Sunday, April 30, 2006

Choices, Descisions.

Tons of descisions to make. What choices will you make?

Life. Death.
Love. Hate.
Compassion. Indifferent.
Smile. Cry.

We are what we choose. Our choices lead us to where we are right now. Contentment or regret. It's our choice.


Standing at a cross road. We always got two choices. A good and a bad. Which road should we take?






Jesus say: Take the narrow way. The hard way. Wide is the path that leads to destruction.


I'll take the narrow way. I'll go where Jesus wants. His choices. I want His choices to be my choices.

=)

5:30 AM

Coolmax...GHETTO POWER!

Yea...so excited..know wat a joy izzit to see your name on da BULLETIN??Haha..like so cool man..though not first time..but first time for talentime la..hee..*happie*


MY NAME IS IN BULLETIN!!!



haha i'm so nuts..


Yea..Ghetto Queens gonna SMASH the stage!!We're gonna rock the house down!Ghetto attitude. yea.

Gonna smash satan too..cos we're dancing in da name of Jesus!!!=)

Yea...gonna dance dance dance dance dance dance dance all night!=D

loveGOD.



bel commented she dun wanna read my blog cos it's too long and words too small...haha..blah.

Yea i'll write in another entry..so this entry will look shorter..lalala~

2:55 AM

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Late night, Early morning?

Well...by the time i got the com it's like...early morning already?well...i dun feel like sleepin anyways...blah...serious insomia man...dark eyes rings...BEGONE!Lalala~

Shall not mention the time...lest SOMEONE kill me..blah...

Yea..so..nothing much..just came to write somethin to kill time..



OH MAN!Nothing to write...nightlife...kinda boring..internet's got nothing much anyways..too bad..i dun like gaming...if not can learn sinman..play game till early morning..literally..haha..

*Lookin forward* tomolo's service=))) Got speaker coming..sure gonna be a wonderful time in the Holy Ghost..lala~gonna be so so great=) i'm goin with a heart of EXPECTANCY!=)



*hecks- watever.


Hmmm....yup...

i HATE satan...wanna kick him into the pacific ocean and let him drown...stuff him into a microwave oven and on it full blast..put him in a mixer and smash him up..tie him to an airplane with no pilot..put him in the middle of a million watt light bulb(if there's ever gonna be one)and shine him to death..he's too too EVIL..*kick him*..oh i'm so ANGRY...stupid SATAN!!

grr...watever..done with anger venting..lalala~

who like him anyway..devil know?source of all bad things..hrmp!Blah!

*hecks-

Ah...enough talk 'bout that..

Yea...thank God!His blessings are always abundant upon us, for one we're alive..that's a great BLESSING by itself..and we're kept alive..that's another great gift..like it's a real joy to see yet another day..another wonderful day,a gift from God..

Well..also the material things..finance..etc etc..

Be ever thankful.For EVERYTHING. Every good thing, thank Him for it. Every bad thing, thank Him in it. For all things work together for good to those who love HIM=)

*Drink from the living water and you'll never t h i r s t again..]]`


Cellgroup today was great..though Pastor was planning to come..but he's busy..but it's realli okie la..cos we all know he is very busy..and by the fact that he tried to take time out to come see our CG meeting,i'm very touched already..like he could have took the time to see to more important things..but he want to come and see us.

It reminds me of Jesus, when he was preaching. Children came and wanted to come near Jesus..but the disciples tried to chase them away. Jesus said instead for the little children to come to Him. Though Jesus is ever so busy, He is not too busy that He doesn't have time for the younger ones. He took them in His arms, and blessed them. Jesus love the little children.

* i n c r e a s e m y c o m p a s s i o n f o r t h e l i t t l e c h i l d r e n *


Well..wanna write on..but it's realli too early already..i better head off bed..hope lala land wont kick me out again..hmmmm

nighty + morning people!=)))

5:42 AM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Sick.

Watever you say..i definately believe in the power of confession okie...cos that's how i got sick..well..i tot..haha..

Was kinda feeling sick yesterday cos i literally wrapped myself like a polar bear in the office..think i was having fever ba..i wore two layer..with denim jacket, a wool sweater(well not realli a sweater..err..dunno wat izzit) and i wrapped jeremy de jacket around too..guess wat?i'm still cold..so i was there tellin jennifer..hai ya..sure gonna be sick le la..goin to be sick le..there you have it..i confessed..now i got it..so i'm sick today..GREAT!(ya right)

Woke up a little on off whole day..send a few messages..slept..woke up talk to man awhile..slept..woke up see see..slept..woke up message jen..slept..slept..slept...heard the phone ringing..slept anyway..i'm too dead to come out of bed..so i literally stayed in bed till like 5 plus in da evening..spent my day sleepin..i'm so so sick..weak all over..feelin hot and cold..well i cant decide it's hot or cold..haha!

Yea so i finally came down 'round 5 plus..called my mum ask her help me buy food..haha..i dun even feel like goin to the kitchen..it seemed so far..

Well..rested whole day..left poor jen all alone in da office today..bet she's there doin her usual silent scream..haha..leavin poor jen alone in da freezing cold office with all da piling work to do(well..either that or NOTHIN to do)She's needa eat lunch alone...OH SO SAD!Hee.. sorry gal..i shouldn't have confess sickness..haha!Now i'll confess healing..i'm HEALED=D hee...

Anyways..enough on that=D

Today's my mum's birthday!!!Happie bdae mummy!Well..wanted to get her somethin..didnt go out so...hai~never mind..can make up for it some other day..hee..

Haven got her present yet..oh no!=P


Haven i told you a great news?No?Oh..i think i forgotten..well..know wat?
...

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GHETTO QUEENS GOT INTO FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wahahha~nice work gals..we rock man..know?we ROCK!Haha..was cool dancing with you gals..lets CHIONG for finals eh?Well..will be so sad if we won..cos we cant join talentime NEXT YEAR!Hhahahahah!Okie...i overreacted..well.....WHO CARES??!!WOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!


Okie..i'm just so happie=)

Lalala~dance it up dance it up..for who?for GOD!Yea!=)))


Okie..now i'm nuts..lalala~

8:24 PM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

A busy day...A sickly day..Gonna be an awesome day anyway..=)

Yep..been busy whole morning..checking this..typin that...yup rather busy.. i just slack for a while when goin washroom..the rest of the time was work work work..=) i kinda like that..having some stuff to do the whole time and not wasting my time surfing net whole day..haha..Spent my time usefully=))) *happie*

i dun like to feel not useful...it's such a defeated thinkin..we should always strive to be useful people..with great ability,creativity and productivity..not just slackin up one corner living out this life..waiting for Jesus to FINALLY come back a second time..our life on earth should be a time of preparation for the next..it should be fruitful, and not stagnent..i wont be able to stand a "peaceful" and uneventful life..we onli got one life..wat a waste to waste it dun you think?Why not live to the fullest?I never want to waste this life of mine..i dun want to end up hoping..hoping for a chance to live it again..in life there's no U-turn,no second chance..if you're gonna waste it..you've wasted it..

Waste life = No life.

To those who has been wasting their life..just a word..get a life, get alive.




***



Yesterday's prayer meeting was awesome..for one is that the main audi was TOTALLY PACKED! Like...normally prayer meeting is half filled one..but yesterday there was an overwhelming crowd! We went in late and had to sit on the steps!But it's okie..cos it's wonderful to be back once again to this house.

As we settle down, worship just started..the moment my eyes set on the stage, i remembered somethin that Pst Kong and Pst Ulf said before, that this will be a house of worship. As i look upon that stage..a wave of joy and gratitude.."Yes God, all these is for the worship of You." Young and old came together to sacrifice and give to build this great house, as a love offering to God, that He may dwell in this beautiful house of worship. Everythin we do is to bring glory to His name, Christ's name.


However beautiful the building may be, still the Holy Spirit most desire to dwell in our hearts. He wants to come into our lives. He longs to be closer to us than our very breath. He so long for our fellowship.

But.....how many neglect Him?


On the way to school/work, have you ever gave Him a moment of your thoughts?When lookin at great beauty, majestic sight, will you thank Him for it? Alone in a room, will you even think of Him being so near you?Just right there with you?When you feel like the whole world has abandoned you, cant you see He is shouting that He loves you, that even if the world dun love you no more, He will surely love you. He will love you even more den you love yourself. His love never fails. People know how to complain. In trials and difficulties, to blame God and ask "why me?!" When you're not blessed you complain "why not me?!" Complain is the language of victims. It'll not bring you anyway. It just thrust you into unbelief and doubt, that you'll stop trusting..you'll lean on your own strength..Cant you take a look at the good moments?You're alive right now, are you thankful? You healthy and up and kicking. Have you thought of how Christ bore your sicknesses and illness for you?He gave you EVERYTHIN you have right now. Are you still gonna complain it's not enough? Dun you believe in a God that gives abundantly? Aren't you gonna thank Him for all the good things He's done? No we often dont. We overlook good things. We're always glad when good things happen. But all good gifts comes from the Lord. He deserves all the praise and thanksgiving. But wat is He getting back? Complains, frustrations, shouts, anger...God deserves much better, for all He had done for us. For His love, His grace, His work. I'm gonna learn. We're all gonna learn. Fallen nature always goes against God's way. So we should constantly strengthen our spirit man. Go with the will of God.







Green light. SMILE. Red light. FROWN.
Grrr...never mind........***_ |

No mood to blog..write later mayb..



Love never fails.=) loveGOD.

5:16 PM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Wow! So BLESSED=)

TESTIMONY!!!!!I FEEL SO BLESSED COS I GOT A NEW PHONE FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!



okie i'm nuts..




Yea...FINALLY got a new phone man..haha..though same with Zi shen(hai sian) but haha..never mind la..i'm just SO GLAD i got a new phone=))) W550i~


Muahaha..you all are gonna see lotsa zilian photos of me self..cos i got a CAMERA PHONE now..haha..you eye's gonna suffer=)))

Long awaited phone. WHY NO HAVE WHITE COLOUR ONE??!!Never mind..


Anyways...great thanks to my DAD=)))Cos he bought da phone for me..lalala~my phone number is ________(hai ya..like i can put it online lidat) By the way i still using my old line so yup=) Hee..

