Friday, March 31, 2006

No title..wat's a title for anyway=P

Hi...am back..was tired..these few days was totally goin crazy..over wat?Enrolment...man i hate paperwork ah..super troublesome..hmmm..

First thing..i dun like NYP(eh..no offence la..just a personal remark) Their systems' like so slow and weird??Yup like i said..i sent them the email askin them some stuff rem?Yup,no reply even up til NOW,after the enrolment deadline!Wow..interesting..think i wont ever get to read their reply soon huh?Are they that busy?Haha..
And secondly..their enrolment package got this GIRO application form..so my dad say dun wan use GIRO..wan pay by cheque like every semester kind?But when i went online enrol during lunchtime they wont let me confirm acceptance of course unless i fill it up..so i tried callin NYP through their financial-matter hotline while in the bank queueing to pay the school fees..know wat?they bluff!the number's invalid la!I was like over there "grr...nyp bluff me.." SO i'm like..never mind...went back office..called their main hotline..NUMBER BUSY! I tried callin for over more than 10 times la..(i think it's worse than that..20 mayb?) and yup..it's still on number busy mode..haha..so i was getting anxious cos lunch's over soon and i needa get back to work..when i got through..oh do you know wat a joy it is to actually hear the "truuu truuu" instead of "duuu duuu"???I mean i was like oooOHH YES!!Got through..i asked the lady about the GIRO thing..she say that is the ONLI option of payment the school is having...coolmax...i wanted to do somethin dramatic like WAT??!!IT'S SO RIDICULOUS?SO IF I AM SO SO RICH I WANNA PAY CASH ALSO CANNOT AH??!!But then again..i'm not so dramatic..so i didn't..haha..=P
Ain't it ridiculous realli?So i had to take half day leave to go my dad's place to get his signature for that GIRO form thing,the bank info..blah blah..onli benefit of doin so : free lunch,and a delicious one..hee~

So..as i said..i dun like NYP that much realli..other schools i dunno..mayb they're worse..haha..

Went National Library by Sinman's command..she wan me go net help her check somethin..she emphasized..MUZ go hor..so i went=)

I shouldn't have went washroom..know wat? I LOST THE RING AH GAL BOUGHT FOR ME!!!i'm so so so so sad la..know how i lost it?it's ridiculous..i took the ring out to wash hand..while washing i was still thinkin to myself "later muz remember to put back" yup,next moment..i was on my way out..leavin my poor ring in NLB 8th level female washroom just beside the lift..Oh man..foolish move..i've gotten into a habit of losing things..oh muz change..
*To ah gal : We next time go shop for another ring ba..sorry lei..everytime you buy stuff for me will be lost by me..hee~sorry la=P*

Was on the way out of library after using net and stuff..saw man at the library lobby..haha..she's so so drenched..Den we went back in as she wanted to use net herself..borrowed comic..CELETIAL ZONE 2!!Muahahaha..been ages since i last read comics..*enjoy*

When man's shop see her draw shirt..i was lookin lookin lookin noddin noddin noddin sleepin sleepin sleepin..yup..haha..so i took comic and read to keep me awake..=P

Was hungry..went find mum mum..ate abit..not satisfied...but oh well..mum got cook dinner..so went home eat loh..hee~

Yea..Jen's startin work next monday~*lookin forward*got someone go work,eat lunch,chit chat,bo liao with me..muahahahaha...(Okie i'm nuts..)

Wow..later got CELLGROUP!!Hee..wanna get back soon..later late AGAIN den sian diao..haha..wonder wat's on today's sermon..cant wait to hear..=)))*grins*

*Spirit touch Your church]]
*Stir the hearts of man]]
*Revive us Lord]]
*With Your passion once again]]
*I want to care for others]]
*As Jesus cares for me]]
*Let Your rain fall upon me]]


-->Craving for pizza=P


I'm tired of waiting..everyday i open the letter box to find nothin but rubbish mail and letters for everyone else but me...waiting is an agony sometimes..a test of patience realli..LaSalle..when will you send the letter to me?When?Can't you like..work faster?Can the letter like..fall from the sky or somethin?All these never-ending waitin has made me nuts..i feel like i'm in a storeroom..waiting for people to open the door to take me out kind?It's freakin irritating..grrr..

Hmmmm...wait i shall..wat else can i do?



Hecks..it doesn't matter anyway..watever result i'm gonna receive is not determined by man but by God..cos it is said that if i pray and seek Him wholeheartedly..He'll hear my prayer and i'll find Him..so i prayed that He'll place me wherever He wants..i believe He will do so..Lord,wherever you want me to be..let me be there that i can do wat You want me to do..**
Not my will but Your's be done..my greatest desire is to fulfil God's desire for my life..i know He'll put me there,wherever He wan,and His name will be glorified..Yes..the name of Christ=)

-JUSTbelieve.

3.40 pm...still got few hours to go..

Didnt eat lunch..though just now got buffet at office..wasn't hungry just now..serve me right..now i'm hungry..eating kinder bueno..not very filling..but better than nothin..at least it stops my stomach from growling...blah~

*Eat and it shall be eaten*(Huh??)

Wow...weekend service with rev. Richard Roberts..gonna have a wonderful time..gonna have lotsa healing testimonies..wow,it's gonna be such a wonderful in the Holy Ghost..
[[Lay hands on the sick and believe in your heart,and they shall be healed=)*

CG gang say wan watch Ice Age 2 later after CG..haha..i didnt watch ice age 1 though..have a feelin i'll watch ice age 2 twice..cos i promised ah gal i'll watch with her(izzit ice age 2?? ICe age 2 right?)

Been ages since i watch movie..the last one i watch was memoirs of a geisha la..like so long ago kind?Haha..Wanna watch alot of shows..but over le..sian..now in pendin,the wanna-watch-movie list : Onli got 2 la actually..ice age 2 and tian sheng yi dui..hmmm..the rest?dunno lei..i dun keep a lookout for movies anyway..haha..=P

It's a BAD decision if you're ever goin to plan to "stop dancing for a while"..cos that's wat i did..and know wat?i lost all my grooves and FEELIN la..(hip hop,in that sense..)like i cant even do a nice twirl and lock now..i did in the washroom just now in front of the mirror..oh dun look nice at all..bleahx..gonna train back my dance man..cant drop the ball..gonna carry it,run with it till i finish the race..=)))

*wannadancewannadancewannaDANCE!!!*

Any phone worth buyin lately?Any suggestion?Wanna get rid of my phone soon..though it's been with me through thick and thin..come to the facts..it's not good..shuts down on me everytime..grr..so any suggestion,please write on my tagboard on the right side of the screen.*Please stand behind the yellow line.*Thank you for your cooperation.(How?I can be MRT operator le hor?Hee..)

i'm NUTS!!

r e n e w m y l i f e L o r d J e s u s`
i n e v e r w a n t t o b e t h e s a m e `
r e n e w m y l i f e L o r d J e s u s `
p l a c e t h i s h e a r t i n s i d e o f m e `

i n m y l i f e a n d t h o u g h t s `
t h e r e a r e s o m a n y t h i n g s `
t h a t n e e d t h e c h a n g e`
t h a t o n l y Y o u r l o v e c a n b r i n g `
a n d i n e e d t o b e t r a n s f o r m e d `
i n t o Y o u r l i k e n e s s o h L o r d `
c h a n g e t h i s h e a r t i n s i d e o f m e `

I feel like eating Mos burger now..oh dear can i ever think of anythin other than food?NATSUMI BURGER!!!I'm hungry okie?I'm hungry..haha..=P for all you know i might start behaving like Eleanore and go around eating people..haha..
*no doubt about it..she'll body slam me flat if she ever reads this..haha..*

Wow...i didnt realise i type so long..better stop..haha..=P


i'llsingYourpraisesforever]] iloveYou. Jesus.

4:40 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

I have a destiny

Didnt go lunch today...by the time i reached was almost lunchtime..dun feel like eating anyway..haha..

Came in office 11.30...morning went health screening..was boring..everythin was so slow..the nurses seemed bored..the doctors' like dont care kind...not a real nice visit though..hmm...by the way..everythin normal with me so=)*grin*

Needa rush work today~
Aim: To finish wat i have to by today~Should be able to if i dun surf too much..hee~

So hereby writing a short blog..leaving here an old song,impactful song,life-changing song...


I have a destiny]]*
I know I shall fulfill]]*
I have a destiny]]*
In a city on a hill]]*
I have a destiny]]*
It's not an empty wish]]*
For I know]]*
I was born]]*
For such a time as this]]*

We're not here by accident..we're here to fulfil a purpose..a destiny worth living for..a destiny worth dying for....


........forHisglory`



* f o l l o w y o u r d r e a m ]] ` r u n a f t e r y o u r DESTINY]]*

4:03 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Sorry people..wasnt here for work yesterday..was sick..stayed home nua..but first things first...updates updates=)


Friday~
went home for combine cg after work..was cut-off day too so went the job agency thingy to drop my timesheet..Jeremy went his agency too so we arrange to meet at Raffles Place..yup so i went down and waited for like...20 min?Yup,missed loads of train(thanks to cookie monster)Be glad,we're not late for cellgroup...
CG on Friday was awesome...not like the previous few realli..mayb it's just me feelin this way..but realli..it was awesome..it feels like,there is GOD!Like just in the midst of us..So close so close..oh man,i NEVER wan to leave His wonderous presence...

Yup,after that they went fellowship..me and man opted to stay home and watch Da Chang Jing..haha..

Saturday~told man the night before i'll have no prob wakin up the next day..guess wat time i woke up?11 +++..and i got choir prac 1230 at expo...woohoo~ultimate coolmax..rushed rushed rushed..got on a cab(think we've been takin cab to expo like almost every week?)Hahaha..choir prac was fun..Sis bel gave out this tongue twister list...yup,we all got twisted..haha..sang a new song..was nice~

Service!!Was so lookin forward but not expecting much realli..but when we started singing,tears came(even duing praise!)And it was like..wow..every word i sang struck me hard..it's exactly what i wanted to say..i sang it all new and fresh,like it was my song..my voice..i didnt care if the whole world would fall apart..cos wat i'm in now is more real than the world outside..
* f r e s h t o u c h f r o m h e a v e n *

Sermon was awesome...Pst Kong preached about crossing the lines..being a line-crosser..truly it reminds me of myself...line-crosser.
Just this one line i found so hard to cross..the line of positive affirmation..not everyone in life have a nice word to say to you..some even hurt you unknowingly..we need no nice words from the word..we just need a nod from God..one day,i so desire to hear these words from His mouth : Well done,good and faithful servant.I dun need people to praise me..i just want to live a life that glorify God...no matter wat may come..HURTFUL words,people who DESPISE,a mindful of UNKNOWNS,a piece of DARKNESS,PRIDE,REBELLION,SIN...i have in me all that i need..Christ who strengthens me..heavenly Daddy will pull me through all these..His name shall be glorified..
* l e t t h e w h o l e w o r l d w o r s h i p Y o u *

After the wonderful service..went fellowship..ate a hasty dinner and went aside to chiong my WORD POWER!!Hee~was great fun..feeding on the Word of God..20 verses all in all...i remembered all..got a few mistakes here and there..but quite okie already ba..=)
Man,Jen and Ling danced..so went to see see look look..wanted to join them but dunno wat they dancing..so hai..sian halfway..haha..

