Thursday, May 21, 2009
boyfriends are not suppose to leave their girlfriend crying in the room like that..and because you mean so much to me, it hurts even more when you do that..i'm sorry i'm a sucker for romantic sh*t.i just want you to have a happy birthday..maybe i should just be real... for once..puii- a-ily i really do..but i really dunno how to see if you love me or not something..why must you leave the room like that..
4:29 AM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
How can you just say things like that..ijhjgycfrcfvbgqrpmazmaybe i'm just being over sensitive...puii-
2:41 AM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
take the ikea pencil and...i guess i'll never fully know what's on your mind,i love the boyfeeeee =)
just like how you'll never know which are the things that i really mean when i say..i love the elmo that boyfee got for me =)))
and the things that i dont mean to say..i love every everything that the boyfee got for me =))
and the things that i dont mean at all, hoping you'll know i dont mean them..june's party tmr!! what a weird theme sia.. jurassic park. ahahahahhahaha.. gotta bring the camera and see what weird clothes people gonna wear there..
that when i say no, its actually a yes...i'm feeling reallyyyy rusty from not dancing since fly with me.. my body's aching like mad everyday.. my knees are twisted and achy. i just feel like i need to move again, somehow.
that i'm actually a sucker for cheesy romantic sh*t..i need to swim, or something..
that you mean the world to me.. that i love you more than myself sometimes..boyfee refuses to go jog or cycle with me. hahahahahah..
.....okay.. most of the time..i need to dance la.. somehow =P haha..
that i'm really scared of not loving you enough, or right..cookie! we need a tan! =P
that when i say i love you, i really really do.. so so much..found two spider nests at home just now, really tiny ones.. well not quite actually.. one the size of a regular rubber, and the other.. maybe two rubbers. =P it was damn grossssss sia.. lotsa spiders and stuffs came out when i crushed that nest thing. flushed everything down the drain. hahahahaa =P
that when you always tell me you're okay when you're obviously not..heh.. i feel like eating curry chicken chop rice.. or curry chicken noodle.. or japanese curry rice.. or shanghainese curry rice.. or indian curry rice..
....i feel hurt, like you don't need me at all.. heh.. what's with the curry craving anyway..
i want to be there for you, not only when you're happy..
puii- i love you darr =)
love, you know what i mean?i feel so so so damn damn damn sad whenever you're sad too......
5:32 AM