Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Talentime peeps. Coolest in town.
Today was so FUN FUN FUN la=)Woke up 'round 2...gonna go meet ger at JP. I reached around 3.25..she reached around.......nvm...wahaha.
Yea finally get to eat KFC with her=))) we love KFC.
When church..saw Theresa and Nicole on the bus=) and we went church together..to find it locked..and the security cant open the door for some cute reasons..watever..we went Nayang CC there dance..
Wahaha!! Found Motion Effects, Gabrielle, Nikz, Febrinna and Sandy there too..wahaha..wat a crowd!=) So we had fun there..wahaha..
After a long while church finally opened..and we went in=)))
YES here we are again at JW church...seriously miss this place LOADSLOADS...this will always be the house of worship=)
Went B4. Had talentime prac=) LOVE da girls..they are ever so creative=)
Yea we did our dance..was kinda messy i feel..well..hope we will be doin well and will continue to do well!=)
Anyways...we had a crazy time taking loads and loads of funnie pic..loaded most of them on my multiply...wahaha. was so fun la! WE ARE PHOTO FREAKS cum GHETTO QUEENS=)
Talentime in church is realli different i feel..i mean like..though we are competing..yet we are friends..i saw just now that as one vocalist sings, the other vocalist cheers..same for dance..we cheer for other teams..like..we wont see that quite often in other competitions right?But its a real joy la..we're in a so-called "iron sharpen iron" state i guess..pushing each other to a higher level in our area..everyone improves together..this is such a warm feeling isnt it? like our prac for the slam..we teach each other..we learn from each other..we encourage, we cheer on, we laugh, we hug(sister to sister, bro to bro pls), we all share wonderful moments together..we're like all buddy buddy! Hardly like competitors..we're all frens. I love talentime people loads la! They're da coolest! *winks*
Yea we're gonna rock the house this emerge!! Watch out for us in talentime 2006! and of cos the FINALE! showcasing us~=) and rappers la. =P
Showing our talent for God's glory..i love the song Motion Effects used. But i cant say what song till after Emerge..it's a surprise=) yea love it MUCH!=)
Ghetto Queens = Drama Queen + Boogie Queen + Reggae Queen + Sweet/CUTE Queen + Contemp Queen + Drum Queen.
Go figure yourself. It's kinda obivious. I love this equation though=) We're all QUEENS in our way~
If i write on, i wouldn't need to sleep le..
Puii- trying to sleep.
YES i'm trying HARD to sleep.
3:50 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006
Sleep
zzz.i just blogged cos i missed blogging.
Puii- off to bed.
4:22 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
iloveGOD. i wanna change.He love me just the way i am. He love me too much to let me stay this way. One word i hear today.
be renewed*
wow`-
and i worship you Lord
my life in You restored
here is my heart
make it Your sanctuary
for nobody else
but Jesus only You.
my heart's cry.
my ONLY desire.
i wanna be a little girl before my Father.
i wanna love Him with a child's love.
pure love.
yesiloveGOD.
Puii-
5:15 AM
Friday, May 26, 2006
It's an unfair world.
It's an unfair world..but God is a fair God.ihatethisworldi'mlivinin.
I'm being immature..just let me be..i'm so drained of my smile.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! could i slap the devil?
i feel like pulling all my hair out
i feel like screaming my lungs out
i feel like eating every ice cream in the world
i feel like biting the wood off my bed
i feel like going to the beach and scream all the fish ashore
i feel like a lion. i wanna roar. i wanna scream.
ah.
watever. i'm so not me today.
Heard of Heaven. Heard of Jesus.
I heard of a place with no sorrow
No tears no sadness
Just joy
I heard of a place so beautiful
No man can comprehend
I heard of a place that's called Heaven
Where God Almighty dwells
A wonderful place
So full of His glory
And love
That last forever
Have you heard of this Heaven?
Have you heard of Jesus?
His pure love has open the gate
Of Heaven
Have you heard of this Heaven?
Have you heard of Jesus?
He gave His life
That you may live
With Him
In Heaven
I heard of a Man called Jesus
The Son of God above
He came to die on Calvary
That our sins may be washed away
The Son of God
The Son of man
Jesus
He died for us all.
noquarrelnosadnessnoanger
wannabeinheaven
Puii- `sad as sad can be.]]
1:20 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Tiredness makes one sick. Aww..
Didnt blog these few days..no time. no energy.YES i'm very tired..though say i dont have work and studies stuff like the rest..but i'm realli drained..if i'm feeling okie today, it'll be another day out again..suppose to be out lookin for costume..i'm just too dead to go out..hai~
I NEED SLEEP! Many scolded me though...cos i didnt sleep till late in the night..so serve me right if i'm so tired everytime..well..not that i dont wanna sleep but, I CANT FALL ASLEEP!!! Even yesterday, i was real real real tired..Kel wanted to pray with me through phone but i'm just too tired realli, so i went to bed like 12 plus..but still, however tired i am, I CANT SLEEP..like the door to lala land only open late late late in the night..i was lying there trying tryin to sleep..hai~ it was torturous..when i did fallen asleep like 1 to 2 hours later, i slept for just awhile when i woke up again!!! Grr...on and off through the night i kept waking up..it was only after 4-5 am in the morning before i realli got to sleep without waking up..
So in the morning..sinman had a tough time waking me up, cos i'm just too tired..well, somethin somethin went on, i shall not elaborate, so she went out without me..
I feel real angry realli..not at sinman la..but at myself..like, wat's the big prob about sleepin? I can sleep practically everywhere..on train, on bus, even in the office when i was working..why can i behave normally and sleep at the time other people are sleepin too?
Hope i dont grow vampire teeths soon..wahahas..
GRR...i wanna sleep..at NIGHT.
So great..now i'm sick..i was thinkin yesterday that i'm feeling feverish..great, now i'm SICk..ah watever..
Sorry gals i didnt go shop for costume with you all..i'm just so dead..wahahas.
Puii- `tired]]
5:01 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
LOVES` Ghetto.
i simply adore these gals...Ghettos Queens: Amanda, Sinman, Calynne, Ling Ling, Geraldine, ME=)
My first impression of this group was...weird combination.. Well sinman and ling i've danced with them before so was alright..we know each other well enough..but for Amanda, though i know her, but didnt realli dance with her in a team(except for last year's Extraordinary?) And for Cal and Ger i dont even know them!! Haha..so was like..weird?
