Thursday, January 29, 2009
Finding.
i hate the cny flu bug =( stupid school aircon is ridiculously cold yesterday. better doc's if not my throat confirm kena together. hahahaha..
i went down to the clinic at 9 plus 10 to get a queue number. they gave me a 3.40pm slot. hahahaha.. jia lat sia..
think i gonna slp till then.. =(
Its not about finding.
puii- Its the knowing.
so what do i know?
2:27 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Why must i always see something bad after something good?
I guess i can never ever get to learn to..
*
Anyways..Happy 2 Months boy =)
puii-
what on earth are you thinking?!
4:10 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
i promise to upload all the photos i owe soon!!!! =PPP hahahahaha..
its hard for me to learn to.....haha havent load all the hiphop gangsta photos we took, and from C day.. and other stuffs la! hee i think people like ebird's gonna kill me for the delayyyyy.. hahah sorry la =P still love me right ebird?!!! =)) ehehehehehehehe..
its painful, even tho i know (and totally hope) it doesnt mean anything..ahhhh having such a hard time researching on dance culture and performance theory. especially perf theory!! cos i'm suppose to do a presentation on this subject that i totally have no clue of till now!! die laaaa.. and i cant find that dang book that writes about it. dangggg... hit the internet!
sorry i took myself further than where i should.. it reminds me of things i dont want to..dance culture also laa.. fusion dance. haha still dunno if i can manage it not. not really v familiar with both of my dance form choices. but aiya.. should be fun. hahaha..
sorry for playing minesweeper on my own, emoing this time.. then there's collab. which... ah nothing..
dun ask me about it.. i dun wan to talk or think about it anymore.. really.. really.i cant wait for CNY to come! so i can throw away my old shoes for the new pair. hahahaha.. its serious cui-ing and i see no point in trying to fix or wash it and all. hahahahaha.. i'm getting shorter by the days cos the shoes wearing off.. HAHA! =P
sorry i was a lil emo just now tho i tried to be normal.. guess it won't ever truly be.. sorry.okay.. here's my short break for myself.. return to research =)
see your recycle bin. sorry i just did it myself; i couldnt stand it. but i am kay, really =) puii- ..and you will know why, so..
oh, there's something else. but thats tmr.. that can wait.. =)just know that, i love you boy =) really really do =)
9:03 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
is it really..?
puii- tired.
11:44 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
i'm v tired right now..
cos my rabbit havent been well.
saw it struggling so bad last night just to keep its head up..
some things that you dont do just makes me read things differently.
i dont know.. but it made me missed sleep whole night..
now i'm not feeling so well.. danggg..
i miss my first rabbit alot suddenly. this cute lil thing called brownie. before she left she gave us another cute lil thing that looked exactly like her.. well, almost. hahaaha we called him brownie too =P
and i'm sorry for thinking too much on my part..
but when she died.. she looked exactly like how i saw b-boy last night. it was so sad laaa.. couldnt help it. knew i should have went to rest and all, and not miss class this morning but.. really couldnt sleep la.. keep waking up also..
danggg..
i feel so dead now i dun feel like going out. but hecks.. i should go out now. said i'll go for ballet, but slept thru it too..
doubt i'll be able to pull all my nonsense stuffs in class today.. =(
puii- you give and take away.
10:47 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
Here's a story of lovers finding
Union so deep there is no unwinding
Tender threats exquistly finding
Two lives together so deep resounding
Love so strong whatever the weather
Even apart our souls are together
Its you and me babe forever and ever
Even apart we're dreaming together
One..
Suddenly all time and space
Loses its meaning when I see your face
And I'm wrapped up in heaven's grace
Feeling so safe in your sweet embrace
One..
puii- a-ily
9:45 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
one of my rabbit's not doing so good.. it can't stand up and hop around like it used to. its refusing to drink water for few days now. mum say it might not be long before......
i love you B-boy. get well soon k?
making me miss all my rabbits last time so so much. i miss my first rabbit. i still love her the most.
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First week of school's over. 14 more weeks to go. Bet when its over it'll feel like a blink of the eyes but right now it feels like forever..
