Thursday, May 31, 2007
tired.
we are to dance, to express, to inspire.
not impress, and expire.
puii- speaking it is not enough. teach it to me.
2:30 AM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
what sound.
i suddenly realise i dont know what exactly am i gonna do with my life.. and that scares me.. like the thought of how infinite is eternity. hahaha so random. but yea, life's been very random on me nowadays =)What is that sound
Ringing in my ears
The strangest sound
I've heard for years and years
The sound of two hearts
Beating side by side
The sound of one love
That neither one can hide
The sound that makes the world go round
The sound that makes the world go round
What is that sound
Running round my head
Funny i thought
That part was long since dead
But now there's new life
Coursing through my veins
Because there's someone
Who'll make it beat again
The sound that makes the world go round
The sound that makes the world go round
The sound that makes the world go round
The sound that makes the world go round
What is that sound
Ringing in my ears
The strangest sound
I've heard for years and years
The sound of two hearts
Beating side by side
The sound of one love
That neither one can hide
and this is one random song that caught me. stuck in my head. by Lamb. i thought it's pretty nice.. =P
puii- if i die, let me die.
1:54 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Les Miserables
God on highhear my prayer
in my needs
You have always been there
he is young
he's afraid
let him rest
heaven blessed
bring him home
bring him home
bring him home
he's like the son i might have known
if God had granted me a son
the summers die one by one
how soon they fly on and on
and i am old and will be gone
bring him peace
bring him joy
he is young
he is only a boy
you can take
you can give
let him be
let him live
if i die
let me die
let him live
bring him home
bring him home~
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theReiSaplaCeinYourHeArtiaMlonGingoFiNd
puii- show me.
3:17 AM
Friday, May 25, 2007
singing that song.
when words run dry. music speaks.God,
increase my capacity. increase my capability. increase my creativity. on the inside i wan to grow. on the inside i wan to be different. very very different. i wan to love You more more more everyday. Lord i wan to draw very close to You. a step forward. a step inward. God increase inside. let the "I" decrease, and vanish. Break all that high and mighty inside. Lord, with a broken heart i come to Your knees. All i ask, is to see Your face. to hide under the shadow of Your wing.
Lord, i love You. i really do.
and when music stops, movements whisper a tiny little secret.
've been listening back to alot of old sermon tracks that i have. why did i stop in the first place? ahaaha growing to love Him more, all over again. Gosh can anyone offer such perfect love, expect the One that yearns so for us? the One who loves us more than ourselves. it was amazing, and refreshing =))) haha.. i realise i would give up a lifetime of dance just to see His face, to be so very close to His heart, to hear His voice, to know His word, to love Him with everything of my being. cos He is just too wonderful to be true.
puii- in love. so in love.
2:12 AM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
stuffs
've been tired. very tired. very very tired.walking in a path, in the boundaries of holy love and fear.
to theresa FISH darling : be strong. please be very very strong. always know i'm here for you with a big big big big hug, anytime. =)
puii- lazy to update. =P
2:28 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
random random thoughts.
Perhaps i realli couldnt comprehend what i'm realli capable of.my weakness so many, one by one Lord help me change.
a song in my heart, rings.
conditional love is no love at all.
i hate my hair.
i need a breakthrough. a big one. spiritually. mentally. dance. character.
true friends tell the truth, even when it hurts to hear.
i am hungry.
down at Your feet, oh Lord, is the most high place.
represent. represent. represent.
i love la teh-ing. even with that old woman.
three things i hate. devil. pride. and boxes.
oh Lord, open my eyes let me see. open my ears let me hear.
wont You, wont You let me see Your face?
dom tah de dom de dom tah
你爱永不变 从今直到永远
body. mind. soul.
a friend. a true friend. is a gift from God. so precious. so special. such a treasure.
some random thoughts, very random thoughts late in the night. i've decided not to sleep, since i reached home soooo late and needa wake up so early.
puii- one life. one love. one word. one heart.
6:08 AM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Jesus would You light my way.
a new commandmentI give unto you
that you love one another
as I have loved you
that you love one another
as I have loved you
by this shall all man
know you are My disciple
if you have love one for another
by this shall all man
know you are My disciple
if you have love one for another
so where did the love go? if there aint no love, Lord teach me, i want to be the love out there.
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God is so real. A river came, flooded us. over over over our heads. Fishes was swimming. we were swimming. in His river of love, of joy, of peace, of mercy.
one life, one broken broken life, i bring to You. i place on Your altar. my one broken life.
one broken heart, cries out. break me. make me.
puii- one word. You know i will follow. i will follow.
