the flesh and blood of love

Sunday, February 24, 2008

These are the pics of the kittys!! =))



sorry bout the shocked face. hahaa flash =P































that cutie pie! =)





























aiyo so cute! =P






























me, the kitty, and mummy's hand =)





























so CUTE!





























i'm not biased against the two black kittys. its just that its so hard to get a nice photo of them cos they are sooo dark and the light's not good. flash = shocked face. =P































=)))))))


kittys and rabbits all over the place!!

hahaha so that was my exciting saturday night fever. HAHA!! =) dang i cant be more happy than spend all that time with mum, aunt, and these lovely creation of God =)))

puii-

2:03 AM

Caught Jumper today. pretty nice, but i serious hope its got a continuation. if its gonna just stop right here i think this movie is a total waste of time. HAHAHA.. well, basically they introduced alot of stuffs, but you just couldnt get a full idea of what's happening. then there's plenty of zooming around and stuff..

its pretty nice la. haha..

found this nice shop that sells PRETTYYYYYY notebooks and stuff. really cool la. haahhahahaa.. okay this is just to remind myself to go back there next time again. =P

Found another movie i always wanted to get, Butterfly Lovers! the animated one. Serious MJ probably have like every show in the world or something? believe it or not, they even have ballets danced by Nureyev and some ballet company!! then theres a DVD on Maksim.. and stuffs. haha..

Didnt have anywhere to go after that, and that stupid penguin is busy working and having her sweet times, so no body la teh with meeeeeeeeee! hahahaha i ended up at my Aunt's house with mummy to look at the three kittys she adopted off the streets. they are SOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE!! i will post their pics up next time la. HAHA but they are so serious cute la. dang so cuteeeeeee.....

Meeting two very sweet sweetiessss tmr! =) Cant wait to see them!!

oh and i get to pinch my favourite plankelopy poo tmr!!!

and i just remembered. i'm supposed to serve for choir tmr. now... what's the call time again? =P dang... havent served for sooooo long la. dang...

i cant believe i cried (like mad) again watching Butterfly Lovers =P that show kills me.

okay i'll go slp now. BYE!! =P

12:28 AM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

oh, this is just something random, to tell you that i failed my dance history, together with the rest of the class except two. HAHA!!

well, at least the teacher say i can somewhat write la. thank God for that. now i just needa get em nonsense facts in =( haiiiiiii..

okay bye.

puii- craving for rice. white riceeeeee.

10:57 PM

Congrats singapore for winning the YOG bid!! =))) all the way Singapore 2010!!! =) haha..

Next week is my supposed holiday!! but i still must go back school for rehearsals everyday!! dangggggg.. big bummerrrr!!!

Never mind, at least theres no technique class.

Monday:
1-5pm Meng & Bec
5-6pm Ade & Denise

Tuesday:
12-2pm Meng & Bec
2.30-4.30pm Hazel
5-6pm Ade & Denise

Wednesday:
11-1pm Hzel
3-5.30pm Meng & Bec
5-6pm Ade & Denise
6-8pm Meng & Bec

Thursday:
10.30-12.30pm Hazel

Friday:
10-12.30pm Meng & Bec
1.30-3.30 Hazel
4.30-7 Meng & Bec

So if you bothered to read all that, you'd see how Meng and Bec is torturing us!!!! HAHAHAHAH!! okay la no la no la choreographers.. my fault la my fault. HAHAH!! =P

i enjoy rehearsals with them anyways. fun people to dance and work with la. hhahaha..

its the end of week 7 now. week 9's friday i got a random perf for AZ zone's event. and guess what? we havent start practice yet!! and dang i'm so packed next week. that means.. NIGHT PRACS~! danggggggggggg..

well, i'm happy enough i got a tiny drama mama solo to myself =)))) i will make you laugh your hair off and your guts out. okay i'm not that pro. hahahaahah..

i miss doing my mini variety show crap i used to pull to make everyone laugh, and happy.

