Thursday, August 31, 2006
Hmm..wanted to blog yesterday but was too tired to..so bloggin today..The day passed so fast, i havent realli realise what's goin on and it's already end of the day.
Rainy season just struck without any notice..it was bright sun yesterday, and never ending rain the next day..what's the best part? i didnt bring my umbrella -_-
School was okay, just that there's this weird relief teacher for ballet, she told us to do weird stuff like head stand and nonsense crunches. And she overshot our lesson time so much la!! Her class suppose to be from 1030 to 12pm, but she overshot till 1230! (which is the STARTING TIME of the NEXT lesson) There goes our pathetic half an hour break -_-
When meet Proj o peeps after Gamelan..but yea, it was raining cats and dogs and polar bears and elephants.. i was so so stuck at the bus stop outside YMCA cos there was no way i could make my way away from the bus stop without getting totally drenched. Waited for a while, patience ran out and i ran out of the bus stop too..people were staring at me =P
Bought umbrella at 7-eleven. Figured i would need umbrella since it's somewhat like the rainy season now..
Well, it was pretty dry for me actually, until i cross the road, which was totally flooded, and my shoes was like titanic, it was totally filled with water -_-
Dance dance dance with the most retarded people on earth!!
Background information : We were dancing at SMU underpass(meaning, PUBLIC PLACE) There were like TONS of people walking around and stuff..okay, so you get the idea, there was lotsa people..know what were we doin?
So we were doin nonsensical stretching and stuff, in the middle of the road! Ha, people were staring and stuff, was so embarassing. After dancing and practicin pirouettes, chaines stuff, we sat down and listen to Mr Brown! Ha~ laugh till i almost choke pls. Then Aaron was doin his "Smack K" trick again! He took a movie ticket, wrote a K on it, and smack the ticket. We all went bonkers after "smacking K". HA!! We all went nuts, as in REALLI NUTS! Hhahaha, i can train my abs by laughing man..
Went Paradiz Centre after that..they all played pool, and with it comes the ultimate joke of the day. By our very own "Lmao one", Nikz. Aaron all was like, "eh let's go play pool ah?" Then Nikz was like " oh okay, but you all got bring swimming trunks? If not cannot go play pool."
*wind blow pass*
i laughed like mad la!! literally squatted at the roadside cos i cant stop laughing. wa! totally ultimate pls. The pro lamer. Ha!
So they played pool, i took tons of pics =))) Chewie and Nikz wanted to play the DDR at the arcade. But it's so so chim! I tried too, is so hard please, my legs felt like penguin's. Played parapara too. Been a million years since i played. Ha~ Chewie played too, she's so cute la! Was more like "punching" the arrows. HA~
Had a night of lameness and laughter la..so i conclude it's the "smack k" 's fault.
So that was yesterday~
Today was okie. I was only lookin forward to performance practice. Ricky pushed us to our limits once again. Alison and me showed him our combine choreo, and he said "good", then think a while, and told us to carry a barre over.(Barre is those metal and wooden stand thingy they use in ballet classes, in case you dunno) And we were like, okay~~ then he said, "now your choreo and dance with this Barre.."
Our face was like "what?!" I mean..how?
Then he gave an illustration.
Look at the pile of things over there, (which is our bags and clothes all), look at the hard bottle and the soft texture of the cloth of the bag, why izzit so? The Barre is hard, you are soft. How can you use that to put into your dance? Or like, the bags are open. The ballet shoes are outside. Why is this so? When you dance away from the Barre, does it mean something? Look at the chairs over there, why izzit in a stack of three on the left and only one chair on the right? Why izzit not all stacked together?
Okie, that kinda stuff..he gave alot more illustrations.. but it realli got my mind goin somewhere that it's never been. I'm forced out of the box. I needa think wider and stuff. This is a whole ton more interesting then ballet and Graham technic la~
Yea~ gg sleep le..needa wake up 6 plus tomolo. Nights all!
Puii-
2:03 AM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
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This is so CUTE too can? There's always interesting stuff around people's blog. this is from theresa's blog~~ i'll be missed by darth vader. HA! i can laugh all night. And what's a hilarious death anyway? I died funnie or some sort? Ha~ lame stuff..
Nothing much to write today. I'm just very very VERY tired. Lack of sleep i guess..i listened to mr brown far too much. I should sleep more. =P My dark circle's coming out. Eye's getting smaller. No energy. No mood to dance.
What's more, i hurt my hip again. Just when it's getting better. Blame the grand jetes. I thought i can recover this time..guess it'll take longer AGAIN. Then again, i dun have much choices. I dance everyday, what do you expect? There aint even time for my aching muscles to heal, much less the hurting hip. My right split's gotta wait somemore~
I cant wait for my holiday week to come. Two more weeks to go~~ One and a half i should say. a long awaited break, please let it come fast!
Got paper again next week, technical theatre arts. Well, at least it's not as chim as the semiotics thingy..hope it'll be better =)
My ballet teacher wont be in till next week. Hope the relief teacher wont kill us.
Well, i'm just listing some rather random stuff. Got nothing much to write realli.
This is so so so funnie pls! I laughed like there's no tomolo. Thanks to Nikz for showing me all the mr brown stuff. AH! First Mad tv, goodness gracious me, ms swan, hard gay, and now MR BROWN! Internet is just full of all these dumb entertainments. HA~ =P
I shall go watch/listen and laugh somemore. Till next time people~
Puii- reachin for Your heart <3
9:04 PM
Aint this just so CUTE?!?!??!?!?! Found this at Kaili's blog. Oh man..she's got a choc strawberry series there man..this is simply CUTENESS la!! I cant stand it but to post it here. =P
I'm so should be sleeping now. Nites all!
Puii-
1:49 AM
Monday, August 28, 2006
Went school. All my bones and muscles are acing from dancing last week. Nope, no time to recover. It's a day's rest and here we go again~After 230 we had break all the way till 550..so went Suntec with Ai Shin and Ivonn, cos Ivonn needa do some work stuff.