Came back woodlands for the KPT fellowship..usual people..chatted..wat did i drink??Hmm..i forgot..should be teh beng i guess...

Oh no,i drank green tea!!Not teh beng..haha..

Went home..Bel still awake..so called her..chatted till 5 plus..until i dun even know wat i'm talkin about...haha..dueh ta han..go sleep..

SUNDAY~!!!
Wow..lookin forward to SUNDAY..cos sunday is the day you meet SUN!!!Wow..went Sun Fan Club gathering at Fish and Co glass house..was so packed...got a wrist band(yellow band,same as SUN!!)So before Sun came,had a little warm up thingy with the guy called Yellow(the host) So he said he came up with the Sun FC handsign..love Sun..haha..so we're like doin "love Sun love Sun love Sun" for dunno how many times..they played a bit of her new album songs and told that we could vote later..and SHE CAME~!!!Man she is so so so pretty la!Miss her loads and loads man..
Games started..they took out some plastic cum rubber ball(watever) and claim it's Dayan's..with Sun's signature on them..they threw..and i got one!(Thanks to Jacky)I was still getting excited when they say the people who got the ball might be involved in some game on stage stuff..woh i'm gettin nervous now..haha..first game was those with the blue ball..i was safe, i THOUGHT...cos up next..you guessed it..green..
So i went stage front..heart pounding...guess wat?i'm in for a clothes-folding contest..in the end,i folded only 11 piece..man the winner folded 16 la..the moment i finished and look over i immediately shouted out loud"Wa,so many ah!!" Haha..she got a ED HARDY CAP la!!!!!!Oh it's so so so cool loh..I WANT!!!Okie..never mind..i got a hug from Sun!!=)))))

So the rest of the games went..was nice..all the Sun Fans gathering together..so nice la~We got upstairs after all the games and stuff for lunch..all got Fish and Chips..was nice,very oily though..den we got a free Sun Ez-link card~!!I was so happie cos i lost my previous one..Got her signature and stuff this time..man i'm not gonna lose this..hee~love Sun love Sun love Sun~!!!=)))

Cant wait to get my hands on Sun's new album that's coming out in June=) It's reali nice la!

After that..went Sentosa find CG people..went Palawan..was like so empty..i was expecting like tons of people kind?But no have lei..went changed(thanks Vino for accompanyin me to the makeshift toilet..haha..)And went to find the rest..they went to like..ALL the way to the other side la..so i went..walkin to the OTHER side alone..*oh so sad=P*

Once i reached..i struck up a evil plan...not my plan though..the rest started planning to throw us dry people into the water..so we ESCAPED!!Haha..was so cute..we ran across the bridge thing and up the tower..tryin to escape from the unescapable ending...so ran and ran till i was on the brim of fainting..i give up...throw me in real quick wont you?Haha..so i was "escorted" back and yup,down i went..wow..all wet..

Played water volley..swam a bit..splash here splash there..went up shore..buried my legs..felt like doin my own funeral kind...was funnie..nice having all the sand wrapping round though...warm and cozy..went back to our bags there..poor cookie monster went to help me and jen buy stuff..i applied sun tanning lotion and tried to catch the last few rays of the afternoon sun..not much effect..i didn't even feel warm..drank green tea..ate potato chips..went to play at the playground thing..chatted with CG people..went wash up and stuff..Sentosa=good training ground for foot..wat's with steppin on rocks and pieces and stuff on the sun-baked road..wow..i think i can walk on needles..
Went back main island..ate the the hawker...rating for food:CMI CMI totally CMI..okie.,.it was just the one i ate was bleahX
Highly recommended:Teh Beng!!!From an Indian store at the corner(on the left facing the road)the teh bang is super super nice..and it's only 80cents!!=)))*Love it*

Went back home..got rooted to my bed..i couldnt say much..went la la land soon after..i'm dead tired..

Was sick yesterday..think i ate some bacteria stuff..feelin weak and stuff all over..literally slept the whole day..think the total hours of me being awake adds up to at most 6 hours?Haha..i was asleep..
OKie mayb not that bad...i was awake for 10 hours mayb?that's at most already!!
Was sleeping..got a message from eleanore sayin she's in deep soup(den the soup must be real DEEP for her to be deep in soup..haha..)Called me...went out find her..went find lunch too..went library check email..nothin..

Got a bad impression on NYP even before i got in..they are real SLOW in replyin email man..haha..pray dun let me go in..let me be in LaSalle~=)

Went home..slept,ate,slept,ate,watch tv,ate,slept...super summerised summary...like it?i do..haha..

=)

So was the past few days..man i'm naggy..i can actually say so MUCH?Haha...i'm amazed realli..=P

Today~
Med's made me drowsy..couldn't get up on time..So was late(again)..ate Subway for lunch...Classic Tuna~okie there wasn't a veggie disaster this time so was better=) Ate and was satisfied***

Okie..cookie monster's here..


GOD. glorified- liftuponhigh

* e v e r t h a n k f u l t o Y o u ]]`

Daddy in heaven..i leave ALL things to You=)


Child-like behaviour don't equal to Child-like FAITH.

2:37 PM

Friday, March 24, 2006

Much awaited day~friday!!=)

Finally..the weekend is outside the door knockin..in a few hours time i'm off work for the week..haha..sound happie dun I?Cos i am...bleahx~

Yesterday was fun..RH spoiled my plan though..haha..wanted to go library den home for dinner..she call me go 515 eat dinner with her..so end up meeting up with penguin yikun and RH at 515..ate kuay chap(it's er...not nice..yup..) i already started eating le RH den come..haha..super slow sia..ate,chat,drank TEH BENG!!=)

Went up my house watch tv..dunno for wat also..haha..they left around 10..i continue to watch da chang jing..drank BITTER milk(i've heard of sour milk..but bitter milk???)..oh man..i'm so glad i'm still alive..haha...=P

Called penguin to chat...chat till 1 plus..i say we must go sleep liao..if not tomolo sure cant wake up one..(she needa wake up early too) den she's like "but i laugh too much liao cannot sleep" and i say "haha me too!"All the laughter becos of.............haha..shall not tell you=P

Yup..flipped around till 3 plus i think,before i could like..sleep..morning was horrible..office was worse..i kept dozing off..

Oh no..NYP send the enrolment package thingy..and i'm suppose to hand in by 30 march..wat about LaSalle???So i sent an email to NYP to ask..haha..been ages since i used PERFECT english..though i spelt one word wrong(latest became lastest...who knows wat am i thinkin..)haha..yup so..wanted to send to LaSalle ask too..but think it'll be quite useless..hai~wait i shall..=)

So...here's by the sleepy me~if i'm still awake later..mayb i'll write=)

2:30 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Foolish world

Just awoke...dozed off...head kept noddin noddin...oh man i need SLEEP~!!

Yea~that old penguin is back from china...she doesn't sound like she enjoyed the trip though..she say cant even find one fake adidas there..haha..den say wat the food there is horrible and stuff..who call you go jiu zhai gou..haha..=P

Yea,old lady's back..frankly speakin,do miss her la hor(see not?MISS you lei..haha..) i totally forgot she's goin china..i even messaged her and stuff loh..was thinkin why she didn't reply when i remember her trip to china..funnie la..haha..dunno she go there got become FAT not..later she return as eleanore number two(wow!) Haha..i'm so mean to eleanore=P Later she body slam me..(HAHAHA!!)

Okie watever..long time no see xiao pang(eleanore) le also..haiya..long time no see lotsa people..when school starts i will have more time..meet up with all you people then okie?i book you all first oh~=P

Path ahead = Uncertainty.
Still dun have a confirmed institude..like..where am i goin?feeling uncertain..kinda anxious while waiting..but still the verse apply "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving...."the rest of the verse i forgot le=P..But the point is..i shall be anxious for nothin...and be prayerful and thankful=) I pray my waiting days will be gone soon..let the letters come!Thanks to NYP,cos they're the first to sent me a reply on my appeal..haha..=P
Leave it to Daddy~

And to all who SCOLDED me for choosing nursing...be glad..i'm not goin there anymore..successful appeal from NYP..molecular biotech..so dun SCOLD me anymore ya?Hee~=P

13 go nursing very wasted meh?i heard ming li also goin nursing lei..she's like one of the top scorer loh...isn't that more wasted..but i dunno la..heard de ma..hee~

ANYWAYS....enough talk about miserable stuff...finally!Nothin's on after work today..think i'll go library a while before heading home..gonna call home see where's dinner first..haha..might end up eating outside again..=P

takethestage]].` p u t o n y o u r s h o e s a n d s t a r t d a n c i n g *

Feeling so sad..was exploring friendster...saw this christian account..got this i-think-is non-christian guy wrote a testimonial...totally blaming God for all the misfortune of mankind..he's exactly the people who i said,those that keep askin "where is God"..my heart was aching..creation of God turning against the Creator..denying His presence..how hurt must God have felt when He saw these things..the mouth He created to praise Him end up cursing and swearing..the hands He made for good works turn to crimes and evil works..this human race He created..how is it that their heart is so harden against Him?They are always saying that God is not fair to them..God doesn't provide for them..you need God for your very breath..and He provides..He is generous to give you the whole earth to live..and you're denying Him?It's not fair that some are richer than the others they say..God is so unfair blah blah..this is the world we're living in~this is the imperfect world..where we must labour for food(Gen 3:17-19) because man sinned..and because of man's sin,you're blaming God?Oh how hurt must God have felt...just take a look around..even earthly parents are dissapointed by rebellious children..how much more a sinless Father?When He saw this messed up world..He sent His only Son to come and die for us..in hope to save us..still people ask "is this truly God?if He is God tell Him to come down from the cross.then we will believe!" Yes,you'll believe..if He ever comes down from the cross..we'll believe and still die an eternal death..without the cross there will be no salvation..God's love is not seen..People's hope turn to the wrong direction..Wat is this world becoming?Indeed our land need RESTORATION of all things....

how dissapointed He must feel..

I pray let me NEVER EVER be the same..never will i ever want to grief the One i love..cos i know He love me too...let this mouth He created praise Him..let these hands He created be lifted in worship..let these eyes see and let these ears hear all that He is showin and speakin to us..let these legs He created run His race..let this heart He created adore Him..let this world He created be saved..

!Open up the doors!
!Let the music play!
!Let the streets resound with singing!
!Songs that bring Your hope!
!Songs that bring Your joy!
!Dancers who dance upon injustice!

* l e t C h r i s t b e s h o w n t o a l l t h e e a r t h ]]>>thatHeisGod`

Salvation . is . here


[[ o h i f e e l l i k e d a n c i n g ]]
[[ i t s f o o l i s h n e s s i k n o w ]]
[[ b u t w h e n t h e w o r l d h a s s e e n t h e L i g h t ]]
[[ t h e y w i l l d a n c e w i t h j o y ]]
[[ l i k e w e r e d a n c i n g n o w ]]


Loving God wholeheartedly.
Loving people fervently.