okay i wanna go sleep early. decide again tmr see if i wanna do class. haiiii~ dang that stirring weird stomach.

puii- sesame stick! =P

8:58 PM

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

down with bad flu and tummy =( went to a polyclinic for the first time! okay like so dumb but yea, first timer at a polyclinic! i must say it was quite nice actually. didnt wait all that long afterall, and the people there still quite okay la. hahahaah.

they always made it sound like some scary place with fierce nurses that makes you wait till your glasses falls off.

oh after that i was bored. cos i would have to go back home and do nothing. so i went to watch movie. like ALONE. hahahah finally caught Ah Long Pte Ltd. sorry Ivonn didnt wait for you to watch, but i was serious dang bored la. hahaha anyways that show was good i feel!! and omgosh Mark Lee is just so good at that dance teacher thingy. HAHA!!!!

Well, Fann Wong still didnt have a baby afterall all that drama, and whats with that ending with her smiling evily?! Dang another good movie with lousy ending. whats with all the shows nowadays?!

soooooo.. while waiting for Ah Long to start.. i was walking around CWP. and i went into MJ to look for some VCD or DVDs. and guess what?!! i found HERO DVD!! since 2002 i've been lookg for it?! Well, the one i got was the China version cos the lady say singapore totally never produce, for whatever reason they have to deny the producing of such a great great great show! dang i'm sooo happy! its better than eating 10 tons of chocolates!! =))

that show's just the best. totally clever. totally stunning to watch, to see the whole plot develops. and how it ended sooo cleverly as well. gosh its just soooooooooooooo nice i cant tell you enough.

okay i should shut up about it right now. =P

so today was kinda a movie and medicine day. after that i went home and rest. really!!

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on a totally different note. i've been thinking alot today too. about everything. about myself. about this life la basically. i only wish confidence can just come to me as easily as chocs and stuff. hai~ how can i please Him like that?!

Daddy i'm trying, really. just not hard enough. not hard enough to excel, to improve. not hard enough for everybody, or anybody.

dangggggg...

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drowsy meds. i'm heading to bed. only one day MC =( danggggg..

i'm craving for wine chicken.

puii- finding a good movie is happiness. HAHA!~!

10:10 PM

Saturday, February 16, 2008

ha its just funny how i was just praying for a better tmr, and tadah!! the week's almost over. hahahahahhaha..

today was fattening-puiman-day, cos i totally just stayed home and ate everything i could find. okay.. almost. yes i stayed home and watched vids all day in front of the com. so much for trying to do my homework.

well, in a sense i was trying to.. was supposed to watch a vid that have alot of dancing in it and write stuffs about it. hhahahaha oh and for acting class too. needa write stuffs about good and bad acting. so yea.. haha!!

just that i was watching all the irrelevant stuffs =P

i caught Warlord online and DANG its so good! whatever reasons there could be for rouhui to tell me its boring -_-. okay there was some draggy parts but overall i love it to bits! well, mayb except the ending when that narrator fellow didnt die, cos i tot he's supposed to!! but anyways. i'm gonna put Warlord'sDVD on my want-to-get list!!! =) so i can rewatched it over and over like nobody's business!! =P

I want the DVD of Hero(Ying Xiong) too, but its been sooooo dang long i doubt there'd be any one selling it. i cant even find it online cos all the vids of it is being deleted -_-

hmmm weird. all the Jet Li shows.

Oh! speaking of movies, i havent caught Ah long pte ltd!! hhaha next week next week!! Ivonn, on ah! =P HAHAHA!! dang i miss memorizing Jack Neo's shows. HAHA!! =P

okay. so much about movies.

i just found a packet of ba gua at home today. yes like after so long. its like in the fridge so i popped a piece into the microwave. =P something random.

