the flesh and blood of love

Sunday, January 24, 2010

i love june and ivonn =D they brighten sundays (anyday) up =D heeee!!!!

im hungry nowwww!! =P but i wanna sleep too..

puii- 830 tmr!! =(

11:31 PM

ALBERT IS SO CUTE! Hahahaha he's really the funniest hunky chunky guy la. and he perform still so shuai. can't wait till we see it again =D

LAOSHI! we will buy flowers for you everyday if you'd scold us lesser with every flower given! =P RIGHT everyone?? hehehehehehe..

anyways. gonna go rest and do other things now =D

puii- p.s. i love you! =D capybara kiss!

12:42 AM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

...and i'm very angry! =P

haha the "=P" is to let you know its not exactly true, but carries a bit of truth in it. so i am angry, but its kinda jokingly too.. hmmm if you know what i mean. hahahahaha.. =P

还真不了解你这种人。是空虚还是自我怀疑让你有理由去把一切罪怪在别人身上?你那一瞬间用眼神把我判定为罪人,我以眼神回复:“你真的是有问题。你是siao的。不要逼我打你!哈哈哈哈。。”

没跟你相处还真不知道你的厉害。真是让我气到。。。。。!!!!!真是的。。。都不知道你是不是真的太有自信,还是为了要证明什么。很久没那么气了!气死我啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

“我很轻的,我很轻。。。” 轻得一拳就飞。。。

OKAY! rants over! gonna go watch AT and MQ dance later! =D excited! =D thats why i gotta stop blogging and go NOW =P hahahaha..

unofficial xjh tmr! =D

puii- HALO! =D

3:56 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

i am so tiredddddddddddddddddd..


dunno why also. prolly albert's class that starts the day already drains me out. hahahaha plus ballet, which was STILL OKAY. and then doing grace's piece at SCGS really killed me. hahahahahaha..


damn i feel super out of shape..


omgggg so not looking forward to tmr.. the combi of HF and AT, then gigi's in the afternoon. all so tiring oneeeeeee... nooooooooo....! =P


really feeling damn old la.. aching and cracking everywhere.. gotta slow down when i bend over and get stuff, not forgetting the weird "uh" i'll make, that made june laugh in the toilet yesterday =P


7:44 PM

Monday, January 18, 2010

RANDOM: i really don't like the phrase "tying up loose ends". i know most things are not "either-or" but tying up loose ends just feels like a hint of hesistant to finish whatever is supposed to be done so so long ago..

and it sometimes sound like an excuse to me actually, to have a choice to never finish that something up, not wanting it to be either a not-done-yet or finished-already.. to give an impression of the latter, but truth is things are pretty much not-done-yet..

Hee.. i just happen to see that phrase and felt that way.. ANYWAYS.

i've been getting hungry very easily again. prolly womanhood's fault again.. hahahaha not doing any good for everything =P besides the mouth of cos. heh~ i'll never become anorexic, i love food too much. that HF knows the best, since he always say. hahahahahahaha.. thus i'll never be thin enough to make him happy.

which is fine for me =D

anyway, i think during holidays i've been damn fat la.. hahaha.. i think its just a mind thing but i feel lighter when i walk now after one week. HAHAHAHA!!

and i've been craving for KE AI JI! or fried chicken la =P hahahahaha.. sushi too but thats healthier so its okay.

damn i miss arnold's! but its kay.. i'm having dallas AGAIN in a few =D thanks DAR for going buy! =D

HF and AT dun see this.. dun see this.. dun see me getting fatter again by the days... =P hahahahahaha..

i just had the BEST CHEESE BREAD ever yesterday! =D i dunno how to say how nice it is. its at the bread shop at shaw isetan that building =P wah i feel damn hungry thinking about it now. hehehehe.. best if its slightly warm and crispy =P

kay la.. back to what i should be doing (things like... ch..erhem.. ereo?) Hehehehehe..

puii- love you cutie sweetie PIE =D

6:40 PM

Sunday, January 17, 2010

maybe every action do have an equal and opposite reaction. but more often than not its probably not the reaction we're hoping for..

maybe we always hope for (what we think is) the best (for ourselves, or everyone else..) and we THINK it will always turn out that way. best results everytimeee...

...not.

hahahahahaha i think i sound like a disappointed loser. heh i probably am =P

that aside, i really miss improv and dancing. hahaha i think i've had it with technique. haiyo i just wan to dance la.. i wish for an empty room, nice music, and superhuman stamina so i can just dance everyday awayyy alone in the empty room. but thats luxury.. i can't even find an empty studio nowadays.

having said that. sad that we won't be able to use much of other dance studios from now on.. since its all occupied with classes everyday till like 6 plus 7? want to rehearse also cannot.. haha gotta share H with level 2s, hope they dun mind.. later they secretly hate me for invading their space =P hehehehehehe...