While waiting for the bus, we were standing at the bus stop chatting la. Then there's this weird uncle sitting beside us. So we're like kinda ignore him, like how everybody does. Unexpectedly, he suddenly stood up, look straight at me and ask "Are you from Shen Yang(a province in China)?" I was so stunned, and i'm like "No....?" Then he went on mumbling to himself!! Think he was asking us some question, but i cant hear!! And it was like kinda rude to ignore him, so i was like "Yea yea..no no.." kind..But that was okie..after that i heard him ask somethin.."Are you a guy(nan ren)?" I was like WHAT?! Ivonn also heard him say nan ren la! But listening closer, he was asking if i'm from China..but it was such a big diff in pronunciation..Gr..never mind..do i look like a GUY to you? *hrmp!*
Ate Laksa at Congress.. Not bad but, too small a portion for me. I eat like tons of food =P But taste wise..okie la~ Hee~
Went shoppin trip with em girls. And they can SHOP man..guys out there, i totally can understand how you all feel when you go shoppin with your girl friends..it's torturous man! I mean, for one i'm the only girl i know that hates shoppin..and tagging behind two shoppin queens is just unbearable please! I almost fall asleep while walking behind them, LITERALLY! ha~
Walked around, went Carrefour even. Ha~ the sight of food woke me up. Food wakes me up tons better than alarm clocks please. =P
Ate Annie Anne's Pretzels too~ nice nice la! =)))
Went back school for Rhythm Ensemble. Was kinda lame. We did some nonsense stuff as usual. =P We were being nuts in the room and started taking pics, WHILE the teacher is still in the room teaching others. =P We're bad students. HA~ We did that in lecture too though. Ha~ we ate also. I finished my packet of pocky in the lecture theatre =P
Suppose to meet my Acad writing group after class 7pm at Canteen..when i reach there, were only 4 others. So we decided to continue tomolo, but meanwhile the rest turned up and we had to stay -_-..i tot i could get out earlier to have dinner with my parents and all.
Didnt do much in the end. Wasted my time realli.
Saw An Nur, Trev, Aaron and James outside the school when i came out. An Nur complained about Aaron. Ha~ she's so cute pls.
I was so misunderstood. Ha~ Cos my msn nick sounded mushy(like whatever).. Some people tries too much to read into things and think they're being clever. Praise God, my life in LaSalle is getting interesting~~ =P Hey like what's your prob man. I just wrote "i love. i love You" la! If you cant see the emphasis, i'll highlight it to you. Do you have to add in your opinion? Ah!! I need a pail of water down my head before i feel like screaming.
I'm angry. Lord forgive me. *grr*
Yes i love GOD and i'm not ashamed to say.
That aside. I'm still the happie me =)))
Rushed back to woodlands. By the time i reached my family all ate finish. So that watched me eat =P Hai~~ cant my school be nearer to home?
I'm so tired. i wanna sleep, but i promised to load all da pics so..giving up my beatuy sleep~ may i not look uglier tomolo. HA!
I shall stop crapping and complainin and get on with the loading. Nights all!
Puii-
11:51 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Saturday was so awful. Sunday was so fun. Tell me abt contrast.
Wanted to blog yesterday but..didnt get a chance to so, yea, bloggin today~Saturday~
It was like a curse was upon me you know? Like, have you ever had a day that is so totally wrong, and nothing goes well since morning till night kind? Saturday was just that day man.
One thing is, i felt totally down already in the morning. Felt like crying the whole morning for some reason which i dun know of. But was okie~ i got pretty good acting skills(self-praising..never mind me)
I woke up late, cos suppose to meet Chewie at 12, think i woke up at 11 or somethin..so rush rush rush, in the end Chewie only woke up 12 plus. HA!But i needa buy stuff with my mum so was even later =P
Bought contact lens. Finally got contact lens la~so i happily tried to put it on. I so wish i didnt had this "bad luck" thing clinging on me that day man. Some wind from somewhere blew the lens away can?!?! I was so so so so so so so so...i dunno how to describe that feeling, but i was so ji dong man. I was almost growling as i stomp back to the shop and got another pair. Grr..i cant believe one can get SUCH bad luck man.
Felt so so down on the way to meet Chewie. I actually felt like turning back and head home, to hide from the whole world but, i didnt wanna miss class for no reason, and stuff and stuff, so i went. was so emo on train, i cant sleep till it reach Bishan or somethin. I was so so down, i didnt know when i had fallen asleep. But the time i knew, i had already woken up, and the train has already made a u turn from Marina Bay!! I bounced back without me knowing man! So i took back to Dhoby and found Chewie. Cheered up quite a bit after meeting her. She's such a sweetie pie~~ =) cant frown with her around man =)
Were on a pressie hunt. But Chewie ended up shoppin her own stuff. I did window shoppin and hunted down stuff to put in my wishlist~ =)
Went for Gin's class. Was feeling okie actually, cos all my dear princesses were there, and there aint a dull moment with em =))
The class was fine. Was kinda frustrated not being able to do pirouette properly. My chest isolation is so so bad. I cant catch choreo. I miss beat. I cant even walk across the floor without skippin. I dunno what i was up to, but it wasnt good. =(
Freestyle was worse. First i dreaded it like height and cockroaches. Second i realli dun feel like dancing. But still, cant escape.
Cut the story short. I did manage to escape the latter half or the dance battle. Cos the seocnd time i went out, i did some whatevers and all, and remembered theresa's words : just anyhow krump then do a split. So, that i did. My pants was cooperative. Yea you get the idea dun cha?
I was so so so paiseh, so so so gan jiong, till i dunno what to do. But solved it after that, so was okie la~ i went shoppin after that somemore.
It was like, toally not my day. I was so tired after the day i just wanna hide in some cave or somethin. Mayb it's a test. But well, i praise God still. Cos at least i'm eating well, sleeping well, God provided so much so much for me, little setbacks in life aint gonna stop me from praising Him =))
Sunday was so much better~
I woke up 7 plus, by right should be able to reach expo by 9 to help chiong seats. But by left i left house late and end up reaching expo around 940 lidat. Well, i got plenty of excuses for being late, but well, i wont explain. Late is late. =P
Almost forgot to bring Cal's pressie man! Scareded me big time. Lucky i remembered before boarding the bus~
Service was nice~ dealing with an "awkward" topic to many of us. Cos it's got no direct application to us. Xian was like moving around and dozing off throughout the whole sermon. But i felt it was realli good. Mind blowing i should say for many people. You should hear it too on www.chc.org.sg .
