Sunday, November 29, 2009
dar bought me to science centre!!! yay!! finally after all that "trying to talk him into it", and then that day on our anni we're suppose to go but we overslept, and had to change plans and all..so on our first anni, we wanted to go, in the end we decided we want to go ice skating, and then cannot again cos the ice rink is being booked 30 mins after our arrival, then we went to eat at where we ate on first date. then we went walk around orchard, then we decided to eat fruit tart from fruit paradise, but cannot AGAIN cos they say they close already. just past 9? hmmmm quite sian la huh.. after that we went... partyworld! =P
well, not exactly party.. truth is i screwed the day up la.. =P hahahahahaha..
but it was really fun after we became a lil happier =D
that silly boy, we sang all the random songs and we become very very happy =D
=D so fast one year already =) and i'm loving you more each day boy =* capybara kiss for you!! thanks for everything so far! =D
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ANYWAY, i was saying. we went to science centre!!!! which i've been secretly wanting to go but dar feels its stupid (dun say never, you said its stupid!!) hahahahaha..
it was fun!!
there's like so many random stuffs there to see.. haha if only we went earlier, no need so rush. the trip was a surprise anyway so didnt plan for it.
next: Body World =D
hehehehehehehe think they did that exhibit before, didnt get to go. wanna go this time leh.. haha.. see when got occasion can bluff dar into going, doing STUPID things with me =D
You don't mind.. RIGHT! =D
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i've been playing FF3 on DS emulator. been a while since i last played RPG. forgot how fun it was funny around chasing after crystals =D
maybe after this i will start on FF7, or FF tactics, since so highly recommanded from the great Aaron-darling Lim =D
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mannnnnn i miss albert's classsssss even tho i screwed up his exam.... =P
no i don't miss ballet. not one bit.
rahhhhhhhh... i wanna go swimming..
puii- love ikea hotdogs =D
11:56 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY DEAREST DARLING SWEET BABY LOVE BOY! =Di love you boyfee =*
i love you so so so so so so much.
so happy to be with you! =D replace "happy" with every other positive thing on earth too =D
can't tell you enough of iloveyou's everydayyyyyyy =D i love you.
piglet-mantou loves cookie-san =D
now i gotta sleep, so we can go out and celebrate tomorrow =) SO HAPPY!
in fact, i've been so so happy these few days. dar's been so sweet. heh.. he's the cutest thing ever. and i'm glad we always end up happy no matter what happens.
Thankyousweetie!iloveloveloveyou!youlooksodamncutewhenyousleephahahahahaimveryhungrynow.
Happy first year love!
aarmian-puiron - ♥
3:09 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
wrap me up in cotton wool..YAY holidayyyyyy =P
but i dunno what to do =P
hai sian. no time complain no time. tired complain tired..
now got time can slack also complain. i dunno what i want la.
but i'm glad for the short break from dance. i think i really grew quite tired of it during the semester.
and yay.. lucky womanhood skipped everything important just by a bit and hit me now when i'm free with nothing to do. haha..
wrap me up in cotton wool..
i wan a holiday job. but one month is too short for people to hire me. damnnnn =P
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i don't know what i want.
sometimes i forget...
everyday i forget...
maybe thats why i really hate myself sometimes.
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Was it somethin' I said or somethin' I did?
Did my words not come out right?
Though I tried not to hurt you
Though I tried...
but I guess that's why, they say
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its, yeah, it does
Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like the knife that cuts you, the wound heals
But the scar, that scar remains
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i love going out with dar. hopefully he'll be free soon and we can go out again..
next tuesday!!!!!!!! =D 5 more 5 more days =D
can't wait =)))))))))))))))))))))
hee i love the song we sang yesterday =D SECRET!
i'mluckytohaveyoubaby =D
lego lego lego!! =D
wrap you up in cotton wool..
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im boredddd
puii- i dun want it anymore.
1:43 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
it just sucks to be feeling so damn sick on both exam days. i can't even breath the whole time. okay maybe i can, but i can't think. haha i think the mucus is congesting my brain too. ballet left me so giddy the whole time, and contemp just sucks, cos i can't remember anything.and i look like it.. daaaaaa..
if there's any happiness today, it'd be that all that shit is over and YAY HOLIDAY! =P
i've been feeling damn sad lately. and june dun believe me. hahahahahaha..
teach me to be happy again......
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so sad... i'm so craving for Dallas, but dar just came back to say they've closed down already. there goes good chicken!!! =(
haha, not like i believed him the first time around when he said it..
Dallas goodbye...
Dallas goodbye.
Juicy thighs, chicken wing,
french fries and root beer drinks,
Dallas goodbye..
Dallas goodbye...
Sing it to the tune of "Summer Goodbye" =P
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i've been upset alot lately (and its a very LONGGGGG lately). i hope its stress and period, cos it'll be temporal. and it'll be over. and dar won't be so poor thing anymore suffering from my random emoness and unreasonable-ness.
i'm sorry dar. i love love love love you...
i want hug hug.
i want hug hug everyday.
