the flesh and blood of love

Sunday, February 28, 2010

WAS SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! Finally finally finally!! Body worlds body worlds body worlds! =D

Hehehehe~~ was so happy finally get to go see body worlds! =D well its all a bit morbid but just so amazingly awesome! =D actually, i loved it so much i was crazy enough to ask dar to get me the catalog for it =P i think i have a sick fascination for science and anatomy. it kinda gross me out, the thought of their process.. but its all cool too =D, it feels rather weird to say, but its really beautiful..

yes its all flesh bones and blood but its nice, like stuck in time or something, and carefully/skillfully being exposed, arranged in so many beautiful ways. creepy and pretty =D

and yes yes i love the catalog book dar, i'll read it over and over =D hehehehe..

plus we got cool tshirts, a cute file and a dvd..

bahhhhhhhh... its so nice, i can't even tell you!! =P

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few days late but, happy 15th =D

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bahhhhh... week 8 is coming and the only thing im looking forward to is we get to go to school a LITTLE later, which means alot for me in the early morning.. hahahahaha.. more sausage mcmuffins for me! =D

pretty excited about meeting the guest artist next week =D tho i'm pretty sure its gonna be sooooooo tiringgggggg.. im glad the weekend was restful (if there's such a word.. and if it means what im trying to make it sound like...) hopefully i'll be ready for week 8 (and 9 and 10 and...)

hopefully it'll last me till may 1st. then maybe i'll retire with june. HAHAHAHA!! =P

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loved albert's class on thursday =D no love for the running in perf lab =P

daahhhhhhhhhhhh.. i suddenly feel stress over choreo. i watched it so many times, i feel its so boring now. damn.. need sparks of random ideas =P

sudden craving for salmon!!! =D

need my dose of mythbusters

if wendy's became what we experienced yesterday, i'm officially hating it, yes even tho they sell baked potatoes! (and yes they ran out yesterday when we went. minus marks!!)

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my neck's acting up again.. now there's a swollen nerve like thing that makes my whole back feel damn stiff, especially the deep muscles around the spine (and yes, clean forgotten what they're called). i cannot anyhow do head rotation anymore =(

massaging it doesn't help. damnnnn.. =(

and my gums are pain where there's suppose to be wisdom tooth. thankfully, just one side, so i still can chew on the not pain side. but it just kinda sucks cos i like to move my food around before swallowing.. hahahahahahahahaha..

and i've been damn accident prone this few days.

i'm hungryyyyyy

puii- lousy penang fried kway teow! =(

2:10 PM

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

im hungryyyyyy... i've been having this weird, huge craving for butterhead lettuce. =P with maybe thousand island or just plain jap mayo =P

man.. i'm so hungry now laaaaaaaaaaa.. but cannot go eat yet. hahaha sad..

i cut my hair!

...and maybe again 8 weeks from now =D

i love yaling laoshi's class so so so so much. i wish we have her everyday =D but she'll prolly bth us and cry everyday. hahahahahaha..

week 8 no time for us to do our own choreo!!! =(

i love sun molin cheese bwead =D

im so tired. so achy all over. bahhhhh blame it on muscle-building-and-extreme-stretching class yesterday!!

hahaha but i felt it was better for us to do this kind of class lei.. slow tendus can feel. heh...

okay i can go and eat already =D bye!

puii- note to self: no cross hands. hahahahahahahahahaha..

8:55 PM

Thursday, February 18, 2010

to that hand itchy dog-son, stupid idiot, and every other bad term that you can think of without crossing into vulgarities, hope it will just explode in your face soon and take your ugly face with it!!

hopefully there'll be news soon, of that heartless inhumane idiot still roaming the streets. hope justice finds him.

until then.. we can only wait and hope =( so sad...

ifeellikesayingSTUPIDSHITnowbutohwells...

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too bad there's no good note today. the day basically sucked pretty bad. the month actually... hmmm.. hope things will start going better from here then. i mean, how much worse can it get? (not that i want it to...)

puii-

7:36 PM

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRR

heh new year's okay la huh.. just ate damn alot on eve and first day. crazy amount of (sometimes) nice food =D hehehehehehe..

miss the bratwurst at C-town already =D

maybe i should try to blog in order

CNY eve:

i had teriyaki thighs on the final shopping trip. stupid mos burger's packaging for natsumi burger.. they have soooo much sauce inside, and then the packaging is sooo open concept one. one not careful (一个不小心) and tadah~ teriyaki thighs. sad.. even kena my cute bubble skirt!! 

and to make things worse. i couldn't decide on anything to get for CNY, so no new clothes for me! well, at least got new shoes, but they're killing me.. so that doesn't count!

but we did get one thing... a huge capybara cushion! 3D capybara face cushion so cute SO CUTE!!! hahaha.. say is i buy for dar one, but used his money to pay. HAHAHA.. does it count? =P hehehe..

dinner was CRAZY. ate so so much lahhhhh.. haha.. i'll leave it at there.. you go imagine yourself =D

Day 1:
Actually i forgot what happened.. Dar came to bainian.. then we went his grandma house.. then we went to pak tor at east coast beach =D

yay.. i love the beach.. the waves and the wind was just great. minus the smoke, GREAT smell, and GREAT company surrounding us, it would've been a perfect night.

but its pretty nice =D

Day 2:
River Hongbao!