`Find a need and meet it]]`Find a hurt and heal it]]

L O V E GOD.

5:06 PM

Updates~

Cute day~!

I couldn't sleep last night..tot ah gal to wake me up..surprisingly,i woke up to pick up her call..i'm like "hmmm hmmm,ya,wake up already...hmmm....."Haha..obviously..slept back..but i woke up around 7,thinkin "oh no..it's 7 already..i'm so late for work,hai ya..dun feel like goin" den i slept back...den i suddenly jump up (literally) and tot "wat am i thinkin? 7 is still so EARLY la..haha..so i'm like..okie good..nice..slept back..woke up 7.15...blah blah..funnie start for a day..

Work's fine..superior didn't come in till after lunch..was quite okie..did some work i left yesterday..lunch..i sat there like thinkin "wat should i eat today"...mayb because i had subway for dinner yesterday..i got the craving..so went to buy..it was a hilarious yet dun feel like laughin time..
One thing was the LONG queue,which is realli common everywhere during lunch..so all the time while i was queueing..i tot of wat to eat already...all went well till i came to the veggie counter...i tot the lady "lettues(how do you spell it?),cucumber and tomato"...she asked somethin..i nodded before i understood..she tot i agreed..she added lettues and ALL EXCEPT cucumber and tomato...smart gal...i was amused..yet thinkin "oh no,i'm gonna eat that???" Haha..it's like..bleahx la!!Onion,olives,green pepper,green chilli,prickles etc etc...oh man..total disaster...i promise to hear carefully when ordering food...

Went back office..picked the unwanted veggie out..left lettues only..eat loh...threw a bagful of veggie..bleahx~!=P

Yup..funnie lunchtime..

Yesterday's BS was awesome..talked about restoration,2nd coming stuff..was cool..=) Late as usual...blame the bus..=P

Man,Jen and Ling was goin dance prac with Chris..suggested to eat Subway (yup,my dinner) So we went(Equation: We=Me,Man,Jen,Ling,Kel,Weiye,Ben Ben) and eat Subway~told Kel to help me buy..hahaha...Ate,chatted,the gals went dance with Chris and Albert(they came a little after us)We were at SMU subway,just opposite YMCA..large area..good for dancing..strongly recommended!!So much better than Istana park at least it's not that warm..haha..Ya so..after that Bro V and Tiong Kun came too..chatted somemore..think till around 9 plus 10..den left..haha..great fun fellowshippin with you all=)

Came back woodlands...went old floor square(ask jenpuiman club members,they'll know wat it means..=P) for fei luo yang(fellowship)..Marc came down with his guitar(eh?why no chain saw?)haha..so was me,man,jen,shu shu,ben ben and marc at KPT~
Drank TEH BENG!!!(Oh i miss teh bang man..)haha..
chatted.
sing song.
had lotsa joy and laughter.
went home.=)

Found FOOD at home..was hungry.ate..yummy..hee~thanks to mum..she cooked somethin..watever it is,it taste nice=)

Did a little this..do a little that..tried all ways to sleep but..lala land's door seemed permenantly closed..i wanna sleep terribly..can't..oh man..had to wait till my body auto switch off...it's a LONG wait.............

Workin now..got new stuff to do..Yippie!(Not bro v's workplace la)Haha...Yippie Pte Ltd...super cute loh...=P

Back to work]].in L O V E with GoD=)

1:51 PM

God's timetable~

Think i'm suffering from insomia..cant sleep these few nights...flipped around for at least an hour before i fell asleep..haha..yup you guessed it..and slept in the office..oh no..wat bad example..haha..i seem to have better sleepin mood in office and on train..no trouble sleepin..tot it would be the same at home...oh no,my panda eyes..=P

Wanted to wear my lens today...eyes dry..hai ya,leave it for tomolo..needa find another brand though..this lens feels weird..=P


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God's timetable..all-time mystery...every now and then you'll hear someone askin.."where is God?","if there is a God,why does He let all these things happen?","if God is here I wouldn't be in this state"..blah blah blah..complains complains...the language of victims,the language of weakness...the strong dun complain..

Nothing that has happen has ever surprise God..every good thing,every bad thing..there won't be a moment where God will say "Oh,that's surprising..i didn't think of that!" or "Oh no,i've miscalculated!The wind should be blowing the other way!"God is omni-scient,He is all-knowing..no leaves has fallen from a tree without His notice,no waves that has crashed onto the shore has surprised Him,nothin has happended in your life that'll shock the life out of Him..


-All things work together for good to those who love Him-


God's timetable is well-planned..all things are made to be,good things and bad,for wat?For His glory.Stop askin where is God,it'll be like a fish askin where is water..bad things do happen,because we're living in an imperfect world..there is no "dead-end" in God's dictionary..He can turn ALL things for good to those who love Him..
So comes the question..IF you love Him..

We dun know wat's up next on God's timetable,but because of that..all the more we must put our faith in Him..knowing that our Heavenly Father will turn all things around for good..because we love Him..all things happen so that the name of Christ can be glorified..a man born blind so that Christ's healing can be shown forth..a person deeply in lack of finance so that God's abundance and provision can be seen..a big big dream transfered to reality to show His strength..the acceptance of the prodigal son to show His love..the impossible being made possible to show forth the Almighty...bad things can turn for good..just stand and believe..look to Him,trust Him..He'll lead you through it all..

`Through the day]
`Through the night]
`I know You're always by my side]

`Lord You are always here with me]
`There is no changing God in Thee]
`You are the same yesterday]
`Today, and forevermore]
`Here on Your promises I stand]
`You hold my future in Your hands]
`My solid Rock]
`Almight God]
`I worship You]

`When troubles come]
`I trust in You]
`For I know You will elad me through]
`And I know You are faithful]
`Till the end]
`And when the storms are drawing near]
`When I'm with You I don't have to fear]
`You're my shepard on whom]
`I can depend]

In God[ i t r u s t ]>> Believe.







i n t o H i s h a n d s i c o m m i t a g a i n ]] mylife.myall.]]>>
C H R I S T . IS . I N . M E`






thankyouHolySpirit..iloveYou=)

11:02 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I MISS SCHOOL!!

Muahahaha!I'm back=)
Eating bread..waiting for stuff to do..hee~

Choir's fun yesterday..and super funnie...all the songs in chinese and stuff..can you imagine?Tell the world, Shine like stars, Rain Down and even Paint the town!!!All in Chinese..whozzie woh man..haha..was great fun..=)


My bread has changed address to Blk 123 PMstomach street..haha..not nice one..onli got cream onli..hmmm..

Oh man..i pray today wont be another slackin day..cos till now my superior haven give me anythin to do!!Like for the past two day i've been doin nothin la...super slacko man...feel awful la..internet got nowhere to go le..office is just this big,no place to walk around much..lunchtime's in an hour's time..stuck in the office with NOTHING to do!I could do with some work...bleahx=P

Can you believe it?I'm bored enough to go and reactivate my hotmail...for wat?I dunno..haha..well i tot,might as well reactivate it..since i got nothin to do...see any one still sending mail to that address not..haha..i didn't want check my hotmail last time..cos it's more like a trash place..lotsa junk mail..now it's as lonely as lonely can be..cos there's not a mail=) haha..


Okie i'm lame...


OH YEA!!Praise the LORD=) Got stuff to do le..though is a small one..think can last me till lunchtime ba..hee~okie now i sound weird..like so happie when got work??Haha..i'm weirdo..wat do you expect?=) =P

But it's kinda boring..cos it's just saving files...so needa wait while it saves to..so while waiting..i'm typin blog=)

Hmmm..miss school days seriously..chat a bit with my colleague yesterday..was chatting 'bout school stuff..oh i realli realli MISS SCHOOL!!Like it's realli such great time all spent with frens and chers la..miss them all loads..miss school,miss frens,miss chers,miss food,miss lesson,miss science experiments,miss scolding,miss fun,miss laughter(but i definately dun miss HOMEWORK)..oh school's real fun...though i didn't feel so when i'm in it..now i've left..hai~i miss MRS WHELAN!!!!=) haha...

Working's not fun at all..not like in school..the onli diff is you get paid workin..you dun studyin..blah..


i SERIOUSLY miss school man..though that school not all that fabulous..but i miss the times la realli..animal farm times,science lab gathering,interclass competition,after school mum mum session,cca practice,detension,remedial...it seem all so fun..though i know they're realli not..haha..never mind..i'm contradicting myself..watever,i miss school okay?Haha..=P

Now onli left jeannie and huiyu in school that i'm closer to ba...hey gals,muz jia you for your O's this year ya?You all sure can do it de la..hee~think you all see i miss school so much you'll be like thinkin "Puiman siao liao!!!!" Haha..i'm kinda nuts realli=P

NYP send me letter liao..appeal successful,transfered to Molecular Biotech(Jen's course)..suppose to hand in the enrolment thing..dunno how..still waiting for the other letters lei..hmmm...hope LaSalle letter faster come..watever the result..=) at least let me know the results den i can move on,no need wait wait wait and do nothin ma..if i get in i can start go find ballet class...if never den i can go prepare poly enrolment ma..now everythin hang in mid air..also dunno how..=P
Lalala..leave it to Daddy=)

Yea...goin Sentosa on Sunday!!So excited..i can finally get some sun..for dunno how long i haven been sweating la..as in exercise kind?Good..i'm gonna play full out man..hee~like been ages since i behaved like my age..haha..no wonder i'm lookin older and older(okie i saw that..stop laughin and nodding!!!) Haha..nonsense..=P

[`meamxokay--\notwithoutGod`]] i n e e d Y o u L O R D *

Lunchtime!!Think i'll finish saving all these stuff before goin out for lunch...treat it as making up for latecomin okie?Haha..think wont take all that long ba..just saving some stuff..hee~hopefully in other 10,15 minute can go out le ba..hee~

Haha..Jennifer say she's gonna meet me for lunch..waiting for her to reply nei..hee~dunno wanna eat wat today..*lookin forward*=)

Wah...Jen's super cute man..she's still at AMK...like by the time she reach my lunch over le la..haha..see how ba..yea..saving last file le..after that i'm headed out for lunch=)

*Lunchtime break*comin back for more=)
12.16pm`````]

Back with Sushi...called Jen to tell her the agency stuff..hmmm..now left waing and slackin...feels kinda bored..write later mayb..=P



* t o T a l L y p e R f e c t l Y u t T e r s t u P i D i t y ]] haha.

1:28 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

*blop* came back from lala land..nothin to do..superior's gone..Jem's not comin in too..gonna be a nothin-to-do day...oh so bored!!!!!


oh man...it's onli 2!!??and i needa bear till 5.45..call this life?no way man..this' wat i call BORING!


Chocs as company. Down my stomach they goes..hope they have a good time in there..and God bless my tummy*opps*


Now i know how my rabbit feels...nothing to do whole day...no wonder they keep eatin and grow fat..cos it's happening to me too..haha...i dun twist my nose and stuff though..=P


n o t h a p p i e n o t s a d n o t e x c i t e d n o t a n g r y n o t a w a k e

Just -----------***_ |
me


Rain rain go away..i pray you'll never come again..cos it always makes my office a freezing freezer(watever that is)...suit for a penguin and eskimo..totally freezing sensation where jacket's are useless...survivin on hot tea and hand dryer..watever..