After service we celebrated french plankton's birthday!!! =) Happie bdae sweet!! Pray you'll have da greatest year yet ahead of ya. May your light shine as bright as the sun in your kosmos yea? =)) Love ya LOADS LOADS LOADS! =)
Went airport eat today. Ate Popeye's. Something like KFC but nicer =))) and bigger. It was fun chatting with Bro Kenny and Sis Selina all. They're a cool bunch. Bro Kenny brought up a thought provoking question(to me). How much salary will i expect to receive next time when i enter the working world. I'm toally stunned. Cos i seriously never ever thought of that question. So he said about the amount of expected salary being our self worth. So as you being to grow in confidence and all, your self worth will increase. He said if God were to give you a blank cheque today, how much will you write? Say you write a million dollars. Wow, big money. But but but, why didnt you write a billion instead? I was so struck by that. I'll start thinkin of all these stuff. I'll know what to write in the "expected salary" column next time at job interviews. =)))
Had madness photo and vids session with my proj o dearies. We were practically mad people. After that went town slack. Nothing much realli. But it's all these little little joy they brought me that cheered me up so so much. Thank princesses! You guys have made a bigger difference in my day than you know~ =)))
Lord of my life
i love You
Lord of my days
i trust in You
living beneath the shelter of Your wings
my heart sings
when i am lost
You find me
when i'm in need
You shelter me
Lord of my life
You are my Secret Place
cloth me in Your presence Lord
draw me near to You
all my heart i long to give to You
living to be near You Lord
i long to see Your face
Lord forever You're my Secret Place
You're my peace
You're my rest
You're my Secret Place~
This song has always been coming back to my life. Now it's back again, bringing a whole new flow of river into my soul. I'm blessed to know of this wonderful Saviour. I'm blessed to have a chance to say YES to God. I'm in awe. I'm in awe. i love You Lord.
This song is just so so beautiful. I'll never get tired from hearing it. It's like a heart's cry. It's like my heart's cry. Lord, all my heart, i long to give to You. It's realli true. The hall exploded with His presence and His river flowed. His love penetrated all our hearts. I melted in His pure love. I'm so in awe.
Puii- singing a love song to her Lord.
10:42 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
I CAN FLY~
I'm so glad i'm so glad! =) You wanna know? Go figure =PHaha~ well, today was slacking day in school. Practically a in-house holiday please. We didnt dance AT ALL. Cos Ricky wanted to brief us one-on-one on our assesement the day before, as well as our progression since school starts. My name was way way way back of the list, so i spent my 830 to 1130 slacking in the studio, taking madness pics, chatting, drew on my dance diary thingy. Had loads of fun basically. My class is a mad bunch =)))
Tot can reach me by the time lesson end, but when class ended, there's still a few before me. So we had to continue after break. Yea told ya today's slacking day. No ballet no contemp. Just madness time with frens =)))
After break, went back for performance prac. Still had to wait for my turn, so continued to work with Alison on our choreo thingy. She's so nice to work with la~ we flow well together=)) Her creativity amazes me =) We did 8 8's of choreo thingy. Haven show Ricky yet. We both like it, but dunno what he's got to say about it.
Finally my turn!!! Went over and sat down, with a super scareded face. Had just started talking when i shouted "wait!! wait!!" and ran off to take my diary. HA! Think he got shocked or something. But i just wanna write down his comments so i can work towards improvement.
I'm so so HAPPIE! Cos all of my sitting down techinic he said was good, very strong, just some lil probs in some exercise. But generally good =)))
The standing up contraction he cant see me so cant assese -_-. After that was pranses and star jump~ was pretty okie too =)))
I'm so happie can?! Cos like, i probably is one of the lesser trained dancer in class..so to get such positive comment was very encouraging to me. Ricky commented that my progession graph will be a very steep graph upwards, and told me to keep it up. He said i am one of the stronger one in class also. I'm so so happie can? Praise God praise God!! Without Him i wont be able to pull through it all. Through the whole month, it was so tough physically and mentally, that thoughts of giving up keep striking. It was so tough to endure, but with God, i did =))) Pushing on is the key realli. Determination.
Yes i'm so happie~~ i wanna shine for Him in school~
Had Ryan's class. Not in form today. Muscle aching everywhere, hips hurting, arms nua nua and stuff. Like so not focued today. hai~ a result of a whole day slacking i guess.
Cellgroup was so cool today!! We did it uni style! Bro Kenny gave us some notes stuff and we sat in groups to discuss, and did "presentation". Ha~ it's so cute la! Learn alot from em guys in my group. I mean, they've got loads more experience then me right, so yea, was listening to how God uses them in the area of their influence. Kristoz Kai Kosmos. That's what it's all about =)))
Kill the dancer's ego. Learn with a humble heart. No one is pro enough to be proud =)
Puii-
2:28 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
I want my arms and legs back!!
My limbs were like so uncontrollable today. Mayb was because of the assesement in the morning. Mayb it's because of ballet or the performance prac thingy. Whatever the case, my hands and legs are so so aching today for some reason.Weak arms.
Weak ankle.
Hurting hip.
Legs with all the wrong muscle.
Slanted shoulder.
No balance on releve.
Cant do pirouette without shoes.
Cant spot with glasses on.
etc etc etc etc....
i got TONS to work on. =((
Hey. no one is perfect. So i shall now work on all those things that i listed down. To put these things in order, so that i can improve =)))
Today was so cool actually. It passed quite fast. Had the contemp assesement. Everyone was so stressed up can? Hahah..all the frowns start coming up, those not doin were at a side, stretching and recapping the stuffs. Everyone was dead freaked out or something..
Well, i feel it was preeetty okie so..hahah~
Ballet was okie. Normal stuff, cant catch a lil as usual. Ricky praised me in ballet for the first time=)) Some footwork stuff. Well, think this is the first time i did an allegro without stoppin so he just said "good". =P
Performance prac was so COOL today!! We were paired (i got the same old partner, Alison!! =))) and ricky told us to sorta combine our solo choreos together. Was so fun~ trying to put both our pieces together and everythin. We were suppose to come up with 6 8's only, we end up havin 8 8's.. =) it's so fun dancing with her la~ she's so cute! =)))
Went for choir late late late. But were let off early. So we only had 30 mins of choir today =)))
Oschool!! I totally miss my project o dearies can?! Like, so weird not seeing them for DAYS! Finally got to see them, can dance with em =)))
Carol's class focussed on technic today. My weakest link man. Should go city link. =P
Okie that was so no link also..
Yea anyways, her class was kinda killer, cos we were suppose to do pirouettes barefooted. and the friction thingy prevented me from turning properly. Think it's the weight placement stuff..needa prac real hard on pirouettes and chaines man. Our test's coming in a month's time or somethin!! =) *excited*
So yea. that's my dancing life~~ =) I simply love it can. Dance everyday, muscle ache everyday. It's just so cool. =)
Ryan's class tomolo!! =) Hope my hemstring aint so tight tomolo. Nites all~ needa sleep early for tomolo!! =)
i cant say hate, but i DISLIKE attention seekers. so get the point and leave me alone pls. >p<
SOME people just dun geddit. Grr..
NEVER MIND =))) God is good amen? =) Love ya all peeps! Nites~~
Puii-
11:55 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Graham Technic. i've decided to love it.