Lalala..i needa sleep earlier...havent been sleepin early..now i sleep in the office..OH NO! Like so bad la..haha...anyways......I needa get more sleep and stop watching sinman play lineage2 haha..

Work's fine..didnt know wat to do half the time..the other half sleepin..lalala~nice right?
hai~~~

Interesting lunch...me jen and agnes went Amara walk walk...they are so cute..jen's being a good citizen today..she kept on lookin out for dustbin for some reason..haha!

Yea~having prayer meetin at JW later..miss that place LOADS!!i'm gonna take pictures with my new phone...lalala~

!BE AWOKEN!


Hmmmm...think will have alot of things to do ba..oh man i feel SO sleepy..*yawn*

WAKE UP!!!(talkin to me self)




`t r u e.

3:36 PM

Monday, April 24, 2006

Amazing race@ Orchard..Coolmax!

Woke up early(well not realli) to go down meet the rest..

Reached Doby Goat(my spelling) 'round 12 plus i guess..onli 7 people...super sad..the rest came in after that..end up got 'round 12 people?Was Bro V, Man, Ling(Game masters) Me, Madeleine, ZiShen, MinKuan, Jacky, Bang, ZiFeng,Jeremy,Ray,MIng Wei, Kaili, Kel...hmmmm anymore?Hee..think that's it..yup..was a torturous time..hahaha..

I was paired up with Madeleine=) We had a head start cos we ran off first..to PS!Well..we ran around..whole of PS for 2-3 times? Haha..den we went have lunch @ PS pastamania..okie la there de food..MUCH better den bugis outlet..haha!Ate Carbonara..had a great chat with Madeleine..she's sweet=)

Yup..continued with da amazing race..tell you..it's real AMAZING to complete the game..cos we didnt..by the end of the day both our legs were pain and we walk with a limp..got this ques call us to find a shop started in 16/10/10..we went around askin jewelery shop keepers how long their shop history is..literally EVERY SHOP in ORCHARD ROAD la! From doby goat to orchard la..even those high class places like paragon and stuff..we two like kid lidat go ask them their shop history..AH!Even up answer is..#01-01-61 the date is the opposite of the door unit..GRR!

Then we went to every food court and cafe in sight to find baby mushroom cheesecake, bing tang hu lu and red bean with frog eggs(wat is TT man?!)

We went almost all the furniture store look for this hand like chair..

Ngee Ann Foot Reflexology is NOT in Ngee Ann City..i found that out in the game..

Jewelery store history:
Taka : 5 years
Sookee : think is 2 years
Lee Hua : 20+ years
Poh Heng : 50+ years
Mikimoto : 113 Years=)

This is our result of running all around orchard okie?It's an educational journey..teachers can consider this as a method of education and punishment..
Haha..it's TORTUROUS!

Anyways..we lost as expected..we literally gave up in the end..so tired la!!!

Kel and Jacky won..
Lalala..they treat us go mum mum...at TAKASHIMAYA!!I DUN WANNA GO BACK THERE!!Well..i wanted to shout..
haha..

Ate Ajisan..okie la..average..not all that good as i saw on tv..ah..once again can conclude..advertisements are fake..haha..

tt's about tt la huh?After that went home loh..we met Jen on the way..she came to our house use com and play guitar..lalalala~

Yup..now back from lunch le..hmm..very full=) Ate yong dao fu..mayb i'm picky and fussy..jeremy say it's WOW SO DELICIOUS..i think it's okie la..hee~at least it fills my tummy=)

Well well..i'm so tired today..dunno why..kept sleepin..

GONNA BUY NEW PHONE.



love God. loveGOD.




Puii- in her world, in God's world=)))







***withmyLORD]]`

12:14 AM

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Talentime'06 Audition..Coolmax`

Yep yep~ hee..went talentime audition yesterday..took leave..wahahaha!=)

Woke up early morning(well not very early..) Suppose to meet the gals 11.30 at church, but oh well..we didn't wake up very early..lalala~

By the time we reached there was 'round 12 plus?Haha..the rest went eat at JP is guess..so they were right behind us only..lalala..went up cafe to practice and get ready..

Introducing the Ghetto Queens...
Members: Amanda, Sinman, Calynne, Pui, Geraldine and Ling ling.
Description: Just cool=P
[[>>Rara dancing galz!!!=))

Hee~yup...2pm start registration..meantime we sat around, danced a bit, mark position, eat, getting nervous..haha..so to destress..we started going crazy..rara gals!Kept practicing..kept being crazy..the next thing we know..we're up next..

Judges~Pst Aries, Sis Sandy, Sis Bel, Sis Alison and one guitarist..dunno his name..lalala~

Standing stage front..shivering shivering..wow am i nervous..thats why i hate auditions..haha!Send the shiver down my spine..lalala~

Danced full out + over out..think i'll sprain my back soon if i danced lidat everytime..haha..gave everything that i have man..dance like 'i dun care' kind..haha..was fun was fun..just a part..that when i did a mistake,i look over and saw Sis Sandy looking at me!!!Oh dear..well..hope she didnt notice=P (though i think she will..lalala)

To all the supporters at the audition:
Thanks alot people..and WHY DIDNT YOU ALL CHEER WITH US?Haha..

Had a great time..saw Mag and Audictive's audition too..hope we can all dash into the finals=)

Yup..so that was yesterday..hee!

But wanna share somethin awesome about the audition la..like from beginning till yesterday i had onli 3-4 formal practices..cos of work and stuff..time clash...so like i'm super not familiar with the steps la..even on audition ground i still had doubts on some steps..so like..hai ya..dance by FAITH.

As i danced..i came upon many moments where fear gripped my mind.."Oh NO what's the next step?" Immediately i tot of the prayer we made before audition..that the Holy Spirit may remind us of the steps..and know wat?...the steps came!Like just lidat=) Really wanna thank God..cos like..it was kinda miraculous la!=) In that split second, something happened.I dunno wat izzit but it's great..Fear left, steps came..praises came out..wow..thank God=)

Yep..cool right?Like AWESOME=) Holy Spirit guides..

Haha..goin out soon..later got service..gonna be an awesome time once more=) BYE~

12:02 PM

Friday, April 21, 2006

Skin renewal..for my blog=)

And now..for the moment you're all been waiting for. My blogskin is changed=) Like it loads. Especially the big pic on the right.

Dance = My passion.

Oh well..hope you people like it..even if you dun..haha!Too bad..cos it's MY blog..lalala~

Woh..spent the whole night doing this..havent complete yet though..just some small stuff here and there left..hai~it's 5.55am already..lalala~and i got TALENTIME AUDITION later..oh dear..prob is i dun feel like sleepin at all..well..i guess i'm a night cat(chinese translate) afterall..hmmm..

Kinda excited yet nervous 'bout the audition tomolo..one thing is that till now i only got like 3 formal practice?And like i'm still kinda blur here and there..so..NEVER MIND..by God's grace..i'll be able to do it..cos He know i'm not dancing for myself,for my cg,for the prize etc..He knows i'm dancing for Him,for His glory=) So yup..gonna dance for GOD!Hee*

* i m l i v i n g u n d e r t h e k i s s o f h e a v e n *

In a little while Sinman will be up already..hmmm..she say she's waking up 'round 7..so a little less den an hour?Hmmm...i'm hungry..haha..ready for breakfast already!=)

Time now : 6.17am..okie..NOW i feel like sleepin..haha!

Nighty people**

5:53 AM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Heard of Heaven, Heard of Jesus..a song..

Heard of Heaven. Heard of Jesus.

I heard of a place with no sorrow
No tears no sadness
Just joy

I heard of a place so beautiful
No man can comprehend

I heard of a place that's called Heaven
Where God Almighty dwells
A wonderful place
So full of His glory
And love
That last forever

Have you heard of this Heaven?
Have you heard of Jesus?
His pure love has open the gate
Of Heaven

Have you heard of this Heaven?
Have you heard of Jesus?
He gave His life
That you may live
With Him
In Heaven.

I heard of a Man called Jesus
The Son of God above

He came to die on Calvary
That our sins may be washed away

The Son of God
The Son of man
Jesus
He died for us all



to Y.o.u
to G.O.D

4:35 PM

Cant think of any title..everyday stuff..

Freakin cold..think it's just me..i'm always extra weak after a night of not-enough-sleep..so hai~Brrr~~!I need hot coffee..keep me warm,keep me awake..

I got stuff to do..so i'm not complaining=)

Dance prac was fun=) Some stuff here and there though..ah..never mind..minor stuff..just hope it doesnt gets worse..
"God, enable me to catch the steps fast. Cos I only have one day left to audition=)"

Yep~dance steps and formation all out..now just left practice...hmmm..but this talentime thing seem to throw my focus offside..hmmm..let move on and see how it goes la..hope all will turn out fine=) Lalala~

I WANT A NEW PHONE! but which one?Dunno lei..

Suggestions suggestions anyone?Tag it at the tag board located at the right side of the screen..lalala~TAG!!!

*went to make coffee*

Wow..gonna have a thanksgiving ceremony..thanks to who nei? TO RH AND SINMAN=))) Why? Cos one help me hand in withdrawal form, one help me pay school fees..cos i WORKIN(grr..) if not i would have gone settle it myself la! Hmmm..thanks loads=)

Feeling very lazy lately..dun feel like doin anythin..haha! I'll opt for sleep, eat, watch tv and be a pig at home..lalala~ well..that's life..we have to come out to work..
As His labourors..we must work even HARDER den the world out there..we are to bring in the HARVEST.

Harvest. A word that brings me back to focus. All is for the harvest. Souls. God's desire. I'll work hard to fulfill my calling. The harvest is white unto harvest but the labourors are few. Therefore i must not step back and hide within the four walls. We must learn to step out and reach out. A whole world is longing for SALVATION. Christ has not come to die just for you. He came to die for everyone. Your best pal, or your worst enemy. All men are His creation. He came to die for ALL mankind. Good news is, you and I are included.=)

* k i n g d o m - m i n d e d * `arista;]]

LUNCHTIME=))) *eat wat eat wat??=)*

WOH~! Lunchtime was horrendous..went Realty foodcourt eat ba cho mee..and guess wat?i forgot to ask the lady to be slow with the CHILLI!!Great..now i eat up with a swollen mouth and a red face..machiam i drunken lidat..haha!Okie to normal people it's shiok..to me it's TORTUREOUS la!!Haha..my sweat was literally dripping off my hair man..coolmax=)

Lalala..bought papaya milkshake in hope to cool my burning tongue..useless, but it's nice..like liquid papaya..the lady like use more papaya den milk la!

