Saturday, December 24, 2011
:')
Tonight I sleep with tears of gratitude, joy and the overwhelming feeling and memories of beautiful love.. I love you baby.. And I'm everything I am, because you love me.. :) really really..
puii- iloveyoubaby...
3:51 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2011
o_o
I really hope I'm not going blind or something.. My eyes are stinging like I just pour sea water in. I had to turn my phone brightness to the lowest cos the light is hurting it too..
I feel so tired of the whole eye pain thing, so ready for it to be all over. It just sucks I can't open my eyes to see properly cos it's hurting so much :( yes I know, suppose to shut them and rest it. But I get so darn bored! :(
It's hurts even with eyes shut anyways..
And it sucks that I have to wear contacts again in a few hours. I hope they let it slide..
*jab eyes*
Puii-
2:10 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Long night indeed, me with all my feelings and thoughts. Night world, hope your dreams are sweeter than mine...
:((((((((((((((
Puii- Don't think. Just sleep. Don't think.
3:34 AM
It's one of those days again.. just feel so ugly and fat and everything bad, and I just feel so... awful..
Nothing's helping.. I dun even feel like smiling really :( that's really bad...
And I see you how your life is still very complete and fulfilled without me, and I feel so dispensable.... Like you can be without me, my company, our memories, my hands to hold and my eyes to look into, my hugs and kisses, my care and concerns..
Maybe I'm just being whiny and needy again... Hate that.
It's gonna be another long emo night.. I can feel it.. I just hope.......
Puii- :(
2:02 AM
Am I not important anymore?
12:35 AM
Sunday, December 18, 2011
bored, and without my fav tv show :(
I'm so so sad that discovery stopped replaying all the old mythbusters episodes!! Yes, true that I've watched every episode at least five(or ten) times over, I still can't help watching it over and over again! Now that there isn't any anymore, I'm gutted!! And oh so boreddddd :(
Sucks to be home without anything to do, and there's nothing interesting on tv.. I've watched all the Harry potter movies I recorded like three times already, twice for shrek forever after and I dun even wanna keep track of all the times I rewatch all the old Jamie Oliver shows. At this point you prolly would have realized, yes I'm one of those who rewatch my shows and reread my books many many times just so I fully understand, and I catch everything..
Well, not really, I can rewatch shows even when I know it line by line.. Maybe I'm just weird that way.. Hahaha..
I just drank some malt drink that's gone bad, and now I'm suffering from it :( dammit.. I just bot it the other day! I'm still not fully recovered from all the flu and cough nonsense, and now my eyes hurt like hell every moment of the day :( what's wrong with meeeee!?
Christmas (and the third year annivesary) in a week's time, hope I start feeling better soon..
On a happier note, desigual's having another awesome sale period and I got another top from them :))) weeeee!!
Okay, tired of typing on the little touchscreen keyboard.. Later peeps!
Puii-
2:19 PM
Friday, December 09, 2011
:P
Gahhhh.. Stupid iPhone blogging app, everything disappeared when someone whatsapp me and the screen changed somehow..
never mind.. Lazy to retype everything. Work tmr with Juna, my favourite! :D hehehe!! Later people!
Puii- (stupid autocorrect always tries to change my puii to Ohio! >:( hahaha..)
2:06 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2011
hate being sick
Just trying to stay awake now so I can go see doc in a while.. Dun wanna sleep the whole day away in my current sickly groggy state.
Sorry to whoever's being called back cos of me :P wouldn't do this unless really feeling unwell, feel super bad. Early morning somemore..
Argh! Hate being sick hate being sick! Feel so awful and can't do anything! Used to go to the doctors so often last time I'm really so sick of it. And I haven't been so sick for so long! Wth happened?!
I blame the bloody weather and it's temperaments. And this bloody virus that's been spreading to everyone! :(
Dammit!! I really wanna go out today for work and fun! Not to see the doctor! :( I need happiness in a cup (for now, that means hot Milo) but got no strength no make any. Great.... :(
Zzzzzzz...
Puii-
8:16 AM