I dun even know wat to write.................................................................




***_ | cheers.duh.

5:35 PM

Tough walk in this imperfect world..with imperfect people..imperfect circumstances..imperfect "I"..

Believe in the perfect God.


We laugh. We cry. We flare. We walk away. We stare. We jump. We dance. Emotions.


Lunchtime!!But not goin out to eat..bought sandwich..today gonna jian fei..haha..like real..

Going for choir later..practice the chinese songs all..for the recording thingy..hmmm..


*standinginapoolofstagnantwater]] l o o k i n g a t s u n s e t `]]>>


Sandwich + Meiji Choc + Kinder Bueno = Super unhealthy lunch
i'm gonna cut down on unhealthy food intake....tomolo....mayb the day after...mayb next time...


*walkin in office,slackin around in progress*





As i said..not in the blogging mood...not in the mood for anythin realli...dull day i guess...may some surprise come and spice up my boring day...lalala~like real duh!


-tiredofimperfection]]*yearningfortheperfectChrist//-



d u h . lEave|tleAvemeaLOnepRettypleasE



B&W without God. Truly.

1:19 PM

Moodless...

Tired. Dun feel like blogging. Wanna sleep=P

*iwillmoveon*iwillwalkon*iwillrunthisrace*cosChristiswithme*
` i k n o w]]-


No mood to blog,leaving here a song,may it touch your heart as much as it touched mine..

There is a longing
Only You can fill
A raging tempest
Only you can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know You as I'm known
Drink from the river
That flows before Your Throne

Take me deeper
Deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace
Take me deeper
Deeper than I've ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

Sunrise to sunrise
I will seek Your face
Drawn by the Spirit
To the promise of Your grace
My heart has found in You
A hope that will abide
Here in Your presence
Forever satisfied


`deeperinlove]]*withGOD`]]>>

9:50 AM

Monday, March 20, 2006

OKie..i feel so guilty..i surfed net since morning till now(4.22 pm) and is still writing blog..does monday equal to slackin day?haha..Realli loh..literally slack whole day..not becos i dun wan to..but i realli got nothin to do lei..hmm..


***_ | n o t h i n g e l s e m a t t e r ]]`loveGOD-


It's useless to say "I will love you forever" when you're not loved back..one-way love always have a dead-end..that's why i can say "I love God forever" because I know He will ALWAYS love me back=) Everlasting love is a two-way thing..

* i l o v e G o d f o r e v e r *becauseHelovemeso`]]>>


Currently reading: Come thirsty.Max Lucado
Realli nice book...



Wonderful song~beautiful cross

Down the Via Dolorosa
In Jerusalem that day
The soldiers tried to clear the narrow streets
But the crowd press in to see
The Man condemned to die on Calvary

He was bleeding
From a beating
There was stripes upon His back
And He wore a crown of thorns upon His head
And He bore with every step
The scorn of those who cried out for His death

Down the Via Dolorosa
Called "The Way Of Suffering"
Like a Lamb came the Messiah
Christ the King
But He chose to walk that road
Out of His love
For you and me
Down the Via Dolorosa
All the way
To Calvary

The Blood that would cleanse
The soul of all men
Made it's way to the heart
Of Jerusalem




`Look at the cross of Calvary]] and see pure L O V E`



*thankYouJesus*=)


[thankYou]
[forthepromisesYoumade]
[forthegiftoflifeYougave]
[alwaysiwillsingYourpraise]
[thankYou]
[forthechancetoliveagain]
[forYourgracethatneverend]
[alwaysiwillsingYourpraise]
`Hallelujah]
`Hallelujah]
`Hallelujah]
`My beloved King]
`To You I sing]



[in l o v e]with God=)

5:29 PM

Eventful weekend=)

Boring monday..surfed net whole morning..NOTHIN to do..so dun gimme that look..haha..


Been an eventful weekend..starting from Friday...


Friday: Last night,Smsed like around 15 people to ask if they're wakin up early the next morning(Friday morning)..around 10 replied,onli 3 said gonna call me..haha.."call me at 6.30" was wat i requested...
In the morning,onli Xiu called me..she's like:heello?(sleepy tone) and me: "hmmmm?(even more sleepy tone)..den we both laugh cause we sound funnie..haha..den we chat a little(realli a LITTLE) and hung up..i dun even remember wat we're sayin..haha..
So like..one by one my alarms rang..there was like..1,2,3.....5 alarm clocks?Plus the people who were callin me and my mum..yup,super foolproof wakin up method..haha..

Okie..so i woke up(rather unwillingly) and got changed...i decided to just wear modern dance wear la..like i dun even have ballet wear?So..got all the stuff i need(i tot i did) and i went out...reached the train station to realise my wallet's still home sweet home..called home,told my mum to help me take it down..as usual,she nagged a bit..and took it down to me..haha..

Tot i'm gonna be so so late...but surprise surprise..it took me far less time than i expected..praise God=)
So i reached LaSalle..i'm still kinda blur..where am i suppose to go?The person who called me never said anythin..so i went the performin arts faculty there see here see there..until i gather enough guts to approach a lady for help..she got the dance lecturer(a guy named Jamie)to bring me to the office and stuff..he was real kind..chat with me a little..i saw his dance before..it was REAL nice man..hee~
Okie..went to the office..paper work done..went up the dance studio(Jamie told me it's second floor..when it's at the third floor) I told him before that that i dun have any ballet background..he told me to sit through the class and join the contemp class afterwards..
So i sat there with another guy who obviously is a hiphop dancer..and watched the class..it was a wow..okie i sound weird but like i never been to a formal ballet class before..the teacher(who is a Spanish) just rattle out some weird battle terms and start the music..woh~!!!They danced it out!I'm like..they actually understood all that she said?!It was a WOH~haha..super interesting..

Left in the middle of the class..went down the dance office for a chat with Jamie..he told the whole lot of us the experience in LaSalle and stuff..was cool..

10.30am..time for contemp..started class..did as i usually do..was a bit rusty due to lack to training for a LOONNG time..was okie la..

Went downstairs to wait for the interview..was lookin at my phone when i saw so many messages!!Mostly along the same line..told me to tell them how was it and stuff..the most funnie was Weiye's one..he was one of the suppose-to-wake-me-up people..so he wrote in his sms:i woke up at 6 and happily felt "yay can wake small little girl up le" den i slept back and woke up and saw your message at 7+....i was like...HAHAHAHAHA!!!but i couldn't laugh out loud so..yup..haha..super funnie..

Anxiously waiting..chat a bit with the lady next to me..a banker..wanna take dance and stuff..stopped talkin to here after a while..she look hard to approach..haha..

Went in for interview..with the hip hop guy..i'm thinkin..oh no,that's it man..cos i saw him dance just now..wasn't all that impressive..he's dancin contemp with hip hop style..he should stick to hip hop i guess..=P Went in..Jamie told us we're on the waiting list la..cos we dun have ballet background..he told us to find ballet class soon if we're gonna get into this course..and stuff and stuff..so my results is still in pendin..still need all ya prayers=) not to pray that i'll get into this course realli..but to get into where God wants me to..that's realli wat i want la=)

So came out..was okie..chat a little with the other dance people..they're friendly..left after a chat..

Went bugis...met with Jasmine..was suppose to fast that day but after dancing with empty stomach..i got the dizzy spells..so ate a bit..(which i totally forgotten wat i eaten) and went shop around loh..she bought me a ring..i almost smacked her..took neoprints..been ages since i did..enjoyed myself..thanks gal=)
Went home..i changed into my home clothes wantin to go sleep a while when my mum wanted us to go out for dinner..i'm like..WHY DUN TELL ME EARLIER??Haha..so got changed..wait wait wait for her cos she wanted to wait for sinman..so end up?Didnt go out afterall..oh my bed...so sad..

OKie..that was Friday..JUST friday..haha..

Saturday saturday!!Me and Man woke up early(or tried to wake up early)..wanted to go chinatown for some broadband thingy..there's a pomotion sort i guess..not very sure..so woke up around 8 plus?I dun remember..oh so sad..gonna leave my bed again..i wanted to sleep..so we pondered whether to go chinatown one or just safe the trouble and go causeway point..by the time we want to decide..there was only one choice..go causeway point...cause it too late to go chinatown already..haha..and lalala..by the time we got ready..it's too late to go causeway point..we only had time for lunch..talkin about wasted effort?
Lunch at vista point..ate fish bluff beehoon(yu pian mi fen)..was okie..bought contacts..grey AGAIN..haha..got the correct degree this time though..no more blur blury~!=)
Was late for choir prac(or we tot we are)..took cab..reach expo like 12..(wa so early!!)went in conference rm 1...sat till almost 1 before it start..sinman was nagging the whole time:Hai ya..shoudn't have took cab..
Haha..

Never mind..we reached there early,that's the point..so prac started..learnt worship songs,chinese version..coolmax..haha..was nice..
Got this beautiful chinese song..wanted to type it in here..but this page is not chinese-friendly..so too bad..hai~

Yup..went eat with man again at orange julius..she say she dun like it..she prefer burgers afterall..i'm opposite..haha..

Went choir..sound check and stuff..and the first time ever..practice on stage..haha..did the delirious song.."what a Friend I've found" de chorus..with the band practising also..woh,cant hear man..end up crappin with man,ming ying and chewie..haha..hilarious~they're all so cute=)

Service was awesome..Pst preached on the adultress woman..and of cos,the love of Christ..the presence was..awesome..

Was smiley smiley after service..somehow somehow the smile faded after that..dunno why..mayb i'm just far too sensitive..gettin irritated all so easily..hmmm...must change must change..=P

Was kinda sad,depressed,bad mood for the rest of the day..tired or somethin i guess..too tired to smile..hmmm..went home early..didn't go fellowship..sleep*


Sunday~suppose to go choir..but bro V say cellgroup cannot be late..and stuff and stuff..so told my choir ic not goin for choir..explained a bit..she understood..but told her a little late so..hee~opps..sorry,will tell ya earlier next time=P
Went cellgroup..was feeling much better..and feeling very much stressed up..cos bro V wan test us on our word power already..and i'm like rush through 7-8 verses on my trip to Jem's house..exploded mind man..but,it's kinda achievement for me la..i wasn't so diligent with my school work..=P in the end..he didnt test..say test on friday..hai~my brain cells' dead for nothin..haha..

Cellgroup was great..though it's more of a prayer meeting la..prayed till my voice was gone..was wonderful=) not say it's nice to lose my voice but it's nice to pray up realli=)

Ate fish bluff beehoon again..Jen buy for me one..hee~i was still tryin to stuff the word power into my brains then(bro V haven say giving us test next week..)studied and ate at the same time..couldn't get anythin in..la la la..that's that..went bugis with jen,xiu and enoch..walked around..went man's shop..went PASTAMANIA eat..was HORRIBLE!!!I shall not illustrate..lest you wont want to eat pastamania ever again..it's just that outlet anyway..bleahx*

Went home..played age of empire..played for like few hours?Den destroyed everythin..sorta defeated myself..the destroyin part was fun..deleting everythin..haha..