Hmmm..later goin bugis most prob..shop for black pants for the audition thingy..lalala~dunno can find not..hai~

Oh no..TOMOLO's audition already!!!And i haven got my leave..later must go ask _____ again ah?Hai~later ______GLARE at me again..HAHAHA!!!Siao..=P

YEA~!_____ left for the day.._____not feelin well wor..lalala~no need to be glared!=)))

Okie la.._____not so bad la huh..just look fierce..hee~those very scary type you know?Hmmm...lalala..

i'm SO mean >p<

Lalala..left one file..but i drag til now haven finish..cos i dun wan to be officially free..like..having officially NOTHING to do..haha..so i slowly slowly do loh..hee~

Lalalaa~everyone love MEIJI=)

Time reporting on my com: 3.36 PM

Lalala~my school fees at LaSalle settle le!!=) WooHOO!! Haha..sinman just now lost her way at LaSalle area..lalala~ den we go streetdirectory.com to find the way for her..haha..cute sia=) lalala~she's goin bugis later wor..=)

iloveRED=))) lalala~*

onnudi You know?Yea You do=) God is Omniscient.

Never mind me..i'm nuaing..
Lalalalalalalalalalalalala~

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
If you have faith as a mustard seed, you can speak to the mountain and it'll be cast into the sea.
All things is possible to him who believe.

I need faith, so i speak faith.
Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God=)

Without FAITH it is IMPOSSIBLE to please God.

!i'm reaching for the prize!
!i'm giving everything!
!i give my life for this!
!it's what i live for!

!nothing will keep me from!
!all that You have for me!
!You hold my head up high!
!i live for You!

!greater is He that's living in me!
!than he that is in the world!

!FAITH!
!i can move the mountains!
!i can do all things through Christ!
!i know!
!FAITH!
!standing and believing!
!i can do all things through Christ!
!who strengthens me!

Faith is a substance of things hope for, proof of the things unseen.

`breAthLesScantbReath|*

4:30 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Cant believe this..my phone die-ed on me..now i'm phone-less..oh well..not realli..should say..(functioning-phone)-less.haha..it just blackout on me just lidat?! Well..a little confession though..it fall on the road on my way to work..on the ma lu..hee~so..yup..think it's old age has taken effects on it's health..now it's semi-consience..sometimes okie sometimes not..lalala~a PROCLAMATION: i will have a new phone very soon=)

Okie...enough about that ancient phone..i should just be glad it didnt explode or anythin lidat..haha..

Goin into the sleepy mode soon..can feel my eye lids getting heavier..lalala..think i'll just doze off soon or somethin..den jennifer will look at me and *shake head*..haha! She also got doze off de ma..=P

* in lala land*

Woh...i slept for an hour..coolmax..i'm such a BAD example..haha..

Hai~Jeremy is so sadistic..he seems to take pleasure with us having TONS of things to do..lalala~hee!

llatatuoyawonnahtrettebsiuoyawa

~~*breakthrough*~~

lalala* later go dance prac @ amanda house..hmmm..later needa ask how to go liao..cos i forgotten=P

Yep..very excited about talentime this year..yea! Cos i'm FINALLY joinin=) hai~sad..jen jen not joinin this year..awww...=P

[[A time to dance*
[[A time to laugh and cry*
[[Someone help me*
[[Rewrite my story*

[[A time to breath*
[[A time to live and die*
[[It's my journey*
[[I need to see Your light*

***_

SoMehoWitbrouGhttEarstomYeyEs

I dun wan to come to a point where i wan to rewrite my story. I dun wan regrets.

But still, I need to see Your light. I need to see Your green light that leads me on,telling me to move on. I need Your red light to tell me to stop when i'm going off track. I need Your light to shine on my path, to lead me on Your way. Your light to shine into my heart, my life. God, I need to see Your light.

There is a time for everything. Therefore we must know the season we're in to be at the right place at the right time with the right people doing the right things.
*A time to dance*
*A time to laugh and cry*

God has made everything beautiful in it's time=)

DUNCHAGEDDIT?! Grrrr....never mind..
Everything has it's time=X

A time to change phone=))) Yippie!My phone is certified dying..it's failing on me..in the murky waters of consienceness..lalala~it's DYING=)))
*hmmmm...why am i so happie?HAHA!*

From Jen's Multiply:

All my life i've searched for something
Bigger than this life
Cast my dreams into the oceans
Brings me no returns

All my life i thought i knew
What's worth living for
Trade my life for silver gold
To satisfy my soul

Then came You
You broken through my walls
You seen my dreams and tears
Gave me a new hope
Now i found a chance to live my life for something more
You came to me, give me a chance
My Lord and Friend
I'll follow till the end.

From Easter Drama.

Jesus came into my life. He's seen my heart, my hurts, my joy, my all. He's forgiven all sins of a repentance heart. He's given hope to those who is hopeless, helpless. He dries every tear you cry. He rejoice with every joy that touch your heart. He delights in our heartfelt worship. He totally penetrates our heart.

He loves. with the pure love of heaven. His wonderous love. It NEVER fails.=)

;God's kind of LOVE]]`

4:56 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

i HATE satan, period.

increase my capacity.
NO WIND SHALL TOPPLE ME.
NO WEAPON AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER.
God, strengthens....

Man may fail you, God never fails. Love never fails.. I choose to look to God and not man..

Speak life, not death. Guard your tongue, lest it slashes people's heart. It realli hurts..words cut deep..

Never mind the world. Look to God..He heals the broken hearted=)

Okie i'm blabbering..not like i'm broken hearted la..hmmm eh ermmm...ya loh..lidat la..

dunASK.=)

Last words for the day..

I HATE SATAN fullstop. Geddit?=)

6:12 PM

So you would COME.

Before the world begin
You were on His mind
And EVERY TEAR YOU CRY
IS PRECIOUS IN HIS SIGHT
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would COME

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
BROKEN HEARTS, BROKEN LIVES
HE WILL TAKE THEM ALL
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would COME.

Nothing you can do
To make Him love you more
AND NOTHING THAT YOU'VE DONE
COULD MAKE HIM CLOSE THE DOOR
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would COME.

2:22 PM

internet's back=)

Cant believe it man..my house got internet le!And know wat?My sis was happily playing maple story...WA LAME AH!!She even skipped da chang jing for that la!The game is like so dumb!Kill snails,kill mushrooms..hai~how come people enjoy that so much?

Anyway..am glad that we got back internet connection..first thing i did was update my friendster..add in background, add photo and stuff..haha..den man over there wan back the com..cos she wanna play MAPLE!! Hai~i went to watch TV..

Nothing much today..nothing to write..just another one of those boring days i guess..wait for jeremy to come loh..since we dunno wat to do anyway..lalala..

p e a c e o u t ` ilovered=)

2:09 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

Long entry=) Easter Encounter

Have a feeling it's gonna be a LLOONNGG entry..lalala..cos i luo suo ma..got lotsa things to say..those wu eh bo eh(have have no have no have)la..hee~my england powderful..i know..hee~

Okie..where was i?Yup..i took off for thursday remember?Was quite a busy day..ran around..haha..

Thursday~
Dance prac in the morning at Geraldine's house..near bio chong house wor..did raeggae la..super hard..my back's breaking..but was fun too la..bunch of funnie girls(plus Chris)..lala~!Hee..

Went off earlier..'round 1 plus..came back woodlands to meet Jeannie and Bel for movie..i watch ICE AGE 2 again!!But i still laugh till like dunno wat..i seriously LOVE the squirrel ballet part la!!Super SUPER CUTE!=P
Was nice la the movie..haha..den went sit sit at mac with them for a while..
Off i went to NYP to do my withdrawal..it's either the train's real slow or i feel real sian..cos it took ages to reach yio chu kang..went NYP,but dunno where's the office..so i ask the security guard there..since he got nothin to do anyway ma..let him feel useful..haha~anyway the office's at second floor..so went up loh..it is suprisingly crowded..too a queue number to get my form..know wat?I filled up the form..den realise they need parent signature..YOU NEED PARENTS' SIGNATURE FOR THIS???!!! FOR WAT???!!! Hrrummp! Waste my money..cos that day is last day for full refund of school fees..duh la!!Cheat me money..LUCKY I NO NEED GO IN AH!! Dun like their operating manner man..cheater!!Lalala..hee~den go this girl doin withdrawal also...she signed herself..and offered to help me sign also..sorry girl,integrity..i'm bringing it home for my dad to sign..i'm not so hard up for money that i'm gonna fake my dad's signature okie?i've been taught to be honest..haha!

Yup so..feelin kinda cheated..left the poly..on the way out Weiye call me..cos he know i wanna buy guitar for sinman for her birthday..so offered to accompany me go..Jeremy came along to..so three of us went the city hall there buy..wat's that building again?Ehhh....Oh ya peninsular plaza..Davis Guitar Place..haha..So we went..it's a whole lot of guitars there(okie..duh! it's a guitar shop?)Took ages to pick..as i'm a guitar idiot..know nuts about guitar..i onli know how to hear..lala~den Jeremy super funnie la..keep callin me to hands on,test it myself..hai yo i tried to learn so many times..until now i onli remember G onli..den he say..play G la...*wind blow pass* Cold man.. anyway..xun xun mi mi..found a Takamine guitar..the sound's very nice..size just nice and stuff..yep,that's the one i bought..how much?Not tellin you..wanna know ah?ask me myself but CANNOT tell sinman..haha..
The most amazing was one of the staff there..he tune guitar like brushing teeth so easy la!And it's like..perfect tune?Woh~
Other den the guitar..bought guitar bag and picks..cellgroup giving her tuner..haha..
Den came a big question..where am i gonna keep the guitar without her knowing?End up, Weiye help me keep..haha..
That's about all la..after that went fellowship with them loh..ate long john..den they bully me..(haha..sorta)
End of thursday..