Yay daddy's coming back tmr!! =)) cant wait!! =)) but then again, dang the fact that i must move out of his room so soon!! hahaha when i JUST got a taste of having a room all to myself =/ AHAAHAHAHAH!!! never mind, i'd give anything to have daddy back =)) BIG YAY for that!! =)

Met sweetie CAROL yesterday!! =)) missed her so so so so much la!! hahahahah her hair's soooo long now!! but well, we realised after that that its hair extension. HAHAH! =P cant wait for a chance to meet up with her again!! wont take as long i hope =)

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its not so much about not being a mediocre. its more about progress. i guess thats the magic word that pushes me forward everyday now.

puii- i've been there. i am there.

9:36 PM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

First of all!!! Thank God for his healing and protection =))) You know i busted my shoulder on monday right.. today morning Albert just came in and announced it was for the keypoint assesement(test)! so i'm like oh no!! dang so stress. but yea thank God for his strength and healing, my shoulder felt alot better today =)) if not i dont know how i can survive the assesement la! hahahahaahha.. yay~~~ =))

oh dang i think dance history was a mess =P

but yea just hope it would turn out as bad la huh. hahahahaha...

i'm soooo dang tired. my calfs and thighs are sore and tight. i was spamming the medicated oil these two days. hai~ if only i had enough time to sleep to let it recover.

okay i've decided to sleep first and do my work in the morning. hahahahahaha..

well, my only wish now is i can skip perf lab tmr. cos like its totally none of my business, and yet i must sweat like mad for it. hahaahahaha like so dumb.

ahhhh i'm so tired and hungry now. =(((

oh! its V day tmr so happy V day all you lovey dovey people out there!! haha me and ivonn was like joking about the scene we'd see tmr on the streets la! hahaha will be so funny.. and that thingy we heard on the radio!! haha!! tmr must tell June!! =PPP *private joke* =))

sooooooooooooooooooo.. i shall go sleep now now now!! =))) Praying for a better tmr!! =)))

puii- send half my food to Africa.

11:00 PM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

thank God dance science was okay =)))

dance history tmr!!!! =(( i needa chiong study again tonight. no sleeping soon!!

and dang! albert tmr early morning!! hahahaha more muscle aches!! =P

my busted shoulder is killing me. i cant do a proper head rotation -_-

okay BYE! dinner, bath, and HISTORY!!!

puii- isadora duncan. ruth st. denis. martha graham. all em names and stuff they do!! =P

7:57 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008

first day of school after CNY.

i busted my shoulder. left one.

i have dance science exam tmr.

and dance history the day after.

i cant study tmr night.

i'm having some emo muscle aches already.

i love mel's class today tho.

i hope my shoulder will just become good as new tmr.

i'm so tired. i'm gonna sleep soon.

okay 8.30 i'm sleeping.

i shall study in the morning.

random talking......

tata!!!

puii- i've been there. i AM there.

8:16 PM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

i doubt i can get myself to sleep tonight!!! =((( i just cant bear to let CNY go just like that man, its like everything just started and i'm just enjoying all that slacking and eating and fun fun fun fun time!! suddenly all that good time just disappears and guess what? i'll be back school with my painful back again in all em ballet and stuff again =(

dang i'm totally missing CNY man. hahaha i totally wish i could go back to CNY eve again! =P

hai~~ am back to all that rushing journals.. studying dance science and history.. choreoing for class.. massaging sore muscles and aching bones.. yada yada yada...

CNY!! dont goooooo!!!! =P

hahahahahah.. emo school reopen!! now i'm looking forward to week 8!! =P hopefully we wont have school stuff on that week laaaaaaaaaaaa.

dang!! i'm dreading pointe tmr after resting a week from ballet!! =P hahahahaah..

okay.. study time!! i just watch i not stupid 2 on tv.. and cried myself stupid -_- hahahahahah.. so dumb.

puii- sweeeeeeeeeets! =P

9:59 PM

Saturday, February 09, 2008

HAPPY CNY!!! =)

totally enjoyed myself these few days. cant have enough of all the foods and loves and funs and photos! and i totally cant bear to bring myself back to school! hahaha..

i better start studying tmr morning, before the week runs out and i fail everything! =P its like.. tests next week la! dang =(

HA! i learned to play CS today!! okay at least i can shoot and stuff la. its just so dumb la the whole thing. and DANG the rest was laughing at me the whole time! =( HAHAHAHA!!

