the flesh and blood of love

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

i miss you boy.
i love you.
puii-

3:54 AM

stupid flu bug. i hope you DIE. =)

i feel like eating strawberry ice cream tmr.

sian, got collab tmr, nothing to show sial.. howwwww..

dunno how to choreograph without dancers around laaaa.. haha..

performance theory. die laa.. haha final presentation really dun know what to do sia..

weekends should be three days long.

we should sleep through half of it.
..just know that..
and the stupid flu bug should stop attacking the dance faculty.

..i feel like eating bak kut teh. hahaahaha..
..whenever you feel f-ed up or upset..
flowers need escape. hahaha SECRET SONG!

i desperately need a haircut.

puii- ..i feel twice the sh*t..

3:43 AM

Sunday, March 29, 2009


i got a random craving for laksa. shall eat that tmr if have time. heh~

i miss pmt already =P haha..

i miss flowers. we should have our album out soon. week 16 ah, An嫂 Hao嫂 choose a song! =)

Coming week 13 already. Can't wait for school to end. Hahahaha seriously sick of everything sia.

Heh.. i wore back my first pair of pointe shoes for class. Almost died =P
dumbdumb is so cute <3
AT say we are fat. we should all go on a diet. maybe i should forget about my laksa. hahahaha..

"still got time before show to lose weight ah.."

haha...

puii- a-ily =)

10:27 PM

Saturday, March 28, 2009

heh i sewed back nuanua's neckwound.

that dumbdumb refuse to wake up again.

ebird is a bak qi =P

loaded photos on facebook.

i feel like eating nutella and carbonara.

puii- damnnnn hungry.

7:03 PM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Happy 4 months boy! =)

hahaha cant believe i totally forgot about it!!! =P sorry la dear.. i SERIOUSLY was thinking about it like the day before! But slipped my mind =P heheheheheh.. sorry la sorry.. wont happen again ah, i put monthly alarm on that =P heheehehe~~

its a pain to not bring my phone out nowadays. feel so uncontactable, like if i'm gonna end up alone, i'm really really alone already. hahaaahaha..

thats when webSms come into play! =P i hate the auto timeout and signoff thing tho. hahaha..

i will not forget to bring my phone again.
i will not forget to bring my phone again.
i will not forget to bring my phone again.
i will not forget to bring my phone again.
i will not forget to bring my phone again.
i will not forget to bring my phone again.
i will not forget to bring my phone again.
i will not forget to bring my phone again.
i will not forget to bring my phone again.
i will not forget to bring my phone again.

haha 10 times of that. =P

cant wait for xiao yun's presentation later =D

cant wait for 'field trip' tmr to mjc

cant wait for the weekends

cant wait to finish collab choreo

cant wait to finish fusion dance

cant wait to finish all my journals and essays crap

cant wait for sem to end

cant wait for fly with me

cant wait for May 2

or May 21

or May 24

=P

iloveyouboy.

i need a haircut.

firm believer: stupid people will always do stupid things.

i need a haircut.

puii- pmt <3

3:05 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Womanhood surprised me today. no wonder the emoness yesterday. well i shoulda known, but i thought its not time yet.. dahhh that with the stupid headache i've been having since last night

=(((((( dangggg..

haiya stupid headache refuse to go away.. i feel like cocooning now.. =P thankfully the flu went away when i came school.. if not will feel lagi worse la.. dunno why got this irritating headache la... just wish it'll go away soon =(((

stupid womanhood.. so long never cramp already today came back with cramps.. make me emo also dunno emo what.. whole back aching.. dunno why also.. hai think these two days seriously not so good la.. everything like not going well lidat.. even my own body dun like me now..

maybe i'm dying.. =P hahahahaha..

then again. there's always stupid people like ebird that make my day happier.. hahahahahahahaha.. beating her up is like the new love =P hehehehe!!! haiya her stupid emo blog.. hahahha..

week 10 already.. .. .. ...

i miss basketball =P wanna watch him play ff8 and say its cool that squall kena tortured. hahahahah that sadist =P dunno he will wake up in time for class not.. hahaha that dumb dumb =P

iloveyouboy <3

puii- in pain.

11:02 AM

Saturday, March 07, 2009


well, i figured why i like to play sudoku and minesweeper so much when i'm emo.

i'm hungry but i dun feel like eating anything.

i dun feel like doing anything either, but having nothing to do is driving me nuts.

i wish i can be dancing right now.

waiting for that dumb dumb to wake up, to go eat or something.. haha silly boy so tired still keep wanting to attempt to wake up.

week 10 into school term already.. ... ... ...

mayb its just me la..

i feel like drinking ice milo. i wanna eat bread and butter.

mayb i should stop eating altogether. hahahahahahahahahaahha =P

ahhh nothing to do.. shall go continue my FF7 =P

puii- in vain.

2:45 PM

why??? am i the one who always lose..
why??? am i always the last to know..
why??? am i such a lousy piece of shit..
why??? can't you tell me yourself..
why??? must i do things like that to find things out..
why??? have i become like that..
why??? must i look over it everytime..
why??? am i not enough for you..
why??? am i disappointed again..

don't say i havent, cos i have. pathetically
don't say i'm not, cos i am.
always always am.
ya, why can't you?
apparently yes. i must..
i dont know
i really really dont know
ya i ask you...
again.. again.. again..

you know i'd want to know..
even if its wrong i want to know..

have you no heart for me at all?

puii- hai~~ saturdays...

12:48 PM

Thursday, March 05, 2009

HALO =)

haha performance lab right now =P albert dance so niceeeee~ hehehehe..

i miss my boy =P

i dunno what to do about collab.

i got craving for icecream soda.

i'm feeling so sleepy right now.

i feel like replaying FF8 again =P

suppose to start on my FF7 tho =P hahaha..

just got new contact lens. but i lazy to wear it. hehehee..

i'm still hungry now, after lunch. dangggg..

butter chicken butter chicken~

die la my knee is cui-ing.. left then right.. maybe one day everything will just cui together and i must find something else to do.

haha maybe i should look into my making-people-laugh career path. HAHA =P

haiya i'm hungry laaaa..

sleepy sial..

okay, i shall go and work my brains and think about performance theory or dance culture. maybe i should be a LIL more productive with my time =)

minesweeper and sudoku love~

puii- i miss milo lim, doodle lim and aaron lim. hahahaha..

2:39 PM

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

sometimes i just cant be of any help..
i think i'm stupid la.
i feel supa useless la.. daaa..
i'm turning retarded. hahahhaha..

no, i'm just kidding.

i feel like eating butter chicken. seriously.. =P

we should boycott all baby pink watermelons.

my dad change phone sia... i feel like changing phone too.

should i? - to alot of things.
or mayb i shouldnt.
i suddenly miss pri and sec school's canteen food. i miss the whole idea of a canteen la. =P haha..

puii- halo, may i help you? how can i..?

1:09 AM

Sunday, March 01, 2009

i feel like cutting my hair.. now now now now now..
or something equally rash and stupid.
i dun want weekend to end laa.. danggg.. hahaha..

week 9 already. its really so dang fast laa this sem. feel like dropping dance and doing something completely different sometimes. think its an overdose. think i'll be fine tmr after albert-therapy. hahahahaha..

mutts.

been readin tons of stuffs about Va ethnic tribe and krumping. hahahaha.. dance cultureeeee.. dang i still got one and a half mins to choreo for it.

puiman is being stupid. she made that stupid awkward silence.
hk hk hk hk hk hk hk hk. i miss the roast duck and curry lamb brisket =) hopefully...

puii- sorry.

10:33 PM