Having my Graham technic test tomolo. All the contractions and weird poses stuff. But i'm gonna do good yea? No matter how aching my muscle is i wont let go. i'll count the beats all. I wanna do well for contemp =)))I'm still not there. Still a very long way. But at least, i am on my way =))
Gonna be a tiring tiring day tomolo. I just pray that i wont faint at the end of the day. =( Morning gotta reach school early to go through the Graham technic thingy with my classmates. Lesson lesson till 730 in the night. After that still needa rush to oschool for Carol's class. woohoo! i mean anti-fainting med or something. But well, i'm lovin it =))
Nites world~ i still needa get back to writing my notes all.
Puii-
11:44 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
One month in LaSalle.
To those who wanna ask about my semiotics quiz(like plankton), i think i flunked it though, cos out of 25 questions, i think only 10 is mentioned in the notes or something. Practically tikum-ed my way through. What a nice way to start exams. -_-..Never mind. It's just a paper... =P
Having Graham technic assesement on thursday. Praying for super memory and super muscles. I'll need em BADLY =))
*gone muggin*
Puii- i need CHOCOLATE *hinthint* =)))
10:07 PM
Need i say?Yes i do.
To say : God,
i love You.
No words i ever knew
Could express my gratitude
No music can make me feel
The way Your presence do
No greater love than Yours
That You've shown me through the cross
No other Savior will i call
But Jesus Christ my Lord
Your eyes have seen through all
My dreams, my fears and all.
Who else can i adore
But Jesus Christ my Lord.
I'm convinced. A dancer's path aint easy. I never knew this ancient picture could encourage me. That race, I'll run. That path, I'll walk. That stage, I'll dance. Yes Lord. For You.
Life aint always a bed of roses. Most of the time it isnt. My life aint no where near roses nowadays please. But God is always there to encourage. An ancient pic remind me of His goodness, His promise. Yes. God is good ALL THE TIME~ =)
Okay, i just feel so encouraged, so loved, that i wanna share it with everyone. I shoud be sleeping now though. Obviously, i wont be able to sleep now.
Relight my fire.
Ignite my passion.
In awe.
In love.
With You. <3
Puii- Kristoz Kai Kosmos. ****
12:50 AM
Monday, August 21, 2006
I need wisdom. Enlighten me on SEMIOTICS.
I still cant believe it. My first assesement is LaSalle is a written one. But it's a mcq thingy so still not that bad. But it's on a killer topic. I need tons of wisdom and luck to do well.Semiotics. Kill me. I dun understand you. You dun understand me. How am i gonna go for a quiz about you, o Semiotics? =P
I mean, cant they give somethin not as chim? It's like some weird science stuff, that we're suppose to understand how we understand things the way we understand them.
Simply put, if i see a green tea bottle, how do i know that it is a green tea bottle and not a red tea (somethin as lame)
Okie that was a bad illustration. But it's somewhat like this la~
Why do we understand that:
-blossoming flowers indicate spring?
-red light at the traffic light junction indicates "No crossing"?
-a clenched fist indicates anger?
Semiotics is the study of signs, words, images, behaviour(human, animal, plant, planet, etc) that constitute meaning.
And we're suppose to know about this sign, signifier and signified thingy. And some myth stuff..
See!! It's so chim can?! This proves it, LaSalle students got stuff to study afterall, but i wont need hours to study though. There's too much to understand and too little notes to study. Anyway the notes are practically useless, cos you wont understand it by just reading it.
I'm just trying to show how stressed up i am. Tomolo's semiotics assesement. Thursday's Graham technic assesement. I need wisdom. I need strength. I need smaller thighs. I need stronger arms. I need bigger brains to stuff all the semiotics stuff into my brain~
Gonna watch tv later. =))) i cant survive with semiotics in my brain and no laughter =P
*mugging...for once*
Puii-
11:17 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Kristoz Kai Kosmos.
Was totally blown away by the three day conference. Waited for four years before Dr Bernard came back. And you bet he didnt come back just to give us another sermon.Kristoz Kai Kosmos. Think this sentence's in everyone of us right now. We're called not to stay within the four walls of the church, but to go and penetrate culture, in the name of Jesus. To be a light and a salt to the kosmos.
*conquering the stage for His glory. dancers; dance for His glory*
Three days of eduation, encouragement and empowerment. I bet all who attended will feel so refreshed. We're a changing agent in the marketplace. God have plans for us. Where? In our Babylon. In our kosmos.
It was such a wonderful time with the Holy Ghost. Visions renewed, life restored, distance between us and God shortened. I could stay in His house forever. I didnt wanna leave. I realli didnt wanna leave. It was so wow~
My first breathe, You're the life in me.
Thank You Lord for bringing me back to that path. Thank You for bringing me back to that stage. Thank You for showing me, that even if i make a wrong turn, You'll recalculate a new path to bring me to the destination You have for me. I'm coming back, to the heart of worship. I'm not gonna leave this race You placed in front of me. No. This race, i'll run with Jesus Christ. I'm gonna shine for Christ in culture. I'm gonna dance for GOD.
I'm changed. On the inside, i'm changed. Renewed on the inside, i'm ready to run again =))) I'll never be the same. Cos i got new INFORMATION. Information from heaven =)
And, one more thing. FAITH is a VERB.
Puii- in awe. in love. once again. and again. and again~~~
5:00 PM
Educated. Encouraged. Empowered.
Wanted to write an entry about the conference after tomolo's last session. But well, i couldnt stop myself..I'm gonna pick up the baton i dropped. I'm gonna run on from where i stopped. This is a race i must finish. I started. I'm gonna end well. I'm gonna run on with Jesus. I'm not gonna quit and run off. Yes. I will run to You.
Service was awesome with a capital A. Not just about the sermon, but the whole atmosphere was electrifying. So full of love, so full of His presence. I feel like a seaweed in the ocean, an ocean of His love.
The sermon is OF COURSE power packed. Cant wait for tomolo..
Never mind..guess i'll write about the service after tomolo afterall..needa go lala land now cos tomolo needa wake up early =)))
*i love you Holy Spirit* <3
Puii-
12:05 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Project O's personal site! =)
Haha! Theresa Luo han set up a multiply site for project o peeps! =) So nice la~ from now on all our memories will be posted there. Vids, pics, blog and stuff. It's gonna be so fun having a combined site! =)http://projo.multiply.com
Love em projo people. Btw, our cellgroup got a name now! =) DN1 !!
And my class name is DN1A. HA~ such a coincidence.
