Sunday, December 31, 2006

A year is ending soon~ 2006 was pretty dramatic for me.

Got myself free from the 10 years of uniform days. From school shoes to heels. Everyday of facing computer and doing document. Shortly after, wave goodbye to Fuji Xerox and put on my dancing shoes. Prep for Emerge talentime with Ghetto QueenS~! Fun times spent with talentime peeps during emerge. remembered always~! a month later i started school @ lasalle. around the same time i got into Project O. so i've been changing everyday between ballet shoes and track pants. probably my most dance-y time ever. everyday was nothing but dancing. Project O exams, so glad we all cleared it together =) DN1 is really a bessing to my life.

2007 is gonna be more busy, more exciting, more adventurous, more challenging. And of cos, more of God. =)

Thank You God for this wonderful year that have passed. Your blessings upon me was abundant. i love You~

Puii-

12:32 AM

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Had thanksgiving cellgroup yesterday. Was a lil late, cos i didnt know it starts at 730, and not 8. When i reached, they were playing games. Passing down of the message with acting. hahahahha, laughed my head off.

Great sermon. Why did Jesus choose to be born in a manger? The prophecy would have been fulfilled if he was born in bethleham. Any place will d. But why the manger in the end?

Because the manger made room for God.

In the coming new year,
Make room for God in your time.
Make room for God in your descision.
Make room for God in your finances.

Kenny took out a bowl of sweets, and we all took one each. We went around exchanging sweets, and words of thanks to dear friends around us. Every word uttered was sooo precious. Was so touched. Some of the girls cried a lil. The whole atmosphere was filled with love and thanksgiving. Words i wanted to say just couldnt come out normally, so i havent realli thank my friends enough. Limited vocab left me stunned, not knoing what to say.

Just a word to all my friends out there. I love you all!! =) <3

Indeed the sweets isn't important. Its the heart that realli counts~

Went over a store near Shaw Tower for steamboat as a cellgroup. Had much fun fellowshipping with them dear people. Many loves!! Took loads of pic..including the most funnie one. Chewie holding the crab pincer high up, an inspiration from the funnie thai ad. Hahahahhaaha~

Thanks Ryan and Jeremy~ for helping me with the counting of steamboat money. =) hee~

Pretty day!

Puii-

9:59 PM

The R(A) show is just beautiful~!! More about it later~

Reached Theresa's house around 2 plus. Watched Harry Potter : Goblet of Fire while she dyed her hair and fixed her nails and blah blah blah.

6:32 AM

I was lazy. But i must blog about CHRISTMAS this year! =) the best present i could ever wish for.

Was dragged out of dream land by Sinman's super loud "MERRY CHRISTMAS" by my bedside. I almost kicked her. Hahaha~ =P Apparently i was the last in the house to wake up, again.

So we got ready~ Sinman wore her dress~! i nagged her into it i think. hahah~ =P

A family trip to service~ so exciting can? i'm like wow~ dad and mum actually agreed to go. Cabbed down to find tons of people there on Christmas morning =)

Service was beautiful. and the drama. the sermon. i just feel everything was so for my dad. he was motionless beside me. i didnt know what went on in his mind. i prayed. throughout the service i talked to God.

altarcall came. i couldnt stop crying. my dad might think i've gone mad, so i tried not to be so obvious. as pastor ask for those who doesn't have a peace of heart, a peace of mind, to respond to the knock on their heart that day. my dad didnt want to go forward. but i felt something inside. that he know there's something in the air. he wants that peace of mind that pastor was talking about. Perhaps his pride was stopping him.

Lousy me. I wasnt brave enough to ask Him again. Dad suddenly turned to ask me : "What does it mean if I go forward?" So i said, by going to the front, it shows you want to invite Jesus into your heart. Sinman came back from the washroom with my mum. Dad listen more to her i guess. They went forward!

As they walked down the aisle, my eyes stung and i cried a river in Jen's hug. For so long i've prayed through the night for my dad to go forward. for him to say yes to Jesus. for so long i've told God, i couldn't bear the thought of eternity without my dad. for so long i yearn to see his smile again. i couldnt take it. i was over-over-overjoyed. a hug from my mum too. mayb we can be a REALLY happy family again. a glimspe of hope. thank You Jesus.

After service was the best family outing we ever had. Though we didnt go to any fanciful places. lunch at Macau Express, and a trip to big big Courts. But the time spent together. Nothing can be more precious.

