Wednesday, January 31, 2007

School horror

Two days away from school. and i've been missing ALOT. i missed a chance to cancel one of my MC, i missed the whole combi C of melissa's choreo. I missed ballet and contemp routines, all new ones. and i didnt know till today(wed) that i'm suppose to perform on monday.

coooooool. way cool.

so today was speed learning day. all the new exercises, learnt on spot. tough job pls. REAL tough job. it was like a WHOLE day of speed learning. -_- super tiring pls~~

okay, i just wanted to complain about my tiring day in school.

*run away*

down at Your feet, o Lord
is the most high place
in Your presence Lord
i seek Your face
i seek Your face

there is no higher calling
no greater honour
than to bow and kneel before Your throne

i'm amazed at Your glory
embraced by Your mercy
o Lord
i live to worship You.

Puii- dun ask.

10:33 PM

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

nothing-much-to-do day~

A nothing-much-to-do day.

Ate.
Slept.
Bleached.
Deathnoted
Friendstered.
MSNed.

What else?

Oh, i collected my new specs!! =)))



God was good to me. And im getting more and more in awe of His big big hands!! =) A look at His creations made problems seem way smaller. A pretty sunrise is like God telling you "No problem is too big for Me." =)))

Oh before i forget again. I finally bought stuff for CNY. Thanks to plankton for her psychoing. HAHA!





Blossomz denim skirt.



That white dress from Far East.



A white jacket from 77th street.

Hhahaha~ surprising RIGHT? i actually bought so many stuff. haahaha~ and for once i didnt spot any necklace-to-die-for. Well, maybe i've fallen into Theresa's trap. They actually got me to shop la. HAHA! =P

Since V day is coming, Theresa and I thought of this GREAT biz idea for her during this season. For all you out there (single or taken), have your signboard drawn to be put on your blog/friendster/bedroom door. Here's one that Theresa wrote for herself..



She calls it casting call. Looking for a cast to play the male-fish of her life. Applications, please send it to her via email =))) HAHAHA!!!


She was kind..and wrote me one.. kind enough to write 50-55 yrs old. Thank you fish bee hoon!!! *evil stare*



She was evil enough to write one for Bani too. HAHA!! So nonsense pls.

So this is Theresa's V day business plan. For your very own "casting call" signboard for this romatic season, tell her yourself =) Different colours available, if you just HATES brown colour =))) Handwriting..hahaha..lidat loh.. =P

Maybe i should set a booth beside her, selling stools for people to sit and wait for applicants, while they hold that signboard on V day along Orchard road or something. HAHA!! =P

Okay this is getting lame. =P

I think theresa will probably kill me when she see this post. HAHA! =P

Puii- *run away from scary creature*

(hint : scary creature spells t-h-e-r-e-s-a and is afraid of DOGS. =))

8:22 PM

Monday, January 29, 2007

Monday = Dumb Dumb day. haha~

I got saved from Soumya's class. But not so much of a prayer come true though. So begins my dumb dumb day. hahahaha..

Decided to cab to school. Cos i was real late. Begin to feel sick on the way. And i had to tahan that dumb dumb jam at PIE that never seems to move at all. I so wanted to go home already. But cant cos am stuck in the expressway -_-. So by the time i reached school. I cant make it to class la. I'm half fainting already. So messaged my F4s that i'm turning back home instead.

A morning that totally wasted my money and time -_-.

Reached woodlands to find a pleasing, kind, friendly old rubbish truck that almost made me puke on the way to the doc's =(

zzz.

Puii- Fainting into lala land.

11:15 AM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Sunday sunday.

I totally feel like roaring after service pls.

I FELL ASLEEP DURING SERMON!!

What the pink la.. A R Bernard i also can fall asleep lei..my goodness. So i only heard the front and the back part of the message. Well, i managed a three page. My gosh i can step on my own feet and stuff la. But it was still good la. I heard stuffs here and there. It was like a whole new level of understanding about the cultural mandate.


Watch the arise and build campaign vid again today during service. It just struck me that your age, wealth and everything else realli doesnt matter to God. If you really want to serve Him, nothing can stop you. This auntie on the vid that makes hanphone straps to sell, and this old couple that picks cardboard boxes and soft drink cans to give to the building fund really touched my heart.

They're in such lack, yet they continued to trust and believe in God. They were like the people during King David's reign. The people kept coming to give and kept coming to give. They didnt complain. All they wanted was to build God a glorious house. All they wanted was to be obedient to Him. And we, out of our abundance, what are we gonna do with our finances? I'm greatly challenged and inspired. Three more months to go!! =)

Lunched with W16. Been forever pls. Though there's just a few but. Haha~ great fellowshipping with em =)

Oh advertising time. If you're ever gonna land yourself at Century Square. You die die MUST go eat their Korean food at the third floor foodcourt or you'll regret your whoooole life. Muahahahahaha *evil laugh*

Home.
Slacked.
Slept.
Dance Floor-ed.
Ate.
Blogged.

Tmr : School. Wow how exciting. Dance's okay, but Soumya's class. History of Performing Arts. Someone please save me from this. Hee!