Slacked around..went bed..nothin interesting..next day(which is today) got work..


Yup..here i am!!On monday~told you it was eventful..big stuff small stuff..nice hor?Haha..

Today today~had a boring morning..surfed net whole morning..went eat lunch with Jen and JEREMY(he wanted me to write his name here ma..)Went PSA ate malay food..filled to the brim..came back office with Jen..she's like lookin around and eatin my chokies..haha..

Nothin much today actually..see later got what to write ba~=)



`[[>>Happie as chocolate=)

3:03 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Busy busy busy!!

YUp yup~!!Back for more..was busy whole morning..so yup,you guessed it..it LUNCHTIME again..haha..just came back from buying food..yup,it's nice=)

Okie okie..i'm a real weirdo..i was real tired in the morning yesterday..kept felling asleep in the office..when i got home..i tossed around the bed for like an hour plus two,and cant sleep!=P I'm like..oh no,i needa sleep early,later tomolo cant wake up again..so true enough..i woke up late,though earlier than yesterday..haha..never mind..i MUZ wake up early tomolo..cos tomolo's my audition already!!=) Fast isn't it?Yup,i tot it's fast too..haha..

One worry,a minor one,i dunno wat to wear tomolo..suppose to dress appropriate for dancing..but..like..how exactly appropiate?Haha..that's for later to worry..i'll eat lunch first..

*eating in progress*
-Rice
-Cabbage
-Fish
-Dou Fu(Bean curd)

*eatin eatin eatin*




JJ Lin Jun Jie]]>>Cao Cao..=P


Yup,eat finished~Found this video..enjoy~


Hmmm..audition's tomolo..gonna go home early to stretch and practice the "oh so hard!!" ballet..haha..lotsa after-work stuff..oh busy busy!=)


Yup,busy at work too...cookie monster's not comin in today..his off day wor..so hai~leave me alone..hai ya,just as well..can escape from his lameness..=P i needa ENDURE 6 days per week of cookie monster lameness lei..needa break man..haha..have a kit kat..=P




e. y. e. s. ]] tired. s e a r c h e s * finds? n o



Wow..today's a great day!So smile people=) Say cheeze!!









***_|

2:13 PM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

it's 3 already...still feelin sleepy..chokie running low..oh no,nothin to keep me awake..i almost hide the wrong data..haha..So to keep myself awake,i'll keep blabbering..


---after a long time---

Woh..been busy..got lotsa things to do..was listening to the new album just now..it's SUPER nice too..frankly speakin,i realli think LeeHom's new album better den JJ one..it's real nice=)




Okie,off work..i'm rushing down for BS le..see ya people~!=)

5:24 PM

Train trip,Spelling bee,Lunch=)

Woh..i love my new bed..it's totally coolmax~!!I was late for work today because i couldn't get up on time..haha..=P

---an hour later---
*blink blink* opps sorry..i fell asleep..oh no..i like slept in front of the com for an hour..am i that tired?i dun feel tired lei..haha..weird..missin my bed already..but it's realli extreme today..normally eatin chokies and drinkin tea can wake me up abit..today,it failed terribly..i was even sleepin while surfing net loh..woh,totally CMI...hee~


Never mind..i'm awake now..=P


Updates on yesterday's after-work-jouney..had some funnie stuff..okie,not all that funnie..
Went MRT station to take train(where else can i take train?) Yup so before that went MRT there de Guardian buy chokies..the cashier person was polite and stuff..so i was smiling smiling..den he said somethin that made me SUPER sian diao...:Thanks MDM your change..i'm like....eh,thanks(w/o smile now) and i just walked out..duh..do i look like a MDM to you?(Okie i saw that,stop nodding..=P)

Okie..that was that..so with my chokies i went up the train..didn't have much space on board,but still quite okie..until around Tiong Bahru or somethin..there's this lady with bushy hair rushin in..train's already very cramp duh..she lean right ON me..full weight,right in the face man..like i'm her pillow or somethin..that's okie actually..i treat it that she can't keep her balance,so i'm helpin her...it's her bushy hair i can't stand..not that i dun like her fashion taste and stuff..she was standin so close to me that her hair all was all IN MY FACE!!!And i can't like go away..i'm trapped by her and the pole behind me..so i tilted my face as FAR as possible..though still failing pathetically to escape from her fizzy hair...oh man..it was a horrible + itchy experience...hair in the face?No thanks=P

Okie..she alighted a few stops after..so i'm like kinda relieved..the rest of the train trip was okie..normal..peaceful=)

Reached boon lay..first thing first..i went to look for food..like by the time i reached boon lay i'm so so so hungry la..hee~but i'm alone..so cant go those self service places..i'm like walked around JP for dunno how long..searchin for the perfect place to eat...end up..i gave up and bought Mac take away and sat somewhere and just ate to my heart's content...i ordered an upsize cos i'm very hungry..couldn't finish in the end..haha..

Ate finish..look at time..oh no it's late!Met up with Jacky and went church together..Saw Jasmine..she went up with us den went down again..funnie..saw Steven also..we all went in together..so the spelling bee thingy started..and i'm like ready to give up..it's so so freakin chim la! And the worst thing was..i'm trapped between two chokie monsters..remember that chokie i bought at Guardian?Think they ate most of it..now i've like only 20% left..sob sob..my chokies..anyways,it's more blessed to give than to receive..it's nice to share anyway..hee~

The spellin bee is realli KILLIN me la..just learnin pronunciation yesterday..i got a dizzy spell..see the power of spelling bee?it makes you FEEL like a bee..haha..

Okie..but it's okie la..quite fun overall..the lady teachin us is kinda funnie..oh no..sunday's preliminary already=P

Woh...let's see what's for lunch..:Grilled Dory fish with rice(or somethin like that) from Amara..not bad..abit ex..ya loh..hee~

I bought Lee Hom's new album, Gai shi ying xiong..havent listen yet..later den tell ya nice or not..hee~

Yup..that's for now..lunch's over..gotta get back to work..yep,lookin forward to BS later=)



*woh,very full nei*




*To Ah gal,i bought CHOKIES again...=P*

1:07 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Nonsense~!!=)

Breakie break time=) Internet's more and more boring nowadays..what's more to do online man..total boredom..hmm..blog's fun though..kinda like talkin to myself..it's nice hor?Hee...beats talkin to a wall..


i LOVE GOD` you know?Hee...i'm always lookin forward to having free time..i can sit down and read..to learn more about my dearest Father..to know more of His great love..
Currently reading: Max Lucado - A Love Worth Giving. It's awesome..i just got hold of it on sunday..i'm pass chapter 10 already i think..can't stop reading..it's real good..a whole new level of L O V E..the love of God=)

Okie..decided..goin SPELLIN BEE coachin..not very willing though..haha..


Prayer Request!!Hee..nothing much la..just wanna prayer for my audition on Friday..i'm now standing on one sentence only: I will do my best and God will do the rest..He'll put me where He want to..mayb He doesn't wan me in Lasalle?Mayb He does..His plan will come to pass if I will just follow Him..in times of confusion..look to God,you'll never go wrong=)


`So I look to You]
`So I look to You]
`No one else will do]
`No one else will do]
=) Yup..no one else will do..only God=)



Wow...free evening again i guess..all i can do now is wait..hmmm..just made a cup of hot tea to sit down here talk abit..muahahaha..


Hai* Just as i said got nothin to do..i got somethin to do le..sad..hee~anyway..work's finishin soon so still okie la..slack around abit..time'll pass fast..hee~


A change to my wishlist..dun wan nokia 7370 le..cannot put memory card and the in-built memory is onli 10 MB...sinman said it's small..so i believe her..haha..it look real nice though..the phone..ah never mind..
And yup,takin away "necklace" from it too cos i just bought a real nice (and expensive) one..haha..


Okie i'm hungry..Hot dog for lunch is apparently not enough..gonna go boon lay there eat..miss the food there..*oh...*Hee..=P


One more verse down for Word power..i just memorized it..
Numbers 6:24-26
And the LORD bless you and keep you;the LORD make His face shine upon you, and be gracious to you;the LORD lift up His countenance upon you, and give you peace.

Thoughts : cantbebothered..myeyes'onGod=)

Boring Boring!!When you got nothin to do and nothin to eat..life's tough..haha..how depressing..so thank God for blog..gimme somethin to do..hee~

Word of encouragement : God is bigger than the Universe..What problem will you have that is so great He can't handle?What needs do you have that is so great that He cannot provide?What hurts are you holding that is so deep He can't heal?If you trust in this BIG God..He'll definately take care of you..He is your Abba Father=)

* l o v e l y a r e Y o u r d w e l l i n g p l a c e s *
* t h i r s t y i c o m e a f t e r Y o u *
* J e s u s m y j o y m y r e w a r d *
* Y o u r l o v e ' s r e s t o r i n g m y s o u l *
* n o w i ' m Y o u r s a n d Y o u a r e m i n e *
* a n d f r o m m y h e a r t a s o n g w i l l r i s e *
`iloveYouiloveYouiloveYou
`iloveYouiloveYouiloveYou
`iloveYouiloveYouiloveYou
`andmyheartwillfollowwhollyafterYou




[ i n a w e ][ i n l o v e ][ w i t h G o d ]`

5:36 PM

Blasted..over=)

I don't like it when people dun do as they say...they're always telling people to do this and that..be kind,beloving,care for one another,be encouraging,be sensitive to people,blah..and they themselves dun do that..ya i know they meant well sometimes..but that's so not the way..mayb i'm also like this..but i pray i'm not..cos i realli dislike this..they always sayin..to do this and this is the right way..blah..they're doin the direct opposite..hurting people in the process..as usual..duh~ i HATE this okie..woh i totally dun wanna be like this..if i am so..tell me so that i can change ya?it's a totally bad thing to do..super hurting okie?SO people..DO as you SAY ya?Grr..>.<



Okie..that was the angry part..i'm just so so SOO fed up..grr...insensitive people..hmmm..cannot..i muz learn to expand my capacity..i muz love as Jesus love..i can't..i'll learn..i'll love people fervently..=)

Yup..back for more crappin..






Eh..




Acutally..that's all i can think of at the moment..write again later la..hee~work time!!=)=

2:54 PM

Fairytale=)

Ballet's drivin me totally nuts..wat's with all the Pointe,Releve,Pas de bourre,Plies,Barre...woh it's crazy madness..in preparation for my audition on Friday...i just grabbed a few ballet books from the library..it's freakin tough man..drivin me up a wall or somethin..*pirouette*duh...=P

Okie..that's that..i'm just gonna try my best..duh la..like i know not a nut about ballet?And i'm SUPPOSE to know it for Lasalle audition?Woohoo..super fast track ballet pump up...CMI totally..hmmm..


Okie..dun talk about that..it's lunchtime devotion once again..dun think wanna eat lunch today..i ate alot for breakfast..mayb later will go out buy CD or somethin..haha..wanna buy Wang Lee Hom and Zhang Hui Mei de new album..very nice wor~hee..but see how la..i've been sayin i wanna buy the CDs like for weeks..and i havent went to buy..hee~


Breakfast:Hot dog bun + Chokies + Hot tea = No mood for lunch..Gonna stay in this no-warmth-at-all office and play com...muahahahaha..

i LOVE crappin` =)


Let's see..lunch = hot dog again + tea..hmmm...not goin buy CD le la..lazy to go out..haha..