From Sinman's blog.

This is one of the few times I seen him slept on bus. He told me before that he have problems sleeping. He can’t even sleep on train. But that day we got back, the short 20mins bus ride, he really slept very soundly. He could even sleep on the bus! It’s really a breakthrough.

I need to go to causeway point to buy something, the rest went home first. When I got back, I was really shocked, my dad went to sleep again. And he slept all the way till we going to have our dinner. Can see on his face that he was really well rested. I am really very happy. I did not say much. I let him think through whether is this pure coincidence or is this because of God’s intervention.

I know that he knows the answer. But he do not want to admit. He just say plainly that it might be the medicine that made him sleep.

A lovely Christmas dinner puts a beautiful end to this beautiful day. I thank God for His grace, His mercy. For hearing our prayer for our dad. For loving him, alot more than we ourselves. For loving our family, with His endless love. For making Christmas day even more special for me.

Puii-

1:06 AM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

1:11 AM

Monday, December 25, 2006

Saturday~~ (23rd) went oschool bazaar awhile. after that was shopping at orchard with princesses. =) Cal shopped the most that day. got (almost) evrything she need i think. oh, she lack a shawl. hahaha~

i almost bot a tiny bag. thank God i didnt. i went home think, and no la, not worth it. i most prob wont use it again, selling it would be kinda -_-. So i'll leave it at the store first =) Hhaha~

and thank God! i managed to find a tiny-enough bag to bring to the R(A) show. not half as pretty though. but i'm not spending money, so i'm not gonna complain =)))

Walked around orchard. Trapped by all the P-P-L there. and i flared at a sales girl. ha~ after that my mood just rolled into a internal ball of fire. and mayb that's why i got my fever by the end of the day.

that's why they say, it's not good to be angry =)))

so yea, that was a fun and angry christmas-eve-eve =)

Puii-

10:26 PM

I havent been blogging. Am pretty lazy actually. =P i posted the pics but haven write the stuff the other day. so this is from friday (22nd)


Went shopping with that shy old penguin. she miss me too much that's why. hahahahahahah~
















I've got proof that she's totally sick in the brains.















She eats tomato like, just like that.
















And she uses tissue like they're water.

So, yep. we went vivo city to walk around. can you believe her? she can actually buy somethin when we only started shopping for like less than 30min.

Anyways, we went to eat Carls Jr =)))














That mountain we ate.
















What a lame wrapper. "Super star with Cheese" How literal can it get. Ha~


And we got to realise how nonsense shops can get when it comes to sales and promo.
















Buy 1 get 2 free..HAHAHA! We laughed like mad.
















The cashier lady actually tried to sell us a recycle bag, with "Love a tree"on it. Hahahahaha!!
















The mess we made...















...over $10.

So we continued shopping. Walked all over the place. Bought some random stuff.

We were about to leave for Oschool, cos bel wanted to take a look at the bazaar before heading down work. At the escalator we suddenly spot this shop with LOADS of pretty stuff, so we decided to take a quick look. It turned out to be a shop with PRETTY and CHEAP stuff. I mean REAL CHEAP pls.

















I think it's like only 70plus.
















and this is a jaw-dropping 30 douler. like WTP! hahahaha!













bags of stuff.


After that we went oschool bazaar. penguin bot a zara top at 10 douler, and her face was so amazed. she keep asking me "its real zara ah?" hahaha nonsense la she.

She is so mafan!! I still must walk her to the train station!!! ROAR.

Anyways, fun shopping with you SHY penguin =)) i'll tell your feet a joke and make them happy feet. =)


They needed a "temp admin-er", so i got myself in front of the com and started doing all the office work.












Actually, i kinda miss doing com work and stuff. I miss Fuji Xerox 37th floor!! Especially the pantry =))) HA! So that's me, hard at work =)))

(Actually, Chewie tell me to act like i'm busy.)

















And she got a closeup pic with ShaneSparks!! He came over to Oschool and she gotta take a pic with him.

Dun tell me you believed that.

Hahaha~ but looks kinda like taking with the real person what. Right Chew?! =))

Anyways, yea, that was friday. =)

10:26 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Its so scary, yet so beautiful. How can any one be so both. And how can anyone be so so so flexible?!

