Monday, September 21, 2009
fallen dreams are the hardest to keep. they drag you down, keeping you its prisoner. but its also hardest to let go; a part of you will never stop believing that maybe one day it will come true, in the most magnificient fashion, that maybe one day you can become a star...
then i say, we shouldn't give up at all. if we can find strength and courage to drag this heavy dream a little further, maybe that is where it will blossom.. don't know about you but, maybe i'll just keep dancing a little everyday.. in my heart, i still have a tiny dream.. well, not like its fallen or i'd given up or what.. just seeing people slowly give up on what they started due to circumstances is just hard to swallow.. hard to watch..
i'm afraid i'll become like that..
i don't want to lose my joy in dancing. i know its what i love, and i will try my best to love it the way i should =)
yes, even ballet and pointe with weights. hahahahahahaha... i will TRY =P
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i can't stop munching apollo biscuits =P
and my red bean bread
and drinking root beer
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sims3 is fun. i made my guy have an affair with a rich woman, making her pregnant, and then making her marry me, and chased the ex husband out of the big big house to live in the one i previously had, the tiny little hut house.
and the baby is kinda easy to take care. still need to teach to talk and walk and go potty. hahahaha damn funny game.
and the woman is pregnant again =P
haha sims 3 is fun la. its so ridiculously dramatic.
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puii- i can't wait to see baby again =P
9:59 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
haha well, in the end i didnt do anything i'm suppose to do. and its time to go.
byebye! =)
puii-
8:02 PM
my handphone battery got run over by cars yesterday. the battery cover too. hahaha so sian.. how can lidat..
hopefully it wont explode, and a new phone will come soon. hahahahahahahahaha..
was walking across to street to go over to peace centre area.. i already walk quite a bit away from the main road already know.. already reached like sultan kebab there already, then got these two indian girls tap my shoulders and say i dropped my handphone batt behind. i was like "oh, where??" and looked back. didnt see anything. i thought they would at least tell me where or what but they just walked off..
in the end i walk back to find, it was in the middle of a busy road. hahaha so sad, could only stand there and watch my battery and cover kena run over by cars. had to pick it up only at green man. the batt and cover was like polkadotted from tiny pebbles on the road.
how come those two girls cannot pick up first then come find the owner of those thinggggsssss..
hai sad. its kay la. its still functioning now la huh so.. haha i'm not dead from explosion yet.
always feel damn sleepy nowadays between 5 to 8. really dead tired sleepy kind.
dallas is shiokness =)
wah today today... ballet was so crazy.. hf made us buy wrist weights, 0.5 kg each side. and made us wear it on the ankles for whole of barre and half of centre exercises. wah i tell you it was so crazy. i really cannot feel my toes at all, we all couldn't. hahahha.. it was damn painful la. my whole feel was cramping up from all the releves already, still must push off from the floor when we do petite allegros.
i thought i was going to die.
i think this will either make or break us. lets hope we survive =) hehehehehehe..
no matter how much i dance i'll still feel like a nua sai. hahaha that feeling sucks sia. dumbdumb is still calling me a dua bui. and laughed at my big thighs and cellulites =(
i'm fat
i'm fat
i'm fat
hahahahahahaha.. nahh it'll never get into my head. it'll only disturb me during ballet class. after that, lunch and food chases all of it away =) i think i'll never be skinny enough for ballet, or become anorexic. hahaahahaha i call it a blessing =) =) =)
i'm not THAT fat what... hahaha...
wa damn sleepy ah.....................zzzzzzzzzz...........
watch jiu watch la.. still must write... =(
hahahahhahaha...
ahhhh better start writing something today. if not i'll never write anything..
haha june is so cute.
i wanna kope that psp game from zuyou..
..and that video of omar's trio from An.
but i lazy bring laptop =P hahahahahaha..
daaaaaa i wish there were more things that can let me procrastinate a lil longer.
hee kay bye.
puii- i wanna buy your cables.. 6 bucks.. hahahahahahaha...
