Sunday, January 27, 2008
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! i'm totally dying to have a dance vid with me right now. i'm gonna lose 20 marks for my lookg at dance just like that; not having a dance vid..and because of that i cant write that dang review that's worth 20% of the overall for this subject!!!! =(so stupid...
and worse thing is.. i cant find anything on youtube too. this is soooo bad la. how am i going to account for this? =((((
hopefully i can talk my way through. i want to hand it in anyways if she dont wanna give me any marks la.. hopefully she will mark it and let me know if i had learned anything right.
dang, i hate the school library. everything seemed so nice but its totally lacking in resources. and dang i hate esplanade library even more. they have EVERYTHING!! but i cant borrow them unless i join their whatever premium membership.
dang. internet's useless in times like this. =((((
okay i better buck up and go complete my RA. the review thing.. lets just worry about it in the morning la.
puii- gave up.
*edited*
on a much brighter note. service and pm was ultimate dopeness =))) i love A R Bernard la! and i cant wait for Ulf Ekman!! yea i feel something different. i want to keep keeping this on on on on on!
managed to catch that old woman for a brief dinner trip. shes still so irritating as ever. dang i miss those time we had enough time to lateh, to defame each other. HAHA!!
school tomorrow already!!! =( i'm so tired la.
HARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHIONG AH!!!
Week 4 already!!! very fast one~~ verry fast one~~
CNY come quickly!!
puii- prayerful
11:36 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
a class where people don't regard anybody else.a class where news and info gets circulated at a speed slower than slow.
ha worse, they might not get the info around anyways.
a class where people who stood up to do something don't complete it.
a class with people who took up responsibilities and leave em to collect dust.
a class where people who only have themselves in mind.
a class with people so narrowminded.
a class with selfish people. selfish to the core.
a class with prideful people. those who only show their chin and not their care.
a class with people who thinks i still can smile at em after that irritated me.
a class with people thinking only to get a step higher in everything, even if it meant getting everyone else down.
a class where people guides you wrongly so they can be sure they are the only ones right.
a class i cant talk to. well, not like i'm dying to talk to youuuuuu.
a class with people that defeats the purpose of a class.
the above, i totally dislike.
and its only about that handful so... i HOPE they'd know who they are and be smart in the right areas. for one, be sensitive enough and not ask me anything about this crap i just wrote. what'd you want me to say to you? "Yea! that's totally YOU i am talking about in my blog! you know.. the one about people i dont like?! Dang you're way too clever to guess that. way to go =)))"
a class is such a hard community to survive in. everyday we see all em same faces. everyday we face the same problems we have with those people. everyday everyday everyday. i wish my class was bigger so we have a wider variety of problems to choose from.
there are still people in class that i love and thank God for.
and NOTE i dont hate my class, i totally dont. its the people i cant stand. haha~~
dang enough about that.
Achmed the dead terrorist cracked me up a million times!! i can still laugh at him after many times of rewatching la! hhahahahahahaha..
SILENCE! I kill you!
HHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
i'm pretty much done with CNY shopping i guess =) if there's anything else i must get, it'll be some less-bulky shoes.
okay, shall end off with a totally scary picture. =P
my mum tried to get me to buy this dress thing! dang it made me look like some pregnant lady. hahahaha i think everyone will think i've gone mad if i appeared before them wearing like that. HAHA!
puii- craving for reunion dinner already! =P
10:17 PM
Weekends are official blogging days. and now its gonna turn not so official anymore i predict. hahaahahah with all em work pouring in, plus all that tired brain and aching body, i'd much rather slp in more hours then sit here and tell the world(or whoever's interested) about what else can go terribly wrong in my life. HAHAHAH!!i purposely made that sound so emo!! =P
some drop dead scary news to people like theresa and all (hahahaha..) i went shopping yesterday okay. and i MANAGED to buy something!! pretty amazing la huh? =P well, all for the sake of chinese new year. got a long top and a bag from queensway yesterday.. no wonder Ivonn's boss is dying to get her back to work(sell clothes), hahaahahaha i think she secretly psychos people! =P
and oh!! the mua chee there at second floor is very nice!!!
