the flesh and blood of love

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Happy 20th Month baby!!!! Thanks for the random Itacho treat =D love it very much~ but its so ex.. dun anymore la huh? =P hehehehehehe... I WUV YOU WERY MUCHIE! =D

Love that cute silly boy. He's so cute =D Love it when he smile =)

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The bus hostage incident at philippines is so painful to watch =( and then i see these photos of people posing and smiling in front of that very bus and location of the incident, like its some famous landmark...

so depressing...

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I feel so tired today!! How come?? I slept till afternoon, and i still had to doze off around evening time??? Maybe i'm lacking something.. Can't even try to stay awake. haha..

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Love my new elmo necklace!!!! =D Pose pics of it soon (or catch me with it LIVE if you happen to catch me wearing it =P) Its just a chain with a round ball, round ball being elmo's head. a bit random but.. quite cute what! =P

Hahahahaha.. bet June and Ivonn see already will say its another one of my fashion D things. HAHAHAH!!

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Being the pig that i am... can't wait to lie down in bed and zzzzzzzz later. for some reason my back is giving me a very hard time =( since last week!!!

and those bones refuse to crack like they used to be.. no temporal relief for me =( hahaha..

old liao ah............

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i wanna munch of choco bar =D hehehehehehehehe!!!

puii- and i wanna dance again!

8:02 PM

Friday, August 20, 2010

i dreamt of a tree last night.

a white tree, dried and without leaves.

i put a stick between two huge branches and begin to twist the tree, walking in circles around it. the tree twisted with me, forced to move by the stick in my hands.

slowly i watch the tree twist and transform. a white tree, dried and without leaves, but now twisted like fresh dough in a chef's hand.

slowly, branches turn into flesh, and i was dancing with two person, some sort of contact improv.. and then we separated, and we did our own improv. dancing in our own world, in our own space, in our own mind.

it was a random dream, but rather surreal =)

some times i really just wish for space and nice music, i have a little dancer trapped inside for far too long. taking class and learning steps just can't give me the satisfaction of being free and expressive. when i let go and just dance...

i wish that dream was real, and that i can be dancing again =D

ahhhh i'm sleep talking already. wish i have the same dream again =)

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carol's reggae class was fun!!! =D gonna go again with the girls next time =) my neck is pain from all the head swing thing!!

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on a side note: happy 2 years anni to our first meeting cute boy!!! i wuv you!!

puii-

5:45 AM

Monday, August 16, 2010

go away little emo bugs

i wish everything can be easier than it seem.

i wish everything is easier, period.

so many things, so difficult.

so hard to get all the points right before we can draw a line thru it.

its always the little little points that seem so hard. the line is easy to draw. that part is always easy.

its the tiny little things in life that gets me, for better or worse. make me happy or.....

yeah you prolly can feel a little emo-ness and angst with this post but, i really just wish things could come by easier. with a snap of fingers or with a toss of coins down some well.

don't we all wish that.

i don't know what good things come so hard these days.

how i wish those fairy godmother stuff is real, then i can have my wish come true. then again, i'm not a princess, so i'm not valid. i'm screwed =(

what happened to all the sweet little things in life? come out soon please, and chase all these little angsty emo bugs away from me.. pretty please?

puii- come out soon and make me happy again...

5:27 AM

Loving you...

puii- S.O.S

5:26 AM

Sunday, August 01, 2010

Haven't perform since grad show. tmr's gonna be fun! can't wait =) its so fun dancing with that bunch =)

YAY to short shopping trip with ning NING =D

i feel like eating prawn. stupid weird cravings.. womanhood must be coming..

and yay to my new "disco ball" hahahahahahahaha..

teppanyaki for dinner! shiiokness!

yes i'm blogging in random cos i'm very tired and dun wanna think in chronological order. =P

i'm tanner now from thursday swim! =D love going to the pool with dar =)

i'm hungry again =( but i'm suppose to be sleeping soon so tmr morning can wake up =P

baby look so cute with his geetar =D

i got colored lenses again =P so vain.

i miss albert's class =P

i'm really quite hungry. mayb i should slp now to stop the hungry feeling. =(

got huge pimple when my specs rest on my nose. damn painful =( gonna be ugly tmrrrrrr.. sad.. =P

HUNGRYYYYYYY

puii-

12:48 AM