2:54 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
2:48 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
pearl of the east.
IAM
BBBBAAAAACCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))
like gosh FINALLY! =) not like i didnt have a good time. i did. it was a fun, interesting, entertaining, enlightening, and fattening trip. hahahhahah =P yes very fattening.
and prayerful. prayerful. praying for China IN China is just so wow. so wow. Father open doors the devil cant shut. Father bless that nation, that beautiful nation. overlooking the whole shen zhen area from the rooftop at my cousin's, i couldnt but cry out, COME holy spirit.
i ate and ate and ate nonstop. it was pretty fun seeing all em relatives. and i speak pretty good cantonese now =))) at least they all understand. and i could actually talk to sales people there in cantonese! i'm proud of myself. =) realli. hahahahahahahaahah!!!
i love hong kong, shen zhen and guangzhou. God please, i wanna travel ALL around China, to go and see all em people that you so love =) let me go!! =)
china china china china china china china china china china~~ XD
puii- loving that nation
10:38 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
going away~ far far away~
wont be updating for quite some time. going HK for around a week =)blog more when i'm back. BYE!
(actually i have alot to blog about before i leave. but...............never mind..)
puii- pack stufff pack stufff.
12:05 AM
Monday, May 07, 2007
a heart after You
how i resembled the children of Israel, it scares me. only looking at my promised land, palming my Promiser aside. what am i thinking? when things go well, praising God was easy, i sang like nobody's business. when bad times come, i'd rather be back in my Egypt. i didnt trust Him. i didnt heed His words. i didnt love Him as i should. i didnt even turn to Him for helpi am such a loser.
i want a heart like Moses. i want to be able to depart from all the riches in Egypt, and follow Him into the dessert. so what if i'll never reach the promised land? i seek the heart of the Promiser. i run after Him. in His chamber i wanna dwell. no not the promised land. i'd rather be wherever He is, anywhere. anywhere.
我 愿 能 更 深 认 识 祢 我 主
我 深 渴 慕 圣 灵 祢 美 好 同 在
没 有 任 何 人 能 与 祢 相 比
我 愿 一 生 歌 唱 敬 拜 耶 稣 我 主
take me deeper. i wanna feed on the things of the spirit. and all that i want, ever ever will want. is
YOU
puii- a burning bush.
12:48 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
i exalt Thee
BREAK ME. MAKE ME.i seriously hate pride. whats there to be proud about? proud of the fact that you're good? you're not that good. proud of achievements, what have you really achieved? proud of your contributions, your commitments, your willingness, your understanding, your friendliness, your kind appreciation, your nod of approval, your helpful comments, your blah blah blah blah blah.
pride. what else can you claim to your own name? what else can you do to try and impress? what else can you, oh pride, not do? how pride swallows. how pride engulfs. how pride so freely takes over. its amazingly scary. its the world's best horror ever filmed. its like a nightmare, the worst nightmare. how pride comes, and never wants to leave. how very scary.
break me. make me. kill pride within, every every ounce of PRIDE. EGO. before i can point at others, i know that pride thing i have needs dealing with too (and to all you out there just about to agree, i hope you deal with yours first too) The thing God hate most, the very thing that cause Lucifer to fall.
LORD. KILL THIS DANCERS' EGO THING. i have pride, but no, i dont wanna hold on to it. i know i hold my head up sometimes. i know its irritating. what's there for me to be proud of seriously when its all like ____, like nothing. seriously nothing. what have i to offer? what have i to show?
as much as i hate pride, i hate to see all YOUR chins. so dun lift it up for me to see. dancers just got this pride thing. all performing arts stuff in fact. so Lord. let us go on stage, BROKEN.
if there wasnt an audience, would you still dance? would you?
*deep breath* break me. make me.
Lord i'm hungry
for a mighty move of God
Lord i'm thirsty
pour out Your Holy Ghost
Lord i want to see the hand of God
move mightily inside of me
i'm hungry
for a move of God.
puii- the beatitudes.
11:59 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
a step closer.