5:28 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
got new skirt. got new skirt. got new skirt.
thankyousweetheart =) i love it very much <3 and you too! =P
and i done something to my hair, hahahahah..
and contact lenses..
and on the not so bright side, got the wrist weights too..
and today was so nice of an escape =) love spending time walking around with you.. <3
well i should be sleeping..
dar look so cuteeeeee..
i feel like chewing on vitamin C pills.
rootbeer taste damn good with chocolate ice cream. REALLY.
i miss arnolds.
need new hairband. need toepad from stage image. need new alarm clock for dar.
kay la. i need to sleep now. =P last ballet class with paul tmr~
puii- aarmianiloveyou<3
4:14 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
got new shoes. got new shoes. got new shoes.
and i'm loving it. and i love dar cos he got them for me. and thank you sweetheart =) we got "couple shoes" now. hahahahahaha..
weekends wasnt so much of an escape as i had hoped it would be. hopefully tmr will be better, and i'll get to go out with dar to spend some time together =)
sims 3 is fun!
i need new contact lens.
i like dar's new chains =)
sudhee got no wisdom, but she got a heart cos she love me. hahahahahaha..
ebird's blog is becoming increasingly emo. i feel like kicking her in the head. hahahahahaha..
june is so cute. i cant imagine school without her.
ivonn ah... i miss you la kay.
haha well, random attempt to hide the fact that all my posts are mostly about "dar" hahahahaha..
i wanna do something to my hair.
kay la gotta go sleep already. wanna blog random somemore one. haiya tmr la.
i love you dar =*
puii- tears of relief leaves a sweet-bitter-sweet aftertaste
2:47 AM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
i reallyyyy felt like dying in ballet today. hahhahaha that short pointe thing was killer enough.
i think i'm just weak la. thus all the excuses. daaaaaaaa... if only there's ways to obtain instant strength in everywhere we need, then ballet would be so much easier.
and.... maybe i shouldn't change to sansha pointe shoes anyway..
ahhhh its just excuses. but i am very tired. but ahhh, you can say i dun push myself hard enough.. blah blah..
i plan to push myself to do a little more each day. today i can turn a LITTLE better in ballet. just a little... and brisse was a LITTLE bit better. can la huh lidat.. i dunno how to push myself so hard like zuyou or who. but haha lidat i happy la =P hehe
so easily happy, no wonder ballet lidat.. hahahaha..
i felt like the whole day just passed by without me knowing what happened exactly. weird... how i was pretty awake the whole time but now when i think back its all a blur.
hahahahaha.. i remember the nice lunch with premium milk tea =)
wah i'm so sleepy nowwwwww... really damn sleepy. but cant sleep. haha sian..
i love me sweetie pie =) he's so cuteeeeeee... especially so when he's working seriously on guitars =)
puii- i feel like playing random games on the computer.
6:02 PM
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Guess what baby
The things we say
Came true today
Coz we listened to our hearts
No one but you
Will ever do
Our search is through
But our journey's just beginning
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To mend the place inside your heart that needed healing
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To make your head spin round and round
You know you're feeling
Love
Nothing but love
Nothing but love
Can't read your mind
Lord knows I'm tryin'
But in your eyes I see everything I need to know
Nothing to do but follow you
My aim is true
I could never ask for any more
And if you walk away
You know that I will follow
To steal back your broken heart
At least until tomorrow
Because whatever comes today
Beside you I can't hide you're the one
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To mend the place inside your heart that needed healing
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To make your head spin round and round
You know you're feeling
Nothing but love could hold our world together
Nothing but love can start
To let us hear the sounds above that have been screaming
Love
Nothing but love
iloveyousweetbaby =)
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being sick is a bad feeling.. but the almost sick feeling is worse la. its been like this for two days already. no flu no cough no fever, but definitely not well. damn sian sia, i cant even dance properly.. i dun even know if i should see a doctor cos i dunno what the hell's wrong..
ahhhh.. damn sian..
puii- goal: dun die tmrrrrrrr =P
11:38 PM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Pain ahhhhhhhhhhh...
my shoulder felt like two chucks of wood this morning when i woke up. it still does. tiger balm muscle rub havent done its job.
hope it gets better..
maybe i should go maguang now.
i lazy walk overrrrr..
i'm bored. i'm just typing nonsense. hahahahaha..
pain.... ahhhhh....
feeling damn tired from school. hope it wont end up like what hf say la huh. what 3 months of school: first month, trying to get back what we lost, muscles and stamina all. second month, body getting very tired. muscles dying. third month, injuries, sit out of class. hahahahahahaha..
that'd be bad.
g force is so cute!
i wanna watch time traveller's wife and year one. and well, maybe bruno =P
my neck's aching too.
i dun feel like eating today. weird thing huh? hahahahaha..
kay la i shall be less boring and go do something else. hee~
you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you never know dear
how much i love you
puii- you make me happy when skies are grey =)
4:08 PM