Puii- off drawing stick mans into her dance journel.

10:05 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

random stuff.

okay i'm giving myself 5 mins to blog.

THANKS PLANKTON!!!! For that cabury milk CHOCOLATE!!! =))) feel sooo lurved la!!!! Thanks million darl. You're like da sweetest plankton on planet earth!! =))) hee

LA hip hop-ed today at Ryan's class. i havent been doing hip hop since school starts la. Needa get it back. =)))

I ATE KFC!!!! =))))))))))))))) it's like the world's best junk food.

Okay 5 min's up.

Oh one more thing. Thank God for His word. =))))

Puii- Pro 3:6

11:09 PM

Greeting from Miss Injuries.

A song. A shot. A tear. A smile. A dustbin.

YES! Its FRIDAY! Gosh its the happiest day on earth. I can do the Cheers commercial now la. (If you dunno what izzit, scroll way way way down for the vid in one of the entries. haha ) Like cn you believe it? its actually FRIDAY!!!

No more ballet and contemp for two days!! My happy feet. A rest from all the aches and injuries. =)

Seriously injured all over please. Dancer's legs are really gone one *look at Chewie* Hahaahahaha inside joke. anyways, my hip kena-ed today. aching like nobody's business. Wonder if its okay.

But i'm a happy girl in class today. Teacher praised me for my fondue, said it was nice~~ hahahaha~ considered as penetrating the marketplace and shining for God? hahaha

But i'm really blessed with opportunities and knowledge. There's this external choreogapher coming to my school during the holidays to work a piece with the seniors. Surprise surprise, me and other three classmates got chosen to be in that piece too! Like so honoured please~ Though i'm an understudy still,but never mind, i'll work hard, perhaps i'll get to perform on showcase night =)))

The new teachers in school taught me alot. Perhaps they're God-sent. haha~ they are really knowledgable, and are totally free to share with us what they have. I've learnt so so much in just these three weeks (apart from the two days MC)

My clique in class went mad recently and called ourselves the four flowers(F4) My goodness we sang liu xin yu and chinese new year song. posed fo our album cover page and thought of MTVs haha!! Pure madness la pls. =P

I love my girls. =)))

Power ranger outing AGAIN. Can you believe it? We actually went arcade. Hahhaha~ haiya,if only cal know how to play 2nd mix of para para i would have recalled those nonsense days. hahahahahaa.

YES! My new school building there got much more food then the present location. Khye's gonna be my tourguide for food around there now. hahaha!! =P

Choir prac choir prac! Learnt like 7 songs at a go. hahaha super chiong. Somemore 6 chinese songs. Poor theresa, she was busy writing han yu pin ying. hhaah~ we tested our vocal range too. My highest was a High B. If only my sorethroat....hai~ whatever. no diff anyways i guess. hahahaha~

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Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Never will He ignore a heart that's crying out for Him. Never will He reject a thirsty soul. Never will He retreat from an outstretched arm.

If He sends you a burning bush today. how will you respond?

It was like a tap on the shoulder. A reminder i would say. That book's a blessing. "Drawing Near" by John Bevere.

I want to draw near to God. Nearer than every before. I want to walk with Him. Like how all them Enoch and Abraham and Moses did. I want intimacy with God. I'm like a panting deer. For His presence.

God i've been hindered.. i've been tripping myself over. I'm stopping dead in my track i don't know how to walk on this path. Perhaps its because of this that i'm carrying. God what should i do?what should i do? i know i need to let it down,but my hands are holding onto it tight. its not releasing that big big big rock. mayb it saw a chance of surviving it all. mayb it saw a chnce of success. i know deep down it probably wont work out that way. its a reality that shatters, that shoots, again. all i requested, all i desired. its gone so says. its gone so says. its gone. so i'm suppose to let it be gone too? maybe.


Lets take a step back. Lets take a break. Lets drink some tea and have some chockies. I'm tired. I want to press pause on life for a while. I want to eat ice cream. I want to do a million pirouettes. I want a new book. I want to give more to building fund. I want to comb my hair. I want to listen to A R Bernard's preaching. I want to sing. Randomized. Emofied. Whiny. Happie. Forget-it.

*deep breathe* I'm still a happie Puiman. i have a healthy body that can dance. I have a pretty family. I have good friends, true friends. I have God. i'm blessed with more than i can ask for. I thank God for the very breath i'm taking. I want to put my hand in God's and walk down some milky way. I want to watch the sunrise with Him and tell Him how awesome His creation is. I want to sing to Him all the songs i wrote. I want to tell God how much i love Him. So i'm off to anti-emo myself. i'm off to fellowship with God.

i love Your big big sky, your pretty clouds, your beautiful rainbow, that glorious sunrise, puny leaves and still water. I love You God.

A smile says a thousand words. So i *smile*~~ =))) Good nites all!

Before that, a song that blessed me much.