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xjh soon pleaseeeeeeeeee!!!!!! =D
maybe i shouldn't have dance at all. maybe i'm better off doing other things..
puii- i need hug hug hug hug hug...
3:40 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
i'm sick and i don't want that. not now not now not now... =(sore throat and flu.. and shivers.. go awayawayaway! =( feel damn sucky to be sick now la, and worse part is when i tried to recall exercises, i got mental block. damn i'm really starting to panick now..
ballet that makes me feel ugly, rahhhhhhh... =(
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on a happier note, so sweet of dar to finally bring me to that "too cool for zoo" trip we've been talking about and postponing. =D so fun so fun!! took quite a bit of pictures, but not as much as i'd usually take la.. dunno why. maybe cos not feeling that well. missed alot of monkeys and stuff. we skipped the whole elephant and reptile section. but its kay, those are boring =P
the new kids section so cute! got WABBIT =D so damn fat la. hehehehehe.. the KFC there damn power la. makes me feel like eating Dallas now, but got sore throat =((( damnnnnnn..
oh ya, got this damn weird exhibit there, this old kampong house i think.. then got very realistic wax people, then got GIANT size pest and insects all around.. just weird la the whole place, and its at the kids section, dunno what kind of awareness they want to bring. hahahahahaha..
love walking around the whole place with baby =) he so stupid, scare me at the baboon area, then complain why i kick him. hahahahaha.. so fun going excusion with him =D hahahahaha.. more more moreee!! =D
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YAY more lego to play =D
puii- i hungry daaaaaaa.......
1:40 PM
Horror shows are the dumbest thing ever.and i hate it i had to watch, cos its playing in my face.
and then when i am watching, it gets switched off without asking me..
puii- stupid stupid stupid...
1:44 AM
Friday, November 13, 2009
Here's my loveStep inside
Let me warm you up
By the fire in my heart
Step inside
Close the door
On the wind of fear
Brewing up behind you
You could stay here
Make your home here
Hideaway here
I could wrap you up in cotton wool
Here's somewhere you could let your love
Run free come and give your soul a resting place
Finding someome is like finding yourself a home
If the key fits - just open the door
'Cause you're never gonna spend a lonely day here
Come and watch your fear fly away
And you'll never hunger for a greener side than here
Gonna wrap you up in cotton wool and save you
And s a v e you
(And save you)
Where's your love
Let me in
To find the warm fire
That I know is there inside you
Let me in - it's cold outside
And I'll grow there
Find that place deep down inside you
You could hold me
And protect me from all harm
You could love me
You could wrap me up
And I could stay there
Make my home there
Hideaway there
You could wrap me up
In cotton wool
puii- ♥
9:43 AM
perf at the apec dinner was good i think. tho the stage look so cute. hahahaha.. 've been damn long since i last danced on a stage like this. diff is there's dance mats laid.. haha normally this kind of setting won't so nice to us one.. =Pits suppose to be important, i know. but i really don't even know who we dancing to. haha but doesnt matter la =P hopefully it was good la.. =D
i saw the rest of them while standing there and looking at them (what i'm supposed to be doing at that time), each of them got this thick eyeliner, and shimmers in their eyes from the lighting. look damn fierce sia =D i love how we exited. like those tribe lidat. haha so cool =D
so the only part that sucked was dinner. hahaha.. actually mine's not so bad.. so heh~ i keep quiet =D
and that place is so PWETTYYYYY.... Capella Sentosa. i don't even know what it is but its just pretty la =P hahahaha..
Anyways. it was fun, except that fall i had that left me a pink knee.. yay~ love "field trips" hahahahahha.. June!! Sentosa escape just finished like that!! We must go zoo some day!! =D
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and i'm here at this kinda time cos i'm stress.
thesis submission is tmr (today, later, technically..), and ya, still rushing. actually i slept first so i have more time and energy to do. haha lucky never sleep overshoot =P
kay la i shall go back to thesis now, wish me luck! and every other thing i need to do a good-enough proposal. heh~~
and OH EXAM. *cue music for disaster* =P
puii- sorrydariloveyou=* capybara KISS!
4:21 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
ILLTREATED. then blamed and questioned.how many times again? again?
well, not like i never say in the first place... ...
and i really thought... ... ... .....never mind..
puii- stop pushing.