Haha..but okie la..as time passes we clicked very well together..mayb it's God ba? I dont think anyone can get so close in such a short time though..but that's wat happen to us..6 girls, 6 crazy girls, 6 happie girls..though we've known each other for a v short time..we came together to dance for His glory, to be an inspiration to youths in our church. Wow..i think this is realli a work of God. To us winning is realli not all that important..it's just a bonus realli..to be able to stand on that platform itself is to me a big big privilledge..though i go up the stage for choir every other week, but to be centrestage, dancing to so many people..this is the first shot..wow~ thank God for this opportunity.
OH yes..the girls..i've never met any other bunch of girls that is as crazy as us..well..crazy moments are loads more than serious moment in this team..we're the rara dancing girls! Woohoo!=)
LOADS of memories with them already!=) Those captured on camera are in my Multiply account..those were all the fun fun times with them..YES I LOVE GHETTO QUEENS=)
Yup girls, Emerge is on th ecountdown already..wow, i'm getting EXCITED!
We're gonna dance dance dance dance dance dance dance all night! WOOHOO!
Keke..i'm kinda nuts here.
Oh well...love ya all..=)
Puii-
4:49 AM
Monday, May 22, 2006
"When you dance, God will stand up from His throne, lift up His robe, and dance with you." -Pst. Kongi am touched. thank you God.
the stage will never be empty, cos You're always here with me. I'll dance for You alone. Every other audiences may leave, but I know my Daddy God will sit through the performance. He'll look pass all flaws and mistakes. For He looks at the HEART.
yesiloveYOU.
Puii- dancin'
4:25 PM
Be a Daniel.
We are in the world but not of the world. I wanna be a Daniel. I wanna have virtue. Virtue = innocence TESTED. And YES, virtue is POWER..wanna.BE.a.DANIEL.
Be relevant, yet extraordinarily righteous.
People fear the arts. Some told me arts will draw you away from God. Many left God for arts. But to me, arts is made to show His glory. I wanna go in and penetrate it. I wanna be a Daniel in the dance world out there. Being a salt, engaging and penetrating my environment. We are to be baptized in the trade that God has put us in, to shine for Him.
Be a Daniel.
Puii. ;lovin' God.
4:39 AM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
v tired. v tired.
ineedYourstrength***vvv tired. though not working no more. Dance prac. going here and there..was real tired. Without His strength i wouldn't be able to run on realli. Today was realli v to the limit. By the end of the day i have stiches even if i walk slowly and got a v clever headache that i so ADORE(okie this isn't wat i meant) the rojak and teh beng i ate for supper was comforting=)))
Morning went Raffles city. Met with the hosting finalist girl. She's so cute. Think i saw her at Sun FC gathering that time..she was the host la..the startin host..haha..think she's quite pro one=)
Went esplanade prac. For pics go my multiply=)
Was v fruitful, choreo wise. But too much choreo, cant realli remember well..but was nice..the gals are so cute!!!=) LOVES` Ghetto~=P
Went O school after that for dance consultation with Bro Kenny and Carol. Was v gan jiong..kinda mess up and stuff..okie la..some things some things..lazy to type.=P
Learnt the finale item. Was so CHIM! Wahaha but v nice=))) lovin' it=P
Went eat. Ate Beef noodles. Was SO NICE.=) Behind SAM de KPT.=)))
Went Far East in search for costumes and stuff..in the end only bought caps. Got discount though..wahaha~=D
Shared KFC two piece with manda. Haha..iMISSkfc.
Supper. Teh Beng and Rojak. Shared with Sinman=)
Yea went home.
Dead tired.
ireallineedYourstrength. i'mvtiredLord.
forYOURglory. i'll dance.
Puii- lovin' God.*
3:20 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
How many will come?
Cellgroup today was inspiring..bro v speaks about prayer..about seeking after God.. i was sitting there with a wow in my head...i wanna seek God..Pride say: " I don't need God"
But we all need some help don't we?How many times we fail so badly in life?We fall flat on our face. We hurt deeply. We need some serious help..
You must understand that you need help. You need GOD. Till you put down your pride, till you admit, till you humble yourself, you will be hungry to pray, to seek Him.
Prayer is seeking God.
If we wanna be strong spiritually, but yet not pray, how can it be? Jesus prayed, how can we not? He is our all-time example. If He prayed, then we must too.
What does it take to seek the Lord?
1.Love.
If you don't love God, you won't seek Him. You won't have time for Him.
We will always have time for the things we love. Time for playing, time for sleeping, time for eating, time for relaxing. But there's always no time for homework, for studying, for projects, for assignments, for work, etc. For the things we love, we'll find time. We set priorities. We finds ways to do the things we love. We often don't admit it though. "Yea i was REAL busy so i didn't have time".
If God is your priority, no excuses will stop you from seeking Him. Therefore set your priorities right. If you're for God then seek Him all the way. Don't be a half-hearted christian, halfway in and halfway out. If you're in, then seek Him all the way. In everything, seek His kingdom first. Nothing else matters, realli.
Seeking God and seeking your needs are different. Yes we do come to God with our needs and prayer requests. But are you seeking God or His provision? Are you seeking the blessing or the Blessor? We have trials in life. Bad things do happen to good people. This is not a fairytale world we're living in. Through trials, just believe. Somehow He'll lead. Many times we don't know how, we don't know when. The mountain in front looks just too huge to move out of our way. We seemed so stuck in the situation. But this is what faith is about. It's just about trusting Him like a child would trust the father. We should trust our Abba Father. He won't let us go through a trial that we can't go through.
Love Him. Turst Him.
2. Diligence [Hard work]
Prayer required work. Cos' the devil don't like us praying. If he can he'll stop you. That's why we some times feel it's hard to pray. We must stir up ourselves, we must pray through, and enter the realm of the spirit. We must pray on and press in.
To achieve results, we must work hard. If we want spiritual growth, we must work hard. We must pray on.
If you can be discipline in earthly things, what more the spiritual?
3.Dying to yourself.
Letting our will die. Letting Jesus' will live within, having control. Bearing our cross daily.
Bearing the cross = In everything, Jesus comes first.
Gonna give up control. Jesus reign in my life. I wanna be led by Christ. It's not about me realli. It's about God.