She's machiam totally WEIGHTLESS. She can go on POINTE on his BACK doing bourre, and his SHOULDERS, in arabesque. She totally did a slow slow turn ON POINTE on HIS HEAD. AND SHE DID A VERTICAL SPLIT ON HIS HEAD ON POINTE!!!

Its drop dead gorgours. drop dead scary. i mean total jaw drop la!!

I'm in shock right now.

i was telling God how amazing humans are. that scary vid TOTALLY blown away my mind. NOTHING is like impossible now. POINTE on HEAD. Whats pirouettes and kicks and turns man!!!

Okay, i'm still in shock.

Puii- ballet.

9:45 AM

Firstly...

4:01 AM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Wow, my 333th post in bloggers. Didnt know i can crap that much.

had bazaar @ oschool. brought some random stuff to sell. managed to sell20 douler worth of stuff. bought back 20 douler stuff so, end up, it was like a goods exchange. hahahaha~

anyways. i bot one of gin's pants. its light, baggy, and it doesnt split with you when you are splitting =))) nice. i can wear to school =)))

bazaar's gonna last till friday~~ many many MANY pretty stuff there. PLS go and buy some before i cant control myself and buy EVERYHING (okay, that wont happen)

the whole world was PUSHING me to buy stuff =P

yea, gonna finish the dessert thingy mum cooked, prac pirouettes and sleep. Meeting darling plankton tmr!!!! =)))) and more stuff to bring to the bazaar, by mum's command. Hahahahhahaha~

YES i got rid of the brown long skirt =)))

Puii- holding my wallet.

12:04 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

i shouldn't have read it. but i did.

if i caused this, i'm so sorry.

really sorry.


Now i'm feeling lousy. =(

Puii-

4:09 AM

Slept whole day. Literally whole day. Serve me right, cos i slept late the previous night. Haha~

Oschool's got a bazaar set up!! Stuff going cheap, go check it out!

And i was preparing things to bring and sell just now =))) Gonna sell iron-on bling blings. And clever puiman tot of the way to wrap them up =)) So packed em in with Sinman just now till quite late. Yawn.

Sinman's self-declared holiday tomolo!!! =) Well, i sorta "forced" her into it, becos of me she had a late night sleep. Haha~

And i suddenly fell in love with apples. result of watching too much deathnotes and shinigamis. haha!

Okie. i'm lazy to blog. Gonna prac pirouettes and slp. NITES WORLD!

Puii-

2:31 AM

Monday, December 18, 2006

CONGRATS TO JEREMY CHUA WENG HENG!! SOT graduate le eh? =))) dun worry, i screamed for you! =) Saw him after service. He was smiling happily in that grad robe and his cert. hahaha. CongratS!












Service was good. Sidney Mohode came. Saw the SOT grad. =))) throw the square cap!!

After service, went back with sinman to my Singapore aunt's house for a distant-relative-gathering. My uncle and is wife from canada came. So we went to meet them. It's been 18 years since they last came back to Singapore. Know what was the topic around the table after 18 years? Politics. -_-

Anyways. didnt join them for dinner. took cab down to Kenny's house for Christmas celebration.

Kenny's house is super ulu la. Even the cab uncle went blur. hahahaha~ so i searched the street directory for him. =P

Kenny's house is super pretty!! With a pretty painting and a spiral staircase. How much more pretty can a house get?















That pretty painting. Me and plankton spent a uber long time trying to be artistic and figure out what's the drawing about. =P Our answers ranged from a slanted cross to a village/kampong. Ha!
















it was a feast! thanks to all those who bbq-ed! =)















so we all ate...













..and played..















and of cos, all attention on baby Angel!

It was so fun please. We laughed. We ate. We did nonsense stuff. =) and i didnt know Carol, Gin and Xiao Hua are game chiongers. haha!

Short cellgroup meeting. Sang carols! =) but still a lil weird though. haha! but DUN WORRY FISH! it was good =))) christmasy!

Highlight of the day. GIFT EXCHANGE! hahaha, everyone was so excited. i too was overly excited. that i forgot to take pictures -_-

anyways. glad Daniel like the shirt and chain. and MILLION THANKIES to Serina! =) that shirt is pretty! i love the logo thingy in the middle la! =) hee!

After that. the guys got to playing WWF and Fifa world cup. So me and plankton, being toad-ly ignorant about everything (except that she knows the "Big show" song), we started self entertaining. We took pics, observed that painting, stared at the lightings above to see if it realli rotates, and irritate the guys while they play.

