Wednesday, April 30, 2008
rehearsalssssssssssss!!!!! well, pretty okay i guess, mostly because i'm not doing much actually. yea kinda sad. but owellsssss..Thesis show's tmr!! and Fly with Me over the weekend. cant wait cant wait. feeling so excited for everyone man, especially the graduating people!!! =) hope they can really end their school life on a strong note; a big bang with that show!! =) go go go!!!!
When holiday comes, its time for Bleach to come back to my life. i got some catching up to do with my Mythbusters and Mummy Forensics. haha!! =) Discovery rocks!! =)))
I promise to exercise during holiday. I promise to go for some dance classes and stuffs. I promise I won't overeat (too much) during the holidays.
I'm sure it's gonna be gone just *click* like that. =(
So here's to me, three months from now. Yea you had all the slacks and fun, now go kick some barres with your ballet shoes (ouch! =P)
Excited for tmr!! =)
Forbidden Kingdom is only worth the actions stuffs its got. Lousy storyline. Totally predictable plot and ending. Gosh i cant believe how bad it was. But the fightings' good. real good.
Argh i hate watching movies like that. Little thoughts, just pattern pattern stuffs. haha..
well, perhaps there WERE many thoughts =P hahahhahaha..
okie i'm VERY sleepy right now. BYE! haircut tmr. cant wait to see how much more uglier its gonna get.. man! exciting stuffs of life. haha! i never looked nice leaving any salons before =( sadcase. HAHAHAHAAHAH!! =P
i gian ah i gian ah gian ah gian ah gian ah! =P
puii- short hair short hair. shuai qi de short hair. =)
2:07 AM
Here's the celebration post, as promised =))) a lil LATE though =P sorrrrrrry~
Celebrated twice this time round! =P hahahahhaa.. was so fun man!! =)
Ajisen and Kbox is a killer combi!!! Its like high-ness to the max kinda stuff la! =P hahahahahahaah.. it was so so so fun doing nonsense things with those nonsense peeps =) hahaha! wo men de ai!!!!
aiya i just love these fun people, they so make my day. YAYNESS for fun friends!! =)
i love love love you guys more than paiku ramen and "wo men de ai" okay!! =)) hee!!!
after everything (all the exams) we went for the real celebration, that wasnt as rahrah as the previous day. hahahahaha... meal at pizzahut, funny crap stuffs from Terry and fattening food closes off the semester. now its Thesis show and Fly with Me. cant wait!! =)))
okay actually nothing much to write. just know i had great big nice fun after exams =) after all that stress =P HEE!
puii- FLYYYYYYYYYYY with me. HAHA!
12:01 AM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Compared to famine and natural disaster stuffs this might just be some peanut issue but, hecks, i'm just so TOTALLY glad practical exams are over over over!! =))didnt do as well as i had hoped. contemp especially. dang i was so nervous i couldnt sleep for few nights in a row!! =P only realised how tired i was when the class was hanging out at pizza hut today.
first thing first!!! ballet was so so so so so so so so so scary! i mean, come on la our class has been so freaked out by it since day one. and exam is like the big huge thing.. its like the first time you're eating bugs or something.. its just... ya.
so, went the TIRING barre exercises, with no breaks no nothing. but it was still oooooooookay, with mistakes and breathlessness all. hahahahahahahahaha.
centre was horrible; my worst day yet for ballet. hsien fa spotted i didnt close in fifth in petite allegro, so that earned me the role of a soloist for the rest of the exam.
EXAM!!! SOLO!! yes yes ME!! can you believe it. i cant even do nuts with people around me, and now its only me, out there for the whole world to see. DANG i was soooooo freaked out la!! =P man it was scarier than ms swan's smile!! =P
i cant do that on pointe jump and plie crap. i was so stressed; i couldnt take it man. i had to tear a bit after the exam. it was horribly scary la...
Big yay for classmates =) they were encouraging =)
(Celebrations will be in another post =)))) )
*wink*
Morning was horrible, cos i really couldnt wake up really, having not slept v well the previous night. but still..... i could only feel the "excitement" and nervousness all when i step into the studio this morning. dang, its that sinking feeling you get when you know you must get something done, and nothing's been done yet that kind! oh man.. i tell you.....
i dunno nuts about most of the exercises. i was freaking out. i was panicking. hahahahahaha, panick attack = stiff shoulders again. dangggggg.. of mayb i was having that shoulder prob all along without me knowing. hee! =P
so yea, all in all, i'm just sooooooo happy its all done. hoping for the best out of this. yes really hoping....