Let not my will, but Yours be done.***
How many will come to this place?How many will fall before Him? How many will give up all for Him? If God ask of the desire of your heart tonight, what will you choose?How many will choose God? How many will come to a point whereby you go through trials after trials but can still say: "God i trust in Your love." ?
Bro Valor is such an inspiration. He truly gave up all for God. He can always go back to thailand and have a good life there. All that he could ever want. But he chose to leave those and serve God. This is what i call great love. How many will come to this love? This great love for God.
[[seek His face; seek His way`]]
Word through Pst Phil last year(Took it out of the service video):
Nothing will prevent God, the Almighty, from doing what He will, in His earth, by His power, through His servants, by His Spirit, in His Word, by His church.
wow.
Puii. `in awe]]
12:24 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Day out with Jeannie=)
Didnt blog yesterday...was dead tired..oh well..i slept till 3 plus today..see how tired i am?Keke...Yea..finally got to go out with Jeannie=) But hai~so sad..cos i didnt sleep the night before..came back home in da mornin and played com..cos was 8 plus, den i meeting her 10 plus..i saw no point in sleepin anyway..
Well..some point of time i did fell asleep..and yep, poor gal waited for me for so long..sorry gal..keke=P
Oh well..we went Bugis kia kia..chatted alot, sorta catching up with each other's life ba..like so long never see her le..keke..
Reached Bugis..walk around loh..walk till around 1 plus?And we decided we're hungry..keke..went Parco de foodcourt eat..
Yea so summary, we walked around..bought some stuff that we needa buy, den we went shoppin=) I bought a Puma bag, and she bought a bag too, but dunno wat brand that's called..the one with a African face there one?Dunno la..her bag's nice=) those shiny shiny leather kind?=)
Yea i like my new bag=)
We took neoprints!!=) Will upload it after i scan them..keke..
Suppose to have dinner with her and Bel @ 515 de..but oh well..i needa go for dance prac with Man and Calynne..keke..
Went Tampinese instead to wait for Man..by then i was dead tired already..called Man to ask her where is she..she's @ IMH..so i needa wait for her...grr..waiting waiting..i slept!!By the roadside!! Well i was sitting on a bench la..but i just slept there..and LOADS of people stared at me like i'm some freak..oh well i tot, like, who cares i'm tired...i'll sleep..
Sleeping, there's still sun. Sleep till, there's no sun. Wow..she sure took her time to come..and i took my time to sleep and being weird. When she finally came i look like a zombie or somethin..wahahaa..
Yea went TP find Calynne..her POS people were there too..haha..den we danced a bit..i showed them my choreo..they said it's v fast..i feel it's okie though..lalala..my choreo ma..=P keke..
Went home after that..walked from TP school of engineering to Safra there to catch our bus, just to save one plus dollars..see why i have being poor?Cos we still needa walk when we're like so so so so tired..oh well..we wont stay this way definately..one day taking taxi is just like taking bus..we'll prosper in Jesus' name..
Anyways.. we reached Safra there after wat seemed like eternity..i haven walked such a long road before(or it just seemed extremely long that day) Yep took the bus (YES DOUBLE DECK!!) And was headed homewards=)))
Slept. Suppose to wake up 5 plus morning with Man..i did wake up though..i tried calling her up..she cant hear i guess..i called for like 15 mins..till her own alarm rang..i gave up and slept back..
Next thing i know..it's three plus in the afternoon..on and off i hear some commotion in the house..still i'm sleeping..i just wanna rest all my aching bones..haha..
Suppose to meet out with Kel today..so sorry, i woke up like so late..haha..never mind..next time ba..
Yea goin BS today!=) Missed last week's class..nope i'm gonna go today=) After that still got dance prac..lalala~ at ah ger house again..keke..praying for a fruitful session..
Going out soon!!=) Going BS!Keke..Blog again other time=)
(Photos' are all in my Multiply..go there to see ba=))
4:09 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Morning out=)
Keke..didnt sleep last night..i was about to retreat to lala land when man's phone's alarm went off...scare me like suddenly got sound..haha..oh well, i sorta woke her up cos i dun think she can hear the alarm..so i got rid of my plan to sleep and we went out=)Well, it was around 5 plus?
We took different routes. Separated 'round 6..plan to meet at admiraty mac at 7=) so we went our way la..walk around..took a real slow and long walk..it was wonderful=)
Morning is a good time to pray..realli=)
Sky have just a tinge of dawn..the air is cool..such a refreshing feeling..i miss early mornings realli..been ages since i enjoyed a morning walk..
And a morning walk with God is just breath taking=)
You should try realli..i'm gonna wake up every morning and walk..walking with God...
LOVES`
God.
8:39 AM
Belated mama dae celebration.=)
Yea..celebrated belated mama dae..was wonderful still..love my parents..Well..nothing much to blog about actually..cos i literally slept whole day today..keke..so much for wanting to wake up early and go jogging..please la i woke up like 2 plus 3 in the EVENING can? Haha..no wonder i'm getting fatter..either i'm eating or i'm sleeping..keke..Oh well..FAT!
Anyways...slept till 2 plus 3..woke up eat lunch..chatted with my dad..nua around..went bed read..read till sleep..haha..sleep till around seven den went out eat...finally after ages of this and that we decided to go Ichiban Sushi=) Yep..ate alot..Sashimi, sushi, salmon head, and unagi rice..wahaha..i'm feeling hungry again..gagaga..
Yep. And this was suppose to be me and man's treat to our parents..but somehow my dad took the reciept and paid..grr..there goes my plan..haha..never mind i'll get them somethin else..=)
Went walk pasamalam after that..well nothing much there..
Came back home and watch DA CHANG JING! Hai ya..been ages since i watch it..okie la..not real nice anyway..i'm just watching it for the sake of watching it..lalala~
Watching last last week's service video. Viki Vilasaki said something in Sunday's service that is so vivid.
"I've seen so many kings died. But only one King died and rose again."
Wow...
What can be more miraculous?A King died the most painful death for His people. And three days after His death. His came out of His tomb. He left it empty to let us know it is okay. No problems on earth, not even death, is too big for Him to handle. Indeed, is there any problem bigger than our God? Haha..there isn't. There isn't. So put Your trust in Him. He is bigger. He is bigger. He is BIGGER than all your worries and problems. Trust in Him. His name is Jesus.=)
`i'm all for YOU]]
2:31 AM
Monday, May 15, 2006
RED fills my world. `Thanks to Kaibernacle=)
Isn't this awesome?Dearest Kaili did all this!!=) She's so pro la! LOVES`
I'll never ever do anything lidat in 10 years time..keke..it's so NICE!
