Sunday, August 26, 2007

Sunflower

Argh! Weak H****. Go die of a heart attack or something.

hahahahhahah~

oh sunflower. give it up to the soil beneath. let your seed die that it may live.

puii- assignments' killing me! =P

11:51 PM

Love revolution~~~

Its not because of you Yeung Pui Man. You shouldn't be the one making you sad. =)

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Service is good! =) Haha finally got a chance to serve choir once again! oh no.. die la.. machiam backsliding from choir! haha! =P always miss the pracs and everything.. i miss thinking of parts for songs, and trying not to go off key! i miss the trying-to-makeup sessions and lalala warm ups. i miss nonsense stuffs on choir stand. and YES i got to do that today! =)

forever i will sing.

Sermon too was =)))) i'm thinking of getting a chainsaw to get rid of the plank in my eyes =)

THERESA is a good chatting partner! Partly cos she just goes non stop =) HAHA!!! =P

puii- go away homework! go away with them planks and fats! HAHA! =P

8:37 PM

Friday, August 24, 2007

Yee Chun Li

I'm here today to expose Theresa Yee Chun Li of her dumb and bimbotic acts.. and she thinks this is free publicitiy!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Dumb picturing on MSN















Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
nerdified thes!
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
HAHA anyways your self portrait look like UGLY BETTY!!! =P
Theresa; Studying.
YAR I KNOW
















Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
OMG! you like this kind
Theresa; Studying.
oh such love at first sight
Theresa; Studying.
cooool what

















Theresa; Studying.
you will LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS!
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
WHAT FLOWER!
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
nonsense sia you nerdified thes!!
Theresa; Studying
coz your dp is flower!
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
sunflower sooo BIG how to bite sia!
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
my teeth will just drop
Theresa; Studying.
can LOR















Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
WTP~!!!!!!!!!!!
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
evil fish!!
Theresa; Studying.
MAEB I COULD BE AN ARTIST~!!
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
ya ya you got hidden talent ah!
















Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
omg i'm so gonna blog about this
Theresa; Studying.
yay
Theresa; Studying.
you make me famous!
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
WTP
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
you ARE famous
Puii ; An olive leaf in the beak of a dove. [(F)4 UNITE!]
for all the wrong things
Theresa; Studying.
hey.. you must say that im famous for my drawings


So she claims to be a nerd. as nerdy as nerdycheesy(whatever that is)














SHE'S BECOMING STUPID!!

now she's saying things like..
"i think i overused my brain"
"it hurts now that i think.."
"YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I NEEED BIMBO THERAPY!"
"see my brain cells already died"
"if i had a magic wand i will change you to a pink feathered swan!"
"*cheers! BIMBO! IM BIMBO! IM A B-I-M-B.... errr how do you spell a bimbo?*giggles*"

Theresa; I speak the language of Freedom. says:
HOI!
Theresa; I speak the language of Freedom. says:
HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO ME!
Theresa; I speak the language of Freedom. says:
oh wait.. ** free publicity!
Theresa; I speak the language of Freedom. says:
hahahahah ohhh.. OKAY!
Theresa; I speak the language of Freedom. says:
(((((:

SEE WHAT I MEAN?! =P hahahahaha~~

See Theresa? i tried my upmost best with your free publicity thing =))) now you can be famous for what you are at best. Being BIMBOTIC. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! =P

puii- so i was named pink feathered swan by this self proclaimed cuteness royal highness that knighted me with the cutest name. OMGosh!

11:27 PM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

School is FUN!

i looked into my eyes and found it talking back to me, or was it?

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Dance spells LOVE! and fun too! =))) yes yes i'm sooooo dang TIRED! i'm aching all over, and i can doze off any moment at any place right now!!! hahaha but it was really exciting. with Hsien Fa and Albert, and of cos Ming! hahahah~ though it was physically draining, it was satisfying too in a way. Its like how you finally know how to apply a math formula, its satisfying to learn something new and to see myself moving in new ways!

