Two days away from school. and i've been missing ALOT. i missed a chance to cancel one of my MC, i missed the whole combi C of melissa's choreo. I missed ballet and contemp routines, all new ones. and i didnt know till today(wed) that i'm suppose to perform on monday.
coooooool. way cool.
so today was speed learning day. all the new exercises, learnt on spot. tough job pls. REAL tough job. it was like a WHOLE day of speed learning. -_- super tiring pls~~
okay, i just wanted to complain about my tiring day in school.
*run away*
down at Your feet, o Lord is the most high place in Your presence Lord i seek Your face i seek Your face there is no higher calling no greater honour than to bow and kneel before Your throne i'm amazed at Your glory embraced by Your mercy o Lord i live to worship You.
God was good to me. And im getting more and more in awe of His big big hands!! =) A look at His creations made problems seem way smaller. A pretty sunrise is like God telling you "No problem is too big for Me." =)))
Oh before i forget again. I finally bought stuff for CNY. Thanks to plankton for her psychoing. HAHA!
Blossomz denim skirt.
That white dress from Far East.
A white jacket from 77th street.
Hhahaha~ surprising RIGHT? i actually bought so many stuff. haahaha~ and for once i didnt spot any necklace-to-die-for. Well, maybe i've fallen into Theresa's trap. They actually got me to shop la. HAHA! =P
Since V day is coming, Theresa and I thought of this GREAT biz idea for her during this season. For all you out there (single or taken), have your signboard drawn to be put on your blog/friendster/bedroom door. Here's one that Theresa wrote for herself..
She calls it casting call. Looking for a cast to play the male-fish of her life. Applications, please send it to her via email =))) HAHAHA!!!
She was kind..and wrote me one.. kind enough to write 50-55 yrs old. Thank you fish bee hoon!!! *evil stare*
She was evil enough to write one for Bani too. HAHA!! So nonsense pls.
So this is Theresa's V day business plan. For your very own "casting call" signboard for this romatic season, tell her yourself =) Different colours available, if you just HATES brown colour =))) Handwriting..hahaha..lidat loh.. =P
Maybe i should set a booth beside her, selling stools for people to sit and wait for applicants, while they hold that signboard on V day along Orchard road or something. HAHA!! =P
Okay this is getting lame. =P
I think theresa will probably kill me when she see this post. HAHA! =P
Puii- *run away from scary creature*
(hint : scary creature spells t-h-e-r-e-s-a and is afraid of DOGS. =))
8:22 PM
Monday, January 29, 2007
Monday = Dumb Dumb day. haha~
I got saved from Soumya's class. But not so much of a prayer come true though. So begins my dumb dumb day. hahahaha..
Decided to cab to school. Cos i was real late. Begin to feel sick on the way. And i had to tahan that dumb dumb jam at PIE that never seems to move at all. I so wanted to go home already. But cant cos am stuck in the expressway -_-. So by the time i reached school. I cant make it to class la. I'm half fainting already. So messaged my F4s that i'm turning back home instead.
A morning that totally wasted my money and time -_-.
Reached woodlands to find a pleasing, kind, friendly old rubbish truck that almost made me puke on the way to the doc's =(
zzz.
Puii- Fainting into lala land.
11:15 AM
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Sunday sunday.
I totally feel like roaring after service pls.
I FELL ASLEEP DURING SERMON!!
What the pink la.. A R Bernard i also can fall asleep lei..my goodness. So i only heard the front and the back part of the message. Well, i managed a three page. My gosh i can step on my own feet and stuff la. But it was still good la. I heard stuffs here and there. It was like a whole new level of understanding about the cultural mandate.
Oh, embarrassing moments exposed. Today, was serving choir. So we were worshipping...suddenly there was handphone music coming out!!! On stage!!! And yea, it was my stupid auto-played phone. I think i accidently pressed the button. So we were singing Hallelujah, and Chewie heard "...icebox where my heart use to be.." my GOSH!lucky the music was loud then. hahahahaha thank God thank God. =P
Watch the arise and build campaign vid again today during service. It just struck me that your age, wealth and everything else realli doesnt matter to God. If you really want to serve Him, nothing can stop you. This auntie on the vid that makes hanphone straps to sell, and this old couple that picks cardboard boxes and soft drink cans to give to the building fund really touched my heart.
They're in such lack, yet they continued to trust and believe in God. They were like the people during King David's reign. The people kept coming to give and kept coming to give. They didnt complain. All they wanted was to build God a glorious house. All they wanted was to be obedient to Him. And we, out of our abundance, what are we gonna do with our finances? I'm greatly challenged and inspired. Three more months to go!! =)
Lunched with W16. Been forever pls. Though there's just a few but. Haha~ great fellowshipping with em =)
Oh advertising time. If you're ever gonna land yourself at Century Square. You die die MUST go eat their Korean food at the third floor foodcourt or you'll regret your whoooole life. Muahahahahaha *evil laugh*
Tmr : School. Wow how exciting. Dance's okay, but Soumya's class. History of Performing Arts. Someone please save me from this. Hee!