Well i sorta just gave her the pic and my fav colour...BAM she created such great art! She does wonders with pictures..you go gal!!=)
She's doin a biz on pic design..can find her for more details oh..keke..i got link to her blog..KAILI YOU'RE THE BEST!!=) Pro pro pic editor..LOVES` =)
I feel so privilleged that Ms Ee saw my photo and want to edit it..hahaha..
Haha..count this as a blessing from God..this pic is somethin i wont get from zi-lianing..no amount of photos i take will ever look like that..yea once again..thanks GAL=) you're awesome!*winks*
If onli i'm half as good..keke..all my zi lian photo will never be the same again..=) well..at least i'll try to hide the flaws and stuff..make it a bit blur here and there to hide this and that..well you know wat i mean la huh..keke..Yea, i love this pic.
RED fills my world. -Credits to `Kaibernacle]]
LOVES`
1:33 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Sunday. Ups and Downs=)
Started off with a shock. Choir call time: 8.30am. We woke up at: 8am. Coolmax..haha..Took cab. Bank depleting at a fast rate..ah, i need money.
Poverty is not only a lack of money. It causes not only a lack of material stuff. It causes worries, anxiety and anxiousness. Poor people are always worried. How can we survive yet another day? Poverty is just such a bad bad thing. It causes frown to appear. It cause people to live with a constant worry. No i dun want to be poor. It's in God will that Christians prosper.
I want to be so blessed. So that i can be a blessing. So i'm gonna be a blesing first that i can be blessed.
I wanna give to God.
When you sow in tears, fear not. God will definately cause you to reap in joy. You can never outgive Him. He'll never lose in the competition of giving. He gave His greatest gift for us 2000 years ago.
For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son.
ihateSATAN` i could kick him all day]]
Fight the good fight of faith. [WARFARE]
Service is good. The offering message is longer den the main message..haha..but was awesome la..power of God..
YES service is always too SHORT. I wanna dwell in Your presence forever. Let me never leave.
\show me how to live*
\teach me how to pray*
\let all i think and say please You Lord*
\show me how to live*
\teach me in Your ways*
\so i can walk with You all my days*
`[[Your word speaks louder than this world]]
After service went dance with Audictive and puijenman club(keke)..Yep den went down tiong bahru plaza for some preformance thingy..oh well i made a big big mistake..like those that the whole world can see..grr..biggest mistake i've ever done since i started dancing..i felt like CRYING! Haha..
Oh well..
V tired now..danced. sweat like waterfall. SUPER below standard. So demoralized.
Watever.
Yea praise God in all things. I thank Him that i didnt fall off stage. Realli. Cos the stage is so small...i literally danced on the edge..oh well..yea praise God.=)
Came home nua. Celebrating Mama's dae tomolo. Keke...haven decide go where yet..oh well=)
I'm so dead tired. Tired to the bones. I feel so OLD. i just cant walk fast.
Grr..i'm a YOUTH! Y do i feel so OLD? Yea God strength's all i need=)))
Nitez.
*Loving God. So loved*
10:02 PM
Refreshed. Once more.
Somethin wrong with blogger..the last entry was for friday, 12th may.This is saturday. 13th may, in case it's wrong again.
Today's service. Another encouter with God. He's just so ever wonderful. Know why i so love Him? Ooh you should know Him for yourself to know why. He is just too wonderful, beyond words' ability to describe. YES. wonderful. awesome. the PERFECT God. His perfect LOVE. i just so love Him.
letmedwellinYourwonderouspresence.
LOVES` you all. and God.
Sleep well all.
May angels watch over you=)
4:03 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Filled. Satisfied. Prayerful.
Today's service was awe awe awe awe AWESOME!First thing first..speaking of morning..
Suppose to meet da rest 8.30 at fullerton bridge..we onli got on the cab at 8.30..so we're like 25 mins late?Keke..cos me and man cant wake up..oh well..=P Yea so like we took cab down..saw lotsa people there...den i got to know there's other groups doing shooting too..so waited for our turn loh..yea it's the talentime into shooting and supporters shooting..was like so funnie...all of us not v used to being in front of cameras..
i STARED at the camera..was cool la..i can still remember my lines=)))
Hi i'm Puiman.
So get ready for an AWESOME performance from us.
(Together) See ya at talentime 2006=)
Yea was fun..it's so so HOT!!The sun is so BIG!We're all sweating like waterfalls...mayb just me=)
Off to O School after that..wanted to help Audictive film supporter video..but cos we're finalists..we cant..aww~
Went down to Far east after that with Man, Pam, Lynette, Ter and Arron..cos needa go find Trisha(dunno how to spell) for fashion consultation..gagaga..
Off to CHOIR after that=))
Learnt new songs..was great time serving God on stage..i simply LOVE worshipping Him..He is so so worthy=)
LOVES` my GOD. He's so wonderful.
Pst Phil preached up a storm about Prayer. It's such an important foundation..Without prayer how can we have a direct connection with God?We need to pray, to have fellowship with God.
YES i wanna pray more than before.
Nothing is impossible to him who believes. No weapon forms against me shall prosper. I shall be the head and not the tail. Above and not beneath. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. i will be blessed in my coming in. i will be blessed in my going out. All things work together for good to those who love Him. ALL things work together for good to those who LOVE Him.
I'm so touched. YES Lord. I have FAITH. Though i walk through the valley of the shackles of death, I'll fear no evil. Cos my Lord is with me ALWAYS.
* w h e n i m w e a k *
* Y o u a r e s t r o n g *
* Y o u r e m y f e e t *
* w h e n i c a n t m o v e o n *
* Y o u r e t h e l i g h t *
* i n t h e d a r k *
* Y o u r e t h e w h i s p e r *
* i n s i d e m y h e a r t *
No Lord. No, i wont deny it. I am a child of God and i wont deny it. I'm so forever grateful to You. Yes I love You. I so love YOU my God.=)
`embracingthespiritofprayer]]*=)
Yea i'm so touched by service. God is so real. So true. My God is true..