Though its fun, my body is screaming for help. THANK GOD FOR HOLIDAYS! my friday was announced free for some reason... which i totally don't know is what. haha.. i get to sleep in late and kick off my ballet shoes for a day! =)))

Oh.. before i forget.. let me define ballet for you =P

Preparation = Neck cramp
Port de Bras = Shivering arms
Plie = Knee crack
Glisses = Quads muscle cramp
Rond de Jamb = Tying leg knot
Fondu exercise = Scream-o-leg scream!
Arabesque = Back-muscle sandwich
Developpe = die die DIE must go up!
Balance = malay dance (haha)
Running off after centrework = Thief walk. HAHA!

"Go home la go home la!"
"If i were you all, after class i will go to the office and take the withdrawal form"
"Haiyo, buey tahan ah buey tahan!"
"You all must work it everyday, mai nichi mai nichi~"
"Second Arabesque!" "Seh- li eh tao ah! *smack*"

hhahahahahahaha~

Ballet class is a place where "higher" actually results in lowering of legs.
Ballet class is a place where barre is saviour.
Ballet class is a place of self deception, where the teacher keep telling you to imagine yourself as a beautiful princess with tiara.
Ballet class is a place where you won't ever ever get a chance to see the floor.
Ballet class is a place where Puiman becomes Peter Pan
Ballet class is a place where I (somewhat) find joy being tortured.

I've decided to love ballet classes~ figured i'd learn much better this way. i've promised Him i will do my best best best this sem! He deserves my best, because He first gave me His Best. =)

By the way.. the above are a combinations of lies and private jokes. HAHA! =P

I miss Albert's class man! Seriously! Okay sounds a bit sadistic.. but this week only have one class of his man! Dang, i miss all the jumping and fliping and crazy acrobatic stuffs. i miss sweating like mad in his class! =P hahaha~

Improv today was crazy! i sweat like... hahaa.. my sweat was really flung ALL OVER the floor around me.. PLUS i was kinda moving around. so i guess my cells are pretty much all over that studio's floor =P

but it was a good class. far too personal to share here so =) hahahahaha~ but it was good. it was really good.

scream DANCE YEAH! =)

i guess i'm having pretty much fun this new semester! =) haha except all the theory and essays and journals and all them assignments!! they can drive me pretty nuts!!

puii- i want some vanilla ice cream! *run to kitchen*

10:23 PM

LaSalle days~

i'm busy with assignments!!!!

hhahaah~ everyday its writing writing writing.. rushing rushing rushing.. who says dance school don't have theory huh?!

ARGH! Journal journal go away!!


Hahaha. i cant believe it. i actually dared to write in my assignment that i feel i resemble Patrick from Spongebob. HAHAHAHA! But HEY! my teacher herself (and Ivonn) is Dory from Finding Nemo can?! =P

hahahahahaha~

my days are filled with sweat and pen ink. AHHH!! i need sleep! =P

puii- albert tiong~ albert tiong!! =))) HAHAHAHAHA! *look at Ivonn*

2:54 AM

Monday, August 20, 2007

insecure people

i dont geddit.

i dont get your train of thought, like how is it ever ever ever EVER gonna do any harm?!

sorry i'm a bit cranky today. but yea its down. so you should be at eased, of whatever is troubling yall.