Yup we're still ONLI at thursday..haha..

Friday~
Woke up late late LATE for prayer meeting..end up we reach around 11.30?Haha..but it was still a great time of prayer la..danced abit after that cos we're trapped by the rain anyways..lalala..was fun
Initially planned to go meet Jasmine de..but end up going home cos my sis need all the help she can get to draw shirt..she got a class tee order..45 shirts..say wow..So me and Jen went with her back to our house and we started painting..time flies when you dun have enough of 'em..the client called again and again..no choice..sin man had to deliever them the shirts that are already finished first..the rest try to rush out..so we continued..and off she went..lalala..was all stressed up(well..not realli..kinda sian though..)amazing how she can do it..it's realli passion driving her on i guess..hee~
My mum bought KFC for dinner!After her choir performance..she say very dissapointed..wanna eat junk food..so she also eat..normally she'll be a mile away for junk food..oh well..yea~!!I MISS KFC..Hee..
Sinman called with a dissapointing news..the customer reject..wan draw again..they say must draw till no have black holes..
Okie..here's the background story..it's a polo tee we're drawing..and it's tough rough material..you know..not like cotton?So like when we draw the paint will skip the dented parts leaving small black holes behind..they wan us to paint that away..like it's so ma fan la!!And they wan it by tomolo moring 7+ 8!!! I said it on friday i'm gonna say it again..dun these people have eyes to see what kind of material is that?And dun they have brains to think?Like man's the onli one drawing 45 shirts and they wan it so beautifully done by the next morning..wat's more they told her if not nice they willl reject and wan the deposit back..HAVE THEY NO BRAINS??Dun they know wat's a deposit?No refund la!!Tot we here is wat?Happie comenot have refund..where got such thing one?Hello this is business not masak masak lei..she refund you deposit den all the shirt,paint,time,effort she put in no need pay one ah?You know how much work she put in not?_________ lei these people!Somemore still got so much complains..den still wan to lower the price from 18.90 each to 11 each..are they CRAZY??!!No wonder Singapore service so bleahX..cos got these kind of customer..if i was sinman i'll dump all the shirts and tell them to buzz off ah..like i so so need to do your business..i scold the freak out of them first before chasin them away ah..be glad i'm not into servicing career okie?If not lotsa customers' gonna go elsewhere..haha..i'm not a patience type..sinman is so oh well..she's pro k?Haha..
Hai..draw loh..bo bian..not my business ma..so help her draw la..hee~end up we might not have enough paint so i went out to see see look look..find paint..Jen left with me..haha!
Reached causeway point..went all the possible shops..no luck..i even went cold storage la!Haha..i end up buyin Teenage magazine instead of paint..cos the cover was JJ..lalala~
End up buyin liquid paper..haha..useless though..
Bought sinman's bdae cake too!
Went home..sinman was too busy to notice the cake..haha..so i hid it in the fridge..phew!Lucky she never open it..
Waited for midnight..celebrated for her loh..hee~bought a chocolate cake..dunno wat izzit anyway..haha..it's nice la..CHOCOLATE=))) sang her a birthday song lalala~hee~yup..HAPPIE BRITHDAY PIGGY!!Lalala..a step into the twenties!!=))

Drew shirt through the night..no sleep(literally)..well i fell asleep for a while while drawing shirt..one moment i was drawing..next,i woke up..i dun even remember the sleeping part..haha..so yup..slept for like an hour?on the living room floor that is..haha..brrr~it's cold!=) So sorta didnt sleep..man draw till very pek chek..draw till 7+ 8..finally finished!But man say they surely reject one..cos quality very bad..i was thinkin "duh ah!heck care them!it's their lose wat!" haha..but man look real sad ah *aww..* helped her take the shirt down to the cab..and off she went to deliver the shirts..she's back by 8.30(wow..that's fast) and she went to sleep immediately..
My mum told me to rest up..but i couldnt la..so didnt sleep..lie down and rest a bit..and prepared to go out=)
Went my house downstairs kpt meet Weiye to take the guitar..lalala..he look like he just woke up..haha..den he ask wat time me and man sleep..i say we never sleep at all..haha..anyways..chatted a while..den went Eunos for blood donation=)
Call me a freak..i was so LOOKIN FORWARD to this day la!Like i've always been wanting to donate blood(for some reasons..of which i dunno) SO finally i can donate blood=)
Went Joo Chiat CC there..filled up the forms and had doctor check..passed all..hee~den was the blood test thing..ouch pain..hee~nothin much realli..just a prick of blood..lala..den queue up for the donation thing..saw Sis Ma,Xiu zhen and Andy in the line too..haha..
My turn my turn!An old nurse came to me..she had a hard time lookin for my vein..haha..say my vein too small today dun donate la..my heart was like.."NO!How can!Came so far den tell me cant donate?!" But..luckily..she found a big-enough vein on the other hand so i had to change place..cos my seat is for left hand one..change to a right hand one..lala~den so just nice..Andy just beside me onli..haha..he also first time donating..so yup..quite a pleasent experience la..the nurses are kind for one..hee~i got a heart shape stressball=) so cute=) my blood flow very fast..so i got outta there quite soon too..lala~drank milo..head off!Back to woodlands..
Was a long journey..went back to meet Kel's fren..one P5 one P6..so my description of myself..wearing black with a pink bag and a guitar..in the end i dun think they can find me so i wave to them..haha..
they are so so cute la!I had a hard time trying to get into their conversation though..hai~let's just say i'm OLD okie?the boy boy still ask me if i'm REALLI 16 years old..DUH!
Went expo..meet with Alvin Alson and Zishen they all..so we ended up lookin like a gang of weirdos..haha..went queue up at hall 9~was so much people=)
Finally got in after a long wait..it's so people mountian people sea la!Went find Kel with the two kids..haha..he got put makeup!Lalala..can see they realli like him la..thoughout the day keep talkin about him..haha..he got hai zi yuan..
Service started..was wow wow wow..one thing praise and worship was awesome..plus the drama..coolMAX..

Drama: The Easter Encounter 2006
A brilliant use of flashback of two man who end up on very different paths because of the choice they made..potrays the everlasting love of God..no matter wat..He'll still love..He came to die for all our sins..He's in the grave till Sunday..that first Easter Sunday..He rose in victory over the devil..it's a heart breaking drama..a wonderful drama..love of God and love of Christ=)

(For details pls refer to Jennifer's Multiply..she say she's writing the drama out..haha)

Gift presentation..sinman got her guitar,tuner,and picks~she look so happie=)))
After service was fellowship..i feel like a mother duck with lotsa ducklings..surrounded by kids..oh no!!Keep tellin them dun walk so fast dun walk so slow..worrying they get lost and stuff..wow..i needa increase my passion for kids..any longer i might just bash them up..haha..not that bad la huh..as if i will..haha..kids are cute..
Was great fellowship..the two fren of kel turn out to be real jokers..they are so funnie!Haha..send them home after that..all live in woodlands one..hee~
Den was kpt fei lo yang(kpt fellowship) usual people..haha!

That was Friday and Saturday by the way..

Before going to Sunday..wanna share a testimony!Haha..as said i haven slept on friday night and went donate blood early morning..besides all the travelling to eunos to woodlands to expo etcetra..i didnt eat anythin till dinner..just no time okie?Haha..so end up eating dinner as my first meal of the day!And wat's my testimony?that God gave me the strength to finish the day!As most know i'm those ti ruo duo bing(weak and sickly) kind and eat medicine more than i watch soccer..(as if i got watch soccer) anyways ya..and i can still go though a busy day with no feeling of discomfort or giddyness..wow praise God!Till now i haven touch the iron tablets yet..haha..God's zoe life=))

Yup back to Sunday..despite a tiring day before..i had to wake up early morning next day..Weiye gave me morning call around 6.15?I slept back and woke up at around 6.45..when i'm meeting him 7?Haha..so rush la..end up know waT?i was stupid enough to forget my WALLET!!Not enough coins..took a free bus ride..was chatting happily until Weiye remind me.."You dun have your wallet,den how are you going to take train to expo?" Wa man i tell you..qing tian pi li ah!!!!!!!End up we're stuck at tampinese for dunno how long..hai dao Weiye also late with me..oh no=P

Choir was awesome..fun and great..very good..haha..i stayed for service 3..once again was so touched=)
Choiring for service 4 too..and after that went find cellgrou people=)
Slept on train,standing..haha..think i scare alot of people again..the never-changing going-to-fall thing..never mind..you wont geddit..lala!Hee..
They're al bugis..went Sim Lim Square find them..walked all over cos Jen wan find MP3..didnt buy in the end..hai~
Den went back Parco..finally decided to go Billy Bombers~!Jeremy came find us after that..so these were the people there: Me,man,jen,xiu,adrian and jem..lalala~bro v left earlier..aww~hee!ate and was filled..hee~
Went back home after that..nothin much la..slept first den wake up..'round 8 plus?haha..called Zifeng and Vivian(the two kids Kel brought)..couldnt get Vivian..hai~
Had loads for dinner..share the chicken rice my aunt made with man and mum..and the soup my aunt made as well..wow i think i haven tasted her cookin before?Well..not in my memory..mayb have but i forgotten..haha..was real nice la..hee~obviously,that couldnt fill us..man went to buy laksa..the laksa super no standard one..today and tomolo's laksa will taste different one..haha..

Anyway..that was it..i slept early..lest i couldnt wake monday den kena SCOLDING again..haha..i woke up 6 plus la..slowly prepare slowly go out slowly walk to office..buy chokie somemore..muahahaha..i'm NOT LATE okie?haha..

Yup so i'm not late today(hallelujah!)Hee..=P me and jen both NOT LATE..haha..

Gonna be busy 'round at the office(hurray!i got things to do finally!)Taught us some new stuff today..though i know nuts about it..try la..learn ma..hee~

Yup..and a good news..MY HOUSE GOT INTERNET CONNECTION LE!!!!!Wow..finally la!Hee~

Okie la off work soon..write again tomolo..anyway i later also can write liao..haha!