First thing first.HAPPIE 19TH IVONN YIP JIA ZHEN! =)))
flower4 outing to celebrate ivonn's bdae. ate at fish and co. was the funniest trip ever!! actually was okay la.. but just before we left we asked a lady to help us take a pic. she took the cam opposite, facing herself instead of us, and didnt even KNOW. =P ahahahahaha so i was trying super hard not to laugh. =P then she was looking for a nice angle to take us, suddenly she looked us and pointed above us, "wan to include the fish??" WAH!!!! BTH!! i laughed soooooooo loud i was so pai seh pls!!!! gosh~~~ was sooooooooooo funnie cos we were saying the fish look like.... =P Hahahahahahaha!!!
so our funnie pic was taken. will load when carol send to me =)))
went walk around.oh and guess what we did? that ancient neoprint crap. HAHA!! so funnie pls. will load when i scan it =)
danced at osch. talentime should be fine i guess. =) love em peeps. though they keep ignoring me, and i needa self high (mei you ren li wo~~~~) =P
oh they helped me with my new image. PAUL TWO HILL look alike =P
la teh with old penguin. hahahaaha she's still irritating as ever.
okay i'm tired. thats why the chionging style blog. =P
puii- drawing near. wanna draw very very near.
okay i'm tired. thats why the chionging style blog. =P
puii- drawing near. wanna draw very very near.
4:23 AM
Friday, May 04, 2007
............
my 444th post. haha. just to let you know =P
i saw why i chose dance over any other art forms. cos dance is so true. you cant lie with dancing. it speaks only truth. nothing but the truth.
perfect my craft. speak what i must. learn to listen. learn to love. make a cookie. plant a tree. a busy holiday. haha~
Puii- yes its a whole silly affair.
3:01 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
how You love me, its amazing.
Whole day there's only one song in my playlist. and whole day its ringing in my ears. i cross the road with the song. i ate dessert with the song. i read with the song. i stoned with the song. i listened to the song. ha.Pretty much spent the day with myself. hahahaha lunched with mum. after that slacked around bugis area for hours. found those no-people-walking kinda road and roamed around.
ee ching's class left with with a nasty blister. =((( i cant walk without a limb now. a big ROAR to pique turns to the left. and i realised only today. my split got a lil better =) a lil bigger. (okay dun kill me) and i seriously cant do pique turns for NUTS and berries =P Haha okay that was random.
decided to re-read John Bevere's Drawing Near. something struck me afresh. =)))
Our value to God the Father:
There is no one or nothing more valuable to Father God in this universe than His Son, Jesus. Yet with this purchase God declared our value as compared to His greatest Treasure. Here is something amazing : if we would have been worth one cent less to God than the value of Jesus Himself, the Father would never have given Him, for God never makes unprofitable deals!
If you add up the number of thoughts God have of you. it'll be more than the number of sand on this earth. think of that. all the thoughts i have of Him probably cant even fill a bowl or something. ALL the sand on this earth. great is our God. truly great. =)
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Puii- parables.
2:04 AM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
***_| forbidding nothingness.
Puii- its true.
loveSUN! so so so proud of her. shining her light like nobody's business. srsly what else but that is truly being a light and a salt? go SUN! you rock totally. =)
family carnival was pretty coool. nice get-together with cg ppl. a time of laughter and love. many many hearts to DN1 =)
puii- to God be the glory. to God.
2:01 AM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
embracing moments of solitude.
Met my beloved flower4. Yes, they showed me what love and care is. And i tell you, among all the people i know, they are DEFINITELY not in the childish bunch.We pledged to work hard together =))) Yay!! Such fun time with them
Ate buffet @ Yuki Yaki. Was sooooooooooooooooo hungry cos was with carol, waiting for June and Ivonn. waiting till 3 lidat then ate. wah i could have fainted. hahaha~ but the food was nice, and satisfying. so.. ahahah =P
Before went to eat, saw Ricky @ Esplanade library. He's still as nonsense as ever. haha all his jokes and stuff.
Had a fun time chatting. laughing. scaring all our neighbours-next-tables in the store. Quality time =))) oh and shopping, walking around. walking walking walking. hahaha~
went oschool met my rep crew gang. saw VAL! =) that sweetie. spent time monkeying around. i was feeling real restless yet tired. i was rolling around on the floor. planktelope "what the pink"ed me. hahahahahahahahaaahah~
i am soooooo very sure i think a million times better when i'm alone. was at oschool listening to the talentime music. nothing came. only when i got on the bus and did ideas came. gosh, so much for wanting to slp on the bus. i listened to the music again and again and AGAIN till it reached woodlands. -_-
Contemplative style. Hahaha~
Oh and, Meiji's Choco Milk is nice~ =P a lil too sweet.
NITES WORLD. Seeing beloved SUN tmr!!! Gosh i'm so excited. loveSUN loveSUN loveSUN!
Puii- give it up.