bot a new eyeliner too! like finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. haha i've using other people's eyeliner for like forever!!
okay, enough talk about shopping. hahahaahahaha..
i sewed my new pointe shoes!! yay it means i can wear it on monday and cher wont nag at me to change shoe anymore!! =P my current pair is threatening to twist my ankles everyday. hopefully the new pair would treat me a whole lot better.
and dang i think i'll need to see that sinseh soon and have him fix that lousy ankle of mine =(
Rectus Abdominis!!! where are you!?!?!!! HAHAHAHA!!
oh! i just realised how "man" i look beside all my school mates, through a vid we took in school the other time. dang i look like some musclebuilder people or something beside them can =( hAHAHA!! =P
okay there's like nothing i can do about that anyways. just a discovery. hahahahah...
i'm gonna be good today and load all my photos up for koping. i need to make a trip to the library too to get some work done. dang i'm hungry now!!!!! =(
Hur!! Check this out! =P i found this near my dad's store. hahahahaha.. hand chicken. HAHA!!
puii- dong dong dong qiang!
11:31 AM
Friday, January 25, 2008
YAY to Friday!!!!!!!!! and thank God for Mark. imagine next week without him... more albert's class!!! =/anyways... i just have one big big big regret for the day. i so so so wish i had picked up sewing and learned to do some decent sewing.. that would at least stay. dang i tried to sew my own pointe shoes..........
DANG!
so yea i dont think i can wear my new shoes tmr then =( since i havent go the ribbons on. and okay.. that means i got some time to go buy a thinner toepad before i kill myself with that toepad i'm using right that that look like some mousepad being sew together. SERIOUS! =P
i'm so tired. i think i will just die in woman's ballet tmr, and fall aslp again in Mark's class.
i want to finish my CNY shopping fast!!!! i just need one new outfit!! dang that whole fashion world is against me!! hahahahahahahah!!!
i miss the little things in life, like la tehing and watching my fav mythbusters. i miss those times i spent to look for a nice book to read.
oh that reminded me. i finally found the book "A child called it" and it made me cry TONS. i think the second book of the sequeal is just gonna get my eyes out together with em tears la. my gosh it was just such a terrible and horribly sad book, yet shows such a strong will of a child to really just want to survive.
and dang his mother for treating him this way. she's as nasty as a combination of tomyum and licorice. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
puii- too tired for CNY laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
1:05 AM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
i wish my everyday feels like this.
dang why must i eat something wrong in the middle of the week. =( i feel like vomiting now.
BED!
puii-
11:11 PM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
i'm tired. i'll rush homework tmr morning, and blog if i have time.escape is love!
puii-
11:50 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
I hope glucosamine plus will do its job. Though it looks so ugly.I hope my chionging of fruit juice will give me enough vitamins to recover fully by tmr.
you cant imagine how happy i am that i am going to church tmr =)
i better get some CNY shopping done soon, before i get swallowed by essays again! =P
thankful for the invention of ankle guard.
i'm a newly made mythbuster fan.
i'm craving for grilled beef.
i just realised i got some photos that i havent bother to upload. haha...
i hope my hair is either shorter or longer now.
i'm constantly hungry today.
i'm still thinking if i need a trip to the sinseh's.
dang i'm talking random again. i better get started with my boring theory work. hahahahahahhaha.. i really really wanna eat that grilled beef on japan hour!!! =(
puii- URY. the reason for everything.
9:50 PM
its just such a mega bummer to get sick and injuries at the same time. dang school for being so tiring.haha mayb i'm just weak la.
gonna go out later to get my ankle guard and glucosamine plus. Perf Lab and RA due monday. is that it? hmmm.. hopefully.
argh i just dont know how to whole world is surviving this time table. its not like i'm lazy but i just feel too weak to go on man. dang my muscles!! if only the week ends at wednesday. by thursday all our muscles are really too weak to move la.
was that what you wanted?
it used to be that the little naps on the bus journey back home really really helped. and after that i'd have just a spark more strength to get some theory work done. now i'm flat the moment i reached woodlands. worse than when i boarded the bus at bugis. and i normally sleep in the most unglam way now, BANGING into people and the window.