`can you feel my JOY*? Hee~=P

>>[[LOVE melts people down**

5:58 PM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Venting ANGER-STRESS

If you're not free..you can skip this entry actually..it's nothin but ARGH and GRR! so not worth reading actually..you'll end up feelin you've wasted your time..so like..i just needed a place to scream..lalala~

Wooh..weather's not good today..hot and cold blizzard coming all at the same time..cant mean anythin good..blah!

Cold blizz~!! It's definately not me only..cos today's air con is realli FREAKING COLD!!! Penguins will complain too i tell you!Whoever holds the control for the aircon must be nuts!Trying to freeze the brains outta us or somethin?haha..nuts!

Heat wave?We got "scolded"..haha..punctuality wor..blah blah..hecks..how am i gonna get leave later?*pondering*

Lalala..hecks..

Needa do lotsa things tomolo..dunno how to get leave..hai sian..haha..

Unofficial stuff : Dance Prac
Official stuff : Withdrawal from NYP, enrolment into LaSalle..to be settled by tomolo..oh no..like after tomolo no more time le!School at NYP starts next week..i MUST settle it by tomolo..pray let me take leave =)))

Taking a step into the unknown..guess that's wat i'm doin right now..i dunno how i'm gonna survive in this..i'm just walkin on..can i realli make it in dance?i dunno..i'm just trusting God..trustin Him that He'll never leave me..that He'll never let go..i just wanna make Him proud..let all glory be given to Him and Him alone=)

Needa go dance prac too..audition for talentime comin..needa prepare well..

This year's talentime?Well..good and bad..good thing i no need to choreo..bad thing is..the style is not my forte(not like i'm pro in wat la) just that i'm not familiar with the style all..hmmm..nvm..all things is possible through Christ who strengthens me..i'll be able to catch the style in Jesus' name..haha!=) It's not about winning anyways..it's about showing His glory and grace with our talent..it's about inspiring others to do the same..it's about EMERGING out of the crowd to SHINE for Him..

Suppose to be goin out with bel, jeannie and ele too..hai ya..see how..i'll message you all..

Feeling kinda redundant at my work place..like i sit around all day with nothin to do?Helpin to do zero things and yet getting paid?It's all back to square one when i first started to work here..it's the same weird feeling that i'm getting when i'm getting paid for nothin..like i'm cheating them and stuff?Feels so weird..like at least gimme somethin to do la..save document,check data,even helpin to type blog is somethin to do right?though it's not work related..i hate sitting around whole day with NOTHIN to do..internet has left me with nowhere to surf..not much people on msn..friendster update till cannot update..everyday write dunno how many blog entries..check mail for dunno how many times a day..bored enough to go see neopets website..go read people's blog..see see look look..you mean internet's so BORING??!! I rather stay home and not be paid..home is SO MUCH MORE FUN LA!At least there's always somethin to do..Announcing to all who hate their home..I RATHER STAY HOME!!! Lala..boredom took over..blah***

Tired BRAIN. lackofOXYGEN.
ya right.

Love wat you do, do wat you love. If you're not loving wat you do, start loving wat you do or change wat you do until you're doing wat you love.
-Pst Phil-

i'm NOT loving wat i'm doin right now..so dun ask me why i'm gonna quit end of May and not end of June..i cant stay longer than that..this place's killin me..oh man..dun they ever have stuff for me to do?If can i wanna quit ASAP loh..but Jennifer will be alone le la..hmmm..dunno la..see how first..mayb they'll fire me or somethin..haha!(Okie..why am i so happie?)Blah watever..

I decided..my fav colour for now is RED.

Anyway..my fav colour's ever changing..i have impression of me liking all sorts of weird colours..watever..it's red for now..i guess..=)

ARGH!!!!!!!!!(Since i cant scream, i'll just type it in here=))

- s i l e n t s c r e a m ` ah*

Lalalala~~*

If life is like a sea trip and i'm a boat..i'm definately trapped in a swamp right now..where's the wind?where's the wave...argh!Swamp is so BORING..nothin to see but mod and stuff..can you believe people actually study them?Lalala..no interest..i'm not a swamp fanatic..(if there's any)

Jennifer just said : Can anybody be so bored?

Haha..i agree..CAN ANYBODY BE SO BORED??!!

I wonder how people enjoy doing this..

Lalala~i wanna SING=)))

i'm reachin for Your heart*
You hold my life in Your hands*
drawing me closer to You*
i feel Your power renew*
nothing compares to this place*
where i can see You face to face*
i worship You in spirit and in truth*

Entertainment crisis..i cant stand staring at the com writing blog ALL DAY!Any other place would be better..(not realli..hades and hell is definately not better..haha..) even a soccer match is more interesting!(okie not like i got anythin against soccer..but it just bores me?Hee~think it's kinda funnie also..like so many people chasing after a ball??)

Okie watver..i'm just blowing up..all the BORED BORED BORED kept inside of me..lala..let it all out..I'M BORED!!Muahahahhahahahaa..(okie..now i'm crazy?i think so..)

House,reggae,street jazz..gonna catch!Blah*

There's a swollen thing behind my ear..wonder wat's that..some growth thingy..let it be gone..cos it hurts..*ouch*

Of all people..let me see _____..ah watever..___ didnt even smile back..

It amaze me how some people can smile all day..one good example is Jeremy..his smile never cease..it's so hard to smile sometimes..especially to people who have a lalala attitude..blah!watever..it's so hard to smile sometimes..God teach me to smile..

GRRRRRR!______ ___ _____!!RRAAAH!!Never mind me..i'm crazy..lalala..

BMW...vrrooomm vrroomm...lalala~

If i were a lion i'll eat _____ up..muahahaha.

Lalalala..you didnt see anythin..i'm fine so dun ask if i'm okie not..need no concern..I'M OKIE!!! >p<

BMW BMW BMW BMW!!!!!Vrroommm~~~~!=)

If only we were in a bigger country..Singapore is too small..cant find a place to SCREAM!!You know..other places got these wulu places where NO ONE's there?and people go there to scream and stuff?Wat a great way of drstressing..i wanna scream too..lalala..

AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Screaming in a blog doesn't have much effect apparently..no matter how many ah! i type..useless..lalala~

Okie..jacky say he admire my job..take it man..for all i care..i hate this job..it's boring everythin outta me..duh!GIMME SOMETHIN TO DO!IT'S FREAKIN ME OUT!Lalalala..i'm fine...=)

Jennifer ask me i type so long..type wat?Haha..if you read till here..told ya i'm writing rubbish..lalala~

* i w a n n a b e u n d e r a c o c o n u t t r e e *

Planning to go home and scream into my pillow for one solid hour..release of dam..lalala..it's gonna be FUN.

Enjoyin NOT. I'll try to smile, but it wont be a real one..like it?leave it..dont?too bad..that's me..care not..i'm a freakin freaky freak!Lalala~~~

For those who know..dun ask me..for those who dont..dun ask me either..i'm lockin it away and giving it up to God..i shall not be angry..will have lotsa wrinkles..deep breath deep breath..everything's gonna be alright..cool it cool it..hai~self motivating freako..lala!!! =)))

Okie..all of it is out..i dun need to scream le..lalala=))) *grins*

[[when i close my eyes and think of You]]
[[and reminience on all the things You do]]
[[i cant imagine my life without You]]
[[it's like paradise]]
[[now i know that it's real]]
[[it's a mystery]]
[[for someOne to give their life just for me]]
[[what You did on Calvary]]
[[makes me wanna love You more]]

[[i never knew i could be so HAPPIE=)]]
[[i never knew i'd be so secure]]
[[because of Your LOVE]]
[[life has brand new meaning]]
[[it's gonna be a brighter day]]

[[never thought that i would smile again]]
[[never thought the dark clouds would end]]
[[never thought that i could have a friend]]
[[that would keep me]]
[[never leave me alone]]
[[Jesus You my everything]]
[[the only One that makes my heart sing]]
[[now i know wat real love means]]
[[it's everlasting]]

[[nothing can compare]]
[[to the joy Ya bring]]
[[an everlasting love affair]]
[[Jesus my life will never be the same]]
[[i found someOne who truly cares]]

Yup..joy of the Lord shall be my strength..so i shall not be angry nor complain..those are for victims, not victors..we will SHINE for YOU!!=))

*after a long time*

HEART POUNDING. i dun wanna talk to her!!!
She's so SCARY!!!
But i must..oh so sad***_ |

I DUN WAN!!!!!!

BMW...vvrrooommm!!!

*after a even longer time*

PHEW!!!!I finally did it..wa,huge step of courage..haha..watever..

It's so scary!!She GLARE at me!!!*shiver shiver*lalalala~~~

Anyway..i took leave tomolo to go down NYP, LaSalle, dance prac and to go out with da gals..hey be glad okie?i got my leave with great conqueration and overcomation(watever that is..it means i conquered and overcame my FEAR!Lalala~)

Phew phew...deep breath deep breath!!!breathe in breathe out..phew phew phew..i'm still very gan jiong..lalala!she's SO SCARY KNOW??!!!

Haha..for those who know who..shhh!!!it's a secret!*winks*=P hee~

For those who dunno..lalala..told you it's a secret..hahaa!

rojakoffeelingallinsideoftinyme-
notreallianicefeeling-

Gonna tell ya somethin..
I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(100% positive..i'm nuts)

I pity you..if you read till here..it's a whole day worth of blogging...you're not tired reading?wow..well today's entry's got nothin much..just some releasing of wat's on my mind..it's just too much..cant keep it in..lalala..i definately feels much better..=)))

`PEACE, that surpasses all understanding..

I seriously need that..

lovejoyPEACE`]
GODisGOODallTHEtime=)))

5:40 PM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Lala watever..

Lalala~people!!!I'm finally back on MSN!!Haha..

If you're wondering..nope my office com still cant dl MSN..i'm using e-messenger=)) hEe~ finally got somewhere to kill time where i got literally nothin to do..haha..can get to catch up with old frenz and stuff..yea it's good..haha..

Lala..so i spent the whole time chattin and stuff?No la..i got do work de loh..i onli chat when got nothin to do..(which is most of the time)haha..