From Nikz' blog
haha then we played fifa and used japan vs korea and we played like its a real world cup match. Every goal scored we shouted like mad. and Calynne and Pui was so funny pls. Japan is sushi, Korea is Kimchi. so when we (korea) got the ball, they shouted GO KIMCHI! when they(japan) got the ball, they shouted GO SUSHI!!! haha...

We were nuts =)))














That wrestling thingy that i laughed my lungs out at. the people inside look so cute pls. hahaha!! tiny ppl fighting. =P















yay. self-entertaining planktons!













She was shouting "Go Argentina!" and i took her pic =P













tv's too bright. but it's the fifa world cup thingy. Go SUSHI! Go KIMCHI!

SHUCKS! i just rem i didnt take a pic of the pressie i gave Daniel -_-

Nevermind.















Thanks Serina! =)


Puii- i'm blessed.

1:04 AM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

First, i'm stunned by some super-pretty ballet.




She, is so nuts please. It looks abit scary though, cos she's painted white and stuff. But her ballet is *jaw drop*.



I love the developes, i love the bourre, i love the changement, i love the pas de deux. i love their jumps. i love the dress. i love the everything.



HER ARCH!! Look at her ARCH!! Its the sickest thing i've ever seen la!! *TOAD-LY jealous* i love Alessandra Ferri. her legs especially. (knw i'm beginning to sound sick)



The Romeo and Juliet story. Beautiful as ever. The guy jumps like nobody's business. The lady is Alessandra Ferri =))) You soo gotta check their Pas de Deux out. Its nutsness.

Okay, enough of stunning. i can watch ballet whole night.

Tribal ah lian sisters' first outing today!! Woohoo!! Khye so princess please, we only walked Bugis street one round and he started complaining. Ha~ Shopped for gift exchange stuff. THIS TIME i bought something. Still i'm the last of us three to buy -_-

Pas De Deux class!! Was so fun and scary pls! We learned 5 lifts today. Was sooo scary pls. Ke lian de Nikz. I promise to jian fei!! Hahhahaha. Learnt baby lift, Fish, T-lift, Shoulder sit and the "just throw" thingy. Hahahaha, was fun. and scary. ESPECIALLY the shoulder sit. ITS SO HIGH CAN?!?! Hhahaha, i super must conquer the fear of heights man. ROAR!

So all we girls tried to be as light as possible, while the poor guys had to carry us up and all. Hahahaha ke lian de xiao dong dongs. We did all the ups and down. and even went the lift lobby of Oschool there to prac, cos osch ceiling too low for some lifts. hahaha, so funnie la. people going in and out of the lifts stared at us. Hahahah~

was fun!

Accumulation of muscle aches. I'm starting to have prob standing straight. Hahaha~ its so gonna be like the time we first had Eeching's class. My muscle ache was like 0_0

And how on earth am i gonna survive LA Hip Hop and Gin's class tmr?! hahahahaha. Jia you puii! =)

zzz.

Puii-

4:24 AM

I’m dead tired.


Overslacking’s effect is shown all over me. I ache everywhere over a lil pirouette -_-

Shopped with mum. She cant wait to see me in skirts and dress I’m sure. All she chose for me today was girly stuff. Haha, she even wanted me to wear a SWEET PINK tube dress. Cuteness la she. I heart mummy!

And, just a warning. NEVER eat the Korean food of Causeway point 5th floor food court.

YES, lucky me ate and was *sweat*

YES!! I GOT TO SEE MY DARLS THAT I HAVENT SEE FOR DAYS!! I mean DAYS la!! Seriously we really meet up almost everyday la!! Haha, its just so weird not seeing the peeps. Ha.

Carol’s class, Ryan’s homework submission. By the end of it, my legs were a gone case. Now that I’m home, it seems a lil better. Not as buang. Hahaha~ what’s with all the pirouettes, PK turns, chaines. ROAR! My lousy ankle. It started aching when Carol was doing ankle warmup, havent even start turning yet la! Hahaahaha, nonsense la.

I super love Carol’s choreo today. Woahness pls. So nice so nice!! But I cant do =( Pure sadness. I’m so angry with my turning now, I’m gonna conquer it! *ROAR*

And Ryan’s homework thingy was a surprise test. Next week, standard is pushed up. All the technique stuffs’ coming back. Project O!! Let’s rise higher and conquer it! =)

I miss ballet.