A song...to God..
i'm a sinner
i'm a saved sinner
God's love is too good to be true
that a sinner like me can be saved
but it's true
my God is true
His pure love
saved my from death
His love is true
His grace is true
His loving eyes are upon me
His mercy endures forever
[[touchfromGod. is all i need`
3:42 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
YES. Last day of work.
=)))I'm so so glad.
Today is gonna be the last time i'm gonna do all these:
-wake up at some weird hours and put on formal
-take the oh-so-crowded train to tanjong pagar
-Walk down that same street i've been walking
-Enter Fuji Xerox Tower
-Go up 37th floor
-Go into the office, besides the purple pillar
-Sit there and NUA till lunch
-Eat lunch carrying onli a wallet,tissue,hp and my office card
-Go back nua till 6
Oh but i'm so gonna miss:
-Bosses(Irene and Chien Peng=)))
-Office Trio(Well i'm stil get to see you two..)
-DA PANTRY!
-View of the sea
-the FREAKING COLD aircon=)
-FXAP
Yea..last day of work and i'm still blogging..lalala..
Been here since 26th Jan(i think) till now(11th May) Keke..time flies=)
Oh well..gonna hav my FAREWELL DINNER later at Creations..but boss not in for the morning so dunno later how also..if cancelled..den i'll go O school ba..Audictive having their shooting..can go support..keke..
Yippie..after that got consultation by Bro Kenny..but our dance not v up yet..dunno how to consult also..haha..
*Out to Lunch*
Keke..my last lunch at the market=) i ate $2 duck rice..hai~no kick..like not full one..anyways,i'm more thirsty now..=) Yea later ask Jeremy help me buy water=))) later he dun wan help me buy den i sian..keke..
Ah v sian..later den write ba..=)
Mayb tomolo
Rom12:2 Renewing of our MIND.=)
1:49 AM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Jen's back=)))
Yep...Jen's back!!But she's like so poor thing la..sniffing all the way..keke..but if she never come i'll die till very cham..keke..so yea..kinda glad kinda not..hope she recover from her sniff sniff soon ba..DUN PASS THE BACTERIA TO ME!!Keke..i'm not an extremophile..i'm a puimanophile=)))Okie watever that is..lalala~
Yea work's alright..got stuff to do..that's the most impt=) and oh ya..must add correction..stuff that i KNOW how to do...If Jen never come today i'll have alot of stuff to do..that i WON'T KNOW how to do..yea thank God..Jen's here=)))
Keke i sound so evil..anyway she looks fine..just that she's feeling sick..keke..and she wore specs!!=) Long time no see her specs..oh well>p<
Keke..
Ate boiled soup and rice for lunch..not bad know?Keke..i LOVE soup..well..mostly actually..not all..=) But i drank the one nice la..Yea and i bought a cup of papaya milkshake for desert..well,it turn out to look more like liquid papaya..so kinda yucky cos like..it's nowhere near milky?The papaya is more den the milk la..and like everything's just blended?Hmmm..yup,i finished it..if that's watcha gonna ask..keke..okie la papaya smashed up only wat..=)
Stole some time to come blog..still got some stuff to do though..
Haha..Jeremy got preaching challenge today..me and Jen were his first "hear-er"..well he sound fierce..keke..=P okie la..just v serious..Hmmm hope he get into finals=)
Grr..should i go for BS or go choreo steps?Hmmm..still got alot of steps needa choreo..i wanna go BS..scared late for da meet..scared not enough steps for saturday rehearsal..oh dear..wat should i do?
Hmmm..guess i'll go choreo ba..sit somewhere loh..keke..see how..i got like lotsa time la..8 reach ah ger house..okie la..got loads of time..for dinner and choreo=))) keke..
Yea i LOVE Ghetto Queens!!!*hugs*=) They're like a bunch of so-so-cool girls la..=) Yea love them loads loads LOADS..yea we'll dance girls!FINALS!(and by the grace of God)CHAMPION!!=)))
Yea i have FAITH.
Oh well..one more minute to 6=) yea get outta here for some fresh air=))) kekeke..well gonna miss this place afterall i guess..nvm,i took lotsa pictures=)))
Oh well..better get packing..i shall pack slowly..and stay till 6.15 or something..=)
Well,cya.
5:59 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Alone..but not lonely=)
I'm so so ALONE now la!!!Office is like literally EMPTY..'cept me around..yea, moments of peace and quiet..i sorta like this better den a office full of people..=)Yea..alone, but never lonely..cos i know i'm never REALLI alone=)))
*Your eyes is on the sparrow`
*Your hand it comforts me`
*From the ends of the earth`
*To the depths of my heart`
*Let Your mercy and strength be seen`
*You called me to Your purpose`
*As angels understands`
*For Your glory`
*May You draw all man`
*As Your love and grace demand`
*And i will run to You`
*To Your words of truth`
*Not by might`
*Not by power`
*But by the Spirit of God`
*Yes i will run the race`
*Till i see Your face`
*Oh let me live`
*In the glory of`
*Your grace`
YES. I will run to You.
Happie happie..lunch's always the fastest moment..in a blinking of the eye, lunch's almost over...aww...cant i like rest longer?Well..at least..rest legally?Haha..
iknow.yesiknow. GodYou'rewithmeALWAYS =)
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; m y s t r e n g t h ]
; m y p o r t i o n ]
; d e l i v e r e r ]
; m y s h e l t e r ]
; s t r o n g t o w e r ]
; m y v e r y p r e s e n t h e l p ]
; i n t i m e s o f n e e d ]
theLordismysecretplace=)
Oh God is wonderful. Praises to His name. Nothing else matter but Him=). Yes He is that important. He deserves all praises. He is magnificent. =)
Ya my blog is full of God. Why? Cos i love Him.. I just wanna talk about wonderful God=) He's too good to be kept silent about..His name is highly exalted=) Yes. Name of Jesus. Most exalted name.
[[no one ever will compare. toYourLOVE; ***_|
Always with God.=)
12:48 PM
So LOVED.=)
Alone at work~~Hmmm...Jen didnt come today...think her nose is not back from it's trip to the waterfalls yet..ooh dear..just when she is most needed around..haha..when i told my laby boss just now Jen now coming she was like "Oh gosh..."haha...cos yea..Jen highly needed..oh well..that's a great sign isn't it?Better than me..keke..they can do without me in the office=)
Oh well..sound kinda sad..
