Wednesday, July 30, 2008

i was sick today!! =((( slept whole day la. really whole day. hahahaha but i'm much better nowww! =) Yay can go out tmr!


I needa go get new ballet stuffssss =P

Pointe shoes
Leotard
Tights
Toe pad
Ribbon

I was thinking of getting back bloch's sonata, but ivonn's psychoing me to get another brand. i shall go see tmr. hahahahahaaha.. ={

I get to see my darls on 31st!! Finally flowers outing!! =)) Hee! =)







everyday i live i know, You are my God



You are, You are Lord...



Oh Lord i pray, take all of me, for all of You.





puii- prayerful.

1:53 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

11:42 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

1:25 AM

12:51 AM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Oh man.. my onion head. Hee val look so cute here!
EZ with the superstar rocker voice! =) I love her la! =)
Hee funny people (without Mel! =( )
Oh... here she is. =P HAHA!!
Love this bunch! =) With many more not in the picture! Dang.. dunno if i'll ever get the full cast pics! =P

okay.. i'm posting pictures.. just cos i feel... pictures are nice. =P HAAHHA! *look at Iris*

Cos i told her i like her blog cos got alot of pictures! =P hAhahahah! i just realised what a dumb reason that is. =P hahahaha!!

puii- patience. understanding.

4:30 AM

Woohoooo~ i'm officially free (of schedules) for the moment! =)) Hee i'm totally enjoying the feeling of having nothing to do tmr! =)

Okay. i basically got nothing to do, except some dance at night. so everyday i've been sleeping and watching TV onlyyyy, oh and eating more more more than i'll ever need. so YES i feel like a much fatter person than two days ago already.

Okayy.. then again i'm seriously missing all the rehs we had for thief of time!! =) I made so many friends that i cant count, and they are all dope people =)) Missing all the hugs and laughter! =))

The production was good! =) Especially the last show! =)) Good atmosphere. Good acting! Good showw!! =) Was a real good experience. Well, not all good, but GOOD LA! =) I really learned alot, at least least least more about myself, who i am, and what i can do! =) Really good la. Thank God for it.

Yay to ah hei's classes for ministry pracs!! I guess i'll never dance that well, but hey! i got a chance to learn =)) and woah.. i love watching her dance mann! SO SHUAI! =)))

Hee and i always miss dancing with my darls! Especially Calynne that stupid dumb dumb!! She keep talking cantonese to me!! HAHAH!! =P Siao oneeee!!!

Yay to E Ching's tmr!! =P

School is starting in like.. 11days!! =P

Pro at cooking is a stupid show. Really stupid. =P HAHA thanks chew for telling me anyways! =P

JIA YOU VALERIE LIM JIA QI! =)))

puii- your ability and your dreams

1:20 AM

Monday, July 21, 2008

BOTHERED.

Well, i guess there is a reason why artists are generally poor.

And i guess its just hard for people to find the balance between people and profit.

I, for one, think people precedes profit.

Arts, should be the same.

This is not like buy and sell.

This is not like goods that you can quote an amount for.

Well, you can, but.. Its not the main purpose is it?

AND i am sure, with no people, there will be no profit. if you can see what i mean.

I want to be an artist that profit others.

I cant sell it like pots on a shelf.

it cant just be goods to be delivered.
to be sent
to be purchased
to be ordered
to be a tool just to profit.

i cant just sell it. i love it too much.

i can only share it.

Of course i must earn my living.
i need to survive
of course i need to quote an amount, to eat off arts (Ha..)
i'm a human, with human needs
there are price tags out there to pay
yes i must sell it.

but i didnt pick it up just for this.
if i'd want to earn big bucks, c'mon i wont choose this road.

if it were personal profits i were looking for... i'd have been very stupid.

you cant just buy arts.
like how you cant just buy language.
culture.
traditions.
atmospheres.

it should have started with love and passion.

in mind:

People people people..

I know where i came from; where i started to walk.