Talk more about the CELEBRATION in a while =P
puii- missing the level 2s and 3s already! =P
12:26 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Hey hey! here's the vid of my solo thing. tot i shared with the yall a piece of my school life. give me comments and stuff if you want k! =)Hmmm.. today was kinda a happy day.. not that happy.. in fact i was really very emo in the morning. i just couldnt do class cos my ankle and knees are hurting so bad i wanted to tear.. then thoughts about exams on monday and tuesdays.. expectations, worries, bad thoughts.. argh it was torturous.
lunch with dada ade yanhui and yongxin was cool =)) pizzahut loves!!! been so long since i ate stuffs like that. oh man mushroom soup!! =)) hee! enjoyed myself plenty. hahaha went shopped at supermarket with dada!!! she's really just so cute la aiyo.. haha so excited shopping around with the basket =) hahaha..
last day of semester today. really such a bad feeling not to be able to complete class today. was kinda depressed and worried about exams. =( dada was so encouraging. kk! i will ice my legs! =))
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Cellgroup today was dope! =)) prayer prayer meeting! real awesome time praying with my connect group and weiqiang, the big man! was a real good time in the spirit.
we learned "Great is our God" in Korean!! so fun!! =))
just love this bunch. they are great =)
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God speaks, in so many ways. He spoke of simplicity to me today; the simplicity i seek. simple things are to me, the hardest things to achieve. i seek simplicity. i want to put down things, many things, to better walk this road ahead. i need people walking with me.
i need to travel light.
God is good. all the time. in times of need He'll surely speak. i love Him alot really. really alot.
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bed NOW! am so tired physically. pray for me and my injuries, i believe in divine healing! =) i prayed, and i trust! it will come to pass!! =)
puii- Sunflowers.
12:33 AM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Argh wanted to wait for the vid to load and post it here. but i'm just too sleepy. hahhahaa..Today is happy day!!! =) Perf at SAS was fun. and lunch was DOPE! =))) had some good time with my nonsense friends. they are so cute =)
Trip back to school was funny, with Ivonn keep going "faster go back school lei..." cos she/we all wanna work on the solos we're supposed to show for exam. hahaha..
i was soooooo stressed about it last night la!! before i sleep i was thinking about it. at some point i must have dozed off, but i'm still dreaming about it!! can you believe it?! haha i dreamt i danced for my classmates and they gave comments, but i couldnt remember what. haha!! =P
well, i guess we're so overreacting cos its really the first time we're choreographing, and showing our very own contemp work..so we are really so gan jiong, cos we just want it to be a good one la. thankfully it was a pretty good run of everything i would say. so proud of everyone's effort through these few weeks =)))
and million thanks to aaron and eddie!! only mentioned the exam thingy to them, and i totally didnt expect (or wanted) them to come and watch to support! omg so shocked please. hahahaahahaah.. really ah thanks alot alot man you two, to come all the way down just to watch this exam thing we have. you guys are big love!!
they are just so irritating to have appeared when i totally feel so stressed up and unprepared!! hahahahahahahaha.. aiya but really, thanks guys!! =)
sooooo.. i guess i can only post that vid thing some other time.. you can go my multiply to watch if you can find the link some where la.. hahahaha.. added the synopsis and stuffs inside tgt with the vid. =P
okay. bed bed time. last day of class tmr!!!!! HOORAY! =)
puii- Protect the egg.
11:33 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Hello hello!! =)))Been feeling very silly today. thats why i went to borrow spongebob and mutts to fulfill my craving for silliness =))) HEE!! yay i'm gonna stay up to watch my spongebob movie!!! =)
oh oh! and i borrowed the bamboo dream by Lin Huai Min, the one meichian showed us in class. oh man, its so pretty i just cannot let myself delay watching it. hahahaah..
so... les miserables and red shoes has gotta wait! =P
oh and, i kinda finished the second series of celetial zones in the library today. i feel the first season was more nicer in story line, but oh well, they are stronger afterall in the second series so... pro pro attacks at the stupid monster!! yay they won. =) i like! =P
Last week of school already!! man... so fast. gonna soooo miss em seniors. hahahaha jenny la! go and ask if we will miss them after they left. DUH!! of cos will can.. hahahaha.. week 15!! week 15!! =P
Hsienfa is so funny in class the other day. He was fixing June's arasbesque, and he kinda made her legs go super high, and its really super nice, but June was like screaming la. hahahahaha so Hsienfa said something that made me laugh so much.. haha the way he said it la.
"Pain is just the now, but the GLORY is FOREVER!!"
HAHAHA!! it was sooo funny. you should imagine it with his voice man.. hahahahaa =P
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oh man.. i'm feeling so lousy about dance again. its just those valley periods that i must dash through.. i just don't trust myself with it la. its.. annoying. haha..
you know, it just came as a revelation, a lightbulb moment...
we trust wisdom.
we trust sense.
we trust understanding.
we hand precious things to people we trust to have the knowledge to take care of it, to have the understanding to keep it precious to them to. to have the sense to do what is right with it.
there, we trust.
i don't trust myself with dance. i'm like a kid being handed a rare gem. i don't feel i have enough knowledge about it. i feel i'm really so stupid in dance; learning it, knowing it, doing it.
i really want to dance well!!!
people know. thus people change. i want to know. i want to change.
argh.