Ya la..Jen never come..den today is so called the busy day for her la..cos yesterday was month closing and stuff..got one more file left to chase..oh well..pray hard it'll be done by today=)
Hmmm...files got prob again...they needa send again...oh dear..my lady boss sound so worried...keke..oh well=)
I havent been in the office alone for a v long time..since Jen came in..i've always had company..either that or i left her alone in da office..haha..yea i got to be alone today..hard to keep awake..oh well..but i managed fine la..cos my two bosses kept coming in.."scared" me out of my sleepiness...so called..oh well..i dun feel like sleeping now...drank a whole cup of coffee+tea..and burnt my tongue...grr...i shouldnt have drank so fast..keke..
Yea so..still trying to keep warm...obviously the taping aircon thingy has not much effect...well mayb a little..but it's still v cold v cold in here..yea..winds' blowing strong..i'm so glad to have a shawl..
I took my mum's shawl to work!! And THANKS to jeremy for commenting that i look like a auntie when i put it on...haha..watever..i look OLD enough to be your(jeremy) classmate anyway...keke...so if i'm auntie den you're UNCLE=P lalala~
Yea i'm so like talking to myself..duh!
Hmmm...think more or less i'll still miss my workplace ba..like i spent 3 months here already?Hmmm...well...i'll miss da view here..to look at the sea from here is so wow...like..WOW okie?But it'll definately look MUCH MUCH better if we cant see the PSA habour..oh well..the containers and stuff..i miss the SEA..okie i miss everything out there okie?As in like outdoor?Okie i decided..i'm gonna go exercise seriously..since i got no work next week on..i'll go exercise..at home also can..watever la..wanna cut fats..later emerge come cant fit in the costume..den all da fats..ah watever...i'm FAT okie?Haha..bro v that time was like..wa you admit liao ah?Den i just say i never deny before wat..hahaha!Funnie man..Yea yea..getting fatter by the days..ohh i feel so unhealthy...keke=P
Ah enough talk about that...
Yea..like got Prayer meeting=))) love prayer meetings..okie i just love coming into the awesome presence of God...yea He is my first love=) He'll always be..
I read somewhere..think one of Max Lucado's books..that God is love..He love us not because of who we are..but because of who He is..and you know wat?When you feel that the whole world has deserted you..stand by one truth in the Bible..Love never fails..Where can we run from His love?King David says that even if we climb the highest mountain, or dive deep in the sea..we can never escape from His everlasting love..
There is no logic in love.
For love of a person, one sacrifices, there is no logic.
For love of a person, one dies, there is no logic.
Christ died for us while we are still sinners. There is no logic.
Can you question a father who died to save his child "Why are you so stupid? Why destroy yourself for this child?" Only love can make this kind of sacrifice.
Take a different look at the cross. God the Father didnt come down to die Himself. He sent His Son, Jesus. To many..it's better for you to tell them to take their own life den to kill their child..But God sent His ONLY Son..that you and I may live..tell me this is not love?God love us, that He sent His Son. Jesus love us, and died on the cross. Holy Spirit love us, and is always with us. Yes. God loves us.
The sacrifices on the cross shows no logic to normal human. If Jesus is God, why did He have to die on the cross? Why didn't He just come down when the mockers mock at Him?He can come down and proof to them who is the King. But Jesus went to the cross. like a lamb He didnt speak. Why?
For you and I. His love. His sacrifices. No logic, just love.
I trust in this great love. Some asked me why do I love God. Because He love me. Love that you can literally see. You just have to take a look at the cross of Calvary..
Yes Lord. Thank You.
soLOVED`
11:33 AM
Work..=(
Oh well..i'm lazy to write again...i just wrote today's entry at my multiply...oh well..if i missed anythin you can go there read if you wan..keke..Yea just wanna highlight a funnie issue...about the repair man called jeremy...well he tried to tape up the air con in our office just now morning..haha..was so funnie..cos it's so freaking cold in da office..and all of us having flu and stuff..so yup..the "repair man" came to the rescue(so called) yea and he taped up the aircon...leaving a small hole..
Kinda useless i feel..he leave the small hole let all the aircon come out..well...at least..okie la some help..but poor jen..cos now the aircon is blowing DIRECTLY at her..hai~think her nose went for a trip to the waterfalls again..keke...
Oh well..that was funnie..
Spent the rest of the time waiting for something to do...oh well..that's practically wat i do everyday..until i got something to do..lalala~bored.
The rest of the people seemed so busy..i'm like the onli one with nothing to do...so Jen pass me some of her stuff i help her check too loh..hai~
Oh well..the day was fine=) i miss home-cook dinner=))) hungry again!!
Ops..getting fat...not gonna eat..lalala~
Yea..i love zilian-ing..so dun complain..the whole of my phone is MY PHOTOS=)))
Comment from Sinman: Zilian too much not good.
Oh well..keke...not much harm...cos i'm CUTE!!!=)))
Kekekeke...
Lalala~
okie headed to bed..well mayb later..=)
Bye.
12:45 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
.....zzz.....
nothing to blog about..slept whole day..yea so..read the next entry..i'm just blogging for fun=)
8:13 PM
=) Wonderful day.
Begin my day early morning...as usual not enough sleep..oh well..that's another thing..let's get back..Yea morning went ah ger house(not ah gal) prac dance..help choreo..learn steps and stuff..and a time of "high-ing" with da ghetto girls..haha...they're all so cool(and fun) la! LOVES!=) Oh Ghetto Queens ROCK LA!!!!Keke..Yea was a fun prac..took videos and photos..haha..so cute la..
Went service after that...praise and worship was great..though i couldnt concentrate well during worship cos i'm dead tired..but the presence of God was...wow...=) A song i love : A heart of WORSHIP.
Yea..they rolled da emerge video...getting so EXCITED la!=) Like it's gonna be such a fun fun fun FUN time!=))) Yea i'm so lookin forward>p keke...
Today's preacher was Pst Casey Treat..he's such a humorous man..and a great preacher..he delivered a word on the prospering of our soul and the prospering in all things. Yea..was such a wonderful service...
Went for an "interview" thingy after service with one of the hosting finalist..think they're suppose to talk something about the other finalist as one of their events...this guy named Joshua...well he'll make a good host i guess..he speaks non stop for one=) haha..but just one thing he must improve...his humour..hahaha..it's been ages since i saw people laughing to themselves..well i seen one today..hahaha...but yea..FINALIST! LET'S ALL WORK HARD TOGETHER FOR GOD'S GLORY!!=)
Fellowship at kpt @ expo with CG..love my CG=)) i ate fish bluff bee hoon...keke..