More importantly i know Whom i'm walking with. So it doesnt matter if i live a life without abundance, or even, without enough, i just want to keep walking. because i need to be where He is. wherever wherever He is.

If artists are the mirrors of a society, i want to be a shiny one, polished clean by the word, reflecting the image of God.

i want to profit others.
i want to be like fertilisers to trees.
yeast to bread.

and not a parasite; feeding off others.

i want to be someone useful.
someone that will make a difference.

and don't you dare stop me, world.

1:27 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

1:08 AM

If you're gonna have the "anyhow" attitude
then you're just gonna have a "anyhow" life
and people will treat you "anyhow"
looking at you like just some "anyhow" person
who will do things "anyhow"
who treat things like "anyhow"
who says anything "anyhow"
who view responsibilities, trust and life as "anyhow"

THEN HOW?!

Its not like i want to be angry and i'm shooting you. But i just question, is there any seriousness in you to serious things..

i'm sorry if i'm being too serious la. but i believe if there's a job given, then it must be done nicely. cos i don't want to be viewed as a "anyhow" person, who does a job "anyhow", who treat serious things as "anyhow". I don't want to be just a nice and funny. that's like.. a clown. I want to be able to handle things, and i want to be able to be trusted with things.

And i am sure Jesus wasnt one "anyhow" person. Life cannot be live just "anyhow", backed by "never mind" man.. So what if everyone else neglects their duties or jobs, Jesus saw, and steps out to go and do the job of the lowliest servant. He went to help wash everyone's feet when nobody remembered, or want to remember this job. He wasn't even paid!

I want to be like that. I want to step up. I want to do something, anything.

I want to serve like Abraham's oldest servant, which he was sent out to look for a bride of Issac. He was very effective in fulfilling his task. He made sure everything were in order, and that the treasures were all set onto the camels. He would have studied the area, to know where would the maidens gather. He would have been seeking earnestly, doing all he could to fufill his master, Abraham's wishes. And in all things, he seeked God. I totally believe he would have done all he could before coming to the well in prayer.

And that is not "anyhow"

"Anyhow" is "aiya never mind la, i'll just head off to the neighbouring village and anyhow grab any random girl. still must travel so far away.. all the way back to the land they came from?! siao ah! haha anyway they won't know where this girl come from. i give her more money tell her dun tell them la.. come on man she just need to look hot. aiya can one la lidat. never mind la they wont know one."

So, please, just think about it.


puii- frustrated.

12:53 AM

Friday, July 18, 2008

My goodness, i just had the silliest of moments!! I saw some stuffs on the internet that i want to take notes of, so i searched a pile of papers beside my computer. And guess what i found!!



An aged, old letter from 77th street with my getalife card!!!


Note the date okay.. 30 June 2006!!! My goodnesss!!! And i never ever ever knew this letter came to my house!!


You know. i held a grudge towards 77th street because of this. cos i keep thinking they cheated me of my pathetic 12 dollars. SO in the end they didnt!! It was the mess at home that cheated me of my 12 dollars!!

Talk about letting go of bitterness! HAHA!

So now i saw this card that i never got to use. dangggg this is such a weird feelinggggg.. I kinda feel a lil sory for myself. HAHAHA!! =P


Gosh see!! even the envelope turned yellow under a white paper. and its still sealed!!! Like nobody even bothered to pass to me, or help me open it!! =P HAHAAAHAH!! This is such a silly mistake.



Oh and another letter for me, which i got no clue of. Some MOE letter about some scheme, which i also have no clue of. so i went to their website to educate myself on that! hahahaah.. now i know something new. =P



So basically.. i now totally forgot what was it that i wanted to copy down, cos i was so overwhelmed by this sillyness thing =P HAHAHAHAHAH!! i shall go and laugh some more. =P

Today today!! I wanted to go swimming. Cos finally had a day totally free to myself after all that rehearsals and productions. Today's free cos reh's cancelled =))

In the end... i got too attached to watching Mythbusters =P till i totally ditched my plans to go out =P hahahahahah!! i dun mind the extra pound, so long as there's MYTHBUSTERS to watch!! =)) HEHEHEHEHEHE!!