You'll never thirst - Anointed
You'll never find her story in a fairy tale
'Cause she wasn't like, the other women at the well
Her life was full of pain, hurt, rejection
Her loneliness she didn't want to show
But Jesus saw the desert in her soul

Drink from this water
Drink from this water
And you will never, you'll never thirst again
Drink from this water
Drink from this water
You will never, you'll never thirst again

Ooooh
We all search for something
To fill us up inside
But it's only an illusion
You know a True Love's hard to find
But I'm here to tell you there's one place
Your thirst is quenched for ever more
You will never leave empty disappointed
You will find what you are looking for

And oh Jesus will meet you
At the place of every need
And only He can make the wounded whole
And make the blind man see

Puii- on my knees.

1:44 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend.

Song of the day.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart
you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby,
I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so,
I'm so hollow.

The day was spent trying to stay awake. After dance classes i couldnt take it anymore. i went home, siamed Gamelan class. supposedly going home to sleep. in the end mum cooked, and i ate before i could slp. hahaahaha~

Anyways. that was my boring day.

Prayer meeting yesterday was great great great. i prayed my voice out. Til it hurts by the end of everything. To add on to a sleepless night before that, and all the tiredness from ballet and release technique, i became zombiefied after PM. hahaha~

Brethens, i do not count myself to have apprehended. But one thing i know, putting away those things which are behind, and reaching forward to those things which are ahead. i press towards the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Yes Lord. i put away the things of the past. Into my cupboard, into the freezer. i'm not going to carry all those into 2007. Lord i want to start the year right. I want to walk closer to You this year. I wan to run this race for You. I wan to fulfill the cultural mandate in my marketplace =)))

Cute theresa sent me this~~



*perhaps all i need was chocolates*

Puii- i'm standing at the bridge. i'm waiting at the door.

9:21 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Sleepless panda.

My gosh, my eyes are drying up seriously. Result of overwearing contact lens =(

What a bad way to start the day. I woke up at the time i'm suppose to be on the train. I got the fright of my life please. The first thing i thought of was " I dun wan to minus percentage!" hahaha so i chionged out and cabbed to school. i kina stoned throughout the ride,worrying what will happen if i'm really gonna be late. But yea i wasnt late =) (thank GOD!)

class was rather boring today. i almost slp standing during Paul's class. Sorry la but his class is realli...no fun...

History of Performing Arts was worse. We're suppose to take ur own notes, the lady goes SUPER fast, and i fell asleep -_-.

My classmates are sooo sweet. They havent seen me since last Wed, so June came and say Pui i miss you lei~~ Wah so sweet of them la. Thanks girls! Yall rock my school life like KFC!

*pray* Father, dun let me be involve in Chingay.

Home after that. Family day~~ hhahah sweet daddy mummy bought me out to shop for new year clothes. i couldnt find any, but made specs instead. Hahahaa~

A trip to Cold Storage after that landed us with a super satisfied evening. We found these REAL pretty steak. Some Rib bone thingy. So dad bot it and cooked. My GOSH its like totally heavenly. check my multiply soon for the pic of it. you'll drool like a broken dam i tell you. my goodness its so NICE la! =))) i throw the word "fat" out of my dictionry for a day. =)

Stayed up ALL night chionging assignment. I'm gonna go out soon to school already.hahaha!!! Thanks Eddie for keeping me awake all night to finish my stuff!! =)

I listened to Dr A R Bernard's "Memory of the Heart" again while rushing assignment. I'm still amazed at how od can create such a complex system with a human body. Then again, the sunrise answered me. God is a BIG God =)))

*Lord i'm desperate for You, i' lost without You*

Puii- off to school.

5:55 AM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Kenny preached a word in season. perhaps that look was deliberate.

thank You God. i love You! =) <3

Puii- i'll sing to You a hymn of love.

1:58 AM

Ranger day again~

I just passed the 365 mark in my blog life. If i've blogged like a year worth of entries, if i blogged once a day.

okay that was just totally random.

went MICA building today.
prepared for presentation. did nothing much actually. got to know this group member. i found a tong xiang from hong kong. haha~

Went chill with the power rangers today. and nia too. haha~ quite losers la we all. nothing to do on a saturday. how sad. =P

La-teh session again! had to leave when my mum called. she might just bring with her a chopping knife to bring me home. HA! =P

I'm soooo suppose to be aslp now. Service tmr! and Nia's bdae party. Happie days pass fast! =P


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Puii- letgoletGOD.

1:50 AM

Friday, January 19, 2007

BEGONE stomach flu

Carpenters - Love me for what I am
We fell in love
On the first night that we met
Together
We've been happy
I have very few regrets
The ordinary problems
Have not been hard to face
But lately little changes
Have been slowly taking place

You're always finding something
Is wrong in what I do
But you can't rearrange my life
Because it please you

You've got to love me
For what I am
For simply being me
Don't love me
For what you intend
Or hope that I will be
And if you're only using me
To feed your fantasy
You're really not in love
So let me go
I must be free

If what you want
Isn't natural for me
I won't pretend to keep you
What I am I have to be
The picture of perfection
Is only in your mind
For all your expectations
Love can never be designed

We either take each other
For ev'rything we are
Or leave the life
We've made behind
And make another start