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School's pretty fun today~! Didnt know Hsien Fa can be so funnie. and Melissa still teaches class like ROCKET! the external choreographer that came was cool. taught some pretty fun partner works! =) and i think his choreo's pretty cool la huh? =)

Charlotte's so cute to show us FINDING NEMO during class today. okay.. part of it. i was amazed how she linked it to this research paper we're suppose to write. she's kinda amazing. hahahahaha~

i'm driven pretty crazy by all the essays and assignments and journals. i don't mind the pulled muscles and cracking bones tho.. pens and papers scares me. =P

hrmp.. mood's pretty much spoilt. ARGH! big aunt go away!!!

puii- chinawine

10:17 PM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

You gave me LOVE! =)

You gave me a love that cause my heart to overflow
You gave me a love much deeper than I've ever known
You have set my feet where I belong
Put within my heart a brand new song

You gave me a love offered my life a brand new start
You gave me a love send straight from heaven to my heart
Further than the east is from the west
(You've) Taken all my sin and brokenness

You gave me love
You gave me love

I can see better days ahead
Our land will dance again because of You
Voices will be heard with shouts of joy
You've done mighty things
Let the nations sing

You gave me love
You gave me love
You gave me love
You gave me love

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Okay... what a stupid way to miss service -_-

my lousy phone decided today was a good day to jump floor and tries to kill itself.. from my double deck bed.. and yes i missed my alarm. thus, i didnt go service. DANG! i missed Joyce Meyer. HOW CAN?!!?!?!!?

Roar i'm sad =(

hai~ watch online.. also cannot.. my lousy com's got NO SOUND now! i cant even use movie maker to make my video smaller.. just because the dunno what audio hardware cannot be located. (whatever that is)

okay anyways... thats for my very sad morning =P wanted to go down after service, but in the end also no need le. ahahaha~

YESTERDAY! (all my troubles seem so far away~~) had Suntec dance comp at (duh~~) Suntec.. still trying to load it somewhere, anywhere.. cos its soooo big la the file. its taking forever.. i wanted to ues the movie maker thing make smaller one but.. HAI~! never mind..

But it was FUN! =)))

THANKS to all the supporters!! couldnt have done it without yall~ =)

Due to that stupid rain thing, the comp was changed to an indoor venue. We all think the outdoor one would have been so much better -_-

Thank God anyways! Cos i no need to do that scary lift thing!! =))) can leave for finals la huh? ( if we get in.. ) hee!

It was good la, overall.. we got nervous, and shaky. prayed. prac-ed. self high-ed. redbull-ed. we did everything we could to keep our calm and rem the steps. personally i feel, we've done our best for it! =)

We had FUN thats the most impt. =)


AFTER THAT! they went to eat Sakae. so i wanted to go home earlier to pei my mummy. since i haven been able to spend time with her due to the competition. and i was just outside Marina Square when i got swallowed by this HUGE CROWD of people.. guess what are they there for?

Fireworks -_-

Seriously i think Singaporeans are stupid (mostly). They willingly fall into the trap of whoever.. go gaga over them explosions with colours, and spend alot more time and money just to get home after that. causing so much trouble for other people, who thinks that fireworks are STUPID.

Okay yes fireworks are nice. but its not worth it la~ i mean they go there equipped with cardboards and picnic mats just to WAIT for the fireworks, to get a good seat.. then after that 20 minutes or some, RUSH with everyone to try to catch the train/bus. Oh what's even better. those that DRIVE or took taxi! they had to endure that STUPID jam thing caused by their own stupidity.

ARGH! i cant understand these people.. like how i don't understand how some ring-shaped flour plus water with sugar on top is worth my two hours.

and YES they caused me to reach home soooo late becaues of their stupidity. HALO! i didnt ask to watch that stupid fireworks! (not all that nice anyway..)

They should at least let people who don't care about that coloured explosion some space to go on with their normal life, and not stuff up the WHOLE arena at the Marina Square. not allowing me to pass and take my bus in peace.

puii- the day i was FORCED to watch fireworks.

8:23 PM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Sunflower

I love to be the bride You're returning for
Dressed in garments white and wrinkle free
I have no earthly love that I am holding to
Cos You're the One who means everything to me

I will sing
I will worship You
I will bow myself down humbly at Your throne
I will give anything
I will give everything
to You alone

that's my CRY.