yes i got all em glorious STARES. hahahahahahahha...
ha~ i guess i just have to look at this like another part of life. i just dont know if my life were meant to be so painful. ha~
and how can someone fall sick after a quick nap trip back home, resulting even worse off then before. thats how i missed cellgroup yesterday if you wanted to ask. got off school earlier. took the suggestion from friends and myself to take a rest before going out again at night.
hahahahahaha yes thank you flu bug. i couldnt get off bed after that. got that stupid fever thing and HUGE flu that almost blew off my nose.
okay anyways. i got two days to recover before i go back to that torture centre located at 1 McNally St. hahahahahahha.. oh!! its just one day! cos i needa recover before the escape trip =) so i can at least be a lil more human for a while before i turn back to some jukebox ballerina =/ HA!
puii- oh dang. go away flu bugs and such.
11:31 AM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
i am craving for some really creamy chocolate. like melted chocolate or something. dang! =P hahaha..sakae trip with ivonn today was crazy. we practically stuffed ourselves the way we stuff our cupboards when its time to clean up the room =P. i was soooooooooo full after that, i totally just skipped dinner! hahahaha impromtu destress eating spree!!!!!
oh man~~ kani chawanmushi!! dang they dont have fried hotate.
salmon still rocks =)))
okay food aside, i'm now rushing my composition homework. dang i totally feel improv journals are so much easier to write. long long longgggg day tmr. everything's gonna end only when the sun goes down!! =P
i got a bad burn on my knee!! and i burnt it THROUGH my tights!! gosh, best burn award!! =P and for some reason allllll my brusises are on the left knee. oh how i love em injuries =)))
i miss my darling plankie POOOO!!! =( my fav antelope. my tra la la!! =P
i wan see chew chew without braces!!
i wan faster buy new year clothes so my mum will stop nagging at me.
oh and that bag i was supposed to buy, sis' command.
i'm typing random. cos i'm v tired.
OH!!! something so paiseh!!!! ivonn noticed i got stiff back today. i didnt think it was that serious UNTIL i was sleeping on the bus. haha normally i will curl into a ball, and lower cg(centre of gravity) somehow equals to more stabality. TODAY! i fell aslp without the ability to bend forward enough. so higher cg, less stabality. and i totally have NO BALANCE and i ended up BANGING into people and the window. and DANG all the people around was like STARING at me la. =P sooooooooooo paiseh. when everyone was gettin down at the last stop, they stood up, not forgetting to throw me a backward glance first, like i'm some kind of freak..
hey! what prob do you have with someone extremely tired and is having a stiff back la!! hahahahahah..
dang so paiseh. =P
okay i should run away from this sweet escape to write all my lil nothings. JOURNALS!!!
puii- disappearing act of the rectus abdominis. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
8:20 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
Congrats to the pretty bride of the day, Jelaine! =)) thanks for inviting us to your wedding! it was beautiful and sweet =)) Blissful marriage!and yes i'm still not aslp now, cos i'm still rushing homework thats due tmr. i totally forgot one of it till just now when i was on the way home.
okay.. talk later. homework NOW =P
puii-
12:33 AM
Friday, January 11, 2008
Dang that tummy ache that came from nowhere, adding to my painful homestay. dang i bet its either from that Naan thing two days ago or that fried oyster i just ate. well, i think its the oyster.i just rolled off bed, from hugging my stomach, to do my usual rant.
here's something positive for a change (during school term) =)) i serious love composition class, though i miss improv. hahahahaha its definitely alot LESS tiring!! its just interesting watching classmates dance. its different la =)
and i love entertaining everyone in composition class with my UNIQUE 4 eights!! =P i serious should be a joker or clown or something. HA!
i'll go back to my tummy hugging.
puii- painful times like these. HA!
6:54 PM
You know what's bad? what's really really REALLY bad?Injuring your knees AGAIN in the first week of class. AND having new probs in the elbow and shoulders. all on the right side of the body.
haha i woke up kinda feeling weird... like only the left side's normal. okay not really normal afterall.
dang i wish i had some super limbs that'll never get injured or something. and i REALLY don't know what went wrong to land me in all these.