Sian halfway..was to go out with the gals on thursday..PENGUIN CMI!!!She got steamboat wor..so sad..she sure eat fish one i tell you..why ah?PENGUIN ma..hee~lalala~old penguin!

Jen look SUPER bored..wonder wat she's up to with her com..haha..think she's swimming to(which means surfing net..)haha..

Yea..goin off work in 15 mins..mayb a little longer?Lalala..later goin home help man draw shirt..

I WANNA WATCH DA CHANG JING!=)

muahaha.*waves*

i'm nuts!

Boredness drives me crazy.I better find some entertainment.

*wave goodbye*

5:55 PM

Borin X2

Lalala~late for work..partly becos of the RAIN! It was raining sabretooth and mammoths out there..den we went buy umbrella..guess wat?We came out with the umbrella to see a clear sky(well..still got a drizzle)but like..ARGH! THE RAIN'S GONE kind?haha..made it safely to the office(as if there's any danger)Yup late..haha..

I didnt realise until today...it's been AGES since i bought chokies..so i bought one today..Cadbury milk chocolate..haha..

Nothin much..boring day(as always)..sent an email to my boss ask him work stuff..still waiting for his reply..till then i got nothin to do..

Subway for lunch..Italian B.M.T...today's one is not that nice(or izzit just my imagination?haha) Jen ate Classic Tuna..think hers'll be nicer?Hee~

Since i got nothin to do..got a blog-typin request from jeremy again..hai~well,better than nothin to do..just that his entries are all so short..cant kill much time any way..lala..i go type his blog first..later den write again ba..hee~

*eating subway cookie=)))*
Double Chocolate
Macadamia
******P Yummy~!

2:54 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006

Easter=)

Saturday started off not all that good..for one we woke up so so late..were suppose to meet the guys go down for blood donation..so okie la..went a bit later..
Went to this real modern lookin mosque(which you totally cant recognize if without the moon and star symbol they have..)Went in for a big letdown..cos i cant donate without signature..verbal consent not enough wor...grrr..talk about saving life..so troublesome for wat?I've been wanting to donate blood for like....yearS?Wanted to go last year..got some disease stuff..think is bird flu or somethin..my mum say very dangerous dun let me go..this time..FINALLY i persuaded her and my dad..but hai ya!No have signature..cant go..sian..

So..me and zishen sat there and wait loh..it took ages la!Waited and waited..hai yo..how come their blood flow so slow one..haha..

Not a wasted trip though..learned alot about Malay culture..cos while waiting for the rest, Sin man chatted with these two Malay ladies and learned quite abit about their customs and stuff..like kinda interesting la..we didnt know till after that that these two ladies are actually workin staff in the mosque..so we're like woh~ kind..haha..was interesting..

Rushed down to church..needa report for choir..so as usual..my make up made me 10 centuries older..if i ever mention my age i think i'll be accused of deceiving people and self-deception..haha..But choir was fun la..went crazy with MingYing and Eileen(another girl that we met on that day)As we were standing at the last row..we tried to "push" each other down..haha..but dun play play ah..there very high sia..hee~after that i was shifted down..enjoyed praise and worship..was great..

Sis Bel cut her hair!!So nice=)))

Cant wait for Easter..for one i can see Kel's performance..another is that i can remind myself of God's great love that He has shown on the cross..and the salvation of souls..the whole reason for the season..Jesus came so that you and I can be saved..that through the cross,He is made sin that we can be cleansed..we are SAVED through Christ, Amen.=)

Limitless God coming to a limited world, a sinless God coming to a sinful world, the Creator God coming down to His creation, a big God coming down to a small earth, Jesus coming down as a human....what great love!And He came down for wat?For you and I..He came to die for us..for our sins..every lie you said,every evil thought,every bad temper,every dishonesty..He died for you and me..

From Max Lucado. (not in exact words)
When the soldier is about to drive in the nails,Jesus could have resisted.But He didn't. Jesus looked over at His hands. Yes He saw the soldier,the nail,the mallet,the wood.But He saw something else.He saw the hands of God.
If there would be a list of our sins..every sinful act and thought being listed down..i believe it'll be a whole long list for each and everyone of us. Now on the cross Jesus looked over at His hands,He saw this list,between the wood and His hands..that's what stopped Him from resisting the nails..cause He know if this list exist,we would experience eternal death.Out of His great love,Jesus took the nails.Even if the soldier would have hesitate,Jesus would have driven the nails Himself.The sins behind His hands are covered..the rest of the list is covered by His Blood.It washes our sins away.He chose the nails, 'cos He love us so.

Nothing, nothing at all can compare with His love.

From the same book :
Ever heard of the story of Beauty and the Beast?We're like the beast in the story.Once we're all beautiful,living in a palace,until a curse came upon and we became ugly as the Beast..so full of sins.We live in the dark gloomy world with no light,just darkness.
One day light came when Beauty came.The story goes that the beast, are showered with such love and concern that he became handsome once more..a handsome young prince.Our story have a different ending

Christ,our Beauty,became ugly with sin that we can be cleansed.Christ went a step further than Beauty in the story.He died to set us free..

This Easter,His story will once again be told..His death and resurrection is the story..but you are the reason for the season..because He came to die for YOU.

What choice will you make?
Come this Easter to know His story.
Easter Encounter 2006
Expo Hall 8 April 15 4.30pm and 7.30pm
Expo Hall 8 April 16 10am and 1.30pm

I'm looking forward too..it's gonna be a wow wow time..see you there=)

Sunday was worse..i woke up at reporting time..took cab down..phew!barely made it for choir..

After that went walk walk with MingYing!(Haha..crazy gal)We went Bugis,den went Far East,den went Heeren,den went Cine..wow..i dunno where we got the strength from man..haha..

After that i went back Bugis wait for Jen..we bought a necklace each=)) (1 for $15.90,2 for $20..that's why she drag me over to see..haha..)

Den went to find man..sat in her shop and stuff..haha..waited for her to finish the day..lalala~

Yep,that's about that?Today's work is fine..kinda bored cos boss' not here..lalala~anyways off work soon..hope for a better tomolo=)))

peacejoyLOVE`

5:47 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

Blue Gorilla~

BORED. nothing to write.

*drinking chinese tea*

IT'S ONLY 4???!!!Time crawls when you're bored..Got a knife?I wanna KILL TIME!!!=P

*wait......* 2 minutes just passed..great...
Hai~headache's found me..gonna catch some flies..(okie,no link..i know..)

Story of the Blue Gorilla***(advance version)
Once there was a researcher who is highly curious and hungry for knowledge. So he heard of a strange tale of a blue gorilla in Hulu Hula Island.This researcher is mystified. "I've gotta find this blue gorilla and research on it's strange nature."

Flight SQ666 took this researcher to this country.He step out of the airport with a determination "i must see the blue gorilla"

So through mountains and vallies..over the lake..over the field..he finally came to Hulu Hula Island..He found himself to have landed in a strange new place..where weird species of plants are growing all over..So up he went into the mountain to find this small small village.So he approached one of the villager to ask about the blue gorrila.

Researcher: Hi. Eh..may i ask where can i find the blue gorilla?
Villager: (Gasp!) B..bl..blue GORILLA?
Researcher: Eh...y..ya?The blue gorilla...
Villager:AHHHH!!!!(and he ran back to his house)

"Woh..." the researcher thought." This is one strange gorilla!"

So he continued asking..soon everyone in the village has locked themselves in their house.Finally the researcher found one old man who didn't flee at the question.The old man said "The blue gorilla can be found high up on this mountain.You can take this path and you will find it.You can do your research,take pictures,feed it,sleep beside it..just ONE thing..DUN ever touch the blue gorilla,or the consequences will be VERY severe."

So the researcher,feeling a little nervous,went up ahead to the direction the old man told him.

Trees and bushes blocked his way..with a parang he slashed his way through..thorns and stuff pricked him..ouch..he was still thinkin of giving it up when he saw,in a distance,A CAGE!

Despite all the pain and ache..he ran ahead and,wow..the BLUE GORILLA!He was so excited he started taking picture of the blue gorilla(and with the gorilla too) Till night falls..he set up a small camp and rested..

Next morning..he awoke afresh. He went to the blue gorilla and took a real long look at it..observing every single detail. He took out his notebook and began noting down everything furiously..soon his book is filled with scribbles and notes..he picked some bananas and feed the gorilla..it ate! The reseacher felt like the happiest man on earth..being so close with such a special species..

Third day..the reseacher has finished his research and was planning to go..yet he didnt want to..he so so SO wanted to touch it.He thought to himself "such a mild animal won't do anything to me even if i just touch it...right?"
After much consideration..he took a step closer to the blue gorilla..

Peering at the animal,he observed for the right time.Just when the gorilla turn to look away,the reseacher stretch out his finger and poke the gorilla,just a little....

Suddenly,the gorilla looked back!ROARRRRR!!!!!!!!And it broke lose from it's cage!!!The reseacher got the fright of his life and fled as fast as his legs could carry him..he ran pass the trees and bushes,and pass the small small village and reached the boat in which he had took..phew,he thought.."i think i lost it"

So he board his boat and was just pushing away when he heard..ROAR! and it's coming towards him!!He rowed faster than any man can row..he looked back and saw the gorilla SWIMMING towards him!He took off the moment he reached shore and ran and ran..not daring to stop..he ran pass mountain and vallies..still one sound haunted him..ROAR!

Finally he reached the airport.He went up a plane and sat at his seat thinkin "wow..that was so close..now i finally got rid of that monster!"The plane took off and the air stewardess was serving him water when he heard again..ROAR!Terrified,he looked out of the window to find the gorilla clinging onto the airplane!!!!Pale as a sheet,he prayed as hard as anyone can pray.His heart was like a wild bull!

At touch down..he ran off immediately and got a taxi.."UNCLE UNCLE!!FASTER GO GO..G...GO!A..AH..I..I WAN GO PHUA CHU KANG...EH NOT I MEAN..CHUA CHU KANG..QUICK,GOT A BLUE GORILLA AFTER ME!!!!!!!"
Taxi Driver : "Mister..before i go to Chua Chu Kang i seriously beseech you to make a trip to Hougang first."But the driver went anyway..