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Going for suntec dance comp later! Okay, kinda excited, but i dont know what to expect la... hope it'll be all good! =)))

Cellgroup yesterday was awesomeness! =) give it up to God. give it all up to God.

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How this thingy strike me again, i dunno. But i know God is leading a way. God is changing me for the better. I know something is gonna happen, as He reminded me of the lights, waves, hands..

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us
We ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God

Your playing small does not serve the world
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same
As we are liberated from our own fear
Our presece automatically liberates others.

[Marianne Williamson]

This poem thing hit me in comtemp class, and almost made me cry. Yes indeed WHO AM I NOT TO BE? He said I can be the head and not the tail. He said i can be above and not beneath. With His help i'm sure to make it! Who am i not to be? I am a child of God.

I want to be liberated from my own fear, i want to let my light shine, so that others too can join me in doing the same! =)

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i am hungry!!!!!!

puii- living life like a sunflower Heliotropism.

11:12 AM

Friday, August 17, 2007

so LOVED!

I AM SO LOVED! :D


God has a way of opening our eyes. He has a way of channeling love into dry hearts. He is, indeed, Love. =)

I know that at life's darkest point, all them darlings will be there for me. I know I can trust them with my fragile being. I know I can be vulnerable to them few. When i need a hug, i know where to look for them. When i need love, i know i don't have to go running around looking for some, God has showered His overflowing love upon me. All these angels He's placed in my life, i'm grateful. =)

I AM LOVED!

God is love, His presence comforts.

Thank You for letting me know, i can dance again afterall!!! =)


puii- that dark stage. =)

4:05 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

and those tears...

i'm depressed.


i dont know what i want anymore.


tell me this life is worth something


*and don't tell me Good Job when you don't mean it*



puii- very very tired.

2:07 AM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Counting blessings works!! =)

I AM TIRED

sorry i chose not to talk to much today during prac. tired puiman normally equals cranky puiman. so to avoid happening scenes, i shutted up =P sorry ah~

I AM DEAD TIRED

Kirk Franklin made me happy!!! =)))

[Kirk]: For those of you that think gospel music has gone to far. You think we got too radical with our message.Well I got news for you , you ain't heard nothin yet,and if you don't know now you know. Glory, Glory!!

Lately I've been going through some things that really got me down.
I need someone somebody to help me come and turn my life around.
I can't explain, I can't obtain it. Jesus your love is so, it's so amazing.
It gets me high up to the sky,
and when I think about your goodness it makes me wanna stomp.

Makes me clap my hands. Makes me wanna dance and stomp.

My brother can't you see I got the victory. STOMP!!!

[Salt [rap]]: When I think about the goodness and fullness of God,
makes me thankful pity the hateful I'm grateful.
The Lord brought me through this far,
trying to be cute when I praise him raise him high.
I keep the live beat bumping. Keep it jumping make the Lord feel something.
Ain't no shame in my game God's Property. Kickin' it wit Kirk ain't no stoppin' me.
UH stomp

[Kirk:] GP are you wit me?

[GP:] oh yeah we having church we ain't going nowhere.

stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp

I promise the stomp, the whole stomp, nothin but the stomp

[Kirk:] It ain't over. It ain't over

Holy Spirit made me even happier. Chats about Daddy is just so different =)

You have the power
To make the seasons change
The river flows for you
The wind whispers Your name

For me you left Your throne
And traded crown for thorns instead
I'm safe within not by Your skin
But because Your blood was red

Some say You're black, you're white
They question if you're real
We treat you like we treat ourselves
I wonder how you feel
To see your children fight inspite
of the tears for us you've shed
Doesn't matter what color you are
As long as Your blood was red

For it's strong enough
to wash away my sins
And it's pure enough
To cleanse me deep within
And it's real enough
To find me when I'm lost
Great enough
To die upon the cross
It doesn't matter what color you are
As long as your blood was red

We may be different but
The God we serve's the same
Yet every Sunday we separate
And bring the Father pain
Your name is higher than any other
Yet You took my place instead
And now my sins are washed away
Because Your blood was red

For it's strong enough
To wash away my sins
And it's pure enough
To cleanse me deep within
And it's real enough
To find me when I'm lost


School almost killed me. But it was fun, really. F4 UNITES FINALLY! =) saw my darling carol after 3 MONTHS pls!!! =) School's special because they are there!! =)

okay i am tired. i got craving for curry chicken and olive oil + lemon juice salad. i want to eat lontong also....

