be there without You)

(Don't wanna go)
(Don't wanna go there without You)

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God is good. God is love. God is almighty. God is worthy. God is faithful. God has plans for us; good plans, good thoughts. I must learn to trust in the great big almighty God =)

puii- I must be where You are.

1:14 AM














Hee! all the pics i took with performers. really many loves for all of them!!! =) DOPE SHOW at TBG!! =)


puii- DANCE DANCE DANCE!

12:31 AM

Monday, June 09, 2008

Big groove Big groove Big GROOVE! =)

It was such a smashing time both at the workshops and the concert. Tho half the time we were working in the background, but its always such a privilege to be able to go there and do many things; learn much more. It was really such a dope dope experience, man!! i cant get enough of it =)

Workshop was a blast! and i think the participants secretly are all actually robots, cos they could SURVIVE that kind of hardcore dance camp!! two days!!

*two classes and i'm beat!!*

but it was real dope dope classes, and experience with all em other helpers =) it was really good la =))

BON'S CLASSSSS! =) i went for both! =) but also because of that, i missed Gin's class! =( which i realllyyyyy wanted to go. dangggg.

Ryan's class was dope too!! =)

After the last classes of the workshop, Kenny got everyone to the sand to shoot a tiny vid thing. hahahaha, was so funny cos everyone was trying not to slip off while dancing on sand. hahahaha really fun, kicking sand!! =)

After that was a lil time of chilling, and then the post workshop party! =) Many battle rounds was formed. really, i tell you.. wco DOPE ah! =))

thank God the telematch thing was such a smooth run!! =) i was a lil worried before that the people wont know what we're doing. =) Poor UU!! He fell into the water!! hahahah the evil plan of Gin and Lingual! HEE!! =P Hahahaaha.. it was so funny cos when the wco played the game, they were on my side of the area, so i had to guide them. but, language wrong ah!! hahahahaha so i TRIED to remember my very jia lat japanese classes i took donkey years ago. i could only manage a few words that they MIGHT just understand what i'm saying. HAHA!! but, apparently they did =) was real fun watching em play la! =) HAHA!!! they didnt win la, however, cos UU dropped into the water. hahahaah took alot of time getting out of the pool!

The party was cool, apart from having to get people out of the area cos they just kinda stream in. had to explain to them and everything. hahahahahaa weird people. =P

So, thats for the workshop la. btw, that resort place is BEAUTIFUL! =)

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Concert was even more o-some ah!! =) it was really really cool when everyone comes together to make this whole thing work!! =) Many loves to all the helpers! cos they made jobs alot easier =))) got probs here and there, but still, we pulled through la =) hee!!

was a really good show by all the various dance groups. man! got me so worked up, and i'm sighing secretly at home. HAHAHAHA!! *act emo*

it was really really good man!! especially o crew and wco!!! =) dopest of em all!! oh man, i screamed my lungs out despite that nonsense throat irritation. =)))) DA BEST! =)

well, just a lil sidenote to the negative side : God hates pride.
That's all i'm gonna say about that issue. Please, stop me if you hear me mention it. I might just get too angry and turn red =)

SO PROUD OF VAL!!! she really danced v good man. and i SERIOUS love her solo section! the dope la!!! =) GO VAL!! =)

Many many pictures with all the performers!! =)

After many rounds of hard labour, i went to celebrate at the deserted cafe with many many mouthfuls of papaya, watermelon and H2O(the drink thing). HAAHHAHA!! =P i felt like i was a cow or something.

Project O(s) chilling session at the airport was dope too! =) Sent Joe off. and then we went to the viewing mall and started dancing -_- HAAHAHAH! eh but it was really fun! =)

Many thanks to XING! Poor girl, she drove ALL of us back; us meaning.. "directionless" us. HAHA! So we took forever to figure out the roads, going MANY MANY rounds all over to get people home. and yes, poor Xing was driving all the way!! We were on the road for about... more than an hour can! haha and the time then was like 3 plus 4 plus am.

she dope ah! =)

SO! TBG is really dope, everything!! Cant wait for next year's =)

puii- may the groove be with you.

4:00 PM

Photos for TBG on my cam is loaded =) Check my facebook for them. Tried to tag some of yall before i doze off.. so... more about BIG GROOVE after my BEAUTY sleep =))))

puii- BIG LOVESSSSS!!

7:03 AM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

zzzzzzzzzzzzz. i havent been having enough sleep.

so i'm going to sleep now. =)

Bread of life. Bread of life. Bread of life. =)

I am very very very happy cos Bon HAN-SUM is in town!!!!! =))) had the privillege to take his class just now. *FAINTS!!!!<3* from very far away =))) WOOHOOOOO!! tmr tmr tmr!! Bon's class AGAIN!!!! =P

ahhh i'm mad =)

puii- i love liu mei jun! =) TIGER!!!!

11:04 PM