Wednesday, July 28, 2010
i need to do something to my hair. don't like the way it is, cos it requires extra attention and effort now to look like its got shape/style. its so messy and ugly now =( and i'm so lazy to style it or blow it or whatever laaaaaa.. looks like sh*t.
the fringe just gathers together, exposing my forehead which i dun like, and it'll get oily easier when it gathers somehow.. so end of the day its one oily lump of hair, exposing my forehead. i hate it when my forehead gets exposed too much. and then the fringe will slowly morph into this ugly shape/parting. really ultra ugly.
no volume. no shape. messy and frizzy. curling in all the weird directions.
there, i need to do something to my hair.
but i dun wanna cut it cos SOMEONE wants me to keep it long. hahahahaha... so i keep lohhhhhhh.. =P (sense the unwillingness, yes) hahhahahaha...
no la, i'll give long hair a shot. mayb i'll like it, but i doubt it =P its so hot and hard to manage. bahhhhh...
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i'm happy to be dancing again =D just did lyrical jazz class, and had hiphop rehearsal yesterday. love to be learning and aching again!! =D
and more dancing coming up~~~ loving loving it so much! =)
puii-
12:26 AM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Life's been good =)
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and i'm finally having a bit more fun teaching =D the younger ones actually, since i was having the most trouble and headache with them =P this week their teacher is there to help so i had a much easier time =D
last week, i couldn't teach at all cos i spend most of the time (trying to) scold them. but they dun listen also. hahahah jia lat =P
this week, their teacher say (not even shout) once and they kept quiet (for a very short while). i can teach again!! =D
i'm bad with little childrens. i can't talk properly to them. i keep worrying they won't understand me if i use the wrong words. and i keep tripping myself over with the things i say, creating super awkward silence. okay la now not so bad. =P i can pick myself up from silence =D
it gets better each time =D
i love all the kids i'm teaching, because they are all so creative. i do one thing, all of them have different interpretations or variations to the steps. hahahaha so cute =D
i'm still scared of teaching little kids tho. hehehehehe..
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i went to the big big pool with slides and lazy river and wave pool at jurong with baby yesterday! =D had so much fun swimming away from weird characters with O_O eyes and pushing waves away so it won't hit us so hard. =P
tho i dun have chewie's self-motivation to do pushups, i did work my arms very hard propelling myself forward (and backwards, but fail to move at all cos of the current in the lazy river) and it was so sore the next morning (this morning actually). hahahahahahhaaha.. hopefully that was something =P yay to swimming! love it~
and we had super delicious curry rice after that! =D mega love!
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my phone is cui-ing already =( some of the essential buttons are not working anymore =( both the green and red buttons with the phone sign can't work, and my backspace button can't work =( so i can't initiate a call, can't hang up, and can't backspace when i type something wrong when i sms. hahahahahaha so stupid. now my messages look so weird with all the typos that i can't correct. time for new phone soon =(
i like this phone tho, even tho its so outdated, lagging and spoiling. =P hahahaha..
what to get for new phone?
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i wanna dance again =D but where can i dance my heart out without being seen? =P
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i see my old photos, and i feel so fat now =( a year back, my arms was half the size it is now =P i'm eating lesser already!! what you want?? *look angrily at tummy* hahahahahahaha.. =P
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i miss hanging out with my favourite funky fish, silly plankie antelope and the cutest random rabbit who always play along with my randomness =D (ni yao ah? NI YAO AH??? *psychotic face) i wanna hug them now =D
and i miss my june baby!! =( wish i can go hk and see her dance in disney now! =D too bad cannot.. sian..
Ivonn too! aston's! =D
i miss the two old woman.. but i think they hate me now =( maybe...
Miss val too! But gonna see her coming sunday so YAY! =D
i miss the silly dancers at lasalle =D if only we're still on holiday now and school is gonna reopen for us to dance together again! =P hehe~
Hahaha whats with the random emo-ness and random misses..
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i've been playing sims3 again =D had fun building my "family" a new house by the beach =D hahaha i'm just trying to make them very very rich now. dunno for what also. hahahahahaa.. maybe i'll get bored soon and then go and play some other weird character or family =P hahaaahahah..
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i love you sweet baby =D more and more each day =*
puii- happy today =)
4:22 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2010
need to cut my fringe. its all over my face, unless i comb it to one side. but if i do, it'll expose my forehead, and i dun want that to happen..
cos i dun like my forehead. hahahahaha..
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feel like going swimming again. or at least some form of exercise. i need to moveeeee... haha now i only sweat when i do excessive knee bends when teaching kids, when they refuse to bend and i bend on their behalf. hahahaha!!
they (most of them) are so cute =D
class again tmr! =D
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had random sashimi surprise yesterday!! =D dar suddenly made sashimi appear in front of a pms-ing me =D dumbdumb boy made me 哭笑不得, hahahahaha.. dunno to continue angry or to laugh. hahhahaha..
dunno where he learn these tricks from. hahahahahahaha..
sho shweet of you baby =D love love love you~~ *ifonlysomeone'ssosweeteveryday!!* =P
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jenny's wedding in a few more days =D so exciting!!!
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feel like eating something random. like chips or something..
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puii- gotta wake up early tmr! =D
3:37 PM
Friday, July 02, 2010
bahahahahahaha... i thought i report in after my second class yesterday! =D way better than the first time, so i wasn't so freaking out. but still abit awkward sometimes, cos of the random pauses. but nothing beats that long long silence on tuesday when the whole room was listening to me, and i took a breath, and my mind went blank for the longest time. hahaahhaa!!!
that's gotta suck
anyways, yesterday's kids are older so mayb i still can rem how to talk to 12 year olds...
save me from the 7 year olds please! hahahahahahahahha.. i dunno how to talk to them, or how to get them to listen to me! =P its suppose to be fun for them, so i have few more days to think it thru before i try and redeem myself with them. hahahahaha..
my gosh.. teaching is so different. i wish they taught that in school! hahaha especially classroom management.. its like a whole new subject. i better pick things up fast if not i'll be panicking everyday. hahahaha~~
kay la.. gotta prepare to go out soon. dun wanna be late(so early into the job) hahahahahhaha!!! fingers crossed! hope all goes well =D haha machiam every class is an exam lidat =P in any case must remember Ms Ivonn's words =D just do lo.. do only mah... just try la just try. try only...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....
puii- green tea for my morning =D shall have milo later at school canteen =D
7:07 AM
Thursday, July 01, 2010
But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
puii-
4:05 AM
i need hip hop class again! i feel so trapped and my body is lost. i cannot teach like that, i feel like i can't do it anymore =( i dun even know it very much and now im making a living out of it.
i know.. a bit overeacting.. but its so late at night and i still can't sleep cos of this whole thing... i really dunno what im gonna do in class tmr. hope the time pass fast! introducewarmupwaterbreaktechniquetrytochoreoseewhattimecooldownBYE
or so i hope......
i dunno what im scared of. im totally not confident and not comfortable with everything. but hai as ivonn say. just do lo..... do only mah... just do la... =P but i dun want to teach the wrong thing, or anyhow do, or say wrong thing. but i might, because im not prepared. and i just dun feel prepared enough..
but hecks im just gonna go slp now and hope for the best =D kids... pls love me...
puii - a first time teacher freaking out. hope i dun get phobia outta this =D
3:35 AM