Chicken skin from Tori-Q!!!!

okay, shut up puiman.

THANK GOD Elizabeth's taking ballet tmr. Hee =)))
THANK GOD for a fruitful day in school.
THANK GOD for His reminder.
THANK GOD i survived today.
THANK GOD i am still breathing.
THANK GOD for the oxygen that He still so freely give.
THANK GOD for making me who i am.
THANK GOD for good friendships in life.

THANK GOD for loving me. for taking my hands in Yours, for holding me in Your arms.

I am taken from the miry clay. I am placed into the potter's hands. I believe its a season of moulding, sifting, shaping. I believe its a season of the oven. I will pull through.

puii- black leotards DON'T make you look slimmer.

1:53 AM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

i only wanna be where You are

i am very tired.


very very tired.



and yes serve me right for sleeping so little.


I'm glad school's started. i get my escape, painful escape. i'm glad i've got an excuse now to excuse myself.

i love fish plankie sweetieS penguin and psycho. =)

SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!


i'm not as strong as i thought i could be. take my hand and lead me. guide me and keep me. i need to lean on Your shoulders. i need Your arms to carry me.

i'm not strong. i need You. when i am weak. You are strong~ =)

my greatest honour will always be, to come to You on my knees.

puii- thanking God for all the wonderful things in her life.

1:59 AM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

keep holding on.

i label today as penguin day.

planned to go ikea with that dumb thing early morning one. end up we both couldnt wake up.. due to the over-laughing at old memories and letters. HAHA =P

something happened. shall not elaborate =P i got shocked out of my nonsense dream of chinese new year and ang bao with coins.

mount fuji~~ mount fuji~~ (look at penguin)

anyways! i finally got myself out of the house to go meet mabel and rh.

i couldnt understand how lunch could be that silent. somemore with that noisy Ng around. hahahahahahaha~

MOS burger spells fats!

AMK trip was like uber auntie pls! went with my fellow LTALS(now: siti-mhad-mina) to hunt for that irritating shop. find until we almost bankai pls (bleach language) hahahahahahahaha~ plankie, after uber long time of auntie-ing. found a pants to buy! =P

wanted to go watch suntec dance with them one. decided not to.. was kinda lazy. PLUS lack of sleep. hahahah~

so i psycho-ed that penguin to come back accompany me!

(yes plankie i didnt go swimming!)

i was reading my celetial zone when she came and scared me with her black feather and white tummy. she started harry potter and i dozed off in the middle of spirit sword and shooting stars.

ya kun kaya toast for dinner. we feel thats pretty cool =)

met chio bu after that. the playground fellowship once in a blue moon again! those two chatter box combine is FUN!

i love midnight chatters of the old times. i love catching up with my fav peeps!! =) we were laughing like nobody's business. hahahahah its amazing the people there could still sleep! =P



yes yes get angry with me cos i read you blog. yea like its my fault you didnt protect it or what. tagging is not an obligation, its an optional thing in case you didnt know.

some people put that angry face on MSN for everything. like people wont get offended.



thank God for happy friends. they fill my laughter box and ease my brains of stress. mayb i should stop treating myself like a landfill.

thank God for encouraging and loving friends. they make my day.

thank God for friends that listen. friends that makes me forget that fact that i talk far too much then i'm suppose to.

thank God for friends that are always there. i suspect they are angels in disguise.




thank God. thank You. for being closer to be than my very breath.

puii- penguin spells b-e-s-t-i-e!

