the flesh and blood of love

Monday, December 31, 2007

You know. by the time i start blogging this entry, i am already into the last day of the year. so fast this year had went by. i cant say its the best year yet, but i know i've gained alot alot.

at least, i gained another year's supply of life, breath, water, food and stuffs. i got to see all the things i saw, and learned of the things i had. i gained alot. and i believe i've grown alot!!

that itself makes this pass year a good one. =)))

i pray a prayer of thanksgiving. thanking God for everything in my life right right now. even right down to that chocolate i just ate. i know without Him, and His blessings i wont be eating that!!

no not just money. He was kind enough to bless us first the cocoa trees =)))

i'm thankful especially for the people He's placed into my life, regardless of whether their impact was positive or not. i choose to believe they are there for a reason. i am very much being moulded and shaped by them. friends made me grow. for that i am thankful too =)

i'm thankful for this family i have. no its far from perfect. we have our fair share of problems, dispute, conflicts and stuff. yes i would want to opt for better options. but i thank God i grew up the way i did. yes everything that happened i want to learn to be grateful =) if not, who knows how different will i turn out?

for one, i might be a lil more feminine and have uber long hair. HA!

anyways. i thank God for this family. i thank God for my parents, they love me like.. to da bits =) i thank God for the love that has been showered upon me.

no i am not gonna mention all that nagging =P HAHA!

and dang, how can i not be thankful for friends. everyone one of them. unique in their own way. loving me differently.

oh i love this year.

i bet i'm gonna love the coming year too.

so with this feeling of gratefulness and thanksgiving, i wanna praise God in advance for a wonderful year ahead. yet another year of adventure, moulding and blessing. another step closer to the Father. =)





















set GOALS for 2008!

puii- hopeful. very hopeful =)

1:17 AM

finally caught up with the blogging thing. and i can finally say TODAY!! hahahahahaha..

TODAY, service is dope. but i kinda fell asleep. so I PROMISE i will watch it online when its uploaded.

speaking of which, the services with the Christmas drama is being uploaded to church website already, both JW and expo. so dance peeps, do go see see if you wanna catch yourself dancing! =)

I made honey lemon lemon water for tessy poo! =) aint i sweet. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

okay i was kidding la.

Went Kenny's house after that. had super delicious singapore delights, especially the fried oyster!! gosh i think one of the best i've tasted. plus it was da bao one can!! hahaha still so nice. dang it ROCK!

and after that was Wii time!! hahah Kenny have a new set of Nitendo Wii, so we had fun fellowshipping in this thanksgiving day. and yes a time to know each other better =)

"Mummy! We must be first in line before all the other kids get all the Nitendo Wii!!"
"But you already have a Wii Brian!"
"But i need one for the TV in the bed room!!"

haahhaha random lines off the drama production.

Wii spells ultimate FUN!! especially that COW GAME that made us laugh like MAD!! hahahahahaha it was ULTIMATE funness.

and yes i snap many pics of people. =P

okay picture speaking time!!! =)












before we went to Kenny's place. we had photo madness in the pretty toitoi.













we watched Barney together with Angel~!!











i love you~ you love me~













she jumped when the song went HURRAY!










engrossed with the Barney show.










the magical Wii...











it made us all SO EXCITED..













that we jumped!













and (kinda) danced too!








YUP! turned violent!!










the gentle fighting guys. haha!










our favourite COW GAME!!! =)










and the Tennis game!!













haha stupid face.










Cellgroup loves!

Haha. had much fun today with Cg people. =) Food and games. Fun and love!

and YES KFC was many LOVE!

puii- zzzz

12:07 AM

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Yea if you noticed, my blogs are all kinda not to the exact date cos i missed out on alot of stuffs and yea, this is like chasing back homework thats overdue!!!

hahaha.. and i cant bear to not blog about things cos, what if i wanna read back next time?! haha.. and i do okay?! though its a pain.. i've read back all my blog entries several times!

its quite a joy to do that. hahah i used to write damn wordy blogs. i'm sure you wont wan me to do that now =P

ANYWAYS! back to my main point..

saturday was kinda emo-ish. but yea thats okay.

Went to daddy's store to help out!! cos he had a big big order for one of the more da pai auntie's birthday party. i think my dad probably cooked 5000 crabs that day or something. he is amazing =)

i thank God for a chance to get to know a lil more about my dad's life, the life he have outside of home, and the people he hang out with.

to be honest, i didnt really like the place he work in. the culture. the people. the BEER. however, just a night there made dislike into grief. i pity the old people there, wasting their life away in beer. i guess i dont really understand them afterall but, i hope i did a lil.

it wasnt even drowning their sorrows. it was filling the emptiness. how very sad.

thats why i try to love my dad alot alot more.

oh and that kfjsdkfjelkrjksf. i wish i could kick that person but.. yea i said hi. KSJDFKLAJALSJ, hi~

i wish my dad'd come home, to the Father =) and i'm believing, he definitely will =)

puii- oh the tears of yesteryears. of yesterday.