You've got to love me
For what I am
For simply being me
Don't love me
For what you intend
Or hope that I will be
And if you're only using me
To feed your fantasy
You're really not in love
So let me go
I must be free

And if you're only using me
To feed your fantasy
You're really not in love
So let me go
I must be free

You're really not in love
So let me go
I must be free

Just that random song that caught me. I've been listening to it all day and havent got tired of it yet. The way songs get on you. haha~ But yea its a real nice song. Man i LOVE her voice. =)))

So, i've been at home, trying to feel strong enough to do some things around the house. I was a good girl. I helped mum moved stuff so she can paint the walls. But i'll leaving the whinning aside =P

've been home. dl-ing songs and stuff. nothing much to do really. Gotta prepare for CG soon. Provided mum let me go out of the house with this stomach flu crap. =P

Okay, i'm off to listen to that song again. =)))

Puii- Love can never be designed.

5:05 PM

CHEWIE.
with the soft whispering of winds in the air
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk
CHEWIE.
the stars shining ever so brightly up there..
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
goodbye my lover, goodbye my fren
CHEWIE.
as i took a sip of the freshly brewed coffes...
CHEWIE.
coffee
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
i choked and got hospitalised
CHEWIE.
then i realised im allegic to coffee
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
i felt like eating chocolate, and asked the nurse for some
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
she slap me
CHEWIE.
the slap was so hard i died
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
i woke up in a pool of cloud like thingys
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
i think i'm in heaven
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
i was walking on the streets of gold, when i slipped and fall..
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
fall back to earth
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
so i resurrected
CHEWIE.
then i woke up and ask the nurse again for chocolate
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
she felt guilty for killing me once, so bot me some chocs
CHEWIE.
i was so happy that i cried. i thought i never get to eat chocolate again.
CHEWIE.
*till i cried
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
i hugged everyone around me, and cried hard. suddenly a picture of the beer "CHEERS" came to my mind
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
for every lil good thing in life, CHEERS
CHEWIE.
the moment was so similar to that advertisement. everything froze for a second before everyone regained back their original self.
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
and i continued eating my chocs
CHEWIE.
then i choked and die and went to heaven. the end/
CHEWIE.
hahahahaha
[ p u i i - ] sick sleep sick sleep. hahaha~
hahahahahahahahahahaa!!!

my GOSH! the nonsense things we do...hahahaa

we cant be more bored than this.

Puii-

12:11 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

hello medicine. hello porridge.

I'm gonna hate arabesque for 10 seconds. Cos i got backaches now. Hahahaha~

Off school today. Didnt get to see Yong wei, Soumya and that Adrian GAY. Got two days MC. Still thinking if i wanna go school tmr anyways.

Oh yea i went to see the doc. Stomach flu he said. Yea it certainly feel like it. My tummy's like a submarine, growling whole day like i'm uber hungry or something. hahahaha~

So basically. I nua-ed and slept whole day. Trying to regain whatever-i've-lost. Hoping sleep can kill germs and viruses. apparently they dont cos i feel the same after hours and hours and HOURS of sleep. hahahahaha~

The worst thing about falling sick is. OMGosh porridge.

Puii- Slept my day away.

11:29 PM

My health's cooperating~ *yea right*

Officially sick. I so need to get one MC already =( One of those days you're craving for EVERY other unhealthy food. Like KFC and chocolate, and you TOTALLY cant eat them, cos you feel like vomiting =(

Never mind. A timely rest perhaps. My shin was aching like MAD today in class. I cant even go on releve. Hahahahaha. I think there's something seriously wrog about doing ballet and contemp everyday. Cos half of my classmates are already either sick or injured. I'm one of the lucky ones that got both =) Great.

Ee Ching's class left me with blisters. That made me limp home =( Hahhahaha~ NOW i know why nikz had to limp soooo badly that time. BLISSters. Yea right. haha.

But you know. I still love dancing. Hahhahaha. If only all the illness and aches and blisters will leave. I wanna go for Yong Wei's class!!

Oh Yong Wei's a teacher in my school. He's a total opposite of Ricky Sim. A SUPER encouraging teacher. Very knowledgeble too. love his lessons la. Thursday friday.Hai~~ =P

I got this song stuck in my head for DAYS.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Well, i'm not being emo. But this song is just so nice. =) hee~

I'm tired. I'm hungry. I'll give a million KFCs for a healthy body =)

Puii- a circle among the parallels.

1:03 AM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

I'M SO TIRED!!!!!!!


okay that was random.

School's fun =) but its draining me of everything. My brain cells, my muscles, my h2o. Everything la. My probs' coming back. But i'm not alone. I see more and more agony in class these days. June's ankles hurting. Ivonn sprained her ankle. Carol's knee. My shin. Everyone's stressed up. Everyone's tired. hhaha~ in class is nothing but pale faces =(

But yea no worries, school's fun. Tiring and all. I better do something about my pale face now, if not my mum might just send me to see the doc. hahaha~

Well, i just totally dun like the lectures and you know, written subjects. I dun like homework, like TOAD-LY =(

Okay, i'm REALLI tired. 10 more minutes online, i'll fall asleep in front of the com.

