the flesh and blood of love

Monday, August 31, 2009

Ahhhhh i feel like eating that mee soto stall's fried chicken NOW =P the dry kind the dry kind..

my whole leg is itching but i dunno where to scratch.

i'm watching spirited away. so cuteeee..

i'm hungryy. i feel like eating fried chicken. =P hahaha..

smashed chicken. haha..

i feel like eating nasi lemak with nice fried chicken.

i dun understand the sudden chicken craze.

kay la dinner soon =)))))

puii- dar is so cute! hahahahaha..

7:15 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Wanted to type this into the new tagboard but can't dunno why.. but i'm done figuring for the day so if it still doesnt work tmr i'll do something about it.

puii-: Had to put up a tagboard again ALL because of Elizabeth Chan Mei Qi. She better use it more or else i will kick her when she comes back =)

Hahahahah so this is to that ebird in hong kong now. Hahahaha..

Feeling damn depressed today.. i think maybe i'm slowly becoming a very depressed person. i dont feel like smiling today and i'm letting my milo turn bland from all the melting ice. i think i should be happier.

oh ya.. and chocolate didnt make me happier either. cadbury marble chocolate block =P But i only at one row!! =)

well, i did became a bit happier than just now.. did a little small shopping trip just now around chinatown, and bought the most impossible of things. worse part is, none for myself. but it did make me feel alot better. finally found that little thingy for my dad, been looking for it for so longgggg.. hope he like it la.. dunno how buying little nothing helps. think its not the buying la.. its the searching, the choosing, the thinking, the hoping, and the getting of the thing that really made me a lil happier.

Tho i get dead tired from school, sometimes i feel i have a little too much free time. maybe if i throw all these times into thesis, i'd be done by now. hahahahahahhaahha..

exaggerating..

ahhhhhh the laptop's batt is dying. hope it'll last me awhile more.. hahahaahaha..

i feel like lying in a field of grass right now. just grass, and breeze and sunlight and silence. really miss that peaceful feeling.. where one can just lie there and daze the minutes away.. life became schedules, what time to do what, i feel its all too well planned. perhaps everyday i'm just hoping for some accidents and surprises that will never come..

maybe thats what stole my happiness, little by little..

i feel like sitting by the beach in darkness, staring at tiny spots of light on the waters, which reflects thin lines of shimmer towards me across the sea.

i feel like spending time with some animals. dog or cat or rabbit or chicken..

i think i'm just missing random pieces of my life...
...i feel like sitting in that tiny studio with dar again while he worked on his project =) or sitting beside him while he did my music for me one year back.

so funny, how we only met for one year and ten days..

hai kay la.. batt really dying.. rant again next time. =P

puii- ice melting.. macdonald's milo =P

10:28 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

How come blogger still look so weirdddd..

Haha i miss having Ivonn in school la. she's the idiot that will make everybody laugh. hahahahahaha Ivonn, you did a good deed today. You made me and june very happy. Hahahaha..

I miss ebird too.. i feel like flying to Hong Kong to kick her, at the same time can grab my roast duck and curry lamb brisket. Hahahahahah wah i hungry again.

Wahhhhh very tired ahhhh.. i always feel like dying near the end of the week. i feel like sleeping nowwww. body damn tired la. hahaha i forgot to ask someone help me step on my back just now. my lower back really damnnn pain in albert's lab just now. dun eve know where its from. hahaha damn sian..

darrrrr i want massage....

...and you look damn shuai with your geetar =))

... andiloveyou..

one more day and the week is over! =)

puii- why must i spend money on things that i dont even want? (applies for EVERYTHING) =)

7:11 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009

Blogger look damn weird now. Dunno why the usual page didnt load, and this damn ugly page came out but i still could type stuffs so i figured it'll be posted.

Its already week 4 into school term now. still feeling damn fat. hahahahah not slimming down not slimming down..feeling very tired ahhh my body feels like its falling apart by the days. dunno izzit not enough rest or just dance till too tired..

hahhahaha not so kua zhang la just tired. but its already so much better than week 1 or 2.. hahahaha..

i cant imagine when we start writing and choreographing for thesis.

i think we will all miss ebird. i feel like pinching her face and kicking her now.

puii- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

6:31 PM

Thursday, August 06, 2009

Heh maybe i should finally blog about first week of school!

Haha school was crazy basically. hahahah well, its already crazy to begin with when the last time i danced before this week was last FWM in May! =P Hahahah.. doing everything else except dance. 

feeling the effects of being a nua sai for three months now. Hahahaha... =P

First day only!! All my "contemp muscles" were aching! Hahahaha.. no ballet yet! so all my inner thighs and calfs all are safe. But by tuesdays onwards EVERYWHERE was aching like crazy mad. hahaha i still havent recover enough to bend my knees without pain now. hahahaha..

O_O performance tomorrow alreadyyyyyyyy! =P

loving school tho, for now at least. hahahaha.. timetable this year is so much free-er. only left one theory class, besides all the usual technique and perf lab classes. hahahaha long lunch break almost everyday!

but also means, more time to do constructive stuff.

hahahahahahaha...   hahahahahahahaha...

i scared of thesis laaaaaaa.... hahahahaha..

i think i'll end up confusing myself and everyone, like i always do. especially presentation that kind. hahahah sure blur one..

ahhhhh i wish yw was a permanent lecturer laaaa... that hyper old man. hahahahaha!!

ballet ah... hahahaha.. i think i'll enjoy ballet class. a time of trying to get back the muscles i lost in these three months. its sad to see the low extensions now, after the a bit higher extension we managed to get last sem is gone. hahahahahaha..

ahhhh i still hate to turn! =P Hahahahaha..

faculty this year feels different. feels fresher and more positive. hopes this stay for the rest of the year =)

a drank a third cup of milo in macdonald for the last 3 and half hours =(

cant wait for muscle ache to be gone la.. cant wait to be able to move without pain again.

last day of the week tmr! hope its a good one, in school and out..

puii-    maybe lets just hope tonight will go by peacefully...

11:07 PM