Oh, i was telling chewie.. Pui Man is allergic to responsibilities. HAHAH! =P But hey! I dont want to conform myself to that. I want to be a stronger Pui man! More effecient in handling things, more capable of organizing, and more resposible with duties. I dont want to be satisfied always being the one that follows and idles around; my only responsibility is to appear! NO! I want to do more!

Sooooo.. i really must grow up in this. I must learn to stretch my tiny little self to do much more! Because i believe my God has made me better and bigger than what i am right now =)

I want to step up.

I want to go down.

Break me.
Break me.
Break me.

Oooooh YEA deadliest catch's new season is finally onnnn!!! Cant wait for the next episode! And i cant wait till 31 July!!!! =))) Mythbuster's 100th episode: Mc Gyver Special!!!!! =))

Man, dang to Discovery Chanel! they rock. they the DOPE! =)

Okay, except for the fact of them bringing in Smash Lab.

Okay, just ignore me. =P

School is starting and i cant wait!!! Cos i'd get to see all them lovely darls i've been missing alllll holiday! dang didnt get a chance to meet em up at all man... cannot lidat ah! =P hahaha!!

i've been reading more. yea i believe something will come out of it. something positive. something bigger than i can ask or imagine. =) just you wait right there, world!! =)

puii- preparations.

1:29 AM

Artemisia absinthium

Ephesians 4:30-32
And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you.

God, whenever i harbor anger or bitterness, let You be the One i will always run to first. let me know, and let me come falling. cos, i don't want to grief You, Holy Spirit. cos, You are the Love of my life and.. i don't want to grief You, Holy Spirit..

1 Samuel 1:10
And she(Hannah) was in bitterness of soul, and prayed to the LORD and wept in anguish.

I want to pray to You in my weakest, darkest, loneliest, most angry, most evil, most bitter moments. Let me find Your strength in my weakness. Lord, let me hold on to Your hand when i am falling. let me pray to You oh God, in times of need.

Acts 8:22-24
Repent therefore of this your wickedness, and pray God if perhaps the thought of your heart may be forgiven you. For I see that you are poisoned by bitterness and bound by iniquity.” Then Simon answered and said, “Pray to the Lord for me, that none of the things which you have spoken may come upon me.”

God, let me come to realisation. Open my eyes to my faults. Oh God, and let me say that same thing, that i'd pray to You immediately, that i will make a descision, that i want to make things right, that i want to repent of my sins against you oh Lord.




God, let me not be like the Children of Israel when they meet the waters of Marah. Father, let me not be one of those that will sing your praises only in the good times. Father, i dont want to be singing the song of Moses and the song of Miriam, only to come back to complaining against You at Marah.

Father let me place my faith in You. I want to heed Your voice. I want to do what is right in Your sight. I want to give ears to Your commandments.

Exodus 15:25
So he(Moses) cried out to the LORD, and the LORD showed him a tree. When he cast it into the waters, the waters were made sweet.

I want to cry out to You. I want to see Your face.

puii- loving God, and loving people.

12:52 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

There must first be realisation. That is the first step of repentance.

"Repentance is an inner change of mind resulting in an outward turning back, or turning around; to face and move in a completely new direction."


If we don't even realise fault, or the need to even repent, we would never.

The prodigal son realised. and made a descision. He had an inner change of mind, and made an outward action. He repented. and oh, what a change he had in his life!!

So i pray oh God, let me know. Open my eyes to see my faults. I pray You kill my pride and show me my flaws. I just want to be more like Jesus.

If it takes the crow of a rooster to break me, I pray let the rooster crow everyday in my life.

圣灵的果子

仁爱 ：爱神也爱人
喜乐 ：每天都开心
和平 ：不跟人吵架
忍耐 ：不随便生气
恩慈 ：作个好心人
良善 ：喜欢帮助人
信实 ：诚实不说谎
温柔 ：常常有礼貌
节制 ：学习要定时

puii- life in the Spirit.