=( the feeling of not being able to dance fullout is fjsdlkjrsdkrjsdkfjs. little things like that burnt-off skin on my feet is making me sad.
yes an absent from school today makes me sad too.
haha, guess how tired am i?! i woke up at 7 wanting to go school. went back to sleep at 8 plus when i finally decided i should do something about my injuries first.
i woke up at 2pm. and i slept at 11 plus last night? mayb 12. but yes thats how long i slept.
now i'm still feeling tired. that knee guard became a permenant part of me today. =P
HELLO ALICE! haha.. =P
anyways. if i could i'd definitely forbid myself to have any injuries and stuff. i want to be more responsible this sem to my studies and stuff, and also to my seniors who are graduating, cos if not how am i gonna do my best for their pieces?
change my knee~ change my knee~ (say my name~ say my name~)
HAHAHAHAHAHA!! =P
okay. i'm kinda in a daze right now.
i'll go sleep for another 10 mins.
dang to think the rest JUST ended school not long ago. -_-
puii- helpless =(
3:33 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
i'm so tired!!!!!!!!!thats the only rant for the day.
puii- argh composition hmwk
11:45 PM
Second's day's okay.it just ended all of us (yes whole faculty) aching ALL OVER! hahahahaha.. we're all sitting down in slow motion. dang you can never imagine how hard it was to get off the chair from lunch!
okay, tmr's pretty happening. 830am - Albert Tiong. WOOHOOOOO!! cool la =)
i'm so bullied in ballet today. and i'm supposed to feel HAPPY about it. ha~ SO NONSENSE!! kk i shall endure it for once =P BLEAH! =/
puii- freaking 4 exercises!! out of 10!!
12:34 AM
Monday, January 07, 2008
I wouldnt say school was good. but well, i survived anyhows.thankies jessica for the cute hairband and stuff =)
ahhhhh so long never see all of em.
okay, i started that countdown thing on my MSN nick again. ahahahahaha. but this will be a more hectic semester la, cos needa help people dance their grad show mah. and plus our ballet's gonna be pointe barre totally. needa learn all the school repertoire also. more more more writings to do. with composition class.
dang this stressed thing's gonna last for 4 months (or more!!)
kk i wanna go sleep soon, even though its like 9 plus. i'm dang tired and sore from all that sudden fierce dancing.
oh! amazingly i managed to tie up my hair!! hahahaha i think my whole class went on a cut hair frenzy. we have like 5 short hair girls in the class now! hahahahaha.. ya and you're thinking.. ballerina? =P
puii-
9:02 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
i'm dreading school tomorrow. i pray i can survive.i'm dead sure i kinda hurt my back from that 15 minutes of marking ballet exercises with June. either that, or i injured myself with some bad bad sleeping posture.
okay sound so familiar. HAHA! =P
and i was kinda scared the whole day, fearing my asthma's back to attack. a trip to the doc's left me a lil more assured. no more cold drinks and aircon for me till when i feel bettER!!
oh i became so dang scared of EVERYTHING! =(((
puii- go away!!! =(
11:56 PM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
I'm totally not ready to start school after such a happening two weeks.I'm totally not ready to start school with all em long-gone muscles and hello-fats.
I'm totally not ready to start school with this totally holiday mood mind.
I'm totally not ready to start school without first trying to train myself back up.
I'm totally not ready to start school without my swimming pool trip.
I'm totally not ready to start school as I totally don't remember all em dance steps for the exercises.
I'm totally not ready to start school just because i'm not ready to start school.
I'm totally not ready to start school cause i feel i havent rest enough.
I'm totally not ready to start school because for this very moment, i'd rather be part-time working.
I'm totally not ready to start school as i havent sew the ribbons to my leather ballet shoes.
I'm totally not ready to start school cos i havent been on pointe for one and a half months.
I'm totally not ready to start school with this onion ring i had due to overeating.
I'm totally not ready to start school because the elephant has not turned green..
Okay the last one was random.
and yes, thats how much i dont wan school to start. but also, YES its gonna start whether i like it or not.
