Friday, October 14, 2011
=(
stupid once-in-a-month thing's making me a wreck. i dun understand why its making me so negative about everything, making me bloody emotional for super random reasons and i genuinely feel super sucky about it. GAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
them (un)lucky boys, dun have to go thru this themselves (but they get affected by it one way or another anyways =P)
its not like i want to be like that. i always try to consciously refuse to be like this, but it just doesn't work sometimes. its like flu, it just comes. and once in a while the monster inside me comes out and devours all reasons and refuse to be happy (and refuse to be full too! hungry monster!)
anyways.. its true i see things(problems) thru magnifying glasses during these times, but it bothers me too, even tho i get cranky over random reasons, those reasons do still exist when i'm in my happy place. i know i can't make descisions when i'm angry so... on the other hand i should ignore them because i'm happy??
bahhhhh.. i just feel sucky right now... i just wanna watch some random funny movie and munch on something fattening. thank goodness its an off day! =P
puii- imsorryiloveyou
8:51 PM
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Is it wrong to love? Do I care too much? Do I ask too much?
Maybe my actions seem wrong. Maybe my emotions confuses you. End of the day, everything is out of love for you.. No?
Puii-
8:38 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
iloveyou:)
Only we can quarrel about dinner, 4 hours after dinner. :)
Not that I love quarreling, but I suddenly feel it's so funny when I think about it. :P
And I love talking in my sleep to you (tho I have no conscious memory of it), the look on your face when you ask me about it the next morning is priceless :) (so cute!!!!!)
I love to hold you (so warm~~) :D
So here's a very random "iloveyoubaby" and a secret :* before you even wakes up. Love you~ :))
puii-
10:13 AM