Went back kpt @ wdl fellowship again...TK joined us today..haha..was funnie..he was the same kind as ZiShen..talk liao no one can catch their flow..oh well...was a great time of fellowship..
Yea came home...took me around 15 mins to get into my house?Cos there's a DRAGONFLY just outside my door..and it's a HUGE one la..i was deperately trying to avoid it..i even tried to smash it with a slipper or something..well it flew to the other side..i literally RAN in home..and closed the door of cos..haha..
Dragonflies are creepy..they scare me more than xiao qiangs...grr...why must there be such a big one outside my DOOR??!!
Nvm...testing of courage mayb..lalala..
Oh well i better get to bed soon if i wanna go service tomolo..haha..i dun wan history to repeat..
Nitez ppl=)
4:57 AM
Passion. Compassion.
Something struck me the other day. Passion. Compassion. How different are these two. We indeed need both...'ve been helping kel call two kids that he brought during easter...one thing i dun realli enjoy kids company that much..well..like sometimes i'll feel so fake like i'm just entertaining them..not realli with love..it came to a point where it seem like a chore instead of an opportunity to help someone get their life in line with God..
Yea i call them..talk to them on msn..and stuff and stuff..but truly not out of a willing heart. I wasnt serving as a servant with a willing heart, but one of which i NEED to complete my chores..well wat a bad attitude to serve with..you gotta serve God out of a WILLING HEART.
This is when the word stuck me. Compassion. There are some things in life that we MUST do. Therefore our attitude counts. Are we doing it out a willing heart or izzit just another item in our to-do list? Compassion. When i think of the kids, do i have a heart of compassion? I didnt, now i do. I wanna learn to look at them as God will..i wanna love them as God will...so as to all the people around me..though i'm human, fallen nature and stuff..but i'm not just man, i'm a God-man. I have the Spirit of God within me. Through Him all things are possible.
Passion drives us through the things that we want to do. I love dance. It's my passion. That's why i can keep dancing. Some people like drawing, like my sis. That's why they can keep drawing, they dun get tired of it. Passion is what brings us through the things that we love to do. How different izzit compared to compassion.
Driven by compassion, a love for the lost, we put aside personal convenience and preference to go the extra mile for those that God loves. We might not want to take another step into helping their lives. But the love of God does. God wants to touch these lives. God want to use you and me. Do you have the heart of Jesus? He rejected no sinner that comes to Him in repentance. His love is abundant of each and everyone of us. That's what the cross is about anyway. His love. His passion. His compassion.
I wanna have the heart of a servant. Let my mouth be filled with praises instead of complains. I wanna serve with a WILLING heart. I wanna have the heart of my Abba Father.
*how i love You
*how i adore You
*earnestly i seek Your face
*and listen to Your voice
*precious Savior
*my lips will praise You
*and all i have with all i am i will love You
`no greater love than Yours
`how i need You more
`than all Your benefits
`You know the deepest cuts of my longing heart
Yes Lord. Let me serve You all the days of my life. I wanna fulfill the purpose You have for me here. I wanna run this race for You. I wanna be a champion for Christ=)
4:21 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Oh...i need SLEEP seriously..
Hmmmm...i SERIOUSLY need sleep...i couldnt sleep every night...even if i go to bed early, i'll flip and turn and roll around till at least 3 plus 4 before i can finally drift off to sleep...EVERY night la...i need SLEEP!Counting sheeps work no wonders...oh man..Nah..dunno why nei..serious serious SERIOUS insomia i guess...and know wat?it's affecting my work and stuff la..Jen can be a witness(hee!)Cos..when i go work...i'll be so so so SO dead tired i'll keep dozing off...okie,i just slept okie?Like, sitting there la..i just slept!Argh!!I drank coffee, tea and even coffee+tea..if there's any effect, I CANT SEE IT!!Yea...lala land's entrance doesnt like my bed...oh...do pharmacy sell sleeping pills?Well i'm not gonna eat the whole bottle and kill myself...i'm not that STUPID..just hope to get some rest..no matter how tired i am..i just cant sleep at night..hmmm...i should just knock my head against the wall every night...so i'll just faint off to lala land..yea..medication free=)))Well...tt's about it..
Ya la..all becos of that..i slept the WHOLE MORNING!Like...grr...i didnt do up much work in da morning in the end...hai~hard as i tried..well..just like i couldnt sleep at night..i couldnt keep awake in the morning...oh well...good that i didnt have much to do in the morning anyway..keke...
Yea but today was good=)
I woke up in da afternoon=))) yea..do files loh..as usual..hee..yea now is much better..cos got stuff to do..yup was a busy afternoon...so i work loh...along which i'llrest awhile when i got free time..rest my brain..try choreo steps and stuff..hee...and my usual Pui's language will come out(da stickmans) yea i LOVE choreography=)))
Yup...Dance's my love..(But God's my ALL=)))
Yea so work was great(well...okie..not realli great but..you know?)=)
Yea cellgroup was awesome...Pastor came!!Hee..like yup..pst Aries came today..so was real nice la..everyone didnt joke and stuff..didnt break flow..was a nice cellgroup meeting.. =)
iknowthatiknow.
*i dunno when i dunno how*
BUTinYOUiTRUST
amen.
11:08 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Hai~busy busy..work work WORK!
Dun complain. I work real HARD today..blah..watever..i'm NOT gonna complain...LALALALALALA~gonna enjoy myself=)hee~watever...i'm talkin to meself..
hehe
Yea..today is a wonderful day..everyday's wonderful..cos God's in my life=)))
Lalala~nothin much to write today..cos nothin much happen...i onli remember workin..chiong work whole day la...didnt even feel like "swimming" today..tired. mayb. oh well..
Yea had lunch with Jen de fren Faith again...she's so cute..scared of both warm and cold weather...well..i dread the cold more..gets me sick(literally)
Ah..no blogging mood...feelin sian as sian can be...oh well..nvm...
GodAlmighty. DeservesourPRAISE.