Prac with flowers in school aint gonna help. we all cant remember NUTS from all the exercises. i think we'll be killed in the first ballet class. I want a longer holiday. either that, or a less painful school term. hahahahahaha...
i'll try my best to make this sem a happy and fruitful one. and i'm trying to be hopeful on the happy part. =P YES to better turns then!
puii- back to dancing, painful dancing! =p
10:18 PM
Thursday : Out with Mummy in the evening.There goes my plan to go and swim for one last time before the school term starts. Dang!
Went to school to settle my school fees, before i had to pay that dang late fees AGAIN! hahaha.. thank God i made it 10 minutes before the counter closes =)
After that we did a lil CNY shopping for sweets and stuff!! HOPEFULLY they'll last a month till CNY really comes! =P HEE!!
Friday : Zoo Trip. Perf @ The Legends.
Zoo Trip was crazily early because of my perf. had rehearsal in the afternoon so had to shift the whole trip forward by few hours. hope the rest aint secretly hating me for that. HAHA! yea i had a great time with em cool friends that i've now known for 8 years! hahaha..
and i had time screaming at steven for taking every single thing with my cam. 300 plus photos i think!!
dang i think i'll need like what? 6 albums in facebook to get em all up?
hahahaaha.. but it was fun la. i'm lazy to go into the details. check my multiply soon for the photo blog on the zoo trip, or other wise known as the captions. HAHAHAHA!! =P
Okay. so much for the zoo trip.
After that i rushed down to The Legends at Fort Canning. Quite a pretty country club place. Cabbed down from the zoo cos i was kinda really late.
and ended up, i shouldnt have cabbed, but thats another story.
show was a nice experience. and a great chance to know new friends =) so thankful for the chance even tho i wasnt the best option out there =) hahhahaha..
So yea thats that.
puii- zzz
8:55 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
OKAY! a blog about today. and another, the one i promised about the new year eve thingy..TODAY!! was randomly called to oschool. help do a random gig. hahaha i was sooooo blur about EVERYTHING. i just knew there was prac the very next day.
and i was informed like.. 12 plus in the night! HAHA =P
well, agreed to help. at the same time QUITE doubting if i can or not. hahahahah and i said YES without knowing what kind of dance we were gonna do!!! HAHAHAH.
but ryan's choreoing, so i doubt there'll be nonsense stuffs!! hahahaha..
well, the dance turned out to be quite cheesy and literal. some part la.. those acting acting parts. hahahahahah soooo dramatic. i love those dance parts though. and yes even though i dont do very nice, i still enjoyed myself. imagine! to be dancing again after like what? a month?
haha i dont really consider christmas drama dancing dancing. cos its kinda like quite little and stuff.
but dont doubt me on one thing. christmas production was tiring!! just not as tired as that kind of dancing in school..
today was really a foretaste of next week. school's gonna start in less than a week!!! =(
okay so the dance is lidat la huh. thank God for the opportunity for exposure though. and YES this will be my very very first contemp gig. hahahahaha nice experience. pray for many more to come in near future!!
i want to do some shows in 2008 lei. i feel i'm like a "wen shi li de xiao hua". a flower in the greenhouse. everything provided for. carefully nurtured. protected from all harm.
though its safer this way; i dont like it.
i feel like i can grow more, and stronger if you'd give me some chance to feel the wind and waves out there. i mean, if you'd ask me i know NUTS about ANYTHING out there. i know no people, no connections, no ways to find gigs, no people to turn to for enough opportunities to survive.
in short. i know nothing about how to survive in this field locally. i think i will graduate like a dead fish if i really JUST stay in school.
and imagine.. everyone's saying you gotta teach in schools if you wanna survive in singapore. i know NUTS about teaching, and what on earth am i gonna teach.
hope they'll teach THAT in school. haha..
well. looking at the vid below tells me i got plenty to work on. yes, thats definitely on my to-do list for 2008!!! =)
meanwhile, enjoy my stiff shoulders. and the rest of em nice dancers.