Yea~ i know what to write on offering envelope liao =)))
DN1 rocks big time! =) Love em~~and we all dance for GOD! =)
Puii-
12:39 PM
Wanted to sleep till 12 plus today, cos haven't been having enough sleep. Well, you can call it muscle memory maybe, cos i cant sleep beyond 10 am. I woke up 8 plus, then tried to sleep back. Yea nice try..i slept till 9 plus. -_-Still very nua though, but just cant sleep. Hai~ thought for once i can sleep in late. Never mind..
Finally got a chance to sit down and watch tv!!! Been ages since i caneat breakfast in front of the tv. Hai~ those were the days(i mean, those were the holidays.)
Gonna go out soon.
My muscles are aching.
My brain is tired.
My mind's filled with ballet and contemp stuff.
But who cares. I'm gonna praise the Lord =)))
*gonna dance dance dance dance dance dance all night! all night! *
Hurhur~ cant wait for the service to start. more writing writing!!
Puii-
12:11 PM
Didnt blog for few days~ was v tired. Go school early, reach home late. Next morning, school again. My life revolves around dancing. Yea it's tiring but, i'm lovin' it =)))Wed.
Had Ryan's physical training. It's actually v fun. But you wouldnt feel that way during the lesson. Muscles shivering, sweat dripping. But at the end of the lesson, i feel like i can do some more~ okie, mayb i'm just freaking weird.. =P
Xian and Chewie was having madness time before the class. Think they studying till high. Check my multiply for their spasm pics =P
Thurs.
Had lesson till 730pm!
I love performance prac. So i can dance contemp routine~ and Ricky suddenly just told us to choreo 3 eights of movements, with angles and straight lines. and needa finish the choreo facing back. Time allowed? 15 mins. We're all shocked like what..and quickly got to dancing.
Thank God Ricky said my choreo was not bad =))) *happie happie*
Rushed down to Oschool for Carol's class. Tiring as usual. Nice routine. I'm so so in love with street jazz! =)
Friday~
Had performance prac again! We're all paired up and we needa prac lifting each other using fireman lift. Was so scary can?! My partner was Alison(thank God) cos she's strong. And i carried her too. Mayb cos of my weak hands, i feel like i'm dropping her. But she said it was okie. So okie loh..then we got some weird weird step step move thingy..nevermind.. i dun geddit either. =P School's fun la~
After dancing Ricky started talking about this piece that he's teaching us. How this piece came about and what's the storyline kinda stuff. I just kept nodding, that's all i remember. If were me mayb i would be so creative. Needa get those creative taps running! =)
In the end, class ended one hour later -_-..
Went down expo queue~~ what's the occasion man? OH YA! Dr Bernard's in town man!! It's been like four years since he's back can?! Totally miss him la!!
The queue was okie. Just the weather was a lil warmer(or i should say, VERY warm) But it was okie. I'm looking forward to sitting down and writing notes! =)
Service was power packed. I simply love his preaching. I think he's the only one that can make me write nonstop for hours. HA! It was so wow wow wow throughout. I'm so blessed.
A much deeper lesson on the marketplace thingy was taught. It was good! =)
Cant wait for tomolo!! Suppose to have Gin's class but it's cancelled so we can come! =) So nice la~ more note takin tomolo! Nites peeps. I'm entering lala land~
Puii- zzz.
2:44 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
*overjoyed* cos teacher said my footwork was nice =)))Lazy to list all the details..just another day in school. Slept in lecture. I'm too tired. YES i've decided. No staying up to watch TV today. HA~
I love You I love You I love You
And my heart will follow wholly after You ~~~~~
YESILOVEYOU ****
School's tough. Gonna have assesement(test) next week. Testing on Graham Technic. lecture got test also..*praying for wisdom*
i SERIOUSLY need strength. zzzzzz.
Ryan's physical training tomolo. Have mercy on these poor limbs pls. I dun wanna end up literally LAME. =P
Puii-
10:29 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
So didnt wanna go school man, for one my throat was getting worse and worse, even in the morning.. aint feelin my best. But i was like, i dun wanna see doc again..so went anyways. Praise God today's stuff was pretty light so still can tahan la.Didnt had to do the HA HA HA thingy, cos i told ricky sim i cant do, i sound like a guy now. and he said "yes i can hear that"
-_-
So i did the silent version of the HA HA HA thing..it's actually harder can? Ha!
Lecture was fun. Cos we practically chatted away =P
Lecture ended 230. Was able to get outta school by then last few weeks. Now our Rhythm ensemble started, and i'm in the last group. So my class starts 550!!! Oh man i got more than 3 hours break can?!?! Went slack with my classmates. Ha~
The rhythm ensemble class was quite okie la..time pass quite fast actually..just that it starts way too LATE. Waste my time slacking =(
Was still considering wanna go find the rest go chill at SMU not, when i saw PLANKTON on the bus~~~~ so yea, she sorta dragged me along so, HA! Got to see Gabrielle~ and GER!! Eunice, Dawn all are there too~ Ha. They danced, i watched. Didnt feel like dancing, was nuaing after a day of ballet and contemp. HA~
paper torn.
thrown away.
pen wrote.
pen wrote.
paper torn.
thrown away.
=)))
Puii-
10:47 PM
Coughin my lungs out. Sound liker man. =(
Service was great today. Sermon was on role of the husband. Pst Kong got all the brothers to do the ancient "1,2,3 YES~!" thingy. HA! Super funnie.Sat on stage today. Can see all the sweet moments in the congregation. So cute can?! Then there's baby dedication too. OMGosh!!! So CUTE!! Saw Bro Kenny's baby, Angel! =) Pure cuteness. When Pst laid hands on Angel, proj O gang cheered. Ha~ i cheered from stage =P
During sermon, there was a part when Pst Kong mentioned that his parents still stroll in the park hand in hand early morning (SO SWEET!), his father was like laugh laugh laugh then take his wife's hand and swing swing swing. Oh man, they're still so lovin. Ha~ it's so cute when elder couples hold hand and stroll~
Service was so full of love. Sang Bro KC's new song, First. Super nice~~
I love, because You first loved me
I live, because of what You gave
You died, showed me how to live
Your mercy taught me to forgive
You came, and poured Yourself so free
Your blood, washed away my shame
And now I can live again
I'm more of You and less of me
My first love
Forever You will be
My first breathe
You're the life in me
My first joy
The world can never take from me
My covenant with You
Jesus
Your love falls down
Your love falls down
Your love falls down over me
Such a nice song.. *melt*
After that went watch Samsung comp finals. Three teams left. All are so cool la~ especially O CREW!! Man, they can dance la!! I was staring at Ryan and Carol all the time. *Wish i can dance like that*
O crew didnt win first though. I guess it's becos of the voting thingy, cos styles from beyond got LOADS of people to support em. But anyways, O crew is still the best in our heart!! =) GO O CREW!