Gonna go out with plankton tmr!!!!!! She’s so gonna psycho me, for SURE. HAHA! =P Yayness, we can go crazy together. Like TOAD-LY man. =) O-some ah.

I love joo plankton!!

Chewie showed me this nonsense vid. I laughed like MAD! Hahahahaha



For every lil good thing in life, cheers. HA!

*that was writte yesterday, forgot to publish.*

Puii-

4:18 AM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

It doesnt really matter to me the hours of shopping. the fact the i can shop for HOURS and not get ANYTHING amazes me, i must have been born a half-man, with no shopping genes in me. Oh pls, guys nowadays are more pro in shopping than me.

I just cant bring myself to take the stuff to the cashier. -_-

Ee Ching's class today was kinda empty, with all the exams people at home mugging their heads out to get good grade. So we went, and turned our legs out. Did loads of attitude jetes thingys and a nonsense turn. Haha, according to khye, some turn thingy that travis from so you think you can dnace did. of cos, a million times nicer -_-

To all proj o princesses who're having exams and are MIA-ing :

I MISS YOU ALL MILLION TONS!!!

Can you imagine, we havent seen each other for at least three days already!! (Or more) OMGosh, have we all been apart for so long before? Hahahahaha, TMR!!! Carol's class. Homework submission. Double pirouettes.

Something's seriously wrong with my legs. Once i start jumping all the pain comes back. And the jetes in ee ching's class got me started. I think that leg prob is coming back. *shivers*

And my irritating shoulders just wont heal.

ROAR. injuries are surfacing in project O. *praying against it*

its the girl on her wedding day
its the daddy that gives her away

something beautiful

Puii-

1:27 AM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY DAWN!!

Hurhur, just a shoutout.

Finally got to see Jen dear after 12 million years!!! =) Her self-declared holiday today. haha. Went eat Pastamania. As usual, as pasta "pros" we got to our "critisizing work" again. Surprisingly, Causeway point's pastamania has improved. At least their Carbonara's not like Bugis' one, with particles of whatever-that-is.


And we got to talking about Pastamania.

Toa Payoh's outlet is so bad now without us there pls. I mean their service. HA! we're still the roxors =))) Jen and i got talking about the times we accidentally threw away cuttlery (however you spell it) and stuff. HAHA. Didnt realise i had so much nonsense while working there those ancient days. =P

We happen to come across a banana pizza that's so WEIRD.

Oversized banana.

Chocolate CHUNKS instead of choc powder.

According to Jen, too little milk.

But it turned out alright. Was expecting it to taste like eww.. Haha~

Shopping next!! Went hunt for boots, dress, makeup and stuff. As usual i left CWP empty-handed. I so promise i'm gonna get SOMEthing by this week. At least a eye liner. =)














I might get this, if i dun wear my sis' dress. She said i'm not to BURST HER DRESS. Grr..thanks ah. All you skinny elder sisters bullying us more-prosperous younger sisters!! *glare at sinman and theresa* HAHA!!

ROAR! i look fat =(

Anyways, that was that.

Went down Boon Lay after that, met up with the princesses(Thes and Khye) to go prayer meeting. Amazingly we got quite a good seat. Haha, apparently not much people wanted to queue. Either that, or we're early. Ha!

PM was good. =) We prayed for Christmas. For salvation. For revival. And i felt God's desire to draw the lost closer to Himself. One sentence rang in my heart.

"I cant stand the thought of eternity without them."

Be it friends, familys, people that are close to me. A thought of eternity without them. Why cant we sense that urgency?! The very reason for Jesus' coming to earth. the very reason of Him shedding His blood.

When one is saved, the whole of heaven REJOICES.

And yes my God, i pray for my dad.



Hope this'll load. If not, can go youtube see. I changed it to public vid already. =P


And this is THERESA!! with her impromtu solo thingy. SHE SO WON IT PLS! Hahaha, Punggol solo champ!!!

*yawn* i'm tired.

-Off praying.-

Puii- loveGOD.

12:09 AM

Monday, December 11, 2006

I've missed so many things on my blog that i'm lazy to add in now. Was viewing my pics taken over the week, and they roughly tells the story =)

View pics

Praise God for His empowerment!! =) Four of us from project O went for a tiny dance comp in Punggol, those neighbourhood events. Kenny told us to just go there and have some fun.