puii- dancing again =)
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today was quite a random day. it was supposed to be a day of slacking and stuff. end up have that dance prac thing. and later randomly met up with mabel that stupid penguin. and even later, also randomly met up with ivonn. even wanted to meet up with steven after that for supper one. but i'm really dang tired i think i will fall asleep in between my teh beng la.
well dun ask me why i am still awake! i just cant seem to fall aslp at home =P
okay.. you must be thinking "excuses..." HAHAH!!
anyways. i really dread school reopening. im praying for wisdom and endurance. endurance of EVERYTHING =P
OH! i found a outrageously nonsense vid. not really funny but its just ultimate dumb. HAHA! as aaron said. waste of 5 minutes!! =P HAHAHAHA!!
puii- so she dances
1:36 AM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
The new year sun! the new year sun! i only saw the first light of 2008 at around 3 plus in the afternoon! hahah thats how long i slept! =Pit was quite fun yesterday =) didnt managed to countdown with the crowd afterall!!
after the event thing (which i will blog again when i get em pics from my cam, which is with sinman right now), i went back to woodlands to meet mummy up to countdown with her at woodlands.
around 11, we stood a little away from the whole stage and crowd thing. and shortly after decided it would be a better idea to head home afterall!! hahahahahaah!! it was like PEOPLE everywhere!! and dang it was horrible. i fear all em sprays and stuff too so, ESCAPE! =P
countdown at home was pretty cool too. for one my mum was pretty high. and there was sounds of fireworks coming from whereever. cool cool!! my rabbit was freaking out from all that noise though. they were running in circles in the cage! =P
my daddy dyed his hair brown! he look 10 years younger now!! =))))
and he moved the new tv into his room!! haha i think i will watch tv there now cos i can on aircon like no body's business =))
oh after all that 3! 2! 1! fuss i went down to the kpt downstairs to meet shushu. suppose to meet up with mabel and steven too but yea~ hahaha..
we chatted the whole night about Daddy and bankai! that Bleach version kinda street fighter thing is SOOOOOO COOOOOLLLLLLLLL!!!!! dang! that bankai mode ichigo can use vizard face. and byakuya is sooooo nonsensely strong with all that petals thing! rukia's white sword is SERIOUS nice =)
dang i didnt get to see kenpachi whack people in that game.
oh. all these was from weiye's PSP.
okay. bleach talk. speaking of which.. i cant wait for them to load 155.
that trip to kpt lasted me till 5 plus in the morning! hahahaha =P
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i just feel this year's gonna be a blast =)
oh, here's a new year's fav. by right its supposed to be playing now, unless you pressed PAUSE!!
So She Dances - Josh Groban
A waltz when she walks in the room
She pulls back the hair from her face
She turns to the window to sway in the moonlight
Even her shadow has grace
A waltz for the girl out of reach
She lifts her hands up to the sky
She moves with the music
The song is her lover
The melody's making her cry
So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently
A waltz for the chance I should take
But how will I know where to start?
She's spinning between constellations and dreams
Her rhythm is my beating heart
So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently
I can't keep on watching forever
I give up this view just to tell her
When I close my eyes I can see
The spotlights are bright on you and me
We've got the floor
And you're in my arms
How could I ask for more?
So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently
I can't keep on watching forever
And I'm givin' up this view just to tell her
Josh Groban = new year fav! i love this song la! =))
oh! last thing. i am finally eating home cooked dinner today after so long! =)
puii- 2008
4:57 PM
I am happy the new year's arrived. and yea, glad the first few hours of the year was spent with chats about Daddy. always loved that fellowship and laughs =) thx shushu!haha anyways. happy new year! dun really know what this year has in stored for me. i guess i just have to run through it all over again.
today was such a tiring day. but i think i'll talk about that tmr or something.. plus the pictures, cos they are currently with sinman, who aint gonna come home tonight. hahaha..
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the BIG diff between knowing and doing. i guess i am trying to get it into my head for the whole night. i guess i have lived life knowing many things, yet not doing anything about it. time for some CHANGE in this area.
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zzzzz. its like almost day break for the first day of the year now. tata!! and hi la la land. i shall blog again tmr. =P
puii- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz tired.