Went chill around after that. meanwhile i lost most of my voice..so i end up talking like with some guy voice la~ and it's starting to hurt. Oh no, i cant do the HA HA HA thingy in Graham technic already =P HA!
I imitated ms swan the whole day. =P think that contributed a lil to the result of my voice though =P
I'm so jealous. I cant even speak normally. I cant sing. I cant eat Happie Brownie(plankton said so) =P
Okie i'm tired. School tomolo~~! =) Half looking forward. Nights all!
Puii-
1:13 AM
Friday, August 11, 2006
Half a day in lala land. Another half stoning =P
Went see doc @ Raffles Medical. Cos the usual doc i see was on halfday leave -_-.. took some med..and the lozenges he gave was total crap man..like a copy of strepsils. The name of the lozenges? THROATsils. Duh~ hahaha..Went down suntec after that to support O CREW in the Samsung dance comp. They're so coooool man. They were the fifth group. And when they danced finish the judges was like "the comp just started!" Ha~ the previous groups all must be super -_-.. but they're so GOOD! =) *screaming for O Crew*
They're gonna have the finals this sunday, think 5 plus at Suntec Convention Hall 602. If you're free must go down support k? Can vote for them! =) Hee~~
*wish i can dance like Ryan*
Well, after that i'm actually suppose to go home and be antisocial for the day, cos was not feelin real good. But went had dinner with them anyway =P Ate SUBWAY!! =) Been a million years since i ate a sub man. Seriously missed it =) But there's no more Pamesan Oregano!! So i ate Wheat. Not as nice though =P Ha~~
Went home after that..took train with Dawn! =) She's so nice to chat with. Ha~ sweet girl la she =))) After she left, i basically stoned on the train. Stoned so much that i didnt even see a pregnant lady standing in front of me. OMGosh! I didnt give up my seat to her! Feel so bad man..=P
Home sweet home. Gonna go zzz. Tomolo gg choir prac=). Then Gin's class. Then cellgroup. And the doc told me not to exercise these few days. HA! Doc's advice IGNORED! =)
Puii- zzz.
11:12 PM
Stoning at home.
Woke up at 9 plus. So i called the clinic to make an appointment. Know what? The line is engaged. My first thought was "Oh no, it's gonna be a long long queue."So keep trying, but somewhere i think i pressed something wrong..the call was made to some other people. =P So paiseh when the person said "wrong number". HA~
When i finally got through the line, it was around 9:20am. And my queue number is 28, around 11:45 then will reach. I didnt know this doc is still having such long queues till today. Been ages since i saw him. Ha~ looks like business' still pretty good for him.
I so feel like sleeping now. Gonna doze a lil. Till later peeps! =)
Puii- *coughing my lungs out*
9:37 AM
Officially sick =(
've been sensin sickness coming. Yea~ official sick now. Throat infection stuff again. Not gonna go school tomolo i guess.Woke up today with sore throat. Suppose to have gathering with da girls but didnt go in the end. I felt so dead.
But i went dance anyways. Was alright i guess. At least i'm not as dead as last week. HA~
Simply love Carol's choreo la! Super nice can?
Suppose to be asleep now, but promised my mum to do some stuff for her so..yea not getting the rest i need to. HA~
Nights people! =)
Puii-
2:17 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
FUN FUN NDP =)
Cabbed down. Cos cant leave house early. Had to finish up Mum's delight. Was yummy though =)Moment i saw the crowd. I felt totally like in a RED sea. It was RED RED RED all over!!! Literally EVERYONE was wearing RED. It was like a blood vessel man, with all the red blood cells and everything. Ha~ pretty cool, cos it's red =)))
They had buses to take the crowd to the stadium. We got on one and headed to the stadium. Couldnt just go in by ourselves, so had to wait for the in-charge to come bring us in. Meanwhile there's a dance crew's performance outside the stadium. As well as THE WARRIORS that we compete with at the PSC challenge. They're simply coolness =)
Finally got in, and needa get our bags checked. Haha~ Chewie was worrying if they will confiscate her food and everythin.
Inevitable. We played handiplast. But today was kinda the "no mercy" episode. Got whacked real hard by YONGZHI, Aaron and Nikz. Tell me my legs and shoulders wont be swollen and everythin.HA!
Played big wind/ small wind blow!! Hahaha!! I was the first to kena two times. Lucky they dun have pro pro memory. So i wasnt sabo-ed and stuff. =P *phew!!*
Yongzhi and Eunice kena forfeit. And guess what? They are suppose to do HARDO GAY~ Hahahahahah laughed like mad, made my contribution. Offered my cap. =P
KFC for dinner!!! =) wahaahahahaha..my FAV =) Oh no..i'm eating fattening food everyday. Better cut down man. If not i'll have more and more kueh lapis =P
Prac-ed, took pics, warm up, did make up, crapped, imitate ms swan, etc etc..we had a whole lot of fun behind there..they're a fun bunch to be with =))) LOVES dancers~
Finally got to go out of that room. A step closer to the field. But poor Yongzhi, he didnt come out at all. So he missed the fireworks and everythin. Poor thing man! Ha..
Sang those loving spore songs all la~ was nice. 'Ve been dunno how long since i ever sung those songs! Especially national anthem. Ha~ almost forgot how to sing it. =P Me, Sam and Chris went high singing. =P
FIREWORKS!! BALLOONS!!! It was simply pretty can?!?! Like some fairytale know? It was so so nicenicenice!! =)))
Well, by the time we got to go out, most of the people had already left. Only left the performers. And know what? They totally dun dance with you? They WATCH you dance and they started taking phone and cams out to take pics and vids. I'm like WhaT thE? and they take GIRLS only la. Those weird guys are like...............................grr.. Nvm..
Hey but it was fun. Literally dance like nobody's business. One thing is we totally missed our choreo things. So we basically just did our own stuff and everything. Self entertained for 30 mins. Call us nuts pls, we didnt collapse or something. It was dead dead tirin!! Basically just did reggae up there..i cant think of anything else to do. And those weird people were lookin and taking out phones and cams. I so wanted to take out my phone and take them also. So that i can put on net to show the whole world how funie they look like. HA! =P
Anyways. It was fun!! We did our indian dance thingy. Ha~ so cute sia..and we freestyled la. The two guys was doin a lil break, a lil pop, and lil this a lil that. I wanted to sit down and rest but still..kept dancing~~
After our dance thing, suddenly got one romance song come out. We tot needa do jazz sia. But it turned out to be a proposal vid!! It was so so SWEEEEEETT can?!?!? The end of the vid was the "Will you marry me?" WA~~ if were me, i'll *faint* and cry man..it's super touching la! Think the girl will be so so *faint*.