3rd prize announced. not us. *shivers*
2nd prize, also not us *shiver somemore*

The MC asked who the audiences think is the winner. Flying fish SCREAMED "X-ile!!!!!" Hahaha, but i thought she would be the only one. Surprisingly a few girls from the RC there shouted X-ile too. Hahaha surprised. =P

and YES WE WON!!! 1St prize!! can you BELIEVE it? we practically jumped up to stage. hahaha. my first thoughts : "THANK GOD"













If i had a rocket, i so wanna shoot the trophy up to heaven and tell God, "I won!! and its for YOU =)"

Yay praise God praise God praise God! Though its not perfect, like perfect. But yea, at least we're improving. At least we're moving somewhere. And yes, praise God for progress. Praise God for strength. Praise God for empowerment. Yes, we won, and its for GOD!

Okay, i'm getting high =))

And a bonus of the day. I finally got to eat KFC in a million years. *drools* =)))

And yes praise God for one more thing. We won 250 douler 77th street voucher, which we spiltted. 60 each =))) It so must be because i fulfilled my BF and tithes everything, thus God's blessing. Wow, i'm drowned in His blessing. =)))

Its all because of Him. Its all for Him =)

It was a rather miraculous time too. Somewhere during last week, i must have hurt my right shoulder real bad, but i didnt realise. it started hurting only on Saturday. and yes yesterday. But during the comp, no pain! =) Only before and after, my arm was hurting kinda bad.

Thus today was a self-declared sabbath. I literally stayed home and slept my day though. Yayness, my dad help me massage shoulders =))) and i fed myself stupid with all the yummy food my parents cooked. Sorry tummy, this is SERIOUSLY the last time i'm eating two huge bowl of rice. HAHA!

Okay, i blah-ed enough. Too much sleeping left my brains in sleeping mode. I kept yawning after HOURS of sleep. I'm so turning into a pig.

Puii-

4:31 PM

Sorry all. I've been either very tired, or very lazy to blog. Mostly tired. I didnt even played much com this week pls.

Was trying to wake up in time everyday, trying to stay awake long enough to write a blog, but always failing. also, i'm trying to slot time out of my slacking-sessions to prac pirouettes.

And thanks to tiredness, my body protested and sent me to bed everynight. Yet, i was physically tired, my brain was active like a mad computer please. What's with endless dreams everynight, that left me almost sleepless. Where can i hand in my complain form?

Oh no, i got a feeling i wont stay awake long enough to blog this. Just to say, tmr's my self-declared sabbath, to rest my aching arm. Think i hurt it somehow, which i cant understand HOW?! Yea so. =) REST!

Come to think of it. i havent done much actually. why am i so so tired?! Haiyo..cannot make it. Hahah!

Okay, i better listen to the protest of the body. lest my dark circles will be coming back to "haunt" me. =P

Puii- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

1:39 AM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Was lazy to blog. Pardon me, i've been lacking sleep like i lack exercise and muscle aches. =)))



rather filled up these few days. dance, help out at osch's kids camp, prep for performance, gonna have comp. Fulfilling my duty as a responsible citizen of Singapore, a filial daughter, a diligent dancer, a nice friend, a friendly stranger, a not-so-bad customer(i'm trying my BEST not to stare at shop keepers =P), and basically, a not-so-ah-lian de ah lian. HAHA! =P anyways, i was TRYING to fulfill all that. ha~ i probably failed like totally to accomplish all of that. =P



AND talking about ah lian, how can i not introduce the new craze in town?!?!



THE TRIBAL AH LIAN SISTERS!!






We're a threesom man =))) Ah lian roxors man. We flip tables, throw chairs, glare at people people and do stupid stuffs like the tiu-tiu-tiu(please please dont go, don't tell me that its over~~)

its like uber late into the night and i'm still blogging and koping songs. Better head for bed.

Suppose to hand in homework to ryan tmr. =)))

Actually, i'm pretty lazy to blog still. i'll leave everything till i'm slack enough =) Nites world!

Puii-

1:05 AM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Fact of the day : Talking to God is even more addictive than MSN

I just feel God has been speaking of alot of things these few days. Also to project O, through all the instructors. Guess this is a "lecture week" or something.

Saturday, had a mini test, or the so-called common test. suppose to show ryan the 4 eights that we're suppose to prepare. 2 eights our own choreo, 1 eight ryan's choreo, and 1 eight freestyle.