3:15 AM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

stickman dance

i dont believe in a rship thats selfish.

i dont believe a rship is one that robs the family of the person. all the company, presence, support, love, time.

i dont believe in a rship that drives people out, family, friends, everyone else.

i dont believe in lovely fairytales, with the prince and princess always on that green pasture, and nobody else.

i dont believe tolerance and understanding means giving in to everything.

i dont believe making the other person feel bad should be on the to-do list.

i dont believe "now" is all that counts in it. "now" is not everything.

i dont believe my smile should cause any other frowns.

i dont believe my joy is more important than any other person on earth.

i dont believe any one should feel guilty, just because they made you miss a call.

i dont believe anyone should be palmed aside, pushed outside, left behind




i believe its not about conquering. its not about just having fun tgt. but learning tgt. growing tgt. tolerance, sensitivity and understanding to both each other and people around you.

i believe i talk far too much then i am supposed to everytime.

just because you are in a rship, it doesnt mean i'm shooting you. so dun start scolding me emo freaks.

puii- hgjkytmklfjsjkahajhdsjdlasjflskjtkdfs

1:57 PM

Friday, August 10, 2007

1/3 natural being.

okay. i finally got that emo post out. if i hide it in me, it's gonna eat me up. i guess spitting it out is good sometimes, just don't overwhelm me with lectures and bible vomits. hahahahaahah~

okay i was kidding, you CAN vomit bible at me =)

emoness aside. i had great friends in my life. great fellowship. edifying. encouraging. eye opening.

KPT fellowship the roxors!

and i love all the sweeties in my life! =)

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congrats to Ger, Jezz, Vanessa, Jasmine, Steven, Niger and Eddie!!! Project O2, JIA YOU!!! =)

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okay. i'm uber lazy to fill back all that i missed. =P haha~

i lost all my files in the com. cos the com was reformatted (whatever that is) i guess that means a genesis for my com? =P haha.. so yea i lost all my songs and photos and videos and EMOTICONS TOO! hahaha~

dun worry. i still have the Settlers cafe photos in my cam =)

Went Ryan and Andrea's house for housewarming today!! =) i tell you i love that house! for one its so cute and small and cosy (i like small houses), and its so nicely done up!! omgosh~~ so niceeeeee~ i love their cute lil bed and that MIRROR in their room!

had much fun with all em peeps. watched a disappointing NDP, with the main lead of the performance FALLING down on rollerblades. gosh on national tv. if it was me.. i would retire or something. HAHAHAHAHAHA! =P

But the effects stuff they used around the stage was pretty cool. all the water fountains and sparks of fireworks. those are nice.

nice time of hanging out with my fav peeps! we had much fun playing a card game that was pretty much like "polar bear", just an extended version. it was a time of LYING!! hahahaha~ all the evil werewolves!!

Bleach 136 is so much nicer than the few eps before it. At least there's some pot-kicking Espadas.

puii- 2/3 spiritual being.

4:17 AM

all my confidence in Your trust

3:39 AM

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Prayers

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I GOT MY TIMETABLE!! =))) hahahahaha and i think i might just DIE with this schedule! =P

in a week, with 30 hours of lesson time in 5 days, only 3 hours is theory lessons. the rest are all dance classes 0_0 imagine how shiok it's gonna get. we can literally dance till we shiok. so i dance 27 hours a week, without counting oschool pracs.

Hallelujah.

Three theory : Dance and society, Dance Science and Dance History.One hour each a week. hahahahaahaha~ the rest are all ballet, contemp, improv and all those blah

STRENGTH!!!!!!! =)

i think the devil really hates deliverance services. he hates losing his ground. so he'll try to get it back. he's furious, so he does all he can.

i've been having a hard time trying to keep cheerful. trying to love people. but it seems people just gets irritating right after deliverance services. its hard. but i'll keep loving. i'll leave all em ARGHs at that tree.

i'll eat chocolate and move on!=)

Late night fellowship with funnie people is DOPE! We had fun talking about bankai, golden PSP and laughing at the devil. teh C rocks my hair like conditioner~

i want to go swimming
i cant wait for school to start =)

puii- yea so?