New bed's comin today,i dun have to sleep on the not-so-nice bed of mine anymore..hee~it's a double deck bed..gonna do lotsa climbin..muahahaha..


Okie..the air con frozen my brains..i'm not thinkin right..i'm nuts..


Have spelling bee coachin in the night..dunno wan go not..it's like wah,till 9 plus..den at JW..woh far man..hee~i'll ask around see who's goin den decide ba..hmmm..


Been days,i havent start on my spelling bee yet..sorry la..was tryin the ballet thingy last night..got me dead to the bed man..i just did a bit of basic stuff and i'm sweatin like crazy..who says ballet is elegant and stuff?it's tough and sweaty and blah blah blah..haha..


Paid my library fine yesterday(finally)..can borrow books again(finally)..already saw a few books i wanna read (provided i got time to read)..ya loh..gonna see me in the library more often=)


The most wonderful fairytale: Prince saving the princess from the evil dragon..it's so fake you said?Not at all..it's true as true can be..

We're all the "princess"(sorry guys,just imagine=P),trapped in the evil castle of "sin",taken to hostage by the evil dragon,"Satan"..Christ our Prince came from His beautiful land to this horrible castle to save us from the clutches of the evil one..to give us a "happily ever after"Fairytale's boring?This one is definately not..this one saves us,the Prince brings us to His kingdom..this story will definately have a "happily ever after"..i believe in fairytale..this beautiful fairytale..=)


Lunch's long over..crap's finished..story said..now time for byebye..till next time=)




* f a i r y t a l e *

1:29 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

Bye apples

Okie great..Jeremy threw the apples just as i publish the entry before..bye apples~!!!=)

4:38 PM

Munched chokies whole day...starting to have an effect on my throat..SOMEONE will kill me when she read this...think i need a hot drink..haha..


meijimeijimeijimeijimeijimeijimeijimeiji*


Okie i'm meiji nuts or somethin..=P



School gang went sentosa today..didn't go with them..came work instead..they complained,i complained..they wanted me to go..i thought integrity was more important than fun..so they went..hmm..wonder what them people are doin now..muz be fun..hee~


*Brighter day brighter day brighter day!!!*--->Choir prac was tortureous(izzit how you spell?Oh no..my SPELLING BEE!)Yup,it was so stretch on my voice..had a sore throat till now..still recoverING...hee~


*everytearyoucryispreciousinHissight*

Learn to put down,learn to let go...sound easy?Not so...But we've got to..let go and let God..so many things in my life is still a question mark..i'm lettin them go and lettin God handle it..He does things MUCH better den me=) Yup so..you're gonna do the same too ya?It's miserable carryin everythin yourself..super tiring..let God lighten your load,His burden is l i g h t =) ya?


Word power practice in progress:
Genesis 22:17
"Blessings I will bless you, and multiplying I will multiply your descendants as the stars of the heaven and the sand which is on the seashore; and your descendants shall possess the gate of their enemies."
Exodus 19:5-6
Now therefore, if you will indeed obey My voice and keep My commandment, you shall be a special treasure to Me above all people; for all the earth is Mine. And you shall be to Me a kingdom of priests and a holy nation.
Leviticus 11:45
For I am the LORD who brings you up out of the land of Eygpt, to be your God. You shall therefore be holy, for I am holy.
Acts 1:8
But you shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be witnesses to me in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.
Matthew 28:19-20
Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to obey all things which I have commanded you, and lo, I am with you always, even to the ends of the age---->i think got mistake..ah watever..hee~see i got memorize okie..i'm just giving up on SPELLING BEE(haha..no la..kiddin..i just haven't started onli..)

Yea..i'm so lookin forward to Emerge..will be loads and loads of fun once again,a time of praise and celebration and experiencing the power of the Holy Ghost..woohoo!*Grin*Lookin forward~May june be here soon..haha..this year's Emerge's gonna stretch for four days nei..great=)


Jen came to eat lunch with me and Jem just now..she was suppose to go for some interview thing at the building next to mine place...she didn't went in the end..it's a weird place anyway..(wat's biomagnetics???)Haha...


To Jeremy:Remember to throw that ancient apple on the table away later after work..thank you..



*Still munching chokies..write again later mayb*=)

4:36 PM

Love -- of God

Beautiful song,of a beautiful love...

Before the world begin
You were on His mind
And every tear you cried
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
To make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He give His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, Broken Lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His Blood
Everything was done
So you would come

A song that so touched my heart..oh how precious are we to Him..indeed,the Father's love is great and mighty..Wow..He loves..He indeed loves..=)


"To love,live loved"
We can't give what we have not received.Live loved,that you may in turn love people around you.=)



* B e a u t i f u l P r i n c e o f p e a c e * H i s u n f a i l i n g L O V E *


Was feelin kinda depressed last week..kinda on and off..but God's love realli touched my heart..i know i can walk on this path,run on this race..cos He'll be leadin me on..the Father's love never fails..

-Fresh start]] >> Fresh love=) God's love`//



* re fre she d *

11:53 AM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

No mask!!

I hate wearing masks..it's tiring..but still,who's willing to take off that mask?Fear stops us from takin it down..opening up might means getting hurt..no one wans to risk it..

We're artist..we all are..society has train us to hide..to protect ourselves,we hide behind masks..mask of joy,mask of success..some people may look fine,but realli,they're not....we've become the actor/actress of our lives..playin the role of ourselves,or the "me" that they think people want to see...hiding the real "me" that they would never show the world..lest they will laugh at "me",the real "me"...

Stop acting,friends...come to the love of Christ..love takes off the mask we know we cannot live within,but fear we cannot live without..in Him is truth..no show..just love..pure love..come out of your depressing world..aren't you tired?Changin masks everyday?I've tried..and i know..it's tiring..it's draining..wat's more?It's useless..

In Christ is freedom..true f r e e d o m *

4:28 PM

Thoughts:Izzit?Izzit not?I know not. I ask not. Ask me not.***_|


`Your eyes is on the sparrow]
`Your hand it covers me]
`From the ends of the earth]
`To the depths of my heart]
`Let Your mercy and strength be seen]
`You called me to Your purpose]
`As angels understand]
`For You glory]
`May You draw all man]
`As Your love and grace demands]
`And I will run to You]
`To Your Words of truth]
`Not by might]
`Not by power]
`But by the spirit of God]
`Yes I will run the race]
`Till I see Your face]
`Oh let me live in the glory]
`Of Your grace]

* i w i l l r u n t o Y o u * t i l l i s e e Y o u r f a c e *

3:51 PM

Hmmmm...got lotsa things to write today..Dunno where to start from..hmmm..

Let's start with the most important one(and longest)Hee...i'm gonna write a little thanksgiving thingy though it's not end of the year or anythin..but yesterday when i was readin back my friendster testimonials,i realised how friends have pulled me through so many things...so spot for your name(or group)Hee..