I havent been able to get up for 830 classes (danggg) =P hahahaha..
Thanks boy for waking up early and sending me to school =)
Love the girls in school. =)))
CNY coming!! =)) Went to chinatown yesterday. hahahahahaha not crazy amount of people yet but still quite happening ah. =P Cant wait for CNY =))
Dad's leaving for China on second day of CNY i think. to spend CNY with his siblings back in GZ.
There's homework but i dun feel like doing it.
I miss hanging out with Mabel and HY. Just cos they are irritating..
okay.. i should go pack my room a lil =P mum's been nagging. hahahahahaha..
puii- cte.
3:25 PM
i'm sorry its always my fault...
why do i always end up making you emo?it must be something that i'm doing wrong..and dang.. i just cant figure..
emobug..aiya.. it must be all my fault..
puii-
...go away.
5:07 AM
Monday, January 05, 2009
stupid attack of the emo bug..wish i am a lil braver, to be true. to say what i feel. to be who isian and not wanting to do anything..
want to be, who i can be..
really feel supa sian now la.. randomly feeling bored and who i should be..
i miss my sweetwish i am a lil braver, to do what i should do, to tell you all the
i suddenly feel like eating fried chicken =P haha.. truth, to step forward and be.
..and something cheesy.. like baked pasta or what.
just be.
cant wait for chinese new year =))
wish i am a lil braver, to trust more than i do. to trust more than i i'm hungry alreadyyyy =PP should.
learnt my lesson. albert's class in the morning = must eat
wish i am a lil braver, to be brave for you. you. breakfast.
puii- a-ily.
puii- aily
10:40 PM
stupid emo bug. it must be the preschool depression thing.. yeaa i know school's officially started and all today but.. thats the whole point right.. first day of school and you're thinking.. dangggg 4 more months to goooooooo...
1st and 2nd May Fly with Me.. the Grad show.
school's okayyyyy la.. missed the crowd tho. had albert early morning.. having the aches from it now =P danggg i can totally feel it tmr laaaa =P hahahahaha..
i miss holidays alreadyyyy =P hahaha..
the timetable comes full on tmr!! better try and sleep away the soreness.. already have homework ahhhhhhh... sad. =P
k la.. i shall go off and emo. =PPP
puii-
there are some things i just won't say.
8:33 PM
Saturday, January 03, 2009
School's starting in two days timeeee!! =(( mega bummer. hahahaah whats with all that overeating and no-dancing-at-all la.. dun even know how i'm gonna survive first day =P hahahahaha.. jia lat laa.. i can feel the "first week soreness" already. HEE!
take forever to sit down and stand up
avoid every single staircase, as much as possible
wah... totally feel it. =P hahahaha..
i miss the girls in school. havent got to meet them at all during hols =P hahaha.. okay except Ivonn. went Myth to disturb her the other day. hahahaha.. =P
danggggg holiday's over like so soon!! to make it worse, i feel sick for the past few days, before and after new year's day.. so like.. cant even end the holiday on a nice note.. SIAN ah.. all the pills i must eat all day =((
haha despite being sick i still managed to catch the countdown and fireworks at esplanade with basketball =P was so beautiful la =) too bad didnt have the camera with me cos sinman took it with her on her trip. but.. haha serious think this is the first and last time la.. almost died there. hahahaha crazy amount of people la.. so hard to breathe man.. plus all the smoke and "fragrance".. hahahahaha.. jia lat man.
but i still enjoyed myself la =))
been home for few days now. bed ridden ah. sian.. feeling so weak, cant even walk properly to the clinic la. hahah had high high fever.. making me stupid. hahahaha.. thanks sweet for coming down everyday =) know you're bored but you still say its okay. hahaha.. ya la chiong your missions la =PP hahahaah.. pro la someoneeee =P
finally am better today! =) hahaha but aiya.. also dunno go where. haha later see how la. cant wait! =)))
SCHOOL FEES! better get from daddy =P hahahahaha..
puii- =)
4:20 PM