We just went in, prolly few steps into the open area, and then out, and straight to marina square. the crowd was simply too crazy, and seriously, there's like nothing there to look forward to! i only see one row of stalls and a few carnival games, a food tent, and the rest of the area is the stage and those animal figurine stuffs for photo taking. well, even if there's more to it that i didnt see.. i wouldn't be very interested anyways. dar suggest we go on a later date, just before it closes. prolly lesser crowd la hopefully. =D

nothing much is open (as expected), but prize stage was open so we went to catch =D caught two cupcake capybaras!!!! i caught one by myself! heee~ SHO CUTE =D

and yes, conveniently use that as a pathetic excuse of a valentine's day gift..

...when darling bought me a gorgeous guess wallet =D

SORRY DAR! owe you first kay =D you want can forward it to the next occasion and i get you a bigger gift =D HEE!! keep the capybara for now la huh okay? =P HEEE!!

Day 3: 
Nothing much. Went to walk walk.. but nothing much also.. was in a rather bad mood near the end of the day.. haha prolly in anticipation of the following day's terror...

Day 4:
START OF SCHOOL AGAIN =(

Mega bummer. Albert's class was suppose to be relatively easier today, but i just feel damn sucky from tendu onwards. hahahaha so useless!! whole class i was on my hands and knees, bending over so i wont faint or vomit. haha of cos except when doing exercise la. but albert's prolly damn unhappy, thinking i drama mama. hahahaha.. sian..

and the horror exercise is back... the tendu tendu exerciseeee =( i hate it laaaa seriously. hahaahaha..

i think CNY sucked whatever little i have, and replace everything with fats and slacks. feel so damn lethargic. haha damn sucky ahhhhhhhhhh...

ballet was fun tho! =D so happy dancing in yaling laoshi's class.. did free class today, dun have the stress of remembering and executing exam combinations, which we will do tmr with HF =(((( 

i wish ballet everyday would be like today's classss!!! i had so much fun and i can turn ONE round =D okay maybe not.. but i had fun! and thats important for learning!!

i hopeeeee............ hahah nothing nothing =P

good thing school ends early for me today =D and ebird came to visit!!! everyone so happy and excited to see her! hahahaha miss having one more cute junior to bully =D i love kicking you the most already =D hahahahaha!!!

no more CNY vibes already.. now that school's started again.. gotta start thinking what to do after i graduate. hahahahahaha. i'm kidding. i'm gonna go think of what to eat since dallas wasn't great today and i kinda only ate the fries and skins.. and drumlet..

darling i love you! thank you for the pwetty wallet and all the capybaras and your love and patience and your nice singing and all the hugs and kisses and all the nice food and the iscov bag that i love v much and i love you very very much!! =D and i really like the wallet! =D

puii-   so loved!!! 

5:38 PM

Saturday, February 13, 2010

first thing is i'm cold. freezing cold, with a numb butt and sore back sitting at sugar granny cafe. my knees are achy and numb downwards. i'm bored, looking at every single person's facebook page while drawing little doodles on my messy working notebook (which i love, and would die for)

no i won't. i'm kidding.

i wish for a hot bowl or stuff just so i can hold it to warm myself up a little, or maybe wish-granting fairies can be nicer and i can get a warm blanket too! =D i'm so so so so cold, my finger tips are the happiest, typing onto the slightly warm keypad of the black macbook.

suddenly miss blogging, just typing random thoughts out. feels kinda nice, like i can think aloud without the weird stares. well, not like i do think out loud for the world to hear, but its just a nice thought.

i hate shopping. i really really do.

i don't get the walking, and the searching, and the thinking, and the matching, and the choosing, and the trying, and the comparing, and the walking, and the flipping, and the buying, and the checking, and the walking, and the choosing something else to go with it, and the should i go for this one or that one, and the will this make me look fat?, and the okay i'll buy this orrrr maybe not, and the walking. yes i hate the walking.

bahhhhh shopping is a real bore and bother. i wish nice clothes grow on trees, small trees so i can reach. won't help having nice clothes on big trees, just as troublesome and boring.

and yes you can guess it, a whole (half) day of shopping wasn't good. and to start it all with? i don't like to shop at all! 

and yes, everywhere's selling clothes that look the same. EVERYWHERE. and yes being the fashion D, i don't like all of it. yea so, i'm pretty screwed when it comes to shopping. good news to the boyfee's wallet =P HAHAHA!!

not that good news, when it comes to food.

and speaking of that, i'm feeling hungry. either that or it could be the med effect, the slight numbness on the face and empty feeling in the stomach. hahaha..

yea i'm sickkkkk. so near CNY. but anyways, i also won't stop eating just cos of that. hahahahaha.. yong mama was going crazy over me today =P asking me not to eat every single thing =P

heh..

at least the stupid drowsy med's making me feel better already. no more drippy nose! hurray! =D

I NEED MORE STICKMEN ON MY NOTEBOOK! =P

bahhhhh... i'll go back to doodling =D

puii-

2:35 AM

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

i zhek tio my neck i zhek tio my neck!!


hur feeling so upset since yesterday, it was so damn pain and uncomfortable last night i really couldn't sleep till like 3 plus in the morning.


12:02 PM