I tripped and fell to a dark, dark place, and I need somebody to rescue me, or just tell me things are going to be alright...
Feel like I want to crumple up and break down into a million little pieces, and let me feel less heavy again..
I feel like giving every single damn thing up and start all over again, every bloody thing that matters. Every every thing.
I feel so tired...............
Puii- what a lousy way to end the day :(
12:05 AM
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Finally took the time..
Gave up on the previous skin, very nice but not iphone friendly.. Hahahaha.. still, simpler is better.
Lazy to update all the random happenings.. But my faded memories seem pretty happy for the past month =) Happy at work, happy with friends, happy with my baby. especially his birthday lebanese buffet =) loved it.
i really really really want to start dancing again.
lamb on repeat recently. always make me gaze out of the window and into space. makes me think too much and feel too much. makes me close my eyes and the goosebumps rise.
i feel like cooking something. anything.
i'm feeling dreamy but stagnant, like still water that you'd want to disturb with a rock or a touch. feel like a pillow that needs fluffing. need some "freshness" in my life.
i have no idea what i want to say. so here's a song and goodnight world! =)
puii-
10:14 PM
me
searching meanings
with dreams, with dance
with love