11:32 PM

Oh! i was thinking what did i missed betweent the two meetings with those two dumb person. hahaha.. i suddenly remembered. haha perhaps by 50 or something lidat i'll have lao ren chi dai zhen.. and forget where all my chocolates are kept, and forget if i had taken lunch already not.

Met up with MJ at orchard. Went to paragon marketplace cos he kinda forced me to go shopping for groceries with him -_- haha quite dumb la. cos i dont get to eat it.. and he kinda can find all the stuffs himself. but yea it was okay. i never had a chance to go walk PARAGON's supermarket anywaays.

and yes, i can witness for that 50 bucks with of stuffs.

Haha after that went eat at Marina Square. i missed that Lamb stew. i just wished that mashed potato was kinda warmer or something. hhahahaha..

thanks dude for the lunch (or dinner?) and gift! haha..


Christmas was indeed a time to meet up with friends. Pity i havent have a chance to meet up with Jasmine ah gal yet!

Sorry la gal.. haha my apologies ya? =P tell me when you free la, then i can tell you again when i can =P HHAHA

or izzit easier the other way =P

anyways. Christmas totally over. thats a boo.

puii-

11:18 PM

Movie trip with old people is DOPE! =) caught National Treasures : Book of Secrets. Pretty cool. Kinda expected kinda show la. but i mean.. what else can you expect? a guest apperance of Barney?

anyways. had pepper lunch before that. the whole system there was kinda screwed, and we were all so confused. PLUS the staff there treat people like they were from primary school. HAHAHAHHA!! nice experience. never really had pepper lunch in a pepper lunch restaurant anyways.

"Do you know how to cook? Want me cook for you?"
"You MUST spread the butter first k?"

oh and one more! i was staring at my beef for a lil longer and one auntie came..

"Are you okay?" *concerned face*

Duh.

Either they are too kind or...

and i was sooooooooooo amazed when the next table actually asked the person to cook for them!!! Gosh, i tot the cooking part was the joy of pepper lunch.

never mind, enough of that.

MOVIE was fine. Had more nacho and popcorn than we bargained for (not that we really bargained).

There were these CUTE girls that cutted our queue at the popcorn's. there are watching wo shi chuan shuo( I am legend ). This is just to remind myself NEVER to cut other people's queue, and dont show them my tickets if i did, in case they defame me on their blog like i am doing now. =P HAHAHAHAHA!!

we were in a cheenah talking style frenzy the whole day. that stupid mabel started the whole thing with her "wo niang zai jia shao fan nah!" hahahahaha..

and she made em silly mistakes!! she wanted to ask me go die, which is "qu si la". hahah she was sooo into that cheenah style thing that it came out as "qu shi (shit) la." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!! we laughed at her like nobody's business.

no i dont wan no shit. HAHAHAHA!!

after that was starbucks chill out. nice =)

and of cos. photo madness.















besties for so long so long











Mabel faces!










in the cinema.











Fraps









































Yay to no smoking!












he was disturbing her...














while she was on the phone..




i thank God for friends like this. mad friends that laugh at you, and together with you.

puii-

2:37 AM

Mad love with mad friends!!

There're just some friends you keep as precious. Met two of em during boxing day too, at night. I miss that 515 and playground fellowship la! =)

We chatted about most of the nonsense things in life. we made many plans to keep steven busy before he goes into army very soon! hahahahah.. meeting on that same friday(by now it was two days ago), and a zoo trip the following friday again! =)))

and man, how i never get tired of these two freaking, nonsense and old people! =)

nonsense chats plus nonsense photo = mad love! =)












somehow, this kinda became our trademark for picture taking. its called the "Mabel face" HAHA!!
















for world peace!!















haha sad to say.. no-arch feet. HAHAH!! =P

dun kill me la..















xu chun mei!! how come you're here! oh its mabel. i serious tot it was......... NEVER MIND =)












8 years of friendship, and still going. Next time, we must have a gathering. bring all the kids and everything. HAHAHAH!! 10 years down the road la!

Dang two more years and i'd have known these two for 10 years. Time dont fly, it just disappears.

i'm gonna go emo about how old i already am. byebye!

puii-

2:20 AM

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Had plenty of fun on Boxing day! =) Had the best flowers outing, cos CHER CHER CHER is back!! Finally got to meet him can. hahaha.. busy man..


Glad to be able to meet up with him just before he goes back to US. haha he's like naggy as ever la. but still, the best cher i had =)


LAO SHI!! (haha he hate it when we call him that)


Ate at city link. haha like what a duh place to eat right? i always see city link as we would see an overhead bridge. hahah stopping for a meal just seem kinda weird


plus, we ate jap pasta!


okay la, pretty good. their carbonara you must ownself mix the egg in one and they never stir it in. hahaha..


oh DANG i miss having class with Cher.


and after that we had fun getting people to take a pic with us. AHAHAHAH!!











































puii- flower loves for the grass. HAHAHAAHAAH!!!