9:10 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Finally...to WORK=)
Oh well..feels better to get out of house to get some "fresh air" provided i could get away from all the pollutions and stuff...hmmm..oh well..=PYea..feelin better today...thank God for His healing=))) Though still a bit feeling unwell here and there..headache..giddy..blah blah..okie la..better than cannot get out of bed right?hee..
Ate Subway with Jen, Jem and Jen de usher fren, Faith..Jen say Friday wanna go Subway again cos she wanna try the promo thingy..hee..i dun mind subway anyway..it's nice=) and HEALTHY!
(OKIE..Jen corrected me...it's SPICY ITALIAN!)
Hmmm..they seem so busy...lalala~yup except me..hee..hey not my fault la!they never tell me wat to do sia..hmmm..hee..so i'm like sitting around waiting for someone to go pantry with me..hehe...Jen : "wait long2"
*Oh...so sad...*hee...
Hai...either i wait till got instructions for my work stuff..or i wait till they free-er to go pantry...well..bottom line is..i HAVE to wait...aww..=P
Wait i shall =(
Hee..
Yep..sorta confirmed my leaving date...hmmm..by right leaving next friday..by left i dunno la...hee..hope to find a ballet class soon..and also to chiong for emerge..=) Also must get back into dance man..i cant even do a full split now! haha..=P
Yayaya...i can do banana split=) Fattening...cant go any fatter..later i might just destroy the whole expo stage and stuff..lalala~
Okie it's crazy..
BS later=))) Gifts of Holy Spirit...yea lesson one was great..pst Audrey so cute..i'm so so sad cos i dozed off a bit..nah..wont happen today..=) Yea..rushing down again..hope we wont miss alot today=P
i bought a ring with a turtle on it..the more i look at it..the more dumb it look...that turtle look stupid...HAHAHA!!!It's so CUTE! I wanted to buy a crab one..oh well..in case people say i'm crappy enough..no need any more crab liao...haha...CRAB!!!!
*Have a break, have a kit kat*
Well..back from pantry...after a dissappointing attempt to make the perfect cup of tea without whiterner..well i just give up..the tea here DOES taste weird..hmmm=P
YEA! i'm gonna feel so much YOUNGER next friday...I DUN NEED TO WEAR FORMAL EVERYDAY LE!!!!!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
NUTS! i mean me...ya me..NUTS!
Hee...
; to DANCE ; to LIVE ; to DANCE ; for GOD ;
Leaving 5.30 later...woohoo! i feel so slack..lalala~now i got things to do...yea~=))
blah`mecaNtBeardAtHoughToFit
* c o m e t o t h e F a t h e r *
* t h o u g h y o u r g i f t i s s m a l l *
* b r o k e n h e a r t s *
* b r o k e n l i v e s *
* H e w i l l t a k e t h e m a l l *
* t h e p o w e r o f t h e w o r d *
* t h e p o w e r o f H i s b l o o d *
* e v e r y t h i n g w a s d o n e *
* s o y o u w o u l d c o m e *
`Lord forever You're my Secret Place;
gonna go study His Word=) Yippie! Bye*
iloveGOD; youknow?Hee..=)
5:33 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Still sick..much better though=)
Hmmm...didnt go work today...still sick..but yup feelin much much better...can go work tomolo le=))) poor jen..i left her all alone in da office..bet she's there nuaing and worried and thinkin wat else can she do..haha..without me as her entertainment...hahaha=PAnyways...rested whole day..got this stupid headache that wouldnt leave me alone..on and off for the whole day..grr...but yep praise God...FEVER'S ALL GONE!!!
Hee..=P
Gonna quit work soon anyway...think will be ASAP..cos emerge talentime stuff gonna be busy...besides that i needa quickly find ballet class...if not it'll be super tough for me when school term starts...hmmm..
Hope can find a ballet class soon..
Well...wat can i write? A very uneventful day...whole day home..whole day sleep..whole day nua..nothing much..
Hmmm...getting hungry(a good sign!i'm back to normal!)Haha..i better find a munch or two before my appetite goes out of da window..
*head for kitchen*
*head for bed*
Gonna wake up early for WORK!!=)))
11:14 PM
Sick as sick can be...
A sickly day..i'm so glad i'm not an idiot by the end of the day..ooh i'm so SICK!!!!=PWell...begins yesterday..went out with Bel to walk walk after talentime briefing..went doby goat first to see her cousin's shop..it's a real pretty shop la..pink and stuff..very nice..but the things there are like so ex la..but is nice..hee..
Walk around loh...PS..den we went Far East..everywhere is so crowded..nothing but people..haha..
Went shopping loh..i bought a pink 3 quater from pure milk..watever possess me to buy it...IT'S HOT PINK LA!Duh...anyways..it's nice..hee..
Okie loh..a day out..hmmm..came back my house there de coffee shop la teh..was starting to feel sick already..oh well..just a little..sat there wait for Jeannie..haha...waited for an hour plus before she reached..Mabel was down there almost dying of hunger..
Stayed with them loh...getting more and more sick...Jeannie still say i not having fever..haha..
oh well..cut the details..
Temperature was 38 plus la...Tried to get rid of the fever...well temperature keep shooting up..by morning it was 39.3'C le loh...i was so worried..
Whole day of sleeping and not feeling well..i survived on a cup of milo, ju hua, a mouth of porridge and grapes..i couldnt eat much...was so sick...oh man..why must i be sick on a holiday?
Around 5 plus 6 just now i took temperature again..a new record..39.8'C..almost 40'C la!!!!I feel like...awful..sick as sick can be literally...i havent been this sick for a very long time!
Thank God for His healing...cos i was praying through the day..that He is Jehovah Rapha, my Healer..so just as my temperature reached new heights, it came down tremendously..it went down real fast..by 2 hours i'm back to 37 plus degrees..well..it's still fever..but at least it's not that dangerous anymore la..once again..THANK GOD!=)
Now still a bit unwell..not sure if tomolo will be well enough to go work..hope so..if not jen will be alone in da office chionging all the work by herself..hmmm..
At least i can eat now...just a bit that is..cant take much solid food..no strength to swallow..haha..drink soup and stuff loh..i drank lotsa water today..hee=)
Yup..fever begone!It's irritating..grr..spoil my holiday totally..i wanted to go out with my dad de..oh well..never mind..
Yep..aching all over now..think i'll go sleep later..though i dun feel like sleepin cos i slept whole day..
Ah..no brain to think now..i'll go eat..=)