Thanksgiving~
`Firstly to God Almighty,for ALWAYS being here for me..even right now,You're always nearer to me than my very breath..thank You for Your love..Abba Father=)
`Next to my family,though my mum and dad wouldn't see this,they wouldn't understand either,but still wanna thank them for being ever such loving and caring parents..i love them=)
`Next my dear SISTA!!Sin man~Hee...thanks for being such a wonderful sis,for leadin me to such a wonderful Saviour..through all the quarrels and fights,i know we're getting closer everyday..thanks cutie~stay pretty ya?Love ya~!
`Bro Valor!!My leader since i came to church..THanks for your great leadership,guiding our cellgroup always to a higher level..helpin us grow in the Lord..ever thankful to ya(mayb apart from the suaning and stuff..haha..)
`W16 and N241,my spiritual family...church's even more fun with all you guyz and galz..lets build stronger bonds and rise as a mighty army for God ya?
``Special thanks to:Jennifer,Kaili,Kel,Mag,Ling,Xiu,Jacky,Minkuan,Zishen,Adrian and Bro V(Of cos)..cos they are the ones that realli hang out with me though..the rest,i love you all too ya?=)
`POS gang~Hey,how can i forget all you guyz and galz?Coolest people's all in NORTH CLUSTER right?Yea..cos i'm in it too..haha..so sorry won't be joinin you all for POS this year,but i'll cheer the loudest=) You people rock!
`Jasmine Ah Gal..Thanks for being such a wonderful sister..though sometimes i look more like your mum or somethin..thanks for the laughter and joy,you're great!
`Kopitiam Fellowship gang..hey~always lookin forward to another cup of teh-beng with you guyz..it was fun chattin with you all..see ya all next fellowship=)
`Gal gang(Mabel,Huiyu,Jeannie,RH,Eleanore)Knew you galz for like years?haha..From young till now,think we've all changed alot alot..so to all you old ladies..still the same old sentence..friends 4eva!=) *wink*
`Motion Effects!How can i miss you all out?You guyz and galz are the funkiest people around man..had real much fun with you all..dance on for da glory of God ya?Dance it up YO>>!
`Primary School Buddies:Hey long time no see ya?Find a time to meet out sometime?Miss those days(old liao...hai~)=Þ
`Secondary School Buddies:Tell ya somethin...i realli MISS school..and of cos,all you people..i wanna go back SCHOOL..haha..=Þ
`Church Frenz..Yup,finally your turn right?Hee..Praise God He led me to such wonderful frenz in church..thank you all=) See ya around in church=Þ
`Teachers that so impacted my life..mayb you dunno..but indeed teachers changes lives..thanks loads~
```Those not mentioned above...so sorry!!If i've left you out or something..i still wanna thank you..cheeries~

Yup..so that was a tiny thanksgiving(okie...not exactly tiny..)Realli thank all you people out there..one way or another..you people changed my world..thanks!!=)

Yup,one thing done..wat was i goin to say too?Hmmm..

Oh ya!!!I want to complain..it's plain unfair..my leader put me in BOTH Word Power and Spelling Bee(poly category)..i'm like..OH NO..i mean if one okie la..but both lei..how can cope?Den i told him i wan concentrate one..he say:Go both,dun be lazy....super sian diao loh..hai~lidat lower my chance in both events lei..hee~i'm still tryin to negotiate with him,but he never reply my message liao..sian..=P Hee~

God is a healing God..i was feelin very sick on tuesday..didn't even have strength to go see doc..so i prayed for healin la..praise God on Wednesday,though i'm still physically sick(coughin and stuff)..i dun feel sick at all..i'm feelin perfectly well,still can go BS and fellowship and stuff..haha..praise God..i believe He's healin my cough too la..=)

Inspired by Kaili...i'm gonna write a wishlist~Haha..think it'll end up to be a VERY loooonnnnggg list..haha..
-Handphone(Hopefully Nokia 7370)
-Formal Clothes(i'm running out of formal to wear)
-Bag(Formal enough to carry to office,casual enough to use as a normal bag..woh hard to find man..)
-Shoes(dancable shoes,sneakers and stuff..cant find one that is comfy and look nice..)
-Necklace(Got a liking of wearin necklace nowadays..haha..)
-Hip hop wear(Wanna get back to my funky self..i'm feelin kinda freak wearin formal EVERYDAY)
-Boots(so i dun have to share with Sinman..later she say i spoil her shoes again..=Þ)
-A wall lamp(to be beside my new bed=P)
-Ring(i miss wearin rings)
-Christian books..lots of them,i shall not list them out..haha..
-Pens and stuff..think i'm running low on pens..need new stocks~
-Scrap book,for my crappin=P
OKie..think that's quite a list already..i better stop..see la Kaili..my wishlist is super long one..hee~

Hmmmm...day 2 without chokies...man..i'm surviving on Frozz and Clorets..both sugar free~hope i can control myself during lunchtime..that i wont buy chokies back..haha..i almost did just now..

Yesterday was fun..rushed down to BS,sorry to say, i fell asleep during BS!!Sorry la..the med's takin effect..so like i onli heard the middle of the sermon?Front and back..missed totally..oh no..hee~after that went eat Subway with Jennifer,Kaili,Kel and Weiye..i ate the Classic Tuna thingy..not bad..i can actually finish the whole thing and cookies..woh,i was HUNGRY man..it's a huge sandwich~

After that,went Bugis with Jen and Kaili..at the cross junction,we saw the bus,so we ran..we reached the bus stop like in a very short time,den we're like sayin:Kaili,why needa run,bus stop so near onli,see the bus still stoppin there..so we stroll to the busstop..guess what?no one flag down the bus..it ran off..we stood there like..........frozen.......den AHH!!We laugh like mad ladies..not a very nice sight i guess..hee~den Kaili laugh till trip..hee~so funnie=P So we end up walkin to Bugis..

Reached Bugis..shopped around..i was like..woh it's been AGES since i shopped..so thanks galz~spiced up my life you gals did=) Kaili bought a belt,which was from the first shop we came to in the first place..we toured the whole place before finally comin back for Kaili's belt..great exercise man..hee~

Me and Jen came back woodland for Kopitiam fellowship,so there was me,Jen,Lili(dunno how to spell nei=P),Weiye,Benjamin and Marc..before they all arrived,was me and jen onli..just when she went to buy fries,my phone had a holy moment,it was baptized in teh beng..i mean,a phone in the middle of a pool of tea and ice..woh,pretty sight..dried my phone out and stuff...it resurrected after that,Hallelujah..haha..the worse thing was,tissue gal(jennifer) didn't bring tissue!!Hai yo..funnie gal lei she..haha..Lili have tissue though..so my phone was saved..haha..left early though..got work the next day..

Reached home..didn't sleep early though..think i slept around 1 plus 2..doin some stuff..so yup morning comes..here i am in the office..bored as usual..haha..

Woh..i'm an all time crapper man..that's like..woh,long entry..haiya..later den write again..=P

11:16 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Drought after rain..hmmm...

An hour plus till off job..literally didn't do anythin today..might as well have stayed at home...hmmm...just as well..sit here and do nothin and i'm paid..not that i dun wanna do my job but there's nothin to do..okie easy job..sit back and relax..nice one=)

Hmmm...i'm seriously hungry...obviously porridge is not enough to satisfy my ever growin appetite(how do you spell?)watever..you get wat i mean right?OKie,my spellin's bad okie?That why i'm not in the spellin bee thing(i can't too..i'm OVERAGE!!)haha..So back to the point..i'm hungry..feel like eatin CHOKIE but can't..oh it's a torture..i should go on a chokie fast next time..haha..no chokies for a week..wow,torturous..=P

Rushin down for BS later(again)..hope i wont be too late again..hee~

Pink dolphine:Half bottle gone..




Miss chokie..hmm...i love chocolate=) Who cares about fattening?(Worry after eatin.haha..)

BORED. Nothin to do...read blogs,update friendster,check mail..nothin much le lei..hmm..




Thinkin of You,Your presence..wow..=)*






-droughtafterrain-whenwillitrainagain-







* l o n g i n g f o r H i m *

4:40 PM

To Heavenly Daddy..thank You for everythin..I love You..=)

Adapted from Max Lucado's book:He chose the nails..a wonderful story that touched my heart:

Christmas eve..Madeline(the name of the girl in the book..not our CG the Mag oh..hee) and her dad were at their grandma house eatin pie.."Poppa,can we dance on Christmas eve?We always danced on CHristmas eve"..The two danced on Christmas eve,as they had always..suddenly it felt as if her late mother was here again,dancin with them..

Rebellion,bad company,attitudes found ,her dad can't understand the tight shirts,late nights,short skirts..
Christmas eve,Dad:"You're not goin anywhere young lady.We're goin grandma house for pie"
Music on,relatives' here..dad invited her for a dance,thinkin she'll be honoured.."Will you dance with your poppa?"..she gave a look and walked out,leavin her dad alone..very alone..

She left home..with some guy..away from her dad..they would make it,happie and free,they thought..truth found her when their cousin chase them out,her guy left her too...no house to stay,no hand to hold,for once she missed home..pushed down her sorrows and regrets..she lived on..

In the homeless shelter,ended up dancin in some pub to keep herself alive..she knew how to dance..just like how she danced with her dad..

Letters from home kept comin to her..delivered from her cousin..she wouldn't tell him her address..lest her dad would come and find her..letters piled up,sorrow piled up..she pushed them down...

A letter arrived,no stamp..delivered by hand.."He was here??"The letter read:I know where you are,i know what you do..but i still love you..the request in every letter is still true.."...But i don't know wat's your request!She exclaimed..

One by one..letters were opened,tears pour down as if a dam had broke..

Soon,she's on the way back.."I might just make it in time"

Christmas eve..relatives are leaving..plates are in the wash..someone ran in shoutin"Someone's at the door lookin for you"

Stood at the doorway,a little girl spoke:The answer is yes..if the invitation's still good the answer is yes!

Christmas eve,the two danced again..at the doorway is the letter with that same question..

"Will you come home to dance with you poppa again?"






Wow......amazing......=)



(Not the full story though..can't remember the exact words and stuff..but still...love of God..wow..)






* l o v e o f t h e F a t h e r *

3:24 PM

Ate porridge....weird porridge i mean...i ordered fish porridge,it turn out to have alot more den i expected:
-Porridge(duh..of cos have la..)
-Fish(Yup...i know..it's FISH porridge remember?)
-You tiao(this is still okie
-Spring onion(OKie...get on to the funnie part..)
-Cuttlefish(Hmmm...mayb the auntie thought cuttlefish is also fish..)
-Century egg(Eh...hello?FISH porridge?)
-Fish bone(Be glad..i didn't choke..wasn't expectin any bones..they got chewed up and swallowed by the way..)

So..weird lunch..not-at-all fillin lunch..but that's wat i'm suppose to eat..duh...it's such a pain to be sick..cant i eat somethin nicer like KFC??=P

Cravin for pink dolphine,bought a bottle back,haven drank it...waitin for my tea to be cooler so i can eat my med..gonna onli eat one of them,the rest taste yucky...=P

*YAWN*..files figure's weird...needa wait for Jeremy to come..boss' not here for the day,so wait's all i can do...

---Drought after rain---filled and drained---full and hungry---weird me?

Never mind..i dunno wat i'm writin either..

Brighter Day~
When I close my eyes and think of You
And reminisce on all the things You do
I can't imagine my life without You
It's like paradise now I know that it's real(Um)
It's a mystery for someone to give their life just for me
What You did on Calvary
Makes me wanna love You more

I never knew I could be so happy
I never knew I'd be so secure
Because of Your love
Life has brand new meanings
It's gonna be a brighter day, brighter day

Never thought that I would smile again
I never thought the dark clouds would end
Never thought that I could have a friend
That would keep me never leave me alone
Jesus You're my everything
The only One that makes my heart sing(heart sing)
Now I know what real love means
It's everlasting, lasting

Nothing can compare to the joy Ya bring
An everlasting love affair
Jesus my life will never be the same
I found someone who truly cares

Hee~choir song..super nice..


Time for med..*gulp*
10 TAB LYSOZYNE TAB 90 MG
TAKE 1 CAP/TAB 2 TIMES A DAY
FOR PHLEGM/SWELLING/INFLAMMATION
YEUNG PUI MAN/0000269
(As wriiten on my med..duh~)

Oh MAN it taste awful...eewww~i dun like med..=P swallowin an orange,circular thing is weird enough..to add to that,it's bitter=P wat can be worse?

Okie...Jeremy's here to tell me a good news..i've got nothin to do today..great...i was expectin somethin nicer than that..hmmm=P*

All because of this illness...i cant eat chokie!!!But i didn't care yesterday..i ate a little in the afternoon..it didn't have any effect on me,didn't made me feel worse and stuff so i guess it's okie?Haha..

A weird man just called me..said somethin like indian..i said wrong number and hung up..dunno if he understood me..dun care..*Oh i'm bad..hee~*

How i wish i got the money,time and freedom to go mission trips..always hear of the mighty move of God in the mission field..wow i wanna be a part of it..never mind..here in Singapore,i'm already in my mission field..gonna work hard for Christ here,cos outside the four walls of the church is our mission field..being a light and salt in the dark,cold world outside,shining with the light of Christ..that's wat we're called to do..to go and make disciples of all the nations..and of cos,in our own nation..=) Revival comes to SINGAPORE~!!!