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MUTTS MUTTS MUTTS!!! =)))) i love! they are acutally really clever! REALLY!! =P
okay i shall drop the idea of staying up to watch spongebob. my bed's calling. NIGHTS!! =)
puii- title.
12:54 AM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Winter.Drive it away.
I yearn for Your warmth with all my heart.
Voices.
Silent it.
All I want is to hear Your voice again, and again.
Mind.
Let it stop.
Let me think of You, and nothing else.
God.
Speak to me.
I need to hear Your voice once again.
The noises from this world is frustrating to hear.
The silence within, I can't bear.
Answer me; Tell me, the path to Your throne.
Let me come, Let me know.
Let me hear that Voice I love.
with all my heart, i love.
I am proud of myself!! i cooked my own lunch of pasta today, trying to replicate the taste that mummy is so good with. hahaha i kinda made quite some mess in the kitchen but YAYNESS! i managed to produce something that's pretttty edible afterall =) in fact, its not bad at all!! just lack a bit of bacon. =P
Borrowed Mutts from the Library the day before! Its just one of my other fav comics ever. Though it really looks stupid, i feel the guy behind this book must be such a great,big and lovely guy. The drive behind this book is just clever. and oh man its soooo funny!!!
"Three things in human life are important - the first is to be kind, the second is to be kind, and the third is to be kind."
Hahahahaha.. its really so cute =))))
but oh man.. i want to have all the time in the world to go back to my favourite Book ever.
Finishing my homework for the coming week. BYE! =P
puii- why?
6:59 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
i wonder what goes on in people's brain when they are made to stand for prolonged time on a crowded train.when they see a seat, its gotta worth more than gold and money. their butt hits the seat before their conscience could get to their heart.
poor old people.
poor children.
poor are the injured and sick.
so sad to see all these still. haiiii~~
anyways..
last day with loretta yesterday!! she's just such a wonderful and amazing woman, person, dancer and choreographer. sad to see her leave. really enjoyed the time with her. she's just so lovely.
madness photo taking session starts on the fake green at LaSalle. hahaah took loads of pictures (again). gonna start loading and tagging people =P
happy times at cg yesterday =) combined with tutors, and had a massive game thing! hahahaaha the forfeit is horrible la! what use your right arm to catch the left ankle of the person in front, and walk one round around the room!! hahahaha a nonsensely creative forfeit! hahahahah so fun so fun =)
Congrats Kenny and Serina! =)))
You know it really occured to me when we sang of the name of Jesus, how we say His name is the Name above all names, the most exalted Name, the truth of that really really hit me. I really saw how a name could be that wonderful. i never really knew till now. =)
to ivonn: i gian ah i gian ah i gian ah! haha gian gian, char siew rice and honeydew~~ =P
Gonna go study for dance science right now =)
oh i love Mutts! =)))
puii- White and true.
1:19 PM
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
thank God fever's gone with that medicine. that blur doc that i saw was really so blur. he was the first doc to answer me "I... i don't know" when i asked a question. haha..hopefully the fever didnt come from my eye infection. mum and dad was scaring me with words of operations and blindness those stuffs last night. okay okay! i wont wear contact lens these few days okay... but my eye feel a lil better than any other day right now so.. i guess the med's useful la huh? =P
finally got to eat dinner with mum today. am glad =)
kinda drowsy from that med thing. gonna sleep soon =) nites world.
oh, new blogskin, just cause i was tired of the old one. =)
puii- the word "forever"
9:11 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
People with great faith like children's, they affects me. They don't question, they don't demand explainations, they don't reject or reprimand; they just believe in others for the things they can't do.They don't ask "Who are you to?", "What are you to?", "Where are you to?".
They just believe when someone greater tells them stuffs. It may seem silly, but i feel its beautiful. Its just something we lost.
Just 'cause i ask myself too much, i bring myself down. sorry i blamed it on the whole world except myself. i am to blame...
perhaps thats when pst's sermon was such a word in season.
I want to believe, my wings are harder than i feel, my strength can last longer than i thought, my heart could be stronger than it is now. I want to believe i can change to be a better person, child, woman, friend, student, sister, daughter and human than who i am right now. i want to believe these legs, and this dream, can carry me further than i can ever imagine.
but where am i right now?
i love the mutton soup at sim lim square =)
i dont know how am i gonna survive tmr with albert's class, when i cant wear my contact lens with this huge pain in the eyeballs. hahahahahaha.. i think i'll just die again =P ha!
oh! i loaded the easter appreciation pics on facebook already =) go tag yourself if you have time =) hahahaha.. 98 pictures!! can you believe it! =P
i miss cuddling my rabbits. =(
puii- i can only imagine.