2:52 PM
Monday, November 09, 2009
I AM SO HUNGRYits 10.45 and the last meal i ate was lunch. at 3 plus. haha i'm so hungry now i could eat a capybara =P
noooo i'm kidding i won't ever eat a capybara because its so damn cute =D
the real thing
the plush version
its so damn cute =) i just saw a video of one of these animals being raised as pet and is fed ice cream! so cute when it chewed off chucks of ice cream!!! =)
but i'm REALLY hungry.
maybe i'm dying. i hope womanhood hits me soon, before exams come. and perf of cos. either that or let it come after everything is over. i got tons of time to cramp during the holidays. it would suck big time if i had to do ballet exam with cramp and, ya period.
i need hugs nowww =P
yay to tmr!!! xjh xjh xjh!!! flower dress flower dress!!!
oh ya, THANKS BABY for the lovely flower dress you bot =D so cute! but i really got no shoes to wear with it. daaaaaaaaaa... wear my half sneakers =P
can what.... =P hahahahaa..
i need new ballet shoes! =P
kay la. think i can eat soon =) (been waiting for dar to eat together) yayyy! i love eating with baby, he's always fun to eat with (of cos, besides when we're not very happy) first date we had was go out and eat!! =) Arnold's! Haha that's like only a year ago =D so sweet la that time =)))))))))
i miss binge eating with boyfee =) but we are not free to do that anymore! damnnnn..
haha one less chance for me to be fatter over the holidays then.
i need a holiday job =P hahahaha..
i mean it.
puii- loveyoumuchaarmianbara =)
10:44 PM
Friday, November 06, 2009
my baby is so cuteee!!i want a new phone laaaaaa =P
puii- funny animals =P
5:28 PM
locked in!!!! >=(
7:40 AM
love, my bottle is empty.. fill it for me..
3:40 AM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Ha, you prolly read every other blog entries about the dans fest. =P yaaahhhh i'm slowww =Phahahahaha..
anyways, its over and i'm glad. its fun i agree, but i'm too tired for anymore of it. its just so different this year, it felt more like a mental push for us (for me) for every show. no usual excitement, you know, the kind where you feel jittery and look forward, and you can't wait to go out there to dance?
hahahahaha nooooo performance time just gets nearer while we sit around and try not to be so tired. at least for me. my back was in a big bad pain =( it still is hurting noww.. and i'm tired, and i didn't eat like i should. two days of performance i think i ate lesser than i would in a normal day's meal.
stress maybe, i blame everything to stress nowadays. i can blame it till the holidays at least =)
so performance wasn't so fun this time. not as much laughter and stupid photos that we have with past seniors. but it was fun too, just...ahhh tired. damn tireddd.
but prolly this was the most satisfying show i've done. got to dance more, and mummy aunt and baby came to watch =)
and this random indian lady came to me and june, say we dance very nice =D
and then there's that email from some random guy to dance fac saying we did well.
its all satisfying, to know we're not delusional about our dancing. hahahahaha..
so proud of the level 1s. =) really am. you guys are great and courageous to pull through even though yall are not feeling at your very best. we love you all, must remember that!
love level 2s too~ =) love the omar's trio. you three really look damn good dancing together =)
classmates! =) glad we survived fine, and yay! there goes our last esplanade show with lasalle! =P hahahahahaha..
glad its over. now there's thesis and exams. hahahaha..
gosh ballet nooooooo............
THANK YOU IVONN for the elmo puppet!!! =) i brought it out to east coast the other day with me when i went cycling with aaron =) HEE! (this is what i wrote on your facebook, but you removed)
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ballet always makes me feel ugly. haha maybe thats why i'm so scared of it. and i really can't turn for nuts, damn not even a nice single pirouette thats not accidental. hahahahaha..
when accidents happen, they are beautiful =)
and accidents happened today, ala seconde and arabesque, once each. hee so shiok. but ahhhhh i dun have the luxury to feel it everytime. sian.. =P
muscles muscles come to me.. all the back and core muscles, oh come to meeeee~~
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i wan bkt bkt bkt bkt bktttt =D
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Here's a story of lovers' finding
Union so deep there is no unwinding
Tender threads exquisitely finding
Two lives together one soul deep resounding
Love so strong whatever the weather
Even apart our souls are together
Its you and me, babe, forever and ever
Even apart we're dreaming together
Suddenly all time and space
Loses its meaning when I see your face
And I'm wrapped up in heaven's grace
Feeling so safe in your sweet embrace
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should i go for massage some time soon one week before exam? should i should i? tell me tell me kay =P i dunno lei my scapula there really damn pain.. dun feel like muscle pain lei.. dunno what is it also.. sian..
ma guang tcm =P hahaha..
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i had the hugest urge to drink kickapoo during albert's class today. hahahaha..
albert's class has been like a brain smashing session, trying to remember all the damn old exercises that we haven't done since two years ago =P damn tough ahhhh dunno how he remembers it all. hahahahaha..
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i'm like just typing random. whatever's coming to mind. hahahaha..
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i love my boyfeeee =*
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when holidays come i'll be very happy. i dun feel like dancing ahhhhhhh =P hahahahahaha..
actually i do la. just not ballet. gaaaaahhhh ballet exam exercises are driving me crazy. hahaha i cannot do those weird leg crossing thing la =P i think my legs are retarded.
hopefully i do okay enough to pass =D heeee..
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i need new bottoms for going out =D
i need new ballet shoes
i love my new specs, thanks to babyyyyyy =*
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so stupid i forgot to bring camera out today.. cannot load photos to facebook =P
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mos milk tea *drool*
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okay i had enough of random blogging =) next timeeeeee then~
puii-