So after dancing was PHOTO MADNESS!! Ha~ Total today i took 94 pics la!! Scary man. HA~!
After that was supper trip to cine BK. Didnt eat though. Was dead tired. and that equals dead full. Ha~
Tired as can be right now. Just finished uploading all the pics to my multiply. Gonna go lala land. Got Carol's classs tomolo~~ =) Looking forward. Night all.
Happie 41st Singapore!! =)
Puii- zzz.
1:54 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
FIREWORKS!! =)
Went watch fireworks with my class girls yesterday night. Didnt wanna go initially. First, was dead tired. Second, i'm still wearing that ugly tights.(Which lein said was CUTE for some reason) and i got nothing to change to. Third, there was SO MANY people goin towards esplanade that i totally dun feel like goin and squeezin for a space to stand. Fourth, i'll get to see it the next day(which is today) anyways cos i'll be at the NDP. Okie..so i got a whole lot of excuses not to go. But i went anyways.Unhealthy diet yesterday. So much for trying to lose weight. I ate oil-soaked western food for lunch and KFC for dinner =P Walked over to Esplanade from PS with Ivonn and June. They're two cute ladies. =) Before we even reach Esplanade a whole lot of people joined us on the jouney. And i mean ALOT!! It was like refugees running away from war..everyone was rushing, packed like sardine. I felt totally squashed. So we finally pushed our way to the waterfront theatre there to wait for the fireworks. Lotsa people sittin on the floor, eating, laughing, smoking(-_-). And we caught a whiff of the smell of the new cigeratte that jing jing was telling us the other day. The STRAWBERRY cigeratte. Seriously, i rather smell original cigeratte then the strawberry one. I mean, sweet smell of strawberry + stinking smoke = unbearable. =P
FIREWORKS ARE SO PRETTY!!!!!!!! It was so so nice la! Simply love a particular one that explodes twice and turn into golden dust kind. IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL! =) Nicenice.
There was a tree that wanted to get the limelight, so there's a tree in every photo that i took of the fireworks. Grr..i wish i had a chainsaw with me or somethin. =P
After the fireworks, you can see an almost immediate effect. Almost everyone turn 180 degrees IMMEDIATELY and started to head away from the waterfront area! I mean, even if we wanted to stay, we were being pushed out la! On the way out, i totally feel like a salmon -_-. It was all human head that i saw. Cant even see the road ahead or anythin. A sea of humans, now i know what that means.
My handphone was like useless after that, cos Starhub network totally choked. June cant find her bf. We're all lost, and cant contact our friends. It was that difficult. Ha~
Saw lein's dope phone. IT'S SO NICE!!! Touch keypad la!! So cool. Black phone with RED light! =))) Nicenice!
Got performance later~~ NDP, here i come!!
Puii-
10:15 AM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Happie 17th CHC! =)
Saturday~Suppose to have Gin's class at 4, so i planned to leave home 2 plus 3..was gonna go out when an accident happen, i tore my contact lens =( Got a big shock. Got out of house and ran to buy lens, took cab down to Oschool =(
First time trying to put contact lens on in cab. Scary experience. You wouldnt wanna try unless you're forced to, like me. Haha~bought purple lens..feel it's v scary. =P
Reached Oschool just in time =) Gin's class was just like the other instructors' (mayb excepy ryan) Aching all over, nua hands nua legs. Gin taught isolation. Chest, Stomach and hip isolation. Her isolation is nuts man. V hard to learn. Learned routine also..v nice, v hard to catch also. Nicenice.
After that we nua abit at Oschool, before heading to Orchard watch Jacky's comp. Went eat at Cine after that. YES KFC! =) Let me forget about the dieting thing for a while =)
Went chill with the beatboxers all..nothing much.
Sunday~~
First a big SORRY to Khye, cos i was late in da morning when meetin him go down together. HA~
I set lotsa alarms. think 4 or 5 alarms just so that i can wake up in the morning..in the end i only heard the last alarm, 630am. =P Literally ran out of the house can? I even forgot my necklace. HA! When i reached Yishun he just boarded the bus -_- But he waited at the next bustop for the next bus with me. Ha~ so nice sia..but he was there nagging nagging..grr! Princess..
Went queue up and stuff..ate Mac for breakfast! Oh no, poor Kueh Lapis =P
By the time door opened, we're all like squashed sardine. Ha! Squeezin our way through..Theresa found a row of seats =) Centre view sia. Can see the dance later!! =)
Service was good. Celebrated 17th year of CHC =) View the video of last time till now..we've grown so so much. It's truly God's work =) The time we're still at old hollywood, to Jurong West, to Expo. The moving, raising money, arise and build. God is good all the time =)
Had a tribute to Pst Kong too! To celebrate his 20th year in fulltime ministry. Feel so touched by the vid they made. THANK YOU PST KONG! =)
Sermon was about the four directions of faith. I sorta listened to the sermon in a half-consicious state so yea, my notes are understandable but wobbly =P
Oschool dance!!! =) Nicenice. The kids are so cool can, especially when this small boy came out and did some flippin around stuff. PRO-NESS!! It was so cool man.
Then there was this HUGE HUGE cake being pushed in to celebrate CHC's birthday! It's so NICE!! With a big "17" on the top of the cake. Balloons were let down after the birthday song is sung =) It was like a party~~ So pretty la!
This year's annivesary got this scratchcard thingy. There's loads of prize la..Diff sponsers, so there's 17 prize of each sponser. So we pass the bulletin down the row, in the end, the girls didnt get the prizes but all the guys got a tcc voucher each! (But end up the got 3 tcc voucher and 2 robinson) NOT FAIR!! I think the usher forgot to shuffle the scratchcards la! Grr..they're so excited about it can? Hahaha..funnie sia...*pics in my multiply*
Went chill at Suntec Pastamania after that..ate Bacon Aglio=)) Been ages since i ate it. But it's not as nice. Haha! Picky me =P
I needa cut the habit. I'm irritating the whole world with my ms swan imitation =P Hahah!!! Theresa cant agree more i think. She even sang a song for Ms swan. Wanna take parang and rope to tie her(which meant me) up and stuff. HAHA! =P Hello~my name bunny swan. Yaya..you looker liker man. *grins*
Puii-
8:57 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
BZ day~ =)
Went out the time i'm suppose to meet my class people. HA! Cabbed down to Outram and train-ed to Tanjong Pagar, to escape the ERP thingy =PMet Evon at the control station and up we went in search of the Singapore Conference Hall. We got lost sooner than i thought. Ha~ but we found our way after that so okie la..turned out to be that the rest have not even reach tanjong pagar la~! Haha...