Puii- off drawing stick mans into her dance journel.
10:05 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
random stuff.
okay i'm giving myself 5 mins to blog.
THANKS PLANKTON!!!! For that cabury milk CHOCOLATE!!! =))) feel sooo lurved la!!!! Thanks million darl. You're like da sweetest plankton on planet earth!! =))) hee
LA hip hop-ed today at Ryan's class. i havent been doing hip hop since school starts la. Needa get it back. =)))
I ATE KFC!!!! =))))))))))))))) it's like the world's best junk food.
Okay 5 min's up.
Oh one more thing. Thank God for His word. =))))
Puii- Pro 3:6
11:09 PM
Greeting from Miss Injuries.
A song. A shot. A tear. A smile. A dustbin.
YES! Its FRIDAY! Gosh its the happiest day on earth. I can do the Cheers commercial now la. (If you dunno what izzit, scroll way way way down for the vid in one of the entries. haha ) Like cn you believe it? its actually FRIDAY!!!
No more ballet and contemp for two days!! My happy feet. A rest from all the aches and injuries. =)
Seriously injured all over please. Dancer's legs are really gone one *look at Chewie* Hahaahahaha inside joke. anyways, my hip kena-ed today. aching like nobody's business. Wonder if its okay.
But i'm a happy girl in class today. Teacher praised me for my fondue, said it was nice~~ hahahaha~ considered as penetrating the marketplace and shining for God? hahaha
But i'm really blessed with opportunities and knowledge. There's this external choreogapher coming to my school during the holidays to work a piece with the seniors. Surprise surprise, me and other three classmates got chosen to be in that piece too! Like so honoured please~ Though i'm an understudy still,but never mind, i'll work hard, perhaps i'll get to perform on showcase night =)))
The new teachers in school taught me alot. Perhaps they're God-sent. haha~ they are really knowledgable, and are totally free to share with us what they have. I've learnt so so much in just these three weeks (apart from the two days MC)
My clique in class went mad recently and called ourselves the four flowers(F4) My goodness we sang liu xin yu and chinese new year song. posed fo our album cover page and thought of MTVs haha!! Pure madness la pls. =P
I love my girls. =)))
Power ranger outing AGAIN. Can you believe it? We actually went arcade. Hahhaha~ haiya,if only cal know how to play 2nd mix of para para i would have recalled those nonsense days. hahahahahaa.
YES! My new school building there got much more food then the present location. Khye's gonna be my tourguide for food around there now. hahaha!! =P
Choir prac choir prac! Learnt like 7 songs at a go. hahaha super chiong. Somemore 6 chinese songs. Poor theresa, she was busy writing han yu pin ying. hhaah~ we tested our vocal range too. My highest was a High B. If only my sorethroat....hai~ whatever. no diff anyways i guess. hahahaha~
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Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Never will He ignore a heart that's crying out for Him. Never will He reject a thirsty soul. Never will He retreat from an outstretched arm.
If He sends you a burning bush today. how will you respond?
It was like a tap on the shoulder. A reminder i would say. That book's a blessing. "Drawing Near" by John Bevere.
I want to draw near to God. Nearer than every before. I want to walk with Him. Like how all them Enoch and Abraham and Moses did. I want intimacy with God. I'm like a panting deer. For His presence.
God i've been hindered.. i've been tripping myself over. I'm stopping dead in my track i don't know how to walk on this path. Perhaps its because of this that i'm carrying. God what should i do?what should i do? i know i need to let it down,but my hands are holding onto it tight. its not releasing that big big big rock. mayb it saw a chance of surviving it all. mayb it saw a chnce of success. i know deep down it probably wont work out that way. its a reality that shatters, that shoots, again. all i requested, all i desired. its gone so says. its gone so says. its gone. so i'm suppose to let it be gone too? maybe.
Lets take a step back. Lets take a break. Lets drink some tea and have some chockies. I'm tired. I want to press pause on life for a while. I want to eat ice cream. I want to do a million pirouettes. I want a new book. I want to give more to building fund. I want to comb my hair. I want to listen to A R Bernard's preaching. I want to sing. Randomized. Emofied. Whiny. Happie. Forget-it.
*deep breathe* I'm still a happie Puiman. i have a healthy body that can dance. I have a pretty family. I have good friends, true friends. I have God. i'm blessed with more than i can ask for. I thank God for the very breath i'm taking. I want to put my hand in God's and walk down some milky way. I want to watch the sunrise with Him and tell Him how awesome His creation is. I want to sing to Him all the songs i wrote. I want to tell God how much i love Him. So i'm off to anti-emo myself. i'm off to fellowship with God.
i love Your big big sky, your pretty clouds, your beautiful rainbow, that glorious sunrise, puny leaves and still water. I love You God.