Watched CJ7, like twice. hahaha!! quite heartwarming near the end. but i just hate how he never link they story back to the front part, just before CJ7 became the dog form.. ah never mind if you dunno what i'm talking about. its just not complete la i feel. hahahahah..

I want watch Ah Long Pte Ltd! Hahaha ivonn say if i pay half her tix she go watch with me la. hahaah... i dont mind! =P cos got company! haha!!!

okay i better go slp now.. got people come bai nian tmr. byebyebye!! =)))

puii- jose jalepano... on a steeeeek.

3:32 AM

Monday, February 04, 2008

school's kept me totally busy for the past week. but now, since C day's finally over, i can totally get myself into the chinese new year mood already =)))

yesterday i was home trying to clean up a bit, and started on my annual project of making stuffs out of all em red packets that my parents got from the banks. hahahahahahaaha.. well, pretty fruitful this time, with the aid of internet. shall upload pictures let yall see next time what i have been up to la.

apart from Christmas and Easter, Chinese New Year is my fav =) though i do hate the crowd and noise, but the atmosphere and excitement is just so contagious =) i just love how people will go all the way to do those little nothings that we wont normally do just to celebrate this occasion. i mean which other time of the year will you find all the supermarkets filled with people snatching for the most expensive stuffs in prep for reunion dinner? or when will you see Chinatown finally SOOOO packed with people buying mua chi and jelly and flowers and sweets? haha or when else will you see Chinatown packed with LOCALS? HAHAHA!!

and who will spend so much effort any other times of the year to clean the house up?!

haha.. all in the name of Chinese New Year.

well still, its just so fun to have a little red escape from that black and glass building =P HEE!!!

okay that aside..

school's still kinda draining me of everything. well, everything but that donut round my waist. HAHAHAH!! its totally hiding my rectus abdominis! if it ever existed. =P HAHA!!!

i havent been a very good student either. hahahaha i've been getting up late and stuff.. well not everyday kind but still...

i just cant get myself to wake up la.. haha.. first i'm so tired. then i'm so not motivated to get up to go to school to get myself even more tired. and dang i must miss breakfast. and i must face that stupid jam thing if i cabbed, and ERP, and peak hour charge. yada yada yada... i got plenty to complain about! hahaaahah..

but i'll be happy just to know that i've improved la. even if not technically, hopefully performance wise. i want to shake off that lack of confidence la. i think i just gotta learn to trust myself more =)) I CAN DO IT!! i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!! =)))


break my heart for what breaks Yours.

long day tmr! =P Acting assesement!! dang! that stupid burning letter assignment we must show tmr. hahaha looks like i'll have to bring alot of things tmr =(

oh!! oh!! i was pretty free yesterday after C day so i spent the whole time while making the hong bao lanterns, also watching Jeff Dunham!! GOSHHHH he is sooooo dang good. he makes me laugh like Ellen DeGeneres! HAAHAHAHAH!! Oh man my fav is still Achmed la. He's the dope HAHA!!!

Achmed, as a suicide bomber did you have some sort of training?
Yes we have the suicide bomber training camp.
Ah, is there nice facilities?
It used to be...
What happened?
New guy. THat idiot tried to practice!
What did you guy learned from this?
Location, location, location.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Dang its sooooo funny. and WALTER!! he's so irritating!! hahahaha!! well, the rest like Bubba J and Sweet Daddy Dee are not as funny lei.. hahahahahha

Peanut!! Nnnneeeoooowwwww!!!!

Hahahahahaha okay la i shall go back to my youtubing and preparing for burning letter tmr. oh and perf lab journal -_- so sad.

CHINESE NEW YEARRRRRRR!!!! =P

puii- empty handed but alive in Your hands

12:36 PM