4:39 PM

Christmas! Everybody loves Christmas. How about you?

HAHA! a short line out of the drama. i can kinda memories it. what streets filled with beautiful lights, and there's music in the air. (at the end, go to high pitch)

HAHA! so that was kinda lame. i spent my Christmas with fruitful fellowship.

Service with Val, Chit Min, Jacky and Min kuan was nonsensely fun =) basically i was zi- highing myself and they were kinda stunt. oh yea Jacky played along and became real stupid. but thats another story.. HAHA!

Proud of my dancing peeps. =))) they did so well, and yes, VERY proud of them!! hahahahah Bevan and Eugene is TEH FUNNY! tgt with Adrian, they rock ah!! hahahah and Yong Zhi carrying the shoes in scene two. DANG funny!!!

i love my cute dancing girls!! and Andrea the perfume girl too! HAhhahaha love them ta bits =) SO CUTE ALL OF THEM as santarinas!! =)))

tgt as a ministry, we conquered HEELS. HAHA!!

and so after that, we went Vi'lage for lunch =)

nice nice fellowship. and celebrated Ryan's birthday. oldman seemed to have enjoyed himself. i believe everyone feels so so blessed to have him in our lives. Cheers to the old man!! You rock Ryan!!

Big thanks to Val sweetie for accompanying me for soooo long, just to wait with me for my (dumb)friends. HAHA =P even when i was dozing off already you still keep my company!! so sweet of you man =)) LOVE!

and thankies plankie poo for whatever reason there may be!! oh, what about being so cute and sweet and stuff? =) HAHAHAHAHAH!! and of cos, keeping me company also!! and drinking bubble tea with us just before your work!! hahahaha..

that stupid woman took so long to come from the zoo!!

after that was kinda blurry.. cos i was soooo tired i was kinda drowsy, even after spamming coffee down.

we met up and chat. with rh too. starbucks. cab. kpt. yea we chatted. hahahah i kinda dun really rem.

just that we talked alot.

thanks MAH BELL for the jelly beans! (which you ate quite some from my bottle =P) and rh for the keychain =) its with my keys now. haha..

blessed Christmas spent with friends. i only hoped i had more time and energy that one day so i could have spend some time with my family too.

yea thats christmas for you! lazy with the photo upload. so yea gonna skip that =P

puii-

1:50 AM

Friday, December 28, 2007

Update again tmr. needa slp and wake up soon!

puii-

4:19 AM

i remembered how just two weeks back i said Christmas was seizing me like a mad reindeer. now its kinda settled on me like silent snowflakes. calm. gentle. lovingly. beautifully.

somewhat, i cant bear to let this Christmas just pass like that. i know there was more than this.

but yea. i'm very loved this Christmas by the birthday Boy.

So here's the post on Christmas Production @ JW! haha will kinda be a photo blog cos i'm lazy to type so much. so here's the pics!!

(you can find all the pics here)









my girls =)
sorry for me and cal being a lil more unglam than the rest! =P










prac @ expo + celebrate xian's birthday! guess it was a good break for some fun and laughter in between stressful pracs and runs! =) hope you enjoyed xian!










this was the day before the show. we prac till quite late. was suppose to have 3 runs, in the end we only had time for two, and it ended sooo late!! hahaha poor kids that stayed with us till so late.









all em cute lil elves we had! theres another three more. and i only remember 2 names out of the six! =P they are so cute, even those some of them are relatively quite big. i think they are just a few years younger than me. dang this shows what the years could do to you. =P










thankful to them, cos they made us pretty. =)









all the santarinas and elves! =)











i cant bear not to put this up cos she is just so cute in this!! =) Ellen!











my fav pic of this season =)











em cute elves i love!


the coolest workers you've ever seen! =) we prove that right by taking whacky photos. HAHA!
that wedding photo look alike. and no i dun intend to marry at 18. HAHAHAH!
those meh meh we love!
pretty Audrey with amazing voice, tgt with the cutest meh meh!!
our boss, Mr Chang aka Jace. haha.
pic with my loves! =)

so yea, those were pics from JW production. small portion of it la. hahaha had much much much fun!! i totally enjoyed myself without any stress or whatever. this is even better than easter! haha!!

so this is a brief thingy on Christmas. really thankful for the chance to dance and be a part of it. havent been in front of a crowd for some time now. really cherish all the lights and stage and that distance from the audience!! i just dont like performances in the rehearsal studios or studio theatres. i still like the whole proscenium arch thing. =P

the kind of assurance the stage gives me and protects me from the vulnurability that stageless perfs hits on me is indescribable. =)

puii- i miss dancing in em heels! =P

2:33 AM