I prepared. Like realli got prepare k? I made sure i rem the steps and all. By the time i was prac-ing at o-cafe, most of the steps was "second nature" to me (apparently, not second nature enough).

As you would have guessed, we got trashed real bad. Perhaps i should realli pray hard against fear, cos standing at the "cursed ground" i toad-ly cant remember ANYTHING pls. i was confident. i was sure of what i'm gonna do when i stand up. Yea, notice the WAS.

The moment i stood out, everything crashes down like the tsunami. i was instantly BLANKED. imagine my dissapointment with myself.

Since audition for project O till now, i haven been able to dance normally in front of Ryan, or the other instructors, like show them my steps all. am i realli so afraid of them? what was i afraid of? i seriously dont know. But Ryan's disappointed face just got into me. why cant i overcome it, till NOW?!

Actually i was VERY upset with myself. Thank God for princesses in life =)

So i reached home and wrote a letter to God.

God.
Sometimes i just feel i so bleahX in this dance thing. God, i love You, i want to give You something that is worthy. What i'm doing all along, amateur dancing, its not even fit for Your viewing. like what Ryan said, it probably just looked like sh*t. am i gonna bring THIS to Your altar? is that what i'm gonna present to You as worship? as sacrifice? it's not even fit to be.

God, not like i'm discouraging myself, but that whatever that i've been doing all these while, is just so bad bad, i feel i cant even face You and say "i dances"

God, i want to give You something more than this.

The standard i'm at now, how much did it cost me to get here? How much have i worked and sacrificed to get here? Did it even cost me much? No, i havent paid the price. Therefore, i dont see results.

Lord, how can i ever think of presenting my dance to You, when it didnt cost me. King David said that he'll NEVER give to You anything that didnt cost him. So do i Lord. I want to pay the price. I want to do all i can. I want to work hard hard hard. I want to give You something worthy to place on Your altar.

I want to dance for You one day, knowing i've paid the price, knowing this is the BEST of me, knowing it is something worthy, knowing it will bring You glory, knowing You, watching from heaven, will point down and say "I'm proud of you, Puiman."

I know everytime i dance, Lord You were there to watch. I know You're always the first Audience to reach and the last to leave. I know You always cheer and claps the loudest. I know You're always there. You're always there to say "its okay" when i totally screwed up everything. You'll always cheer me on, even if its realli not all THAT marvelous. You're always so encouraging.

But Lord, that's not what i should be giving You. I dont want to be like Cain, giving You second-rated stuff. I want to be like Abel, bringing to Your altar the best of what i can be, the best of what i can bring. Not what i am now. Lord, i'm gonna run this race. I'm gonna sweat. I'm gonna do what it takes to see a smile on Your face. I'm gonna do what it takes to hear that You're proud of me.

I'm gonna do what it takes to glorify You.
I'm gonna pay the price.
I'm gonna give You that which COST me.

Lord teach me, cos without You, i'll never be where You want me to be.

Lord, i just want to see Your smile. Father, i want to dance well, that when others ask, my Father, You can proudly say "that's My daughter."

*i just want to make You proud*

Service was wow today =))) Perhaps due to the prayer-overdose the previous day, i was =)))))))))

But i think the devil's upset, and tries to kick me back, with his lousy attitude leg. I lost my voice like on stage please, while on choir. I mouth-ed the whole praise and worship. Ha~ but it was still good =)

The power of ONE. When no other stand by me, will i still hold fast my ground? I made a descision today, i'll stand with the Lord no matter what =)

Prayer meeting was =))) too. and yes, my voice got worse, but. ha~ i couldnt care less. i shall sound like a man if i must. i just want to shout everything within out to Him.

and yes, Lord, i pray for REVIVAL.

Oh, i couldnt get enough of His river. =)

say the word
and i will sing for You
over oceans deep i will follow
if each star was a song
every breathe of wind praise
it will still fail by far to say
all my heart contain
i simply live
i simply live for You

as the glory of Your presence now
fills this place
in worship we will meet You face to face
there is nothing in this world
to which You can be compared
glory and glory
praise upon praise

You bind the broken-hearted and
save all my tears
by Your word You set the captives free
there is nothing in this world
that You cannot do
i simply live
i simply live for You.

Puii- i wan NOTHING, but You.