Chokie chokie chokie...how i miss chokie..i'm addicted--





Chokie addict signing off..will be back for more=)

2:18 PM

Boring days:Off work

Haven been writing for days..didn't come work for two days..haha..a day of fun,a day of bed..haha..

Was so annoyed realli..so decided to appeal for other courses..end up will go where i dunno..let God decide..i'm tired of hearin suggestions..=P

So we went to appeal on monday,went with Mabel,Rouhui,Ivyna,Yikun,Minkuan and Jacky(who came later)..yup,first stop:SP..were people everywhere..so we just blindly followed the crowd..till so hall-like place,filled up the appeal form thingy..i put biotech and business admin(mabel FORCED me to put it)Haha...so later we went NP..made a real BAD decision for trustin MABEL to guide the way..haha..took the wrong bus and stuff..ended up in NUS..so took a cab down to NP..yup,filled up another form,business studies..den was NYP,filled up YET another form,molecular biotech(Jennifer's course)I dun even know why i put all these courses...ah..watever..i'm pass caring..hmm...

Yup,came back woodlands,all left except me,RH,Minkuan and Jacky..went eat Pastamania(Prawn Aglio!!)den Jack went for his piano thingy...the three of us toured CWP..saw Jeannie and Huiyu..they like wearin uniform lidat..haha..both wear denim skirt and pink shirt..super cute man,walkin together..hee~met up with Jacky again,went RP with them..oh man..it literally look like a factory kind?Nothin much to see though..all walls and bricks..nothin catchy..hmm...came back CWP,went swensen,went arcade,went home..(that was fast..)

Reached home,had to move the old com away ALL BY MYSELF...my dad didn't help..he was watchin tv(duh)...got the old com out of the way,came the new one..it look awesome..but there's still not much use of it..cant go internet yet..grr..but it looks cool..i'd like a more noisy keyboard though..=P

Tuesday,woke up,was sick..didn't go work,slack whole day...went down see doc at around 6 plus evenin..the lady told us to return at 9pm..i was like..woh~long queue..went home,ate porridge..went down again..see doc,got med..went home...details?It too boring,so i cut short..haha..

Yup so i'm back to work today..kinda blur still...muz be the med..i might end up sleepin in front of the com again...hai~ =P

Okie...better get back to work..will write again at lunch~

10:21 AM

Friday, March 03, 2006

Woh..just chiong finish one file..let me slack a while..hee~actually finished the file around an hour ago..has been slackin till now..dun feel like startin the next so soon..time passes faster when we're talkin..haha..

Hmmm...strange..i dun feel tired today...keep yawning though..*yawn*...see there it goes again...funnie..haha..

Oh no..i'm startin to stone..i'll walk around abit..hee~come back den write more..
*Off to walk around office..*

*Back from slackin*
Went toilet walk walk..den went pantry make tea..yup..went for around 10 mins i guess?Haha..sorri la..i sit here also cant do much..go take a break loh..(have a break,have a kit kat)..watever..i onli got kinder bueno..[Jeremy say he's hungry when he saw this..muahahahaha,i'm gonna be evil and eat the kinder bueno right in front of him..=P]

Yup..so that was to our dear fren cookie monster(Jeremy)..=P *munch munch munch*


Wanna change phone..saw one in the L'Amour Collection(you know..the flower flower one?) that is quite nice..gonna ask me dad..hopefully can change this ancient phone that's gettin on my nerves..hee~


i l o v e s u n f l o w e r s *-]






I hate hungry mosquitoes....they keep biting me..





SUNFLOWERS!!!!(Okie..i'm nuts..now i'm REALLI tired)





Lalalalalala~peace]`

5:26 PM

Poly postin's out..i got my second choice==>Nursing~! Hmmm...some part of me is happie..some are sad..others are anxious..i'm tellin myself:dun worry..God knows wat He is doin..

OKie..shoot your question..WHY CHOOSE NURSING??!!...right?Hmmm..partly becos i did wanted to be a nurse..oh well..science is the onli subject that doesn't put me to lala land..so like..i realli dun mind takin nursing..though it's like a course that people will go ONLI when they get bad scores..it's not an easy subject okay..i chose nursing purely on interest..haha..so i got in..and that is the happie part..

Sad part is..i didn't get in my first choice..which is Biomed..a super hot course that lotsa people's "snatchin" for..but..okie la..just a sayonara wave to Ngee Ann Poly..haha..

Anxious over wat you asked?Wat else...my dream course:LaSalle dance...audition's not here yet..and i got my poly postin already..oh no..wat if the results from LaSalle is not out yet and i need to do the application at NYP??Hmmm...hope the audition will pass smoothly..before any application of my NURSING course at NYP..haha...

But realli..God is good..i was just being anxious when a verse came up:[Phil 4:6-7] Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Wow...just when i was anxious...God gave me a verse..and a peace that nothin is too great for Him to handle...i just need to follow Him..even if things seem drastically wrong..God have somethin in mind..(For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.Jer 29:11) God always thinks positive thoughts about us..Never a thought against us..He have a plan to give us a future and a hope..He knows wat He is doin..

For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart. Jer 29:11-13

In tines of anxiety,pray to God.Whenever you're feelin stressed up and worried,pray to God.Whenever you're feelin dry and tired,you don't wanna move on,seek Him face,for when you search Him with all your heart,you will find Him.He is our greatest Comfortor,our best Friend..who else can we turn to but Him?So therefore..be anxious for nothin..He thinks of you more than you think of Him..in fact,He thinks of you even more than you think of yourself...so why worry..God takes care of everythin..

Hmmm..lunchtime now..eatin Saba fish..almost choke on a tiny bone..but it's nice=P I didn't realise i was so hungry until i start eatin..haha..

*eatin in progress........*

Yup..finish le..hmmm..got a phone call from Bel..her reaction was expected:NURSING~!!!!!SURE ANOT?DUN BLUFF LA!!
Yup..i'm not bluffin..Haha..den she call me to go appeal other courses..hmmm..dunno lei..i mean like..i dun mind..though i prefer Biomed better..call me appeal i also dunno wan appeal wat..she said very wasted..13 points go nursin..true la,i can go better courses..but..hai ya..dunno la..makin me confused..hmm..i'll ask around see..hee~

*God will place me where He want me to be*

God is not a man that He should lie..if He says all things will work for good to those who love Him,i'll trust in His promise=) Just that pressure from the world sometimes distract us..Hmm..like i am right now..a moment i am convinced of God's Word that He have thoughts for me,that i will be safe in His guidance..another moment i'm worried and confused..not knowin which way is "safer" for me to go..not knowin who's advice to listen to..i feel like goin into a warm cosy cave and hide inside..away from people,away from the world,alone with God..Things of this world can sometime get so confusing and frustrating..when you're young..you're worried about homework,exams,findin a school..when you start workin,you're worried about findin a job,makin enough money to keep yourself alive..when you're married,you worry about findin a house,raising the kids..blah blah blah..everythin is so messy and troublesome..makin us always fearful of makin the wrong descision,fearin that one wrong step might lead us to the highway to destruction..

Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.

ALL things work together for good to those who love God..ALL things..so why worry..cos there's nothin for you to worry about..ALL things is in God's hands..

Thank God for the Bible..it has brought me through so many things..it's not just another book of Bible stories..it's God in written form..it is His Words..
*Bread of Life*

`togetherinthisplaceofworship
`Yourgreatnessweproclaim
`westandasoneingivingYou
`allgloryandacclaim
`toYouourheartsareopen
`toYouourhandsweraise
`cometaketheplaceofhonourinourlives
`Emmanuel
`ourGodiswithus
`Princeofpeace
`MightyOne
`theeverlivingGod
`seethepraisesofourSaviour
`risetoopensky
`inthedawningofredemption
`Yourglorywillarise
`forYoualoneareworthy
`hereinZionYouarepraised
`ourLordandKingforever
`Youwillreign

Emmanuel..God is with us..

Rom 8:31-32 What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?


[ G o d i s w o n d e r f u l *]]`


Anyways..why should i be so worried..poly's just sort of a backup for my Lasalle entry..so i should be more worried about Lasalle abmission hor?Haha..no la..not worried..i trust in Him..






Seriously i think there is somethin stuck in my throat...hope it's not some Saba fishbone..it's kinda irritatin though..i'll wait and see how it'll be later..pity i'm no cat..can't cough it out like they cough out furball..=P


-alliwantisYou,Jesus-

1:39 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Four more hours till off work...hope time passes faster..i'm just startin to get hungry..oh no..

Hmmm..typin with frozen fingers..haha..weird..onli my fingers feels cold all the time..hmmm...but it's real cold in here..think i complain about the aircon here everyday hor?Hee..


Listening to:Rev Ulf Ekman Revival Conference 2005
Disc 1,Building Kingdom Relationship Part 1
[If you want to have a friend,be a friend.]
[Treat others as you want them to treat you...]
Look at Jesus..He is the greatest Friend around..His love was not only for those who love Him,He love His enemies too..
Be Christ-like..Have love for one another..Love your enemies..

- l . o . v . e - of - Ch iR st -

Wonder if the pre-order for this year's revival conference CD still on this week...even if there isn't,i'm still gonna buy it..cos my heart is so touched by the Holy Spirit this conference..and got lotsa books wanna buy...hmmm...gonna start saving to buy all these~=P


Bread of life` *feed on it*
As the incorruptible seed of the Word is planted in your heart,it'll grow to become an incorruptible nature(The 'new man')

I'm hungry..not physically i mean..though i am..but i'm hungry for more of Him..and He onli can satisfy us..as i read the Word,i want to read more..as i pray,i want to pray more..as i sing His praises,i want to sing more..as i dance with joy for Him,i want to dance more..becos i want to know Him more,i want to be closer to the Almighty God..a deep desire of my heart,is to see God smile,to know that He is happie when He look at me,when i'm readin His Word,prayin to Him,singin and dancin with praise to His name..i just want Him to be pleased..i just want God to know that i love Him so..

[inlovewithGod]-*`



`Jesus Lover of my soul
`Jesus I will never let You go
`You've taken me from the miry clay
`Set my feet upon the Rock
`Now I know

`I loveYou
`I need You
`Though my world may fall
`I'll never letYou go
`My shelter
`My closest Friend

`I will worship You until the very end--*


|Youreamazing|
|neverchanging|
|alwayswithme|
|enthronedwithinmysoul|
|overflowing|
|myheartoffers|
|thedeepestofhonourandworship|
|amazing|


[Once I have turned my face from Thee]
[Yet You sought me]
[And You cleanse me]
[Made me whole again]
[Jesus,my Saviour]
[My Beloved and Friend]
[Your praises I bring]
[From my heart I'll sing]

[Oh draw me,Oh draw me away]
[Messiah,today]
[To Your presence to stay]
[Oh Jesus now change me]
[And mould me]
[That I can be]
[Evermore true to Thee]


:::then sings my soul:::
:::my Saviour,God:::
:::to Thee:::
:::how great Thou art:::
:::how great Thou art:::
:::then sings my soul:::
:::my Saviour,God:::
:::to Thee:::
:::how great Thou art:::
:::How Great Thou Art:::


God is awesome..you know that?He's so wow* =)


*You are awesome in this place
*Mighty God
*You are awesome in this place
*Abba Father
*You are worthy of all praise
*To You our hands we raise
*You are awesome in this place
*Mighty God


-siingi ng Hiis praii ses-
Loving God`]

2:54 PM

Yea~New icons on blog

Yea..found more new icons to put on my blog..woh..i spent the whole mornin..(apart from workin.)

Yup so..didn't go for lunch today..dun feel like eatin..hmmm..wanna sleep..hee~=P

Slept around 2 plus last night..had to crawl up this mornin..[i love my bed..can we not be apart?]Haha..crap..

Yesterday's BS was cool..the great exchange..the cross:a minus changed to a plus..

Lookin forward to the weekend..can go CG and service and stuff..woh it's gonna be fun..a time of rain again..

* r a i n d o w n *


Time passes fast..it's thursday again..soon it'll be weekend..a time of rest..den the cycle continues..oh man..this is boring..haha..gettin up every mornin knowin exactly watcha gonna do..not cool..

Faith:The substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.(Heb 11:1)

"And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him."Heb 11:6

!Faith!
!I can move the mountains!
!I can do all things through Christ!
!I know!
!Faith!
!Standing and believing!
!I can do all things through Christ!
!Who strengthens me!
!Greater is He that's livin in me!
!Than he that is in the world!

Essential element: -F.A.I.T.H-


Have faith..my frenz..put your trust in Him..nothin will go wrong in His hands..don't worry,just trust Him,He'll lead you through the valley.


* i' l l s i n g t o Y o u L o r d *
* a h y m m o f l o v e *
* f o r Y o u r f a i t h f u l n e s s t o m e *
* i' m c a r r i e d i n *
* e v e r l a s t i n g A r m s *
* Y o u' l l n e v e r l e t m e g o *
* t h r o u g h i t a l l *




Love.God-

12:59 PM

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with love

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