The Gamelan thingy was pretty okie actually..you'll really fall into semi consiciousness in a short while though..well, the teacher say you needa appreciate Gamelan music in that semi consicious state. So, HA! Not my fault that i almost doze off.
Was so paiseh, cos i needa leave early to go stadium for the NDP thingy..but people performing, so i'm like, err..how do i get myself outta here?! Hahaa..Waited waited.. June wanted to walk me out..then she's like, "why not i leave with you la?" HAHA! Super cute man she..
Waited for a transition and quickly stood up and went off..super paiseh. =P But i'm glad i'm outta there though. it was boring. like...BORING! Haha..
Went off with Jacky, cabbed to stadium and tried the stage. Is pretty big. Coolness~ =) But it's quite elevated from the floor so kinda scary for me =P YEA! NDP! =) Will be so fun la~~ thank God for all these =)
After that we went queue up for FOP..saw ele and wanni!! Miss them so much la! Very long never see them le..especially Wanni!! =) Pretty girl as ever..haha~
FOP was pretty nice..all the churches gather to praise and worship God together. Sang loads of songs. Sermon was good too..but the pastor's accent was so hard to catch, think i missed some stuff that he said.
There was this foreign worship leader with a super nice voice that came and sang songs after sermon, but i think cos first time they workin together or something..the worship leader kept singing even when pastor Kong and Rev Canon James Wong came forward, wanting to end the meeting..well, miscomm i guess..but it was all pretty good la..two more days of FOP, and sunday's church annivesary! =) YEA~ Looking forward =)
Ended quite late actually, think around 1030 or something..then we had to figure out how to go home from there..in the end we took 31 to toa payoh to change train. Had loads of fun with em peeps. YEA~ fun day =) And i just want to mention,Chewie is da blur queen =P
Got Gin's class tomolo~ =)
Puii- zzz.
1:33 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
Suppose to be at Esplanade library with my class girls doin our first assignment. I feel too sick to go anywhere. Wanted to go get a pants from army market before goin to meet them. Oh well, i need a new plan for the day.zzzzzzz.
Need to be at Tanjong Pagar by 330. Needa go for some weird performance, and i totally DUN WANNA go.. compulsory. needa write a report about it. case close. i need to go.
I dun wanna miss NDP rehearsal...today's at the actual stage. If i cant make it today, i dont know if i'll have another chance to try the stage not. Hmmm..hope the Gamelan performance end fast. Wonder if i can leave earlier or something. ARGH! What a bother. I PRAY FOR A MIRACLE! Let the performance end fast. Let me go stadium for rehearsal! *hai~*
Read my previous entries. My life sound so miserable. haha~ It's alright realli, apart from being tired, i got to know a whole bunch of new friends, i'm enjoying myself dancing ballet and contemp, school's nice, friends' nice, teachers' generally fine. Yea, if i can ask for more, it'll be a slimmer waist. HA!
think i'll grab a pillow to the performance later. Bet it's boring like homework. I'll remember my headset and pillow. =)
better get goin. Guess i'll go army market anyways, before heading down to tanjong pagar. hope i can leave early.
*what You made to be, let it be. what You made to dance, let it D A N C E. *
Puii-
12:54 PM
I need strength. I need rest. I need a long long trip to lala land.
I'm so glad today's halfday at school. If not i think i wont be blogging now. Only had contemp in the morning..but it was torturous as usual..i almost got chased out of class just because i lowered my hands...grr~Graham technic is seriously killing me. For once i totally dun feel like dancing cos it's real TOUGH! But i'll endure. Yes i NEED to =)
Thank God man. Today only have contemp. If there isnt halfday i would have ballet and performance prac also..finished acad writing at 2 and it's end of the day for me in school.
Shoppin trip with my class' girls. They are literally shoppin queens. I tagged along like their boyfriend or something. I mean, MAN! They can shop la! Tagged along till 5 plus. To Oschool~
Had NDP prac. Was pretty okie. Change some stuff here and there. I'm on a smaller stage with two other guys. Yea~ make the people DANCE!
After that was Carol's class. Her warm up is million times more draining than Ee Ching's. I'm about flat by the time warm up finish. I was shivering, i feel weak and all..did tendue kicks across the floor..i cant even kick high. Partly cos of my pants. Well..i could have kicked higher if not for my hip injury and tired ankle =(
Yea i injured my hip. (GRR!!) Dunno when also..now i cant do a right split..cos it'll hurt and sorta get stuck there. Gonna wait till it heal then. *praying for healing* =)
Carol's choreo is simply coolness. But i'm so so dead tired all over that i feel fainty even before she finish teaching. But i was like "Haiya finishing le la" So i didnt sat down rest and stuff..if i had not made an effort, i might just faint there halfway through the lesson. Yea it was that bad. I feel like a jellified jellyfish(Whatever that is though).
Tiredness drives me to mood swings. I so feel like screaming at people at the end of the lesson. I felt like laughing. I felt like crying. I feel like a mad woman. Ahhh...i'm just too tired i guess.
God, without Your strength i'll never ever do this. Wont You come and help me through all this. Give me Your strength. What You made to be, let it be! What You made to dance, let it dance!
i feel weak.
i feel like i cant do this.
i doubted.
is dance really for me.
can i?
can i?
i'll never do this, if without Him.
cos with You all things are possible.
help me see the "possible" that You see.
i wanna achieve that "possible" for You
for Your glory.
i shall doubt no more.
yes i can.
I seriously need sleep. I need to survive it all at least.
Puii-
2:00 AM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Summary of my NOW : Tired.
I'm so tired. I just feel like eating. HAHA! Weird theory but, well..eating destresses me somehow. That explains my Kueh Lapis. =PAnyways, my life's great now. Dancing everyday~ =) Super draining of strength and brain cells. I'm so dead everyday after school..
But today's class was still alright..i still went shoppin~ haha!
Dinner and shoppin trip with my mum. Got new shoes!! =) hahaa..
Okie..nothin much to write anyways. School tomolo~ BALLET =))) Hey actually it's not all that bad as i thought..well, it's very tough ya? But it's fun realli..haha~ mayb becos of the teacher. But fun or not, it's gonna stick with me for three to four years so. HANG ON =)
*lovin; ballet'*
Puii-