first week was painful as usual. serious lack of muscles and stamina. TOLD YOU i should've went jogging. hahahahahaa.. then again i'm really too lazy to, and i hate to run. so, no hope for me! i think after school's over i'll become a huge fatass. heheheheheehehehe.. =P

i miss the lovelys in school =D its always fun to have those silly girls (and two guys) around =D its just great to be together with that bunch =D

yes.. that bunch that push albert's flower to me yesterday so i can give him!!! gaaahhhhh!!! hahahahahaha i think our respect for him makes him sort of "untouchable" in the good sense. hahaahahaa.. but he was in a good mood and jokes, laughters and smile was always with him! then again, he say he will continue scolding us cos we only got him ONE rose. HAHAHAHAHAH!! SAD!! =P

he's damn funny laa..

yay! happy i got new tracks to listen to =D love it!

dar! i wan tio jiu mueh!!! =D

puii- gotta keep it going on

4:52 PM

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Last day of slacking!! Damn that's so so fast.. arrhhhhhh i hate it that first class tmr is ballet with HF at 830am. hahaha!! =P

that's gotta suck.

thank goodness no more jochen roller everyday till 7pm for week 1. got a feeling we'll all have that muscle-aching-so-bad-we-can't-even-stand-and-sit-and-walk-properly thing that we have every start of semester. so till 7pm everyday with that would really really suck. hahahaha..

ohhh i'm so looking forward to climbing stairs with those aching muscles =P hahahahahahaah.. i'm kidding i'm not.

good luck to us all for one last semester then. =D

byebye free time =D

puii- iloveyousweetheart

3:48 PM

Thursday, January 07, 2010

i really do miss dance =D it feels good to be moving again =P

it still feels liberating; the dancing.. i just don't like running.. hahahaha turns' number one still, but running might just come second =P

daaaaaaaahhhhhhh i should really start jogging. i feel like the fat croc in princess and the frog when i run. hahahahahaa.. just that i don't think crocs pant.. its just so uncool for cool animals like them..

but then again the cartoon croc is not cool at all. he's cute playing the jazz music that he like. hahaha so cute..

kay la gotta dance later.. hope i dun die =D

puii- BIG FAT ZERO LATER =D

2:32 PM

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

An action will have an equal and opposite reaction.

Its the start of the year and you hear alot of "wishes". "i wish this would've happened.. i wish that could've been like that.." everything is so heavily soaked in regret.. and our life is littered full of that sometimes isn't it? Floods of bad things hit us, and now we stand knee high in regret.. hoping the new year will be better..

i blame alot of things on bad choices. don't we all? we wish we never did alot of things.. and we wish we had the chance to do some other.. and yes.. stupid people will always always do stupid things.. stupid you you you you you and me =D

and yes.. equal and opposite reaction..

but i'm happy for many things.

happy i have dar (and i love you!!!)
happy im loved
happy im still dancing
happy to have silly friends

but i'll be happier if only.. .. ..

but that's for this year. we all do that. we hope the new year will bring new things. better things. so i hope this year to be a happier one.

a year without the sting in my neck, HOPEFULLY...

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dance again tomorrow!!! feel damn fat laaaaaaaa.. hahahahah hopefully i dun die tmr la huh =P hehe can't wait to see all those stupid dancers tomorrow. I MISSED YOU GUYS! =D

puii- sugarsweet =)

5:51 PM

dahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! why can't i load photos up on facebook!! =( stupid uploading thing keep failing on me or cannot even load. getting damn pek chek after two days of it. dahhhhhhhh....!!!!!

i should stop eating reese's but i got a HUGE craving for it right now.. and ohhhhh that big bag in front of meeeeeeeee =P

june! school open i bring for you again!!! the choc and peanut butter thing!! =D

speaking of which.. school's starting really really really soon.. and that kinda suck.. i think everyone's like quite not looking forward.. well, me for one =P hehehehehehe.. tho i'm excited to start dancing alot again.. i dun think i'm ready for the stress and scolding and screams in technique class yet.. plus that deadly T that i totally dread right now.. and yes An still cannot talk to me about it =P and choreo.. dahhhhhhhhh..

feel like killing myself.. hahahahahaha..

cannot take it anymore! gonna grab the reese! =P

i'm hungryyyy..

puii- i wuv you sweet walentine =D love you baby..

1:30 AM

Monday, January 04, 2010



















LOVE! =D
puii-

5:55 AM

completed theme hospital!!! hahahahahaa.. play so many times, never completed the game before.. i left ff3 on hold for that!! hahahahaha..

well, had to use cheats tho.. got cheats already the whole game damn sian. hahaha..

heh so exciting watching dar fight last boss of lufia! stupid guard daos keep casting figual!! how can lidat!!! >=(

tv sucks for now, there's nothing to watch =(

YAY! the game finished! hahahaha the ending lidat one.. how can.. what happen to eternal peace!! how can let the evil have chance to come back! hahahaahahaha.. why i get so passionate over it sia..

now its gonna be lufia II soon. hahahahahaha..

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school's gonna start again and i feel so damn fat. hahahaha dallas should have came back only when school starts laaa =P hehehehehehe..

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baby i wuv you =* wuvyousososososomuch! =) sho cuuuuuuttteeeeeeee ah you =D heh heh heh..

capybara capybara capybara kiss! =* we use capybara as pillow! =D

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i love your new wallet =D DAMN SLICK SIA! Hehehehehehehehehehe..
i love my new bag too =D THANK YOU SWEETHEART =*

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puii- wrap you up in cotton wool

2:55 AM