The man sank into his seat.This is the worst nightmare ever!But it's finally over..he thought..the gorilla cant possibly find him....right?Just to be safe,he turned to look..oh no!The go..go..gorilla is running on the EXPRESSWAY!!!
So they went..from CPE to SLE,from BKE to PIE..through Bedok Avenue 2,to Seng Kang Drive 58,to West Coast way..to Bukit batok,bukit panjang...YES!Chua Chu Kang!!He alighted and ran straight back home..in the lift he thought.."hey,i havent heard the roar for quite some time already..mayb i lost it!"Happily the reseacher walked out..he was about to enter his house when he heard..boom boom boom..he lean over to see the blue gorilla climbing the wall,up to his house!Terrified,almost petrified..he ran in and hid in his room..BOOM,the front door broke..fear crept into his heart..is his life ending right here?Anxious,he ran into his bathroom and hid in his bath tub,behind the shower curtain..hoping the blue gorilla won't find him. Fat chance.Boom...Boom..one by one the doors broke..BOOM..into the bathroom.The intense breathing of the gorilla is evident.Grr grr..the gorilla approached.Clang!The curtain was pulled off.Now standing face to face with the vicious beast,the man prayed silently "Jesus,Jesus,Jesus..."

ROARRRR!!!!!!!The gorilla lunged at the man and.........................................






.............put out his finger and poke the man.

The end.




Dun look at me lidat.I'm bored enough to write this whole chuck out..it's funnie wat..isn't it?Hee~haha..i took one and a half hours to write la!(in between having pantrybreaks and stuff..)

Okie..now i'm alone in the room..sian~they went downstairs to dunno meet who..haha..

Okie i just drank my fifth cup of chinese tea..not very nice though..bleahx~

Okie..needa go settle timesheet stuff..write on monday~=)

5:32 PM

Bored once more...

I shouldn't have confess..i said i scared cant wake up in the morning..it came to pass..haha..so i was terribly late for work*oh NO!* but anyways..blah blah..

Went eat dinner with Bel yesterday..that penguin say she lazy cook herself wor..eat loh..haha..den chatted..she went for the SP freshmen camp thingy..sounds so fun=) Sit there talk talk..den went Vista Point there walk walk..cos got pasamalam there..nothin much though..we went to those toy store and play their toys(well just a little..haha) Den walk on..got this shop with real nice stuff..imported from HK the lady say..the stuff are so nice la!The price is nice too..so we left empty handed...was kinda borin(the pasamalam i mean) went walk around vista point..sat down..chatted all the way till Jacky called bel..so met up with them at the kpt there..chatted..so funnie..so just nice weiye and lili walked by too..so they joined us too..haha..was fun with all you people and one PENGUIN=)))

idunfeellikesmiling.
idunforceasmile.

blah. watever.


Yup..hee~God is good ALL the time..who cares wat happens in the world..Praise God in ALL things..praise God for ALL He's done=) Lalala~*singin praises to His name* Whenever i think of how BIG He is..my problem seem so so small..Nothing on earth will trouble Him..He is the Almighty=)

* i m l i v i n g f o r t h i s c a u s e *

Office = BORED.
me and jen are staring into nothin doin nothin.
Life in the office when you got NOTHING to do = Nothingness.

Sleepy mode seting in. *yawn* Yup..sleepy hour = between 1.30-2.30..every weekday=)

Kinda happy though..cos it's friday!=) Weekend's here..wippie yippie!!=)))) can kick off that old old feelin and be a all in all youth again=) *i feel so OLD workin here* haha..(and dun you DARE tell me: well,you are.)Haha...=P

firecomefirecomefirecome. burndeepwithinme. letitnevercease. fireofevangelism. passionofChirstsaturateourheartswithlove.

iloveGOD.

i feel like an ice cream in the freezer. FROZEN. not allowed to de-freeze. Bleahx.

*lookin forward* tomolo's saturday again=))) goin church!!Hee..it's always so fun and exciting..and not just that..but that i know that i know that God will be there..oh wat can be more exciting than that?Haha..

OH YA!!!How can i forget to mention..it's Pastor Aries' birthday today!Though i dun ever think he'll know..but let's just sing him a bdae song=))
Happie birhtday to you
Happie birthday to you
Happie birthday to Pastor Aries
Happie birhtday to you
God is blessing you now
God is blessing you now
God is blessing you Pastor Aries
God is blessing you now!(Woohoo!!!)

Yea~i pray as Pastor Aries celebrates his birthday this year..God will continue to bless him abundantly with all things..that watever his hands touch.it will prosper..that he will climb greater heights and do greater things in Jesus' name..AMEN!=)))

Lalala..jen found somethin to do le..hai~*here i am,all alone in the forest*(huh?forest?) okie never mind..i took it out of some weird book i read..that was a line of a crocodile..=P

Oh no..i feel like so sian today..like i'm gonna waste another day?Hai~One day,24 hour..8 hours spent nua-ing..BORED totally.>p<

Insomia,BE GONE!Cant sleep every night..so ARGH!I WANNA SLEEP!!!(not now la)Hee...weird..den cant wake up in the morning..oh no..i dun wanna be late everytime la...=P Like..i'm not real okie with my punctuality in the first place..so..gotta change..but if i cant sleep at night how am i gonna wake up on time in the morning?Hai~i pray for good sleep=) Hee~ZZZzzzz....

`Love people and use things, not love things and use people]]

Lala..today's blogg kinda boring..i'm just typing some nonsensical stuff..so if you feel real bored(which i am right now) just go to somewhere else..this' gonna be BORING..

OKie...got a REQUEST from cookie monster..help him type his blog..since i got nothing better to do..oh well..haha..write again later(mayb=P)

3:08 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Cold water. Bucket of Cold water.

Think i'm gonna have emotional heartattack soon..*can't take it*
It's was a total roller coaster..real life..right on..straight in my face..depressing..worryin..WATEVER!!!

One thing i totally HATE about roller coaster..it brings you way high..den pulls you ALL the way down..next it swings you round and round till you dunno where you're goin..all your sense of direction are totally gone..you dunno where you are or where you're goin..no time to stop and think..no time to consider..it just rushes you through..i hate that..

Life is like a roller coaster for me yesterday..so yup..got a good news and a bad new..though i dun sound realli happie( but i am,i realli am) I GOT LASALLE'SLETTER!! And know wat? I GOT IN!!!Foundation year in dance..*lookin forward* I mean like..you mean ME? I got IN?! No ballet..bad coordination blah blah?It's so like a miracle that...it's so wow wow wow..*Praise GOD!!*

>>[[`That brought me all the way to the top of the r o l l e r c o a s t e r ***_ |

Happily messaging everyone that i got in..MOST of them said like : Wah..happy la..congrats!All e best..good.. well..along these lines? I was still happy happy..until i saw the downward ride..my heart sank as deep as a valley..SOMEONE send SOMETHING that totally bewildered me..that totally flunk my head out of the window..i'm like WAT?It's ridiculous..just know..it's a very hurting message..mayb the person doesnt mean it that way..nevertheless..i'm not =) about it..though i realli love and respect this person..but still..hope it doesnt turn out to be the way i'm thinkin it'll be..*God tell me wat to do*

It's like everybody have dreams..you have your dreams..i have mine..that person,i'm sure, have his/her dreams in life..we strive to work hard towards that..anythin wrong?Moreover if we're tryin to work so so so hard to shine forth God's glory..that as we fulfil our dreams by His strength..people will see and know..this cannot be done UNLESS IT'S GOD..can't we strive to bear a good testimony for Christ in the area of our passion?I never prayed a prayer to seek for fame and riches..i always asked to be place in the place where He wants me to be..though i love dance..if God wants be to go into science i'll gladly go!If He brings me to business,banking,finance..i'll go and shine!If He brings me to F&B,i'll serve as best as i can!But now i'm lookin at an open door to dance..i was goin to walk straight ahead..no delays..until..
*Standing at the door*not knowing what to do*

It's so different..to hear the Word and believe,and to believe and act out the Word..everyone can hear and receive..totally having no doubts..yet,it's so hard to cross the lines in life..i,for one..is now standing at the line of positive affirmation(again)..if it's some ah cat ah dog's comment to me i wouldn't care..but this person is one i love and respect,one who is my fren..though he/she may not feel this is practical..for me to take dance in Singapore..but like..you dun realli have to splash a WHOLE bucket of cold water on me..my spirit's dampen..my joy's gone..where is it?Down the drain(literally)..

I said before..i'm gonna say again..I am a Christian..little Christ..i have Christ living in me..i am called to do His will..i'm called to be the HEAD and not the tail..i shall be ABOVE only and not be beneath..i'm called to STAND OUT..not blend in..i'm not to go with the crowd..i may be an ordinary girl,but i serve an EXTRAORDINARY GOD..i have an EXTRAORDINARY DREAM that i believe will bring EXTRAORDINARY GLORY to His name..so wat if i realli fall flat on my face..so wat i fail totally in it..so wat if i become such a failure the whole world despise me..at least i know..i'm gonna try my best..for Christ..i'm holding on to His promises..i can do ALL THINGS through CHRIST who strengthens me..ALL THINGS work together for GOOD to those who LOVE HIM..NO weapon formed against me shall prosper..i press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus..

For God knows the thoughts that He think toward me,thoughts of good and not of evil..togive me a FUTURE and a HOPE.

Like Esther in the Bible..we're all born for such a time as this..all things work according to His divine timetable..i believe He have a destiny instored for me..i believe He has planned a path for me..i believe as i continue to trust in Him,His love,His grace,His mercy..He'll bring me into His courts,unto His path..into His glorious LIGHT..let this light be shorn unto the dark world out there..
*thislittlelightofmine*imgonnaletitshine*

Your mountain must hear your voice.SPEAK to the mountain "Be removed and casted into the sea" and do not doubt in your heart..it shall be done according to you word.

Our words frame our world around us..i'm not gonna be limited by my words..i'm gonna speak forth God's word..in God,there is NO LIMITATION..

!REALITY WILL NOT LIMIT ME!

Say watever you like..i'm me..God lover..i'll do wat He tells me to do..not you*lookin at satan and glare at him*Despicable..>p< I HATE SATAN!!!!!