2:18 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

OH OH!! This is like a huge announcement so i gotta put everything in big words, and bold.

IF ANYONE IS ORDERING STUFFS FROM DISCOUNT DANCE, PLEASE TELL ME COS I WANNA ORDER STUFFS TOO! =))

Share shipping la~~~~~

You can get me a REALLL early birthday present too if you want. HAHA! You can always join the bless-cute-puiman gang, which have zero members at the moment. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHH!!! =P

okay bye! sorry for being random =)

puii-

3:49 AM

我何等愛你阿爸天父
你無條件為我付出
犧牲愛子叫我得贖
你愛充滿我

主你寶血為我而流
洗淨我罪給我自由
你的愛是何等偉大
喔主耶穌

一生要讚美
我美好救主
你的愛是我生命全部

一生要敬拜
我親愛天父
你無條件的愛讓我心得滿足


Oh man i just love this songggg.. so much.. in a very special way..

Service was DOPE. real good. and its content coincides with the ones i've been listening to over podcast, so.. =) good ah! =)

DN1 is LOVE! =) i cant tell you how much i love this bunch! =) Dopest people in town! =)

We had our long long long time once outing to east coast park for picnic and sandcastle building contest!! Hahah it was so so so so fun!! It was a guys versus girls thing, and yes! we won by girl power! we ROCK! =))

It was really really fun! To work as a team, serving the vision of our visionary, Nicole! All that cheering and rah-ing was soooo fun with em pretties! =) The guys did great too!! Just that they wasted alot of time at the beginning trying to figure stuffs out! But they still finished before us, and had time to make some ammo out of sand and prepared to attack our pretty castle!! SO MEAN RIGHT! hahaha..

anyways, it was a real fun time with that gang =) and i made many new friends, which is COOL! =)

Gonna be busy still this week for the Thief of Time production. Praying for opportunities, open doors =) and yes they are coming, slowly but surely! =))

I just suddenly feel like saying this to you: I believe with time and heart i will change to be a better person. I can stand up again. I can fight, and i can win. If i am, and i know that i am doing everything right.. then i don't need to fear. I can grow to be stronger, better, more like Jesus.

As for who you are...You might just know it is you. Just know that my heart toward you is one of goodness and love! i believe time will tell you these.

Oh~ God is a God that hears and answers prayers =)

The value that we put on things we hear will determine its impact on our lives.
The value we put on ourselves determines our self image.
We must have a healthy self image and self esteem.
We must know who we are; not to view ourselves higher up or lower down.

Our imagination and mind, is actually a very powerful tool.

Oh~ more on that next time =)

Gotta go sleep already... meeting beloved NICOLE CLAIRE tmr for dance dance dance dance dance! =) cant wait to camwhore with that pretty girl in our DRESSES! HHAAH! =))

puii- Thanks YW! =))

2:19 AM

Monday, July 14, 2008

Well, i thought since i already let you out to some photos =P I'll post a few more. So here's a slice of Puiman's life, back in HongKong and early years of here in Singapore =)

The pictures are blur because I took a picture with my cam now, of the photograph. Sorry i'm just lazy to scan it =P

Here goes =)




I'm a cute Hong Kong baby with red cheeks!! =)
























My very very first step!! =) SEE! I was soooo happy! =)
Hahaha man, i cant believe i was already so shuai since young. danggg =P



This is my first best friend (i suppose) i serious have no clue who on earth he is! well, my mum says he is the neighbour's son. okay loh... neighbour's son.















Man was i short =P























I already knew how to point my feet!! =P It must be in my blood! =P HAHAHH!!
Hee we look silly =P



Haha, i knew how to pose with a slight slant in the body~!!! Man, this is so funny!!


This was my favouritest dress! my girliest dress of all.

And yes i could look so ladyyyyyy....