A smile says a thousand words. So i *smile*~~ =))) Good nites all!
Before that, a song that blessed me much.
You'll never thirst - Anointed You'll never find her story in a fairy tale 'Cause she wasn't like, the other women at the well Her life was full of pain, hurt, rejection Her loneliness she didn't want to show But Jesus saw the desert in her soul
Drink from this water Drink from this water And you will never, you'll never thirst again Drink from this water Drink from this water You will never, you'll never thirst again
Ooooh We all search for something To fill us up inside But it's only an illusion You know a True Love's hard to find But I'm here to tell you there's one place Your thirst is quenched for ever more You will never leave empty disappointed You will find what you are looking for
And oh Jesus will meet you At the place of every need And only He can make the wounded whole And make the blind man see
Puii- on my knees.
1:44 AM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend.
Song of the day.
Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bare my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
The day was spent trying to stay awake. After dance classes i couldnt take it anymore. i went home, siamed Gamelan class. supposedly going home to sleep. in the end mum cooked, and i ate before i could slp. hahaahaha~
Anyways. that was my boring day.
Prayer meeting yesterday was great great great. i prayed my voice out. Til it hurts by the end of everything. To add on to a sleepless night before that, and all the tiredness from ballet and release technique, i became zombiefied after PM. hahaha~
Brethens, i do not count myself to have apprehended. But one thing i know, putting away those things which are behind, and reaching forward to those things which are ahead. i press towards the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
Yes Lord. i put away the things of the past. Into my cupboard, into the freezer. i'm not going to carry all those into 2007. Lord i want to start the year right. I want to walk closer to You this year. I wan to run this race for You. I wan to fulfill the cultural mandate in my marketplace =)))
Cute theresa sent me this~~
*perhaps all i need was chocolates*
Puii- i'm standing at the bridge. i'm waiting at the door.
9:21 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Sleepless panda.
My gosh, my eyes are drying up seriously. Result of overwearing contact lens =(
What a bad way to start the day. I woke up at the time i'm suppose to be on the train. I got the fright of my life please. The first thing i thought of was " I dun wan to minus percentage!" hahaha so i chionged out and cabbed to school. i kina stoned throughout the ride,worrying what will happen if i'm really gonna be late. But yea i wasnt late =) (thank GOD!)
class was rather boring today. i almost slp standing during Paul's class. Sorry la but his class is realli...no fun...
History of Performing Arts was worse. We're suppose to take ur own notes, the lady goes SUPER fast, and i fell asleep -_-.
My classmates are sooo sweet. They havent seen me since last Wed, so June came and say Pui i miss you lei~~ Wah so sweet of them la. Thanks girls! Yall rock my school life like KFC!
*pray* Father, dun let me be involve in Chingay.
Home after that. Family day~~ hhahah sweet daddy mummy bought me out to shop for new year clothes. i couldnt find any, but made specs instead. Hahahaa~
A trip to Cold Storage after that landed us with a super satisfied evening. We found these REAL pretty steak. Some Rib bone thingy. So dad bot it and cooked. My GOSH its like totally heavenly. check my multiply soon for the pic of it. you'll drool like a broken dam i tell you. my goodness its so NICE la! =))) i throw the word "fat" out of my dictionry for a day. =)
Stayed up ALL night chionging assignment. I'm gonna go out soon to school already.hahaha!!! Thanks Eddie for keeping me awake all night to finish my stuff!! =)
I listened to Dr A R Bernard's "Memory of the Heart" again while rushing assignment. I'm still amazed at how od can create such a complex system with a human body. Then again, the sunrise answered me. God is a BIG God =)))
*Lord i'm desperate for You, i' lost without You*
Puii- off to school.
5:55 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Kenny preached a word in season. perhaps that look was deliberate.
thank You God. i love You! =) <3
Puii- i'll sing to You a hymn of love.
1:58 AM
Ranger day again~
I just passed the 365 mark in my blog life. If i've blogged like a year worth of entries, if i blogged once a day.
okay that was just totally random.
went MICA building today. prepared for presentation. did nothing much actually. got to know this group member. i found a tong xiang from hong kong. haha~
Went chill with the power rangers today. and nia too. haha~ quite losers la we all. nothing to do on a saturday. how sad. =P
La-teh session again! had to leave when my mum called. she might just bring with her a chopping knife to bring me home. HA! =P
I'm soooo suppose to be aslp now. Service tmr! and Nia's bdae party. Happie days pass fast! =P
me
searching meanings
with dreams, with dance
with love