Puii- zzz.

9:18 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

Hello medicine~

What a great way to start the week. Rain's left me emofied, school to worry. Non-stop nagging at home. =(

Monday blues~ how true please. Reached school feeling REAL sick. My cup-of-milo early morning keeps coming up, and i feel SUPER vomit-ty. Mayb its the trip to school. I got rather giddy and stuff. Oh well.

And THANKS to my new dance head. The new rule she set is killing all of us. Per sem, you can have at most 2 MCs. Any more than that, or any absence without MCs, will deduct 1% from your overall results. Therefore, after your 2nd MC, 10 days of absence means 10% off your overall. What the pink blue black purple red orange green and yellow please. So, sick as i felt i didnt dare skip class to go home.

Did ballet and contemp class. Think i almost died there or something. Of course i tried to act normal and dance like everyone else. I just couldnt take it. I cant find strength to point my feet =(

So was 3 hours of enduring, and i decided i had enough for the day. Skipped History of Performing Arts and Rhythm Ensemble. If i stayed on i'll probably faint or something. Mayb vomit my lungs out, i dont know. Hahaha~ exaggerating. =P

Took bus home. Was totally knocked out pls. If anyone had just taken my whole bag away i wouldnt have known. Stupid virus, it soo got me. =(

And i reached home to find what i DON'T need the most. Nagging.

My dad's home today, so they slashed me like a doubled edged sword(haha). Like its my fault that i'm not well. -_- Only in these things are they so united. hahahaha~

So all that rain and sickness and everything left me super emofied. And i came across the sticker my classmate made. It says love exists. Wow, what a reminder =) Thanks loads Audrey. No matter what happens, i'm LOVED! =)

I'm suppoes to stop feeling sorry for myself now and go grab some sleep before i see my best friend - Dr David Ow. HAHAHAH!!

Puii- going round in circles. when will it ever stop?

3:31 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

One week of school and i'm appreciating rest. Thank God for sabbaths. Hahaha~ sabbath from dance today. Had a looooong loooong sleep. And a movie trip with the power rangers and princesses. =)

Blood diamond! Must watch! Take away the funnie parts in the show and i would have cried like nuts. So nice pls! Well, as sinman said, it wasn't a show i'll choose to watch, but it is seriously NICE. =) War films, thumbs up! =)

I still want to watch one last dance lei. Hee~ its got nothing to do with dance though. weird title. Anyone wanna watch?! =)

Its all shattered by one truth. I've been palmed aside in it all. Why am i not happy? Perhaps its all good. The truth, the reality of it, opened up my eyes. Even dreaming was an agony. Such circumstances, it seemed like parallel. i'll breakdown. i better step back. far too freely i've wondered around. time to head back.


Hello smokescreen. Goodnight world. =)

The big 'why not?'
Puii- stepping out, breaking out.

12:57 AM

Friday, January 12, 2007

Zombified

Puiman, at her worst today. Holiday's washed off all memories of aching muscles and hurting knees. So has all the pain-in-dance So she was kinda surprised when all these showed up so suddenly. She thought muscle aches has long fled to the mountains, never to be seen. She thought. She hoped. Yet a week of ballet was all it took to set her mind back onto the right track. that muscle aches is her lifestyle, and that she still cant balance on releve. good job puiman.

The only happie thing about today was probably the massage class that she had, and that alison said she danced nice in one part of the dunno-what-thingy.

Well, today was the day that you would call a downward turn. Puiman left school feeling like a total zombie-cum-aunty combi. She stoned all the way to orchard. Roamed around with that zombified face, and of course, those dark circles. How sad. So her happie pills came to meet her, she was too tired to be their happie pill =( She started sprouting nonsense, doing stupid stuff, and being a total irritant and emo freak(so they say)

They kept saying she's emo and fierce. WHERE GOT LA. hurhur. =P

The clique left for home shortly, and she made her way home in the most unglam way you would ever imagine her in. Firstly, she felt real ugly today(not being emo la, just feeelin ugly), and she's reaaal tired. Every little thing got on her nerve, like a baby banging to her on a uber crowded train. On the rate of her dragging her feet, that pair of shoes wont last i guess =P

So this is a day out with poor puiman. She never knew she was that tired, until she fell instantly asleep when her unite with her long-lost bed. =)

This is like in the middle of nowhere. 5 plus in the morning, she's watching bleach. Hahahah~~

Puii- zombied. just tell me.

10:01 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Busy already =(

Guess i wont be blogging much now. No more late nights, no more sitting-in-front-of-com-duno-what-to-do, no more blogging, no more youtubing till morning, no moe roaming on the Friendster streets, no more reading the whole world's blog, no more looking at pictures of cat that look like hitler.




A good student i'm suppose to be. Sleep early, wake up early, go school.

Life's back to routine. Back to non-stop dancing. Thank God project O's having a tiny break now, so i can adjust back to highspeed gear and get my engines going better. School's pretty okay, handling okay still, just the lack-of-sleep part, i better do something about it.

Okay~~~ guess what? Its 5.55am and i should be getting ready for class. Yea, ALREADY. =( I miss my bed.