3:28 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

the Rock of our salvation

Great... and my stupid shoulder's gotta come in and stop me. now i cant even dance.

are you happy now?!

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Somehow injured my right shoulder. i cant move it really much without pain now. i think maybe i twisted it or dislocate it or pulled it.. or something. its hurting real bad, and i feel like crying when i change.

Woke up to a body aching. Aching very very badly. =( so bad i had to ask Sinman give me massage. I dont know how i end myself up in this way. but i just did okay. hahaha~

Took a cab (yes sorry i'm such a CAB FACE) cos i was so lazy and so tired and so ARGHH. and i happen to flag down a SIX SEATER cab. and i was inside like.....alone-_-

that malay uncle was kind enough for a chat. told me alot of stuffs la~ well, some of which i need to learn. for one, this uncle was REALLLY positive in his thinking.

Yes. WHY SHOULD WE WORRY?

and so many times we fall into that same old "worrying" trap thing. and we forgot the Bible says "Do not worry"

I rubbed on a bit of optimism before i got down the cab. Gained alot more than the comfort and speed.

Went for lyrical hiphop, part of ministry training.

YES with my broken shoulder.

was real real fun really. Ryan's steps are as usual, crazy. Was fast, hard to catch, hard to do, but nice =))) grow, oh my muscles. grow to be like Ryan's! =P had fun laughing at myself, cos i looked like....weird. hahahaa~

oh stupid shoulder.

Suntec dance's okay. we got one song left. GO GO REP CREW!

and i reached home emo-ing =( lousy shoulders. lousy legs. ARGH lousy puiman.

*when i'm weak, He is strong*

i know tenderness is Your touch
a feeling overwhelmed by Your love
all my confidence in Your trust
my saving grace
all my days

a never-ceasing urge to hold on
to the hands that bled for my wrongs
Jesus Christ King of all
my saving grace
all my days

i live for all You are
my King, our Saviour
eternal burning Fire
consume all of my life

we give glory to
glory to the lamb

That song that caught me. i love You God. =)

puii- Jehovah Nissi, raise Your banner higher!!!

2:31 AM

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Your DNA inside

i hate it when i want to accomplish something.













...i lack the ability.



i dont have the guts. i dont have the brains. i want to do something. someone TEACH ME.

i've been feeling ajhflkshfjahjewrhajdsdj. i need some fire. someone burn me up or something.

ARGH! i miss my bed.

puii- awaken my soul.

3:27 AM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Lord give me a sign

i cant put to words how i've been feeling nowadays. its just that ARGH within, knowing there must be more than this.

SHOW ME!!!!!!!!!!

perhaps its like a butterfly about to break free. or mayb like a chick in an egg, struggling to be free. to be let out. to be let known. to be shown all that is outside, out there. that beautiful, exciting, so-many-things world.

ARGH!

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i'm happy school's starting. though i know it's gonna be even tougher than ever, with hsien fa and albert tiong watching over us, i think its enough for us to like... DIE? hahahahaa~ but i'm really happy school's starting!! =))))

this i promise you, i am going to work hard this semester. i want to study hard for my theories too. not just in ballet and contemp. i want to work doubly hard. i want to excel. i want to get that grade i've been wanting, but cant get.

Lord have mercy, i want as little MCs as possible.

No worries. He is Jehovah Rapha! =)))

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Lord. teach me to love myself. just a lil more.

and i promise. i promise. i promise project O i will load all that Settlers' pictures soon!! =P

puii- addicted to newsboys.

3:34 AM

me

searching meanings
with dreams, with dance
with love

puii

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