...Or so guyish!!! =P























Man!! Just look at this photo!! I look like a total ape! like some monkey from the wild!!





















Okay, so here's the photos =) there's of course, still alot alot more. =P Hope yall had a good laugh at it =))

puii- yesteryearsssss

2:41 AM

i miss you, and i love you.. tai tai.



puii- healing.

2:25 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

I'M FINALLY GOING FOR DANCE CLASS TMR!!!

hahahahha after all that talking about it since holiday start!! now my holiday is ending, then i'm getting my lazy legs to work abit of hiphop!!

dang i feel so out of touch.. i AM out of touch. dang i see all em vids of the oschool instructors.. ARGH!!! i wanna take many many many classes!! i wanna go ryan's monday classsss!! =P

danggg... and school's starting in a few weeks!!! man!! =P

its okay!! i bet school's gonna be great! i'll do my best and make it great! =)

oh i love this holiday!! i love having things to do everyday. i love having so many chances to meet up with darlings like val!! =)) yay!! many cheers for that! =)

i believe prayers work miracles. =)) and i want to live it everyday!

puii- Shamgar.

2:24 AM

Monday, July 07, 2008

My abs are hurting.. from all that laughing at dinner/supper last night, where Ah Hua was the highlight!! =))) Man she's like the cutest thing EVER!! She like our latest STAR! our abs trainer. I tell youuuuu.. she made me laugh SO HARD! its even more tiring then the whole dance before that!! HAHAHA!! =P

Ah Hua the CUTE hot mama! =))

Service yesterday was so good! Its always the simple things that strike me. =)

Lunch at Szchio's mum's shop was good! mannnnn all that food is dope la =) I love that soup!! but i was full far far far too soon so.. dang! =(

After that we went Kenny's house. Watched Celine Dion's concert in Las Vegas. I TELL YOU! it is sooooooooo amazingly amazing to watch. man! it was so mind blowing! i bet its a thousand times better watching it live! =)

OH OH!! i just received pictures taken during rehearsal on thurs! dangggg i should have cutted my hair earlier! =( too bad, linda wasnt free. hahaha! nevermind! now i have photos with both my short and shorter hair! =))

MYTHBUSTERSSSSS TIME!! =))))

puii- well, THERE's your problem! hhaha! =)

11:35 PM

I AM SO BLESSEDDDD!! =) With wonderful people that loves me soooooo much!!

I LOVE MY CELLGROUPPPPP! =))))

Okay... that was a blast of happy emotions =))) sorry!! i'm just sooooo overwhelmed right now =))

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The show's finally over!! Am really really glad that everything went well today!! God's hands are really really upon us. =))

FIRSTT!!! Thanks thanks thanks to Melissa!! (tho i dunno if she ever pops by here..) Wouldnt have such a chance to perform if weren't for you!! =)) You led this little fishy further down this road, one more step one more step =)) THANKS!! =)

Really, this whole process was so so so much fun. Credits to the girls!! they are such an awesome and fun bunch! =) Really love spending all those time with them =) Yay!!

Now its like.. all the muscles aches and pains and injuries and enduring was all worth it, cos we made a difference today =) if not in others, at least in ourselves. I believe we have all grown through this production!! =) So blessed!

I really thank God for His presence and power, and that He is a God that answers prayers =) Everytime we feel down and out and like we are the worst dancer ever, His presence would renew and refresh us, encourage and strengthen us. And many thanks to Melissa to all the sharing of verses and inspirations, about dance, God and life. =))) If not in dance, at least i would've grown as a person =)

and yes, i will try try try try try to wake up earlier from now on!! =P

i've been so blessed!

new friends.

new doors.

bigger faith.

stronger vision.

closer to God.

closer to dance.

and of cos, just by the fact of being able to dance was blessing enough =)

and i am so blessed with wonderful friends that have walked with me so far!! and i know that i know that i know, they will continue to walk with me, and help me when i couldnt get up =) i know they'll be there to cheer and all!

