the flesh and blood of love

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Funnie..wind of change..

First of all..a good news..i found piggy..my wallet..my mum say someone left it with my neighbour..not bad eh..wind of change..haha..

Hope it will blow to my studies though..need a total flip..oh no..glad though cos i got a voucher for improving in my mock exam..muahahaha..5 dollar popular voucher..i can buy pen liao..hee~

- drowning -

Daddy in heaven will always hold my hand(as well as yours)..He will lead me through all these..lalala~

Very sad..cos my rabbit sick sick liao..hai~so poor thing..one of it juz went to see doc..ah dueh the leg was wrap up nei..so poor thing..doc say it having fever cos the leg de infection..nvm la..it will recover de..hee~

Having IRP(intensive revision programme) now..haven realli start revision though..now taking back prelim results..it was..how should i say..hmmm you know la...hee~






`i d u n l i k e m o s q u i t o e s'






Countdown to O levels : 41 more days~!

8:36 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Official goodbye to JC

Finally..i can make my official farewell to JC first three months..cos even my last hope..Bio..was a disaster..I'm like..wat's da diff between nervous and endocrine system,wat's da adaptation of plant cells??Wa..so stressed up..managed to finish da paper..dun think will get high marks though..my a maths was worse..got a few question left totally blank..oh no..no face to tell people i'm mr siva de student(opps..i juz said it..)

Whatever it is..tomolo's my last paper for da prelims..kinda relieve though..was so stressed up these two weeks..though they say..people cant live without stress..i think with too much stress we cant survive realli well too huh?They even say students now have alot of freedom..with the stress around..who needs freedom?You feel free when being squashed by a sumo ah duh?Feel like sleepin for two whole days..so tired~_~

Education..something that never fails to make me wonder..Wat power does it have that everyone is clinging so tight unto it..How come people dun cling onto God instead..makes me wonder..hmmm...

The stress of a bad student in a good class..that's wat i'm feeling..and i can tell you..it's not cool at all..totally..way out man..you wouldn't want to go through that if you have a choice..so my advice..face it..you cant escape from stress anyway in our time..haha..

The checkpoint is in front of me..but I'm realli too tired to run on..this path of education is so hard to go through..so many times i feel like droppin the race and give up..feel like eating all the books and notes so that i'll never see them again..but cant do without it too..hai..wat to do..so sad..haha..

People always tell me never to give up..hai you think its so easy?How to when even your teachers given up hope on you..imagine seeing that disappointment everytime you look into their eyes..aww that feeling..drives me nuts..i feel..its already very amazing i can hold on till now..haha..

*-hopeless;frustrated + angry & stressed`confused]* Yup you got it..dun ask me why..cos i wont tell you(you can try though..haha..)


Countdown to O levels : 47 days~!


Everything's alright~
I've got Jesus in me~!
Everything's alright~
My Saviour's walkin' with me~!



Cheersy~!Signing off~=>

2:02 AM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Ultimate coolmax...i lost my wallet..

Ultimate Coolmax~!I LoSt My wAlLeT~!!!Not so worried about my ez-link cards etc though...more xin tong about my membership card..hai~to whoever took it or found it..can return me the card jiu hao?Haha...and my cross tatoo..

Hai..piggy wallet...will miss you de..hope you will appear someday..looking forward to your appearance(which i dun think will realli happen..haha..)

Got a new turtle..AGAIN..bought by ah gal..AGAIN..i whacked her again..cos she waste money everytime..haha..


*Stressed up-' Frustrated+Angry^*Dun ask me why..i won't tell you..haha..



Signing off...50 more days to o level~

3:36 PM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

oh dear..my prelims..haha..

Hai~returned sad and disappointed to type this entry..i decided to hate onions for 5 minutes.. make it 10.. juz now the bio practical..ah dueh give onion ah~den needa draw..den dunno how to label also..nothin to label only..and the most stupid question..tell us to estimate the total area of the onion tissues in the onion..i'm like..DUH~!?I tot counting kiwi seeds is worst enough..grr...

Yesterday was worse..haha..the a maths..think i dunno like..half the paper?I hand itchy go and add up the marks all I never do one..haha..throw le 29 marks down the drain..but really think till headache lei..tomolo will be worse..having chemistry..stress ah~~!!!Have a feelin i wont make it to first three months by my prelims..dun wanna go anyway..haha..sayonara JC~!

Hai yo..hate exams lei..always makes me so stressed up..haha..but i dislike homework more..*bleahX*=P

O level comin le..and lotsa people keep askin where i wan go after O's..seriously..i have no idea..another stress point..oh dear..haha..

Hmm...by next week my prelims will be finished..den can take a breather..den chiong ah~haha..the last lap for my 10 years' education..hope wont end up being eleven years(or twelve or thirteen)..haha..choy touch wood touch wood..by the grace of God..I CAN DO IT~!haha..





*countdown : 53 more days to O level

1:18 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Dunno to laugh or cry~haha...

Sorry people who're readin..after so long den come back for another entry..hee~
Now having September holiday..went back to my primary school to help my teacher with the EM3 students..it was a...totally new experience..haha..realli dunno want to laugh or cry..

Egs of "funnie but cannot laugh moments":
-5/9 can be simplified?*thinkin thinkin*......*still thinkin*
-23.1 divide by 10 equal 23.1....pro..
-how to spell "bed"?B-E-T
-favourite words:how ah how ah?

But they are all very good kids la..very guai de..though they are not very smart..they really try their best to understand..very inspiring to me..cos i sometimes do feel like giving up on some subjects(like a maths)..haha..

tomolo they will be having treasure hunt..think me and my frenz will be hiding the prize and stuff again(as we did that last year too)..it's gonna be fun..hee~

Hmmm..feelin a lil' stressed up(or i should say..very stressed up..)cos prelims are on the coming monday..oh no..and after that..it's gonna be o levels soon..

hai~feelin very sad..cos i lost my turtle AGAIN~!(sorry ah gal..cos is ah gal buy for me de)i'm like..OH NO~!think it's still in IMM somewhere..hai~turtle..i will miss you de..you have been a good turtle..cos you never bite me(ah duh..it's a doll..how to bite?)
In memory of the turtle...haha...=P

okie ba..i end here le..gonna eat dinner soon..think i'll add another entry in ten years' time?haha no la..kiddin..

Bye~

8:09 PM