9:07 PM

Saturday, December 02, 2006

First ever dance homework. Choreo 2 eights. Ryan's being nice, and want to see it like the next day. HA~ Pretty stretch for project O princesses, cos we always take FOREVER to come out with choreos. =P

i tried choreo-ing, and i'm already like sick of the song. GAMBATTE. I shall love this song more =)

cellgroup was good. had cellgroup game, called "blind man's drawing". Was so cute please. One person's suppose to go to the whiteboard and draw the given picture blindfolded. Took turns and stuff. laughed like mad =) And wenzi is so pro pls!! Took vid =))) didnt know we were like SO noisy! Hahah.

sermon's on prayer. and kenny mentioned a point that made so much sense to me. Christianity is truely the only religion that talks about having a relationship with God. i mean, no other religion sings "i love you" to their gods. and our God is not one which you bring shopping lists to. But a desire for Him, instead of His blessings.

I want more of You.

Kenny prayed for us, for a new hunger to pray. We prayed for each other too. =) I just wished my vocab was wider. I always get stuck with words.

RYAN AND ANDREA GAVE THEIR WEDDING INVITATION TODAY!! =)

Now the project O girls are gonna start using that as an excuse to shop.
To Theresa, your TR jeans. HA! =P

God has ways to make us smile. That star outside the window did. I just smile and said "Yea, Your creation. its beautiful. =)" thank You God. its just the little things, little blessings, little wows in life that shows Your beautiful love. A star that happen to appear right outside the window. And that star happen to shine so much that i can see. Like its a window into another world =)

You lead me here
to Your courts
surround me with Your love
i walk with You
i do not fear

in this place
dreams are made
in this place
where You are

carry me here
in Your arms of love
draw me close to You
i wanna be where You are

You carry me
You are my strength
i've learned to trust in You
and once again
i'm reaching out

Puii- Your love, overflowing.

4:10 AM

Friday, December 01, 2006

somethin possese me to use this skin. i just like the pic on the left actually, that's basically why i used it, in spite of the fact that i super hate scrolling thingys on blogs.

eg. the scrolling down to read blogs.
eg. the scrolling down to read the "about me" and "links"

and the designer used a uber noobzors font please. i had to change myself. and yes, i spent like forever trying to figure out all the HTML thingys. someone cure my com noobness someday.

but yea, i managed so far. =) and i pretty like it more than the previous one. and *yawn* look at the time now~ i might as well skip sleep. =P Ha~

and that tagboard, sorry for it being so so small. the smart fellow who did this blog had that fixed rectangle thingy for the tagboard. so i had to change a smaller size to fit into it. i tried like a million different fonts, trying to get the biggest image. argh~ i simply hate this thing. if only it didnt have such a cool pic, i DEFINITELY wouldnt have used it.

so yep yep. nites ppl. anyways, project O's got a new gig next week. half of us doin it. at SMU. dunno the time and stuff. hahaha~ blur as i always am.

tata.

Puii- *zzz*

5:32 AM

The devil's kicking back. Think he kicked my lungs this morning, with the aircon i think. Had a hard time breathing. Woken up by the irritated lungs. Cried for help, to off the aircon. Think i shouted for like 10 seconds. Was totally ignored. Went down bed to realise i'm alone at home -_-.

Sickness' like up and down for me these few months. Pray : No weapon formed against me shall prosper. the devil's kick? Ha~ *KICK BACK*

I slept my day away again. Just wanted to recover before evening comes. If not i wont be able to dance. So i slept like a pig, hoping the virus will leave me alone after a long long rest.

Soon it did. =) God my Healer. Million thankies Daddy~~ =))

I just feel Project O is so blessed. With so many willing instructors. With so must trust, that we can do it. With so much guidance, that we can move on, that we can improve. With so much encouragement, telling us not to give up. I just feel i'm shortchanging all the world. Others, with much less than me, are dancing much better.

Whatever the reason is.
For them.
For me.
For God.
I just want to improve in dance. It cant be that i'm still here. I wanna go up. Time to push myself real real hard. i wasnt, apparently. Ha~

and i SERIOUSLY dun like this fishball head. and i dun feel like waiting for it to grow outta this shape. i hate my hair now like i hate barley. =)))

and they were telling me my hair's CUTE. like the last thing on my wannabe list please. ha~~ =P

that black cloth of sinman woke me up. i better start dieting and stuff. -_-

Puii- prayer.

3:08 AM

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with love

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