i'm so blessed financially! God's law in seedtime and harvest is indeed true. In a seed is definately potential that will DEFINITELY bear fruit. and i am still standing on it! =)

i'm so blessed emotionally and spiritually. God speaks. God hears. God understands. God comforts. God teaches. God guides. God calls. God leads. God love. God care. God watches over me, oh i'm so glad! =)

i'm so blessed with opportunities! When i just finish this show, I've got on hand a gig for some theatre company. and then!! randomly i got another chance to choreograph a contemp piece on a girl for her audition! It all just kept coming! and His blessings are still continueing to pour. Indeed, He answers prayers as I had prayed for open doors, and opportunities. =)

i'm so blessed with support and prayers! =) i know God always have His angels around me =) always...

i'm so blessed with positivity! So generous are people with their praises!! Man, it boost me up, and would let me last alot more longer! Really, thanks people!! Couldn't have come so far without yall!! =) I would never be able to do it if i was alone in this! =)

i'm so blessed with wisdom, education and empowerment. Cos i just realised i got soooooooo many sermons in my com, from the podcast!! Now my phone is filled with them. and i am soooo blessed by these messages =)

i'm so blessed in dance! cos i CAN dance right now =)

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I am reminded of Dr. A. R. Bernard's sermon.. We are God's workmanship, and workmanship in some language is Poema, which was the root of the word Poem.

We are God's poetry. We are His chosen words, deliberate arrangement and specific message that He wants to tell the world.

Dance speaks, therefore I am sure dance is the deliberate arrangement that God have for dancers, like Haiku or Rhymes in poetry. We are His chosen words, in which He speaks to the world. Thus we must do what we do, to bring what He wants us to, to wherever He wants it.

We always plans and writes a poem, edit and refine, before showing it to anyone at all. Its the same for us, cos God already has us on His mind, when we are not yet in being. Everything is done and is happening.

Poetry; it is so beautiful!! =) I want to be God's poem! =)

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Loaded all the pictures already! =) Check on my facebook. Tag yourself if i missed you! =)))

I am so tired, but i cant sleep right now!! Needa get some work done. More, another time!! =)

puii- love Arista!! =)

*edited* i just realised i forgot to tell yall about that "earthquake" thing!!

Haha so it was on friday night la. i came home from the first show, after stuffing myself with the goodness of newton circles, to find that my sister has fallen asleep in my bed!!! SO, i had to go sleep on her, which was a double decker.

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!! I was suddenly awoken! I kept stilllllll and was like.. "oh nooo.." cos i felt there was some tiny tremors, like earthquake! I was really really really about to run down the bed to wake the whole house up, so we can grab our little sacks of stuff and flee for our lives,

then i thought, cant be what.. woodlands NEVER EVER had anything like this happen before.. no reason why there should be right now! but then again that tremor didnt stop.... which was such a weirddddd feeling..

i thought and i thought.. then i realised! "could it..." and placed my hands on my thigh muscles and gluteus maximus muscles, and LO AND BEHOLD! they were the ones that was shaking so hard that cause me to feel that "earthquake!!" HAHAHAHHAAH!! i felt totally silly, cos after that shock i could not sleep at all!! man!!

hahahahahaha my mum heard about it and got so worried. she thought i might have something wrong with my muscles. i told her its just tired, and she didnt believe me! hahaha!! =P

okay, so that was a silly episode on friday night =)

puii-

12:49 AM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

hear my silent prayer
heed my quiet call
when the dark and blue surround you

step into my sigh
look inside the light
you would know that i have found you

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so excited about TOMORROWWWWW!! =) Mike Connell's meeting in the morning. Claypot fellowship in the afternoon, and LAST PERF at night!!! Oh man i cant cant cant waittttt!! i'm getting so excited, i bet it's gonna be so DIFFICULT to sleep tonight!!