Put on the whole armor of God
Girdle of TRUTH
Breastplate of RIGHTEOUSNESS
Shoes of the preparation of the GOSPEL
Shield of FAITH
Helmet of SALVATION
Sword of the SPIRIT(W.O.G)
Supernatural TONGUES
The Blood of the LAMB
The name of JESUS

Stand up and fight.



Well well..think i've said enough..grr..cant keep everythin bottled up inside right?I'll go berserk or somethin=P

Cheerful talk than..went home with my dad yesterday..help him carry his oh-so-heavy coins all..cos his back is aching..so chatted about people in the service industry..attitude and stuff..haha..was funnie..my dad never fails to amuse me with his stories..so it was that when we were about reaching home(below at our void deck actually) one of the auntie workin for my dad called to say he forgotten somethin important..my dad was like..ai ya..risk it..tomolo go see still have not..so i just went back to my room onli when he told me to accompany him take cab back to his place there..so i'm like..okie..why not?Haha..took cab down..he took his stuff.took cab back..wow..night ride=))) was fun..and tiring..i dunno why i'm tired takin cab but..i'm dead tired..slept early last night(not all that early actually...haha..)

Woke up today with NO ALARM!! Wow..i'm like..eh?why i wake up ah?Haha..funnie la..i was too tired to set alarm last night..praise God!I awoke!=)))

Just came back from lunch..went eat Subway with Jen..was funnie..she tried "choppin" a seat with tissue for the first time today..wow,you're one step closer to being an office lady gal!=))) Was nice..i ate Italian B.M.T(basic military training?) Muaha..watever=P

I bought a new wallet!Red one..with mickey~ Looks cute..=))) like ME..haha!(OKie..dun gimme that look...that's wat i get for sayin i'm cute right?=P)

I'M CUTE!!! in the eyes of God=P (true wat..everyone is)

*inthisplace*
*dreamsaremade*
*inthisplace*
*whereYouare*
*carrymehere*
*inYourarmsoflove*
*drawmeclosetoYou*
*iwannabewhereYouare*

i have a destiny.
i know i shall fulfill.
i have a destiny.
in a city on a hill.
i have a destiny.
it's not an empty wish.
for i know i was born.
for such a time as this.


***_ | everytearyoucryispreciousinHissight

`so i look to You Lord]]

Thank God for frens..they inspire me,help me,change me,remind me,love me and care for me..friends(not aquaintance) are for life=)) thanks to all you people..i'm gonna wash my frown away..smile will be back=) *grins* The joy of the Lord will be my strength..i'll do all that'll delight Him..amen!!!=)

!The Holy Spirit's got me pumpin!
!Flowin with da beat this whole place is jumpin!
!To the sound the demons CANT STAND IT!
!Cos tonight we're gonna SHAKE THIS PLANET!

!We're gonna shake this planet!
!And turn it upside down!
!We're gonna praise Him where His presence can be found!
!We're gonna shout His praises!
!For He's the one who reign!
!We're gonna sing it till the whole world has been saved!

!Shake this planet turn it upside down!
!Will your spirit come and make a sound!
!Save this generation goin down!
!Fill us!
!Cos tonight we're gonna SHAKE THIS PLANET!

JUMPIN' TO THE JAM OF THE GREAT I AM!

*can't wait for Emerge=)))*

2:08 PM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Busy

More and more work to do..less and less time to do bloggin and stuff..haha..rushin BS later..write tomolo ba=)

*busY busY BUSY*
>>[[Foronceigotlotsathingstodo=)

5:18 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

FROZEN. brainandhands.

FROZEN. brainandhands.

COOKIE MONSTER's blaming me for the air con thing *look at COOKIE MONSTER* right?

FROZEN. brains. A little milo helped alot..=))) iloveMILO!!!

Okie crap.

Was busy for the pass two hour..correcting the files and stuff..falling asleep here and there but yup..managing alright=) Jen's still having lessons from COOKIE MONSTER..haha..(he dun wan me call him cookie monster..so i shall..muahahahaha..oh i'm so evil..)

Lalala..i'm LOVIN' my job (a hint of self-deceving..haha..)it's FUN..totally ENJOYING it..no la i'm kiddin..it's quite alright realli..mayb i'm just used to it..haha..

Still waiting...LaSalle..won't you let me know soon?If not how am i gonna register for Emerge?Haha..Lookin into the letterbox everyday to find it empty(sometimes with those property agency ads and fastfood brochuers and stuff) PATIENCE INCREASE! Haha..waitin's made me nuts??I think so *silly grins*=)

Goin off in 10 mins..yea!!A long day finally ended..wat's with all the com and paper and stuff..haha..my life could be more interesting=)

`canineverleaveYourwonderouspresenceandlove?

WANNA DO MY HAIR!!Any suggestion..pls say in my tagboard=)

Okie..off i go..see ya tomolo same time same channel..Puiman's channel(bleahx) okie watever..bye~!!!=))

*neverwannaleaveYouLord]]***_ | `inYourPresence

5:57 PM

Workin with Jen=)

Oh no...got some work stuff dunno how to do..haha..now i'm like *lost* kind..den Jennifer also got stuff dunno..so we're both like kinda *lost*...hee~

The air con is extremely cold today..mayb we're having some guests from Antartica?(Okie..laugh...that was a joke..)

Woh..the office is like so empty today..haha..think they all got meetin and stuff..haha..nvm..we're goin out soon anyway..lunchtime with no lunch=)))

*out for walk walk*

Yup yup..we're back..me and Jen went walk Amara hotel..lotsa clothes and shoes stuff..bought Milo premix=))) and Soy Bean and Nescafe(Mocha) * grins *

Haha..the two crazy gals over here have decided to go walk woodlands centre after work..hey,no fair..it's nearer to her house!Haha..kiddin la..not like she never come causeway pei us ma hor?*look to Jen* Hee~i very long never go centre there walk le also..yeppie~buy mum mum put at office!(Okie,i'm food crazy..)

<<<..........................`watizzit?]]

Woh~Jen woke me up..oppsie..think i fall asleep again..oh no=P

OKie..better get back to work..write again later or somethin..=P

3:40 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006

Over the weekend...

Heyyie~!=))) i'm back!Was a nice weekend..enjoyed it=)

Friday had combine cellgroup after work..was great..singing praises and worship,all the way to the Word..was wonderful..suppose to be focusing on healin this week but oh well=) it was great anyways..

After that..we stayed at my house for a little longer..did this did that(shall not elaborate..lest you fall asleep in front of the com like ME) and out we went for a late night movie=)

Went Causeway point..ate Long John..wat did i eat?I dun remember..one of their promotion thingy..den we went up for the movie : ICE AGE 2!!=)
Was a 11.25 show..ended 'round 1 plus..but it's nice..super funnie!Hee..anyone wan watch,call me along..i dun mind watchin again=) provided i'm free..=P Its a whole new experience,seeing vultures sing opera,squirrel doin ballet,acting-dead mammoth...haha...

Enjoyed the movie very much..oh ya..i went with Jen,Jacky,Min Kuan and Zi Shen..we laugh like dunno wat man..hee~

The weekend service with Rev. Dr. Richard was wow wow wow..power packed la..he begin singing when he got on stage(and he's voice is WOW) and like..it's wonderful=) Den the preachin..the Word came like waves into my heart..His Word is indeed a lamp unto our path=)

Went for the Sun farewell party(izzit a party?) Okie..it was a farewell session thing..cos she's leaving Singapore(again..awww...)so we went..and we got real front..she bought Dayan along too..He's SO CUTE=) After everythin was a photo taking session with Sun..i was literally PUSHED to the front and squashed by the waves of people around me..bumped into a choir brother(literally) and we're like trapped..i wanted to take photo of Sun..he wanted her signature..but we're like so trapped..haha..was horrible..
After that..Sun had to leave..was so sad like at the entrance..everyone was there like..bye Sun bye Sun,we will miss you..aww,i'm gonna miss her=P
Anyway i took lotsa photo..yea*=P

Went fellowship with CG people..Kel,man and cookie monster tried to play an april fool trick on me..haha..but i saw right through them..you all are so bad at lying..but it's good ma..thou shall not lie..haha..=P Was fun though..Went back 'round 10 plus?Haha..
After that was KPT fellowship..was much quieter than usual..had onli me,jen,weiye and marc(he came much later anyway)..so was quite silent in a way..haha..i ate,and they played guitar..i was like..wow,food and music=))) And know wat?Marc bought the Oschool shirt!!It look so cool la..if i ever go Oschool for class i'll buy that man..it's so nice la..haha..Oschool~

Oh man..been ages since i danced..wanna go back to the dancing days=) If i'm ever gonna be free,Oschool,here i come=))

Sunday..wanted to go service..but couldnt wake up so...hee..missed it..=P
Went church anyway..cos wanna renew the attribute membership to get the goodie bag=))) Haha..i'm so auntie!

Sunday = April 2 = Ee KaiLi's Birthday!!=)))
Happie birthday gal!!Steppin into the twenty-realm..may you step into a higher level in life too=)

Went celebrate Kaili's bdae @ Rocky Master..ate pasta and pizza stuff..was nice..their Al funghi is much better than pastamania..hee~den we got a surprise cake for her..Kel was feelin mean and cut a small piece of cake and call kaili to eat it..think it's so simple..no way man..this small piece of cake has gone tabasco and pepper on it..tell me again he's not mean..haha..kaili ate after much persuasion..she somehow look disgusted..haha..

After that..went Tampinese Mall with Kaili and Enoch..went walk walk around the place..nothin much though..but was fun..hey gal~hope ya enjoy your day..may your 20th year be as sweet as you are=))) *grins*


Yea..Jen started work!!=) Now i'm not the onli one ENDURING the COLDness of cookie monster...muahahaha(opps,i'm being mean) haha..but it's fun la..like,we three conquer the room kind?Haha..is funnie..=P

Saw this book at Life bookstore yesterday called forsuchatimeasthis(it was written lidat on the book) by Lisa Ryan..a girl's book anyway..talkin about being a modern day Esther..that's my up next wanna-read book i guess=)

Okie,busy busy today..(well,sorta) yup..gettin back to work..anyway knockin off in half an hour so..no diff! Haha!=P

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