Puii- the big "whynot?"

5:29 AM

Lets kill bloggers

Okay, this post is like two days old, and it's been in my multiply. Blogger will probably kill me too for putting that title, but i'm gonna post here anyways cos they deserve to be whacked upside down and thrown all over the place please. The whole world is complaining about them and their lousy website, that always hangs, cant load picture, sometimes cant even sign in. So yea. *kick bloggers*

Jan 9, '07 11:43 AM
I've seen EVERY other person blogging at their multiply cos their bloggers cant work. So lucky me, i got my chance today to finally complain about BLOGGERS.
But i aint got time. =( I'm suppose to be aslp now, cos got school tmr.

A big wave-goodbye to late nights and stuff. Hello to routine lifestyle once again. School's fine, realli. I wont die at least. So yea. I just lack abit of luck some how. I was sabo-ed to be leader in presentation. And we got picked to be the first group to present. God, expand me. Give me knowledge of whatever is Ministry Of Information.

OkAy i'm suppose to go slp so. HELLO BED. NITES COM.

Puii- sleepy head. tired legs.

Yea so that was two days ago~

Puii-

5:21 AM

Monday, January 08, 2007

i <3 school~ =)

I survived first day of school. Well, i wouldnt say 'pretty well', but at least i survived, on the fact the i havent been doing ballet for two whole months, my teacher didnt scold the ballet shoes off me, i should be glad =)

Well, sooooo much to catch back on in school. BALLET. i was doing pas de bourre, and the hip's not suppose to be moving, like you know, ballet ballet, stiff and all. So i was doing pirouettes, with pas de bourre as preparation la, then after the exercise Elizabeth pointed me out.. "Puiman, what have you been doing during the holidays? Your hip is going *left right left right* all over. Did you do alot of jazz?"

So i replied, " Hee~ actually i did everything else but ballet *stick out tongue*"

Hahahaha~ the whole class laughed. -_-

The whole teaching staff in LaSalle changed. 'cept Paul. -_- and we're having him for our contemp =_=

So our first class with him. He gave us nametags, can you believe it? But okay, that's still okay. The class was kinda boring, we almst fall asleep. You should have seen what we did. I totally sweat more in ballet class, unbelievable. So different from what we had last sem. hahahaaa~

My lovely classmates! I finally saw them. They made my day! =) So fun catching up with each other. Saying "happie new year", when the first week of the new year has already passed. Haahahaha kinda slow =P i think our teacher also buey tahan us..we were talking like theres no tmr. hahhaahahaha~

And they totally made me sooooo happie. Especially June baby!! =)

"Puiman, i just now come in see you, wah~ small two size man."

and the viv and fergie went "ya loh, i hate you."

HAHAH!! i love them la. Though i didnt realli believed them, but yea, white lies they say, this might be =) Hee!

Today only had like two class loh. My day ended at 11.40am. hahahahahaha~ Had department meeting with Tammy, our new Program Leader. She cooked stuff for us. wah~ super healthy pls.

Okay, i so gotta slp now. And YES! Tmr's mee hoon kuey day with the girls!!! I TOAD-LY miss it la! Aunty! Sliced fish mee hoon kueh~ =)

Puii- go away, left-right hip!

11:24 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

As many observed. A new year came with new attacks. TONS of people are falling sick. Nothing seems to go smoothly. Everything's on the rocks.

Lets all KICK THE DEVIL!


p.s. i'm starting school tmr~! and they send us a new timetable, like TODAY. -_-.

Puii-

11:40 PM

5:18 AM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

My nose is failing on me. Soon i'll have tissue permenantly stuck to my face or something. It's like a never-ceasing waterfall. Blame that aircon. My sis say its not cold loh...when i'm TOTALLY like frozen, and my nose's like that of Rudolph(or Ranjeet)






Jen darl came over a while just now. I MISS YOU JENNIFER LEE SHI HUI! =) Hee~ she came over get some stuff then left le =( I miss the little chats we had. =P


Going out with my projo darls later. Of all places, -_-. Hee~ gonna take PIC!! But i dun think i can take pic today =( Stupid eye. Its red like AGAIN. Mayb the thingy sinman said abt coloured contacts was true afterall. HA~!

Know what? I just realised, i only slept 3 hours last night. I went to bed at around 6 plus. and i auto woke up at 9 plus. Like...ooooookaaY~ surprisingly i'm kinda awake still. yay. now i can spend time wondering what to wear later -_-

i still misses alot of people. so to all. I STILL MISS YOU ALL!

Puii- breakfasting.

10:48 AM

Well, believe it r not, i'm pretty excited school's starting soon! like, omgosh, just NEXT WEEK!

Imagine all the things i missed.

All the dancing.
All my girls.
All that laughing non stop.
All that chit chat sessions at M.
All those nonsense acrobats we do in class.
All the cam-whoring with Ivonn, Carol and June.
All that practising after class.
All the ballet, tendue and glissades.
All the missing choir together.
All the 'let me see lei' during tests.
All the picnic sessions during Kenny wong's class.
All the 'oh no its Gamelan now'
All the 'later want to eat what?'
All the mee hoon kueh opposite.
All the KFC times
All the extra cheese we ordered.
All the complaining we're fat.
All the sweat like mad after class.
All the stressed till cry times.
All the 'acad writing how ah?' times.
All the going out after school in tights.
All the being-stared-by-others when we all go out tgt.
All the before/after class stretchings.
All the dragging feet for prformance analysis.
All the crying in class cos Jaime's leaving.
All the running for class cos we overslept in M.
All the going to lirary to chiong essay.
All the 'you got notes?' before tests.
All those ghost stories we shared.
All the *whisper whispers*
All the injuries we had tgt.

All that lasalle life. YES i'm gonna see my girls again. After like, TWO MONTHS! oh no, all my ballet's gone down the drain. God i seriously need some help here. Yes i'm sooooo glad school's starting. Rotting at home's make me feel like a weirdo. I just eat and sleep and sometimes dance. The most i do is stay home and watch Bleach and Ms Swan. -_- How pathetic. YAY! BALLET!!

Okay, i'm not THAT enthusiastic about contemp now, cos some MONKEY GUY's gonna take my class for contemp, for the WHOLE sem, and there's only HIM for our contemp. -_- How sad. I might end up being a jumping monkey afterall. Then again. I'm glad Eliz still teaches us ballet. She's a nice old lady =) HEE!

i JUST got my timetable. cos sch web's got probs. my timetable's kinda crap, like the last time. Guess what. i now have HISTORY OF PERFORMING ACTS and ARTS CULTURE AND SOCIETY. Whatever those are pls. Hope they wont kill me. Thank God they took away Technical Theatre and Acadamic Writing. I might just die. Performance Analysis' still there, so my life's not that safe afterall. Well, super looking forward to school. Though the muscle aches and injuries kinda scares me. =P

Jump jump jump jump jump! =)

Puii- all that JAZZ. *pose*

4:32 AM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

i sneaked myself a lil choc from the fridge. =)
and dancing made emoness leave =)

i was stoning in front of the com, when i got pulled back to reality by this song. now i feel like playing FF8 again.

Eyes on me
Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then I will know
that you are no dreamer

Still sound a lil emo. but who cares. i love this song.

fever's got me. and flu! how on earth am i gonna start school lidat?! blame the never-stopping rain.

i wan choc =(

Puii-

11:37 PM

emofied.


woke up to find a ton of emo bricks falling on me. for no reason. didnt wan to do anything. i dun even feel like eating. well, dancing mayb, that's why i wanted to go prac. in the end, they went to celebrate daniel's bdae.

(anyways, HAPPIE BDAE DANIEL!=) )

so i stayed home feeling like a caterpillar. =(

perhaps its just one of those days where you just feel like going to a pretty place and sit the day away. perhaps its just one of those days you feel like hiding under your blanket. perhaps i just need my dose of jokes and chocolate.

ROAR! squash that caterpillar. that pathetic caterpillar.

Puii-

6:07 PM

i seriously am addicted to cell block tango.


a shoutout to the world. I LOVE YOU ALL!


Puii-

2:08 AM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

did You rise the sun for me,
or paint a million stars that i might
know Your Majesty?
is Your voice upon the wind,
is everything i've known marked with
my Marker's fingerprint?

breathe on me
let me see Your face
ever i will seek You

cos all You are is all i want, always
draw me close, in Your arms
oh God, i wanna be with You

can i feel You in the rain,
abandon all i am to have You
capture me again?
let the earth resound with praise,
can You hear as all creation lives
to glorify one name?

Puii- always.

3:38 PM

i found myself sighing.



Danced my day off. Much fun with em darlings. =)

I'm hungry.


i thank You for the blood You shed
and for everything that You have shared
for everything that You've left
to come and take my hand


Puii- i'll keep on waiting. waiting on You.

2:39 AM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

New year eve was fun fun fun~ On the vey last day of 2006, had service. Was wow. But i fell aslp for a while during sermon. Thanks BeeHoon Fish! for waking me up =)

Sang auld lang syne, and waved goodbye to the previous year~ everyone was watery eyed and feeling all loving and friendly to all mankind. Everyone had thanksgiving written all over their face, thanking God for the year. =)

Had lunch, went shopping. Blah blahs. Headed to Oschool =)

We watched played Bang!, and watched Chicago the movie. Bang!'s fun, and Chicago's pretty!! I mean, so wow la!



i love the cell block tango! =)

*pop. six. squish. uh uh. cicero. lipstizch.*

The part with the lady singing some unknown language, here's what she said.
"The Hungarian girl says something like this:
Why am I here? I don't understand. They say I held my husband down and cut off his head. Why does Uncle Sam say I did this? I tried to tell the police, but they didn't understand. Uh uh. Not guilty. "

We laughed, we ate, we had fun! Thanks Ryan and Andrea for organising a countdown party for us L4Ls. HA! =P

Played a game with Gin, Ryan and the rest. Called Catan or something lidat. no wonder they so love the game. its pretty confusing at the start, but as it goes by, it turn out to be real real fun!

So we were playing the game, when some of us noticed it was near 12. But nobody realli cared, cos everyone was engrossed with the games they were playing. Suddenly someone counted "4!! 3!! 2!! 1!! Happie new year!!!" Everyone just joined in and screamed and shook hands with everyone else. Hhaahhahaha.. what a way to countdown! We were like "Happie new year!!! Okay continue (the game)" Hahahah, nonsense la. But it was real fun. Some of them played Sabotuer. Some played Bang! Some played Citadel. It was a games zone. Hahhaahaha~

After that plankton and i got bored, so some girls went down buy stuff to munch.

Came back, feeling bored. So we did what project O alwys do. DANCE! in the middle of the night la! hahaha~

It was history making moments for Tribal Ah Lians. Cos that night we choreoed our very own tribal dance to Danity Kane's Ride for me. =) We did one eight each, and conbined it. Love it! =)

So as the night passes, the ppl slowly retreated, either home or dreamland. In the end, there's only the tribal sisters left~ love em la! we retarded the night away, running around thinkin we're aeroplanes, and rolling on the floor, hurting our elbows and laughing at ourselves. We were retarded. =) Much fun!

Morning came~! And so did breakfast. We went for Mac dinner. After that, as Cal said, we zombie-ed home. =)

I was totally knocked out. I reached home around 8 plus, slept till 6 in the evening. -_- i'm soooo pigging on the first day of the year.

Had Steamboat for New year's dinner! =) LOADS of food! =) Not only i'm sleeping like a pig. I'm eating like one.

And of all days, my aircon chooses today to be spoilt. Now my room is aircon-less. i'm like a roasted pig.

Sounds like a piggy year ahead for me. First day of the year, i'm like a total pig. hahahahaha~ =P

Okie, i'm repeating myself. I'm talking nonsense. Dance later!! =)

Puii- breakfast = chee chong fun + self-made teh C. =)

8:47 AM

Happie new year to all!!! =) it still havent realli got into me yet. a year passes too quickly. am i in 2007 already?! wow.. =)

So many things i want to thank God for in my 17th year of living this life, on this earth =)

My dearest family. All the ups and downs we've been through. All the time shared, cherished. All the memories, kept. All the happiness, remembered. All the bitterness, forgotten.

Knowing you all was a joy. Time spent together was never enough. I love every moment, especially dancing moments. You all have made dancing something so precious. Words cant say of how much you all have done in my life. Each one playing a part, impacting my life in some way or the other. You all have been an inspiration. For too long i've faced discouragement and doubt from others. You all, who've believed in me, i heart. =) Love you all!!!






















My lefty tribal ah lian sisters~ Time in project O was much more fun with you guys! All the spasm, all the chatting, all the rolling around and emo-ing. and of cos, our TRIBAL DANCE! =) Thanks for always being there, thanks for whinning with me, thanks for being a listening ear, thanks for getting fat together! =) TRIBAL LOVE! Tribal ah lians roxors my new year like red packets!!! =)
























Thank God for the nice ballerinas in school that i've known. They taught me all the good, the bad and the ugly of the outside dance world. Thank God for my three pretty ladies, they made life in LaSalle a breeze~ =) heart <33>





















Thank God for the opportunity to dance on His stage. To know a bunch of God-loving, dance-loving ghetto queens. Months spent dancing, all the way from boogie wonderland, cup of life, lose my breath in the audition, to Teach me how to dance and Wanna ride in the finals. All the prac, and filming, and everyeverything. Misses much. Manda, Ling, Man, Ger and Plankton!! Many many loves. Thanks for dancing with me babes. You girls rock! =)













Thank God for times spent in Fuji Xerox. A never suppose to be finance assistant i became. Thanks to Jem Chua! Hahahahaha. JEN!! i miss you tons dear. Thanks for the bracelet thingy you bought! i wore it!! =)






















LOVE LOVE LOVE MAN!! =) no words can give ample description. i just love you~! =) hee!



Thank God for the KPT fellowships. Late at nights, spent drinking teh beng and singing songs to God. Time spent talking about ban kai and shunpo. Time spent writing songs and sharing life. Time drowned in the melodies from Marc's guitar. Air filled with nana's laughter. And of cos, weiye's jokes! =P



Thank God for darlings like Old penguin mabel. She made la teh sessions something to look forward to. (Shy not?) =)



Thank God for instructors, teachers, and friends like Ryan, Andrea, Kenny, Serina, Daniel, Carol, Gin, Ben and all. So much that i've learnt from them. This must be a year of harvest for my knowledge.



Thank God for the many things he've done in my life. To let me dance, and to dance with me. To be always always there for me. For loving me in spite of everything. For giving me my very breath right now. For teaching me of His ways. For His river of love. For His songs. For His touch. a kiss of heaven was all i seeked. and a kiss from heaven was all i got. *i love You Abba*



A year ahead. I'm ready for somemore adventure, Jesus. =) Lets head off into 2007 with a bang!



Puii-

7:50 AM

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searching meanings
with dreams, with dance
with love

puii

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