Oh.. i got something stupid to share. Its about earthquakes. But i'll keep it for the post-show entry =)) Its got link one =)

God sees!! and God answers our prayers when we need need need them!! He saw me when i was persistant in doing what is right! and oh my, how great is His reward!! =)) thank You Jesus!!!!

puii- so blessed! i cant contain it!!

12:27 AM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

PUIMAN IS A SUPERHERO!!

puii- okay i'm not. i just FEEL like it =))

2:33 AM

i'm so TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

but i'm even more exciteDDDDDDDDDDD!!! =)) its really such a first first step into full length shows, and its stretching my tiny tiny self just a tinge bigger! i'm soooooo grateful for all the things i've learnt!!

Two more showssss!!!! Cant wait for it to come, and cant bear for it to end! Everything's so fun right now. Man! I'm loving the piece more and more, cos its making more and more sense to me. haha! =))

MILLION THANKS to Ivonn and Yong Xin!! they made my night by bringing me to Newton Circles for the FIRST time =))) yes i know, what a noob i am.. BUT! cannot blame me what... its just the same thing as me havent gone to malaysia, seoul garden, chomp chomp and all em places that singaporeans are SUPPOSED to have gone before (or so i was told..). Hahahahaha..

Thanks girls for coming! and making me laugh on stage!!! man that was whacky. HAHA! =P

I had many fun =)) I'm sure tmr will be too!! i'm just sooooooooooooo tired right now i wanna go sleep alreadY!! =)

SINMAN IS SLEEPING ON MY BED!!!!!!!! =((((((((((

(i managed to drag my fav blanket from under her head, for myself tonight =))

puii- i got two roses today!! =))

1:54 AM

Thursday, July 03, 2008

I had a happy day! I pulled my neck, BUT i had a happy day =))

At least i made myself useful when i went over to Ivonn's shop. hahahahahahaha..

I had a happy day yesterday too, just except yesterday night.. but thats okay.. hahaha..

ANDDDD!! I'm going to be happy tomorrow! Cos its full dress rehearsal!! and its gonna be like the real thing! =) i serious cant wait for the show!! i think it is going to be SO GOOD =))))

PRAY FOR MY NECKKKKK TONIGHT! =P hahahahahahahahaha..

Tag on my board: Red or Ash, choose one.

Do this by friday morning. MUSTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

hahahahahahahaha...

I'm totally craving for salad. and mushroom soup. and cheese with bread, bread with cheese. arghhhhh..

NIGHTSSSSS~~

puii- very tiredddd and very happy =)))

12:43 AM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

i know i had to reply.
its not too hard, right?
yet i couldn't find the courage to.
you understand, do you?

leave that summer.
altogether.

i ain't sorry for the choices i made.
if i had a chance, it'll all be the same.
i'm happy today, you should be too.
i mean, what's life with that face all screwed?

my friend, listen.
we ain't distanced.

you know, you know, it may be true.
things may not be like what it used to.
but, define "friend" for me,
what on earth do we need?

leave history,
cos', I hate it.

there are things i treasure
there are things i hold
there are times i disappear
but does that mean i'm cold?

am i such a pain?
should i just go away?!

stuffs we've wrote, written, and are writing.
why let the bad things be the only ones surviving?
listen, please listen, we've got to move on.
the past ain't worth nothing for us to hold on.

what's the past, anyway?
a child being led astray.

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if you read this, you will know its you. i'm just totally irritated right now.. like.... ARGH.

YOU THINK THAT'S HOW I TREAT MY FRIEND? there's no past there, there's no future. its only NOW and NOW we are friends.

Friends don't need to know each other, to the deepest of depths, friends are there just to BE THERE.

of cos there's distance; the distance that time placed. so what? what does it hold? what can it do?!

If you still treat me as friend, then stop saying stuffs like that. I dont believe the past can have any hold to the present, and NOW is all that matters. I dont treat you any different from others of my friends; you just gotta leave that summer!

puii- argh, thoughts.

9:40 PM

1:22 AM

